happy birthday michael jackson. every year i add on to how much you’ve changed my life and this years words seems endless. every good part of myself has been influenced by you. my vision is forever inspired by yours. i love you applehead. thank you. thank you. thank you.

ALL I AM IS WHAT I’M AFTER

david fincher is the master of creating multi faceted, intriguing stories along with the insanity beneath it all. all of his films are masterpieces in all aspects. despite having running times of over two hours, nothing feels overdone or unnessecary. time is a delicate thing to deal with; it’s hard to utilize it in such a way that effectively impacts the audience while also ensuring that it actually makes sense, but fincher does this effortlessly. fincher is truly a master of establishing a sense of dread that grips you and never lets go until the ending. and even then, it’s no sigh of relief. you’re uncomfortable. THIS feeling of uncomfortableness is exactly why i want to make movies. when i create movies and make a theater full of people feel the way every fincher film has made me feel, i will not be content, but i will believe i can actually do this shit. my way. and have people appreciate that. i don't know why i'm even typing this out right now like it matters to any of you, but i feel like it's important. sorry if this post is all over the place, it’s very rare for me to feel resolute whenever i speak about fincher. happy birthday.