I don't want to be me anymore. I don't want to be this ugly thing I am, I don't want the urge to grow, I don't want the dysphoria, I don't want this fuckass boyfriend, I don't want this couch, I don't want these plain fucking rags I call clothes, I don't want these sharp, tongue cutting tooth chips, I don't want my creepy uncle sounding name. And I don't want to think and feel like this every day.















