This is about to be a wall ofΒ unnecessary, probably ignored text but I don't really care because I have no where else I'd rather put it than here (where maybe one randomΒ strangerΒ will read it).
I don't really know what to say but I just need to vent. Β I feel so lost. Β Why, Sarah? Why. Β We'll never know your reasoning, but does it really matter? Β You're gone and it doesn't feel real.Β
I looked up to you. Β I wanted to be like you. Β If only I could've told you how much you stood for when I saw you two weeks ago - courage, beauty, happiness. Β You were everything that I wanted to be. Β The all around MVP, funniest, mostΒ courageousΒ girl. Β I admired you, and now I wonder why you felt as if you couldn't reach out.
My teachers cried on Monday. Β My retired navy, tough guy AP gov teacher broke down. Β Katie and I burst into tears after practice. We just stood there, in the rain, holding each other and sobbing for what felt like forever. Β You didn't know how loved you truly were. Β You didn't say goodbye.
I know you were hurting. Β No one is looking for an apology. Β No one needs an explanation. Β It's just that deep down in my heart I hope, I reallyΒ hope, that at that last moment, you didn't regret it.
Rest in peace, Froggy. Β You will be loved always and forever.
