Descriptions of the Wondering Fool

the power of just not letting anybody know in case they treat you different is a concept not much people follow . Cause it aint about you , and you never reciprocated that energy when they were alive either . if they trusted you enough youd be in those circles of knowing but here you are mad cause they never told you anything . THE POWER it is too even in general not tell nobody is something everyone in spaces have too learn themselves . even im a product of oversharing and have beared the shame of the overthinking it comes with that weight . i hope too be better than what my signs say about me and almost be mysterious in all forms where no one will know who or what im like . cause if they do , you get read up and down like book in the used section at the library .

Note to self :

People stare all the time . Sometimes its at you , other times its through you . Sideways or next too you , even worse when talked about or behind you .

If one keeps there code and traditions and the results comes too no avail , do we keep going at it like a broken wheel ? How do you compensate the gamble of failing too the rewards of winning ? Do you get the big score you always wanted even at the cost of all of this ? Like i wanna continue but im giving up and not having the motivation too carry on this rat race . The more you look for cheese the more you get caught in a mousetrap but higher the risk the higher the reward . And we all going for the cheese and removing the cheese out of the mousetrap . Looks harder than it actually looks