Undeniable (Part 7): Trying To Stand Tall
Book: The Royal Romance A/U
Pairing: F!OC x M!OC,Liam Rys x F!OC, Drake Walker x MC
Rights belong to Pixelberry, some characters belong to them.
Series Summary: Set 22 years after the event in Unplanned, the next generation prepares to take over their parents’ legacies.
Catch-up here: Undeniable Masterlist
Chapter Summary: In the aftermath of his confrontation with Lucas, Liam asks Jackson about his intentions with Len. Hope makes a promise that she's not sure she can keep.
Song Inspiration: Giants by Jackson Guthy
Word Count: ~4.4k
Rating/Warning: T- Language, threats of violence
A/N: Thank you to @txemrn for pre-reading! You're the very best 💕
“We need to have a discussion about your intentions with my daughter.”
While Len darted back off into the crowd, Jackson could feel Liam’s full attention bear down on him. With his eyes darkened in a quiet fury, gone was the jovial man Jackson had known his whole life. The Liam that taught him how to play chess or would sneak him extra dessert when his parents weren’t watching, was nowhere to be found.
Standing in front of him was the King.
Without another word, Liam turned towards the keep, motioning for Jackson to follow. The only sound between them was the thick snow crunching underneath their boots, making Jackson feel like every step was marching him closer to his death. Never before had he seen Liam so tense, his jaw looking as if it was about to snap in two.
After entering the estate, Jackson continued to follow, wondering where Liam was leading him. They walked briskly past the parlor, past the office that Liam frequently used when he visited. Jackson assumed they were going to one of the other guest rooms to speak, but all hope of that was dashed when Liam turned left instead of the usual right, heading straight into Olivia’s armory. Jackson gulped loudly as Liam entered, taking a moment to calm his breathing before following.
When he entered the room, he found Liam staring at one of the walls lined with dozens of swords and other weapons. He stepped up to the wall, pulling one large, curved blade down from its resting place. Every pore on Jackson’s body started to sweat as he looked around the room, swearing that his aunt had added to her collection since his last visit.
When Liam turned around with the sword still in hand, Jackson’s throat constricted.
Yup, this is how I die.
“Some of these items have belonged to my family for hundreds of years,” Liam sighed, turning the blade over in his hands. “I’d be fascinated to know how many men this blade alone has cut down.”
“Ummm….yeah….” Jackson stammered, glancing over his shoulder at the door. A few steps, that’s all it would take. “Was there something you wanted to talk about, Uncle Li?”
Liam’s mouth contorted into a tight smile, “Yes, Jackson. There is. I’ve been very curious about your intentions regarding the season.”
“What do you mean?”
“Why did you decide to join?” Liam continued. “You have never held any interest in our politics before.”
“I still don’t, not really,” Jackson answered.
“Then why are you here?”
“For Len,” Jackson answered, holding his head up a little higher. “You’re right; all of the royalty stuff, that’s not something I ever wanted to get involved in. But if that’s what it takes to be a part of Len’s life, then yeah…I’m gonna do whatever it takes.”
Liam paused, studying his expression carefully. Jackson had seen this look many times before, usually when a visiting noble came to the palace for the first time. Liam was the master of reading people’s intentions. Without a single word, he could sense someone’s truths. For the first time since they walked into the armory, Jackson relaxed, knowing he meant every single word.
With a slow exhale, Liam shifted, placing the sword back on the wall. “While I commend you for your honesty, Jackson, I still have apprehensions. For one, why now?”
“What do you mean?”
Liam crossed his arms around his chest, “You have known my daughter for her entire life, and yet you chose this moment to express how you feel. Why?”
Jackson stopped, taking a moment to try to put his feelings into clear words. It was something he’d thought about since the season began: how close he had come to losing Len, all because he’d been too blind to realize how much she meant to him. Even if everything fell apart now, at least it wouldn’t be because he never tried.
“Look, I know my timing’s absolute sh—,” Jackson paused, smiling sheepishly at Liam’s unimpressed frown. “My timing wasn’t the best. And I wish I could stand here and tell you that the social season didn’t open my eyes. I knew coming home from New York that there was something between Len and me. And honestly, it scared me. I thought….maybe we’d take things slow, and figure things out as we went. But then when she told me about the social season….I thought about walking away. I didn’t think I’d have a shot of competing; I didn’t even know if I wanted to. But then my mom told me about your season, and I knew I had to try. If I didn’t at least try to see what Len and I could have…..I’d regret it the rest of my life.”
“Jackson…”
“I care about Len,” he said firmly, refusing to back down, no matter how hard his heart was pounding. “It’s taken me a long time to realize how much, but I think it’s always been there. She’s everything to me, Liam. The rest of this…” Jackson motioned to the air around him. “None of it matters to me. Nothing but her.”
Liam stared at him for a long moment, his hardened expression never faltering. Finally, he cleared his breath, “I am glad to hear that, Jackson. But that doesn’t excuse your behavior today. Any wrong move on your part could reflect poorly on my daughter. That, I will not allow.”
“I’m sorry, Liam,” Jackson said. “Len already let me have it for that. It’s just Prince Lucas. He’s such a….”
“Entitled jerk?”
“Yes!” Jackson snapped, looking back at Liam in confusion. “Wait, you know?”
Liam sighed, “Not exactly. You sounded a lot like your father for a moment. He uses that term fairly often to describe some of the other nobles.” He pinched the bridge of his nose, “I understand that they have their flaws; no one is immune from weakness. Many of the others have been raised to search for those in their competition. Give up yours so easily, and they will not hesitate to act upon it. You must learn to rise above their comments. If Len were to choose you at the end of the season, you would need to have your temper under control. I have had plenty of moments when I wanted to act brashly, when I was tempted to let my personal desires outweigh the needs of our kingdom. But to give in to such impulses is selfish and can have dire consequences. You must remember that when you feel your anger starting to build.”
“Understood,” Jackson answered, bowing his head. “It will not happen again.”
“It better not. I would hate to have to repeat this conversation,” Liam said, taking a small blade into his hands. “And then there is the matter of you spending time alone with my daughter….”
Jackson gulped, wishing more than anything that he had a normal aunt. Why couldn’t Olivia hoard cats instead of every blade known to man? He had never seen Liam with a dagger before, but every move was smooth and controlled. Clearly, he had underestimated Liam’s skills. With a flick of his wrist, the blade sliced through the air. It seamlessly slid into the center of a practice dummy on the side of the room, only the hilt visible.
Just as Jackson saw the final moments of his life flash before his eyes, a chuckle came from behind Liam. What the fuck? Jackson searched for the source, finally noticing Liam’s phone perched against one of the displays, the screen showing that it was on speaker.
Liam’s eyes followed the same path, pinching his brow with his forefingers before speaking, “You said you would be silent.”
“Sorry, Li. I tried my damndest, but your intimidation tactics need some work.”
“As if you could have done better! I would love to see how you’ll act when someone comes to call on Hope.”
“Have you met my girl? Trust me, I’m gonna be the least of that guy’s problems.”
“Dad?” Jackson finally barked out, his mind slowly rectifying what was occurring. With an open mouth, his eyes darted between Liam and the phone, still unsure if he should be fearful for his life. “Can someone please fill me in on what’s happening?”
“Payback,” Drake laughed.
“After your display on the ice, I thought it would be best if we had a conversation about what occurred. I wanted to have a calm discussion….” he gave a pointed look at the phone.
“I thought it would be funnier if Liam scared the shit out of you,” Drake said, his voice still uneven with laughter. He cleared his throat, “Look, Jack, I get why you reacted that way. However, you can’t go around knocking out all of the nobles that piss you off.”
“Says that man that dueled with Lord Neville on the front lawn of the palace….” Liam sighed.
“One time!” Drake protested. “And only because that jackass challenged me first.”
Jackson leaned against the wall, running his hands over his face. As his father and Liam continued to bicker about which nobles would win in a duel, a thought suddenly popped into his head. “Wait….so you’re not going to throw me in the dungeon for talking to Len?”
“Of course not,” Liam laughed. “I would have to be a fool not to realize how deeply you care for her. Besides, if my wife has taught me anything, a woman’s heart is her own. I would not interfere with Len’s choice unless it could cause her harm.” He placed his hand on Jackson’s shoulder, staring him straight in the eye. “And you have no intention of causing her harm, correct?”
Jackson shook his head, “Never.”
*****
Len paced through the guest room, trying to keep her breathing steady. The last thing she saw was her father leading Jackson away, unsure what he wanted to speak to him about. She knew that her dad had reservations about Jackson entering the season. But if anyone was here for Len, it was him.
She hoped her dad could see that. He had to see that, right? She popped her thumb into her mouth, chewing the nail bed as her anxieties grew.
“Relax, you're burning a hole in my rug,” Hope called from the couch. Laying against the pillows, she continued scrolling through her phone as Len glared down at her. “It’s not like your dad’s going to kill him. Worst case scenario? Maybe a little light poking with one of Aunt Liv’s knives.”
“That’s not funny!” Len snapped.
“It is to me,” Hope shrugged, shifting to sit up. A wide smile broke out on her face, “Do you think your dad is doing that thing?” She squeezed the bridge of her nose with her forefinger and let out a long sigh, “You know the move. The one he does when he’s about three seconds from losing his shit?”
Len groaned, “I seriously hope not. He’d only do that if Jackson said something sarcastic.” Hope gave her a pointed look. “Don’t say it.”
“It’s not that bad. If something happens to Jack, you can always just marry one of those other guys. Not to mention…I’ll finally get to move into the big bedroom. Seems like a win-win to me.”
“Hope,” Len said, subconsciously mimicking her father’s exasperated gesture. “You are not helping the situation.”
“Just promise me if that happens, you’re not gonna pick Lucas.” Hope continued, muttering under her breath, “Stupid fucking asshat…”
Len stopped, arching her brow at her friend, “What is the deal with the two of you? Ever since he arrived, you’ve had nothing but negative things to say about him.”
“I don’t trust the guy, Len.”
“And why is that?”
Hope sighed, running her hand over her face. In truth, besides the incident on the ice earlier, there was no clear reason why she couldn’t stand Lucas. She tried to say it was because of how he treated Len, but that was a lie. At all of the events, he was the perfect gentleman and never failed to make her friend smile. Maybe it was because he was competing with Jackson, but even that didn’t hold as much weight as it used to. While he might have made comments about Jackson, he never interfered in his time with Len, at least not yet. Hope sighed, rolling her eyes as she tried to put her gut feeling into words, “His face….”
“Is handsome?” Len smirked.
“No!” Hope stammered. “I mean, yeah, sure. Objectively speaking, I guess you could say he’s good-looking in that stereotypical way.”
“Then what is it?”
“His face is extremely punchable,” Hope finally muttered. Len stared at her best friend before a laugh rang out between them. “Tell me I’m wrong!”
Len pinched her brow, “While I appreciate your completely non-biased assessment, I think you should give him a chance. We’ve spent a lot of time together over the past few years. Trust me, he is not who you think.”
Hope started to say something, but looked up and met Len’s gaze instead. She could tell with just that one look that this meant something to her best friend. “Fine,” Hope huffed. “I will try to be nicer to him. But if he starts with me first, I’m not backing down.”
“Thank you,” Len sighed, plopping down next to her.
Hope twisted her fingers together as they sat in silence for several minutes. Her frown deepened; a question continued to gnaw at her. Every time she tried to force it down, it came back with more force. With a defeated sigh, Hope turned toward Len, “Why does it matter what I think about Lucas?”
Len scrunched her face, “I don’t know…I just think it will make things easier…”
“If you pick him?” Hope asked quietly. “Do you think you might?”
“It is early in the season. I still need to take the time to get to know each of the suitors.”
“Nope. This isn’t a press conference, Len,” Hope said. “I don’t want the bullshit answer. Between us, do you think you might choose Lucas?”
Len paused for a long moment. Furrowing her brow, she thought about their past interactions. On paper, Lucas was everything that she would want in a partner. He came from a similar background, he made her laugh, and he was the perfect host during their last visit to Monaco. But never for a moment was there a spark between the two of them. Being around him was like visiting an old friend, and being away never caused any longing in her heart. It was the opposite of Jackson, who burned through her skin like wildfire. Every moment away from him, he was in the forefront of her mind. What she felt around Lucas could never compare.
Len shook her head, “I thought when he first arrived…maybe. But then Jackson showed up and I knew.”
“Knew what?”
“That Lucas could never make me feel the way Jackson does,” Len quietly answered. “Even if things don’t work out between us, I could never settle for less now. It would be like living in black and white after being shown technicolor.”
As Hope started to reply, a knock came on their door. Jackson’s voice called out as it opened, “Hope, you in here?”
“We both are,” she answered, standing to greet her brother.
As he stepped inside, his eyes immediately met Len’s, his face breaking into a wide smile. Without another word, he pulled her into his arms, holding her tight against his chest. Len ran her hand through the short hairs on the back of his neck. “Did it go that poorly?”
“Both of our fathers are absolutely fucked in the head,” Jackson groaned. “But no…I think it actually went pretty well.”
“I don’t see any bloodstains, so it definitely could have gone worse,” Hope muttered. But neither seemed to hear her, too wrapped up in each other to acknowledge her comment. With a long exhale, Hope stood, walking towards the door. “I’ll give you guys a minute. But I swear if you do anything in my room, I will kill you both.”
“Noted,” Jackson laughed.
As she walked back into the hall, Hope let out a long sigh. While Len’s words had soothed some of her fears, she couldn’t quite shake off her nerves. When her brother stepped into the room, she could see his emotions written on his face. He might not have said it, but she knew. He was in love with Len. Part of her wanted to scream at him to lock it down, to keep his feelings in check until the end of the season. But she knew better than to try to stand in their way.
As she turned the corner towards the main part of the keep, Hope spotted a tuft of blond hair in her periphery. Lucas, owner of the extremely punchable face. She stopped in her tracks, leaning against the wall in case he turned back in her direction. As she leaned forward to watch where he was heading, Hope swore he was acting shiftier than usual.
While he stepped through the corridors, Hope tried to subtly follow him, curious where he was going. All of the events were done for the day; the suitors had free reign of the keep. But Hope hated the idea of this asshole lurking around. Besides, this was her chance to gather intel about his movements. Ever since her spectacular fail earlier, she hoped she’d get another chance to spy on Lucas.
As he turned underneath the stairs, Hope let out a slew of curses, knowing that the path led down to the cellars. With only one way in and out, there was no way she’d be able to get down there without him realizing. She glanced back up the stairs, unsure if she should try to head back to her room. But with Jackson and Len talking, please let them just be talking, she didn’t want to head back yet. She chewed on her lower lip, letting her curiosity get the best of her. Hope quietly creaked the door open, listening for any sign of Lucas in the room below.
Hope’s brow furrowed as the words “son of a bitch” echoed from the base of the stairs. Several more swears followed quickly after, completely crushing what was left of her willpower. With a silent step, she closed the door behind her, heading down the spiral staircase into the cellar. As she reached the base, she immediately spotted Lucas in the corner, holding his phone up in the air. Grimacing at the screen, he continued to let out several swears. Hope smiled to herself, finding some evidence that the asshole wasn’t the perfect prince he tried to present to the court.
With one last curse, Lucas shoved the phone into his pocket. Before she was able to dart back up the stairs, he turned, locking eyes with Hope. “Very subtle,” he said with an annoyed look. “Do you make it a habit of spying on people?”
“I don’t know what you mean,” Hope said innocently. “I just came down to grab a bottle of wine. Len and I are having a movie night, and Olivia always has the best stuff down here.”
“Of course, you were.” Lucas rolled his eyes. “Grab your wine and go.”
“Wow, so hostile. You really should talk to someone about your displaced anger,” Hope chuckled, stepping toward the rows. Fuck. She literally knew nothing about wine. Fermented grape juice was the furthest thing from her drink of choice. She chewed on her lower lip, hoping that Lucas wouldn’t notice her stalling.
As her fingers trailed along the dusty bottles, Lucas’ phone chirped and he quickly pulled it out. But when he read the screen, his face instantly fell. “Fuck,” he muttered.
“Bad news?” Hope said. “Someone put garlic in your room? I heard that smell can be a real bitch to get out.”
“Because you think I’m a vampire?” Lucas asked with his brow arched, looking unimpressed.
“No, I think you’re an asshole,” she bit back. “But being a vampire would explain the whole heartless, soul-sucking thing you’ve got going on.” Damn, she was really failing these spy games. Amalas would be very disappointed. So much for playing nice like she suggested. Every time Hope was around this guy, her mouth moved faster than her brain.
“Clever,” Lucas chuckled.
Hope waited, sure that there was some nasty remark heading her way. But when she turned her head, instead, she found Lucas staring wistfully at his phone. She sighed, his defeated expression making her stance soften slightly. “Seriously….are you okay?”
“Fine,” Lucas answered, showing her the screen. “My friend just sent me the line-up for a race tomorrow and I’m not pleased with the results.”
She furrowed her brow. “Wait, you’re this pissed about a race?”
“No, not just a race,” he snapped, pulling the phone back from her. “I’m pissed about the results of the qualifier for the French Grand Prix. One of the Mercedes drivers managed to snag the pole position.”
Hope stared back at him, trying to decipher what he was saying. “And that’s a bad thing?”
“Forget it, you wouldn’t understand,” he muttered, heading towards the door.
She reached out, placing her hand on his arm. As they both looked down to where she was touching him, she jerked her hand back, tempted to wipe it clean on her jeans. “I might not know what you’re talking about, but I hope it works out like you want it to.”
“Thanks….” he said slowly, turning back towards the stairs. As they opened the door, he craned his neck to glance out the window. “Hmm, that’s odd.”
“What is?” Hope asked.
“It doesn’t look as if Hell froze over, yet you are being nice to me. Maybe I should search the skies for flying pigs.”
“Such an asshole,” Hope groaned, rolling her eyes as they headed up the stairs to the guest rooms.
“There she is. I was worried for a moment.”
“Don’t worry,” she smirked. “It was a momentary lapse in judgment. I’ll be back to the bitch you know and love in the morning.”
“Looking forward to it,” Lucas called out as their paths diverged. “Have a good night, Detective Clouseau.”
“Sleep well, blood-sucker.”
*****
Upstairs, Jackson and Len laid on the couch side by side, watching as the fire crackled in front of them. After going over his conversation with Liam, Jackson was content to just enjoy this moment, needing nothing more than the girl in his arms.
Len shifted, turning to run her fingers through his hair. “Are you sure that you’re all right?”
“Yes,” he said, leaning in to give her a soft kiss. “But I’m definitely going to stay on your dad’s good side. Did you know he knows how to handle a sword?”
“I’ve seen him a few times,” Len chuckled. “But he would never cause you harm. You know he loves you.”
I love you. The words screamed out in Jackson’s mind, completely stealing the air from his lungs. They itched on his skin, desperate for him to breathe them to life. It was too soon; he knew that. He wasn’t even really dating Len. Instead, he found himself involved in a bullshit competition for her hand. For years, he’d ignored his heart, telling himself that the idea of them being together was just a fantasy. But looking back on it now, he knew the truth: he’d been in love with Eleanor Rys for as long as he could remember.
And now that he knew what it felt like to hold her, to kiss her lips? There was no question at all that he wanted to spend the rest of his life by her side.
Len’s face scrunched up, staring into his eyes, “What is it?”
Jackson shook his head, knowing that he couldn’t tell her just yet. Right now, being in the midst of the social season meant that the words had strings attached. As much as he wanted Len to choose him, Jackson wouldn’t try to skip the scales like that. Len deserved the chance to make up her mind for herself. And while he thought she might feel the same, Jackson couldn’t imagine saying the words before the end of the season. When he told Len that he loved her, he wanted it to mean something, for them to signify the beginning of their lives together. Not some desperate plea for her to pick him.
He nuzzled against her head, “Nothing. Just enjoying being here with you.”
“Me too,” Len said as she held him tighter.
“So…” Jackson said, trying to distract his mind. “Where are we heading next?”
“Applewood,” Len smiled up at him.
“My favorite place.”
“Why is that?”
Jackson smiled fondly back at her, letting her thumb coast along her cheekbone. “There are lots of good memories at that estate. I’m looking forward to making more with you.”
Len’s cheeks furiously darkened, her teeth finding her lower lip. In these quiet moments, it was easy to forget the purpose of the social season and the demands being placed on her. But her solace was dashed when she remembered one of the reasons they were traveling to Applewood next. “I’m not sure how much time we’re going to get to spend alone together.” Jackson arched a brow in question. Len pushed a breath between her lips, “The Royal Council will be joining us for the next couple of weeks. They have asked to meet with all of the suitors…”
“Shit,” Jackson hissed, sitting up to drop his head into his hands, “And if they decide they don’t like me?”
“I’m not sure….” Len answered, running her hand along his back. “But we need to make sure that does not happen.”
Jackson tried to match her confidence, but he couldn’t. No matter how close they were with the Rys family, the Walkers had always been the commoners the royal family pitied in the eyes of the court. After a lifetime of condescending smiles, Jackson wasn’t sure if there was anything he could say to convince them of his merit. He tried to smile at Len, to make her feel more at ease than how he felt internally, “Then I guess I better be on my best behavior.”























