every celebrity that went to the bezos met gala is a class traitor

im so upset that the future never turned out to look like it was advertised. like we don’t have everyday items that look cool anymore. its all as simple as possible. but not like cool simple, like boring simple. no character or expression kind of simple. I really hate that. all of these cars look like shit. all of our devices and furnishings, the same. everyone got the same fucking couch, the same dishes. if you put it all in a pile, it feels more like trash, when it should look like art. please whoever you are stop buying things that have no character or soul. stop funding the beige propaganda. boycott ikea. boycott walmart and target. spend your money on good design, wherever you have to go to find it. have things you cherish, and not just things for the sake of having things. stomp on your warbly parker glasses, they’re ugly. we deserve an environment that’s beautiful and we will never get it by spending money on temu and amazon.

everyday spent in a place I hate makes me want to kill myself. don’t ever move to denver idc what you hear this place is hell and not cute. my body rejects this place and my soul hurts me for not leaving.

im sorry i hate when people don’t take life seriously. i understand whimsy has its place and some of the most profound things come from weird places, and i love that and wouldn’t want to erase it. but all of my favorite things come from serious moments. even seriously unserious. idk why everything has to be a fucking meme. i hate how people are often disregarded for being seriously passionate by people who have the wind in their face and don’t even know who they are or what they want. i always feel like elliot smith in that interview where he played clementine.

things are generally looking up for me and im thankful, but somehow im still burdened by the environment. it’s like your favorite food sharing a plate with your least favorite food. everything is losing its allure.

im so sad that the internet has been reduced to muck.

im not proud to say it and actually im a little embarrassed but i hate people. like as a generalization. idk who everyone thinks they are but i feel in such a way that im at point of not caring. people make things so stupid and over complicated for nothing. for only their gain. people don’t think or consider or understand anything not even themselves. everything is a movement now and it makes me want to be still. I think sometimes I don’t want to change the world anymore I just want to get away from it.

I want my life to feel like the 90s I don’t want the future anymore.

i don’t enjoy things anymore. im disgusted by overconsumption. nothing is special now. i want to vomit from my mind and never consume again.

one person can change your life.