With The Lights Out

I've been feeling a little bit down in the last fews days. I've been crying at least one time everyday. I really don't know why I'm like th...

This New Year's eve I had dinner and passed the midnight at my bestfriend's house just like last year! I really didn't want to go. I wanted...

So here it is the New Year! I never wanted a New Year so bad like I want this one! I know it's stupid because it's not going to change anyt...

I spent this week at home and it was great! But I knew it would be. I'm in my safe place. I'm not out there in Porto working on my issues. ...

Christmas has passed. It was hard as always but this year I think it wasn't as hard as it normally is. Or at least it wasn't as hard as I t...

This past weekend I had a Christmas dinner with my friends from home. There were going to be concerts all day and night (my cousin's band w...

João was one of my parents best friends. He was an airplane pilot. I loved João! He was funny, he would pampered me and he would spoil me w...

Mário was married to my father's cousin. But he was always more than just a cousin to me. He was like an uncle. He was always there when I ...

This week I had my lab's Christmas dinner. I was a little excited about it. This week as been hard for me. I feel that I'm taking a step ba...

I've always had a very close relationship with my grandparents. All four of them. And I was lucky enough that I got to meet all of them and...

My time in England was really bitter sweet. On one hand I loved being there and I loved the opportunity it brought me but on the other hand...

Don't you just hat when you invest your time in someone, in a relationship or in a friendship and sometimes that investment is wasted. It's...

I have to say that the depression didn't bring me only bad things. One of the good things that came out of this was my relationship with on...

In the past weeks I've been feeling so much better. I've been feeling more "free", like a weight has been lifted of my shoulders. I've been...

I'm very lucky for the friends I have. They were/are always by my side during all of this. But still, I feel like the majority of them does...

Sometimes I still feel lost. Sometimes I still think what the hell am I doing here. What the hell am I doing with my life? Where did I go w...