#MyMissingFortune

i havent figured out what to sayyyyyy in response to "you cant eat x? you cant eat from this food group??? id die if i couldnt eat this!!!" im not dieting for fun or disorder or cruel beauty standards its because if i eat that iwill suffer physical pain beyond your comprehension. this is a type of pain that even opiates do not help with. im so close to saying damnnn yeah i cant live without it eitherrr its been rough!!!!! ill be killing my self SOON!!!!

ms mccurdys newer book half his age has a prominent section where girly gets really into the idea of learning what Brands he's invested in, what specific products he trusts etc, the concept that purchase habits and history are a aprt of what makes you whole.... within the broader shallow materialism in place of substance leasing to hollowness theming etc..... regardless of allmy other thoughts on this book this concept is frequently on my mind......... to some degree i think blorbos operate within a similar economy of wanting to generate easily recognizable shorthands...... the obsession with seeking a relatable charactwr everywhere you go & sortof isolating the character from their context once you grisp them.... pointing to a character and saying thats Me that character Explains Me with a lot of baggage rather than simply liking the character

and thatwas definitely her birthday so so middleschool. almost cute except that its writing in blood on the wall "MY QUESTIONABLE HETSLOP IS INEVITABLE" uuuhggghhghhhh. i think he's jakey but whatever makes my princess happy......