Lena Luthor My Beloved

My first thought was "the grey text is so Lena". But when I think about it, this can be both of them. For me the divorce era is always going to be about Lena's hurt over thinking she isn't actually good cause Kara told everyone but her, so she is definitely rotten.

Kara never thought she can ever regret anything about Lena, not the kryptonite poisoning, not getting back stabbed, nothing. Yeah, not telling Lena her secret identity earlier definitely still hurts a bit but it was for protecting Lena, which again no regrets there.

And now here she is regretting inviting Lena to live with her, because her dumbass thought it will be fun, she will get to have Lena all to herself. Not once, even once she thought that the first night of Lena at her place, will make them sleep on the same bed (because Kara's needy ass is thinking about all the cuddles she will get, even if not, who cares when Lena is just some inches away) AND Lena will turn to look at her before sleeping with a gentle smile and say "good night honey".

"What you making for breakfast, baby?" Lena says, as she comes near Kara to just bump their hips together while Kara is thinking about not thinking her decisions through and making them waffles for breakfast.

Kara's mind short circuits again (its the third time it has happened in the span of just 2 hours, the first time being Lena not letting her out of bed, just spooning Kara tightly from behind and murmuring, "you wouldn't be cruel enough to end the cuddle session this early, now would you be darling?" Kara literally whined and ran from bed, they were so close, one wrong move and Lena would have felt how wet her best friend was.)

"You need to stop this." Kara says as she finally come back to her senses after a full minute, turning off her waffle maker and turning towards Lena's smiling face which changes the moment to confusion after hearing Kara's words.

"Dar......" Lena tries but gets cut off by Kara again.

"Sweetheart, baby, love, honey, darling, do you even know what hearing them do to me? Calling me like that but not doing anything at all" Kara doesn't know where the confidence of saying all this to Lena came from but she is glad. She literally can't take this torture anymore, Lena has to do something even if her heart is dreading about what Lena will do.

"Finally", Lena only utter one word and Kara is..... Confused.

"Do you seriously thought it was only torture for you, this is the first time it took me so long to hear a woman's confession, everyday I thought, this is the day Kara will finally kick me out" Lena rambles and Kara just gets more confused then it finally clicks.

"You are so mean!!!" Kara yells and Lena finally stops talking.

"All these words and not even one kiss, could have just kissed me like this and saved us both this trouble" Kara pulls Lena by cupping her face to plant a quick kiss.

For whole 10 seconds Kara stares at Lena annoyingly while Lena is dumbfounded and after "Give me more, NOW" this time its Lena's turn to pull Kara by her waist to start a deep kiss, both of them moaning at the first contact of Lena's tongue inside Kara's mouth.

The only time they do pull away seriously is after 15 minutes when Lena's stomach rumble, Kara chuckles, and notices that she didn't even realised when she got on the kitchen counter with Lena standing between her legs.

Lena still trying to kiss just kissing Kara's now laughing face.

"Lena time to eat, stop this, for now" Kara says and pull Lena's face away.

"you are right" pushing Kara's legs apart.

"Lena....." Kara whines.

"Keep them open, ok, you don't want to crush my head with your thighs, do you baby girl?" Lena asks after getting on her knees Infront of Kara and quickly taking off her shorts. Kara's moan is the only answer she gets.

Lena:(pulling away from their goodbye hug) Darling, do you think there is any way I can have a one on one with Supergirl?

Kara:(smiling from the proximity with Lena and absentmindedly swinging their joint hands a little) What... why?

Lena:(rubbing Kara's knuckles with her thumb) She saved me again yesterday.

Kara:(smiling softly) Do you wanna say thanks to her, cause I don't think.......

Lena:(squeezing Kara's hands) Thanks is not enough darling, I need to fuck her.( Feeling Kara's breath hitch and movements still)

Lena:(still holding Kara's hands and chuckling) I hope I am not making you uncomfortable darling, I know we don't talk about these kind of things but.... She saved me again Kara and in such a heroic way. She is SUPERGIRL and I am just a simple woman who wants her in my lap, her back against my front, her pretty mouth sucking my thumb while I am three knuckles deep inside her with my other hand.( Seeing Kara loose all her thoughts)

Kara:(breathing hard) Lena....I... it's.... I'm...

Sam coming to the office calling for Lena and Kara pulling away

Sam:(smiling) am I disturbing, just needed to discuss business with Lena?

Lena:(squeezing Kara's hand again) No, Kara was just leaving.(Giving her a cheek kiss making Kara blush even more) Think about what we talked about darling.

Kara abruptly leaving the office

Sam:(smirking) How long are you planning on torturing the poor girl.(Lena chuckles) Just let her know that you know Lena (softly)

Lena: It has to come from her Sam, I want her, all of her. She just needs to tell me, let me inside.

Sam: Lena...

Lena:(smiling) I am ready to wait for her as long as it takes, I know this Supergirl secret is the only thing keeping her away, so she needs to remove this distance.

Sam: ready to wait she says, then what was causing Kara to combust on the spot when I came inside?

Kara:(on the verge of a panic attack)No... No.... No.... It can't.

Nia:(putting her hand on Kara's shoulder) Kara, listen.....

Kara:(running out the bathroom and stress walking in the bedroom) It can't be. Kryptonian omegas can't get pregnant by human alphas. Its not possible.

Nia:(following her and making her sit on the bed) Kara... Calm down. Its not good for you especially now. You have to tell...

Kara:(crying) How can I? Lena will hate me, she will hate the baby (putting her hand on her stomach).

Nia:(trying to console) Maybe she will...

Kara:(shaking her head) I lied to her, I lied, made her believe her best friend is a beta. Then slept with her as Supergirl and told her everything will be fine. That she wouldn't be getting me pregnant.

Nia:(hugging her) Kara....

Kara:(holding onto Nia tighter) I wanted to tell her everything first. But after that attack on her, if I was even a moment late, I could have lost her. I was so scared, I just, I just needed to feel her to make sure she is still with me.

Nia: Lena will not abandon you.

Kara:(wet chuckle) Due to responsibility she won't. But you know as well as I do, she is never forgiving me, she will think I took advantage of her and trapped her with a child later.

Nia:(cupping her face) You didn't know, you couldn't have known if it was possible. You didn't lie about that. Tell her, we all will be there for you. She loves you, she wouldn't be staying away for longer.

Kara gives Lena her apartment keys (Lena is confused cause she already had a copy of those keys given by Kara before), tells Lena to get anything from her closet that she wants (Lena only wants her shirts and sweatpants, which she already wears without even asking), even gives Lena the access to her bank accounts, AND shares all the subscriptions she has (Lena gets a message at 2.30am in the morning working in her lab that Kara Danvers have made her a co-subscriber for the free snack sample subscription that Kara has).

When Kara has to go handle an emergency in the middle of night Lena just take Kara's pillow to cuddle it untill she returns (not really sleeping, just resting with her eyes closed). And this is how she removes the pillow the moment Kara returns to take HER into her arms again.