Be Anything But Most Importantly Be Free

found an old camera the other day with pictures of you and me at a park late at night. we both looked so fucking happy, two beams of light in the middle of darkness. i wonder what we talked about that night. it's been years but i felt compelled to write this, so i'm sorry if it's a bother. i hope you're happy wherever you are. by the looks of it you're not. nor am i. but you're still alive, which is cool. don't give up on a story still trying to find it's end. you're gonna be okay.

i miss you, or maybe what i thought we were. i hope you're okay. i hope your life is what you thought it would be, or honestly better. don't give up. love you

i'm probably not someone who you think of anymore which is good! but i miss you. think of you often. miss what life was with us. prob gonna delete tumblr bc it reminds me of old times and i should prob move on. i do drugs now, not that it matters. felt like i needed to tell someone. i hope your sister is doing well. you emailed me a while ago and i was too scared to reply and i'm sorry for that. wish you well. hope you find someone who makes you happy! i truly do.