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lohen x afab!gn!reader
summary: you tried to confront Lohen over something he'd done, but your anger only aroused him even more. as he pretends to listen, he can’t resist slipping his fingers inside you.
tags: lohen is down bad, situationship, fingering, one-sided angry sex, missionary so you can keep arguing with him, slapping, spitting, choking, freak4freak, lohen enjoys your anger a little too much.....
i used "imunlaukr" as lohen's surname since, unfortunately, we don't know what his canon surname is.
based on this tweet. thank you so much for giving me permission, oomfie-tar <3
“Lohen Imunlaukr, we need to talk.”
“Oh?”, Lohen raised an eyebrow with a smirk. “What did I do this time, nightingale?”
“You KNOW what you did, fucker.”
Lohen watched with open curiosity as you marched toward his desk, your steps tense with irritation. You stopped in front of it, leaning back against the edge with your arms crossed, glaring at him with enough fury to make it seem as though you were ready to drive a knife straight through his throat.
… except that only made him even more excited.
He slowly turned in his chair to face you, looking up at you from below. Resting an elbow on the desk, he propped his cheek against his palm, wearing the most infuriatingly smug expression.
“Really? I don't recall anything,” he murmured, sounding entirely too pleased with himself. “I'm a little busy, you know?”
You glanced sideways at the papers he was supposedly working on. Of course, they were completely blank. Your gaze then shifted to his free hand.
He was absentmindedly twirling a knife between his fingers. So instead of doing his job, he'd been sitting there playing with it.
You let out a heavy sigh of frustration, your fingers tightening around the edge of the desk. Lohen was driving you absolutely insane.
“Oh, if you're so busy, then I shouldn't keep interrupting you,” you huffed, pushing yourself away to leave.
Before you could take a step, Lohen caught your wrist and effortlessly pulled you back, making you sit against the desk once more.
“Mm, I really shouldn’t be letting you out like this when you’re this angry. You might end up killing someone,” Lohen chuckled, placing a reassuring hand on your thigh, only for you to angrily shove it away. “Awww, alright, tell me what your awful boyfriend did this time, hm? I’m listening.”
“You’re not my— ugh, whatever. Do you fucking remember what I told you about…”
Yeah, yeah, yeah. Of course. Lohen remembered everything you'd ever told him — whether you whispered it in confidence or said it outright, whether you were drunk or the two of you were simply talking about everything and nothing.
He always remembered.
It's just that sometimes it was far more entertaining to pretend he didn't.
Lohen watched your furrowed brows with quiet amusement. Your tongue moved far too quickly, your sharp, scolding voice a delight to his ears, but he wasn't processing a single word you were saying. Instead, he savored the sight of your cheeks flushing with color, utterly exasperated over yet another one of his misdeeds.
It really didn't matter. Whatever it was, he would probably do it again anyway, just to see your irritation one more time. You hadn't lost control yet, had you? He just needed to try a little harder before he could finally hear you scream, feel your fists against his chest, and see tears of frustration roll down your cheeks.
His gaze lowered toward your thighs, and he licked his lips without thinking. Whenever he had to force himself to actually work, he found himself missing you terribly — he knew he could be spending that time much better, worshipping your body instead. He would gladly throw your small frame onto that desk, bury himself inside you, and listen as you struggled to keep complaining about him.
Maybe if he fucked you properly, you would even forget why you came to him in the first place. He could make it up to you by going down on you. Or he could let you take your frustration out on him. You could tie him to that chair, restrain his hands so he couldn't touch you. You could ride him slowly, refusing to let him finish for hours, and slap him every time he tried to pick up the pace with his own hips
Or maybe you'd make him kneel while you took his place behind the desk, touching yourself right in front of him. You'd watch with satisfaction as saliva dripped from his lips and his cock throbbed painfully beneath his trousers, knowing that all he was allowed to do was look at you. Would you make him beg?
Fuck. He'd beg without you even having to ask.
He loved it whenever you took control and made him suffer. He loved it even more because you always did it when he least expected it. Like that one time when—
Fuck, he was already getting hard. Your anger affected him a little too much.
“Are you even listening?” you asked, your voice rising.
Lohen lifted his gaze from your thighs to your eyes. A quiet chuckle escaped him as he pretended he hadn't just been caught.
“Yes. You were saying that you've told me at least a thousand times not to pull this shit anymore,” he replied with convincing sincerity, resting his hand on your thigh once again. You raised an eyebrow, but this time, you didn't push him away. “Go on, babe.”
You shot him a suspicious look, but all you did was sigh and press a hand to your forehead before continuing your lecture.
Lohen licked his lips as his fingers idly caressed your skin. You took it as an attempt to calm you down, and, still too consumed by your anger, failed to notice his hand slowly and subtly drifting higher.
It was hard to restrain himself whenever you were like this. It was almost as if you'd come here just to provoke him, wasn't it? You knew better than anyone how much he loved getting under your skin — and how much your frustration affected him.
Hadn't he already given you enough hints?
Ah, then again, it didn't really matter. Whatever had gotten you so worked up, Lohen was more than happy to use it as an opportunity to inch his hand a little higher.
After all, stealth was an essential skill for any warrior. There was nothing wrong with putting his training to good use, was there?
The warmth beneath his fingertips grew with every subtle movement, and the smile tugging at his lips only widened.
“How many more times do I have to tell you that if you absolutely have to do this, then at least do it somewhere no one can fucking see? Lohen, for Archon’s sake,” you scolded.
Higher.
“Mmhm.”
Closer.
“One more time you do that and I swear I’ll—”
Lohen slipped his fingers beneath the fabric of your underwear.
“Lohen—!”
“Keep scolding me,” he said, his voice low and laced with amusement, as he pushed a finger inside you. You gasped, instinctively placing your hand over his wrist. “I’m listening.”
Maybe then he'd finally start listening — once he heard those sweet little sounds of yours.
You tried to push him away, but damn it, Lohen's fingers always seemed to find exactly the right place, making them nearly impossible to resist. A sharp gasp caught in your throat as he grabbed your thigh with his free hand and draped your leg over his shoulder, forcing you to sit on the edge of the desk.
For a brief moment, he didn't move at all.
His fingertips lingered inside you, as though savoring the warmth before doing anything else. The corners of his lips curled upward ever so slightly while his thumb lazily stroked your skin, waiting for the tension in your body to betray you first.
Only then did he begin to move.
His finger traced slow, unhurried circles along your inner walls, deliberately taking his time, fully aware of how much you hated it whenever he toyed with you like this. Every motion was measured, patient, as if his only goal was to keep you hovering on the edge of another complaint.
If anything, it only fueled your anger.
Still, this was one of the rare moments when you could actually keep talking without him interrupting or teasing you. Well, at least not verbally. So you continued muttering under your breath, doing your best to ignore the fact that Lohen's finger was inside you.
Still, this was one of the rare moments when you could actually keep talking without him interrupting or teasing you. Well, at least not verbally. So you continued muttering under your breath, “You're driving me fucking insane.”
“I know, nightingale,” he replied dreamily, savoring how quickly you were growing wet around his finger. He stroked your inner walls with deliberate tenderness, always wanting more. “I really am a terrible guy, aren't I?” he murmured. “At least I'm useful at making you feel good.”
Your hands were still trembling with anger — though now, with something else mixed into it. You weren't finished venting your frustration over what he'd done.
“Then start being a better man too, asshole,” you snapped, biting your lip as his thumb found your swollen clit. The smile on his face only widened as he pressed against it a little more firmly. “And besides, no one fucking knows it was you who—”
You let out a startled moan as he deliberately slipped a second finger inside you. Even then, you didn't stop talking, still convinced Lohen was listening to every word — despite the obvious frown that crossed his face at your last remark, a sure sign he had gone right back to pretending.
Then again, he seemed far more occupied with coaxing more of those sweet little sounds out of you.
While you continued grumbling under your breath, he brushed his lips against your thigh, gently nipping at your skin. Satisfied that you were slick enough, his fingers began moving inside you with renewed intensity.
Your back arched ever so slightly, a shaky breath escaping your lips as his pace quickened.
“You fucker— Do you have any idea how embarrassing it was to—”
“Mhmm.” Lohen's voice rumbled softly against your skin. “Call me that again.”
“Fucker?” You let out a disbelieving laugh at the sheer absurdity of the situation. Fuck. You'd come here for one reason only — to chew him out for what he'd done — and somehow he still had the nerve to twist it into one of his own fantasies.
Out of the corner of your eye, you glanced at the obvious bulge beneath his trousers. Fuck, how long had he been hard? “You're a fucking freak.”
He shifted almost imperceptibly at your words, every part of him aching to have you. But Lohen was being such a good listener, wasn't he? So what did it matter how desperately he wanted you right now? He wasn't listening to your words — but that didn't mean he was ignoring you.
He did notice, however, that you'd stopped talking.
Aw. Did you really need him to encourage you to keep yelling at him?
“Go on, nightingale.” Looking up at you through his lashes with a faint smile, his cheek still resting against your thigh, he moved his hand even faster. He felt you tighten around his fingers, and the sensation drew another involuntary shudder from him. “Tell me more about what a terrible guy I am. Tell me how angry I made you. I'm still listening. Really.”
Really, he said.
Yeah. Fucking sure.
As he spoke, he rose from his chair, forcing you onto your back across the desk. You let out a startled yelp at the sudden shift, instinctively grabbing onto his shoulders. Still holding your leg over his shoulder, he latched onto your skin, sucking impatiently at it while his fingers continued their relentless pace, savoring the way your body yielded so perfectly to his touch.
You growled in frustration, yanking him down by his choker until he was hovering over you.
He gasped against your lips, surprise and excitement flashing in his eyes.
“What the fuck did I just tell you?”
Lohen chuckled, leaning in until his lips barely brushed yours. You bit down on his lower lip, drawing a soft groan from him before he pulled back only a fraction.
“You're really that mad at me, huh?”
“Take a fucking guess,” you shot back, your grip still tight around his collar.
Lohen's grin widened. He placed his hand over yours before crashing his lips against yours. You gasped as you tasted the copper of his blood, and he took the opportunity to slip his tongue into your mouth.
“Lohen, I'm not— I'm not done yet—”
“Right.” Lohen reluctantly pulled away, leaving a thin strand of saliva stretched between your lips. “Keep arguing with me. It's easier now, isn't it?”
Well, it certainly was easier to tell whether Lohen was actually listening when the two of you were face to face.
The problem was, you weren't entirely sure you could keep talking after hearing him unbuckle his belt with his free hand. You swallowed hard, feeling your body react at the mere thought of Lohen taking you right there on his desk.
But... fuck. That wasn't why you'd come here. And you were still furious with him.
“Lohen,” you began, your voice thick with frustration as he slid your underwear off. This time, of course, he was listening attentively, never once breaking eye contact.
One of his hands settled on your hip while the other remained firmly wrapped around your thigh. “This is the last time I'm letting your behavior slide. One more time—”
Lohen buried himself inside you in one smooth thrust, a low, satisfied groan spilling into the kiss as he relished how quickly he'd managed to get you ready for him.
He lingered there for a heartbeat, his forehead resting against yours, as though savoring the warmth before moving again. Only then did he begin to rock his hips in slow, measured motions.
You nearly choked on your own words halfway through the sentence. Your fingers instinctively bunched the fabric of his shirt while your other hand tangled in his hair, deliberately giving it a sharp tug. The pull drew a soft gasp from him instead of a complaint, his grin only growing wider. He leaned into your touch as if you'd rewarded him rather than punished him.
“I'm not joking, L-Lohen,” you muttered, clinging to him as he slid one arm beneath you, pulling your body closer until there wasn't a trace of space left between you. “You're acting like a fucking spoiled brat.”
A quiet laugh escaped him.
Instead of answering immediately, he brushed his nose against yours before pressing another kiss to your lips — slow enough to steal your breath, gentle enough to make your irritation feel almost ridiculous. Then another followed, and another after that, each one lingering just a little longer than the last.
“Then tame me a little, hm?”
You rolled your eyes, determined not to give him the satisfaction of seeing you falter. It lasted all of a second before your resolve cracked, forcing you to bite your lip as another movement coaxed an unwilling sound from your throat.
Lohen, meanwhile, made absolutely no effort to hide the pleased noises slipping from his own lips. That, more than anything, struck you as suspicious.
At first, the two of you had genuinely tried to be discreet. But when it came to places like this — places associated with Lohen — most people went well out of their way to avoid him, if only to spare themselves the encounter. It gave the two of you more freedom than either of you should probably have had.
Even so, you couldn't shake the feeling that he was being unusually careless. Lohen was still so damn difficult to read sometimes.
“I know what you want,” you replied, picking up where you'd left off. Your hand slid from his shoulder to his neck, your fingertips grazing the steady pulse beneath his skin. You felt it jump ever so slightly beneath your touch.
Lohen's tongue swept across his lower lip before he tilted his head into your hand, practically inviting you to keep touching him. “But you don't deserve that right now.”
He puffed out his cheeks in an almost childish pout, looking faintly sulky for all of two seconds. Then the expression softened into something warmer — a quiet, almost proud smile that suggested he'd expected exactly that answer.
“You're absolutely right.”
His hand drifted from your hip to your waist, fingers tightening in a firm, possessive squeeze before slowly rubbing comforting circles against your side, as though he couldn't decide whether he wanted to tease you or reassure you.
Nothing brought him more satisfaction than the sight of you beneath him. “Then punish me. Should I hand you my knife? You can carve into my skin that I was a very bad girl.”
“What's even the point of arguing with you?” you sighed, your legs beginning to tremble beneath you. “You mock me all the time...” A quiet sound escaped before you could stop it. “...and you're enjoying it, ngh... a little too m-much.”
He reached for the hand looped loosely around his neck, lifting it with surprising care until your fingertips rested against his lips.
“Guilty,” he murmured, eyes slipping closed as he kissed your knuckles one by one. For a brief moment he simply held your hand there, breathing warmly against your skin. Then, with perfect shamelessness, he opened one eye, met your gaze, and gently caught the tip of your finger between his lips. “But you're just so adorable it's hard to control myself.”
You shot him a frustrated glare.
In response, Lohen playfully nipped your fingertip before letting it go, clearly delighted by the offended look you gave him.
The moment he released both your hand and your thigh, you wrapped your legs around his waist before he could gain any more leverage. You'd long since learned to recognize the subtle shift that always came right before he tried to speed things up.
Unfortunately, he'd also learned that you'd figured him out.
Lohen buried his face in the crook of your neck, breathing you in as one hand threaded gently through your hair while the other wandered over your side and back, never content to stay still for long. You slipped your arms around his shoulders, pulling him impossibly close until the firm curve of his bicep rested against your cheek.
His muffled groans vibrated against your skin.
He scattered absent-minded kisses across your neck, pausing now and then to brush his lips over the same spot before moving somewhere else. Every so often his breathing hitched, growing rougher, his restraint wearing thinner as his movements became steadily more impatient.
Then you felt it. His mouth settled just beneath your ear, right along your jaw — one of the most obvious places imaginable.
Your eyes widened. Without a second's hesitation, you reached for the back of his choker and yanked hard, forcing him to straighten halfway over you. Before he could react—
Smack!
You slapped him clean across the face.
“You fucking—! I just told you not to leave marks where people can see them, you fucking scumbag!” you snapped, spitting in his face without thinking.
To your surprise, Lohen let out a broken, pitiful moan, the sound catching in his throat as though the impact had stolen the air from his lungs. His cock trembled inside you as he came almost instantly, driving into you one last time as deeply as he possibly could. His eyes fluttered shut for a brief moment before opening again, unfocused and dazed. The slap and spit had caught him completely off guard.
A shaky breath escaped him as his body gave out beneath the shock, forcing him to brace himself on his elbows only inches above you. His shoulders trembled with each ragged inhale, his breathing uneven as he struggled to steady himself. You'd surprised him too much.
Your eyes widened as you watched an even deeper flush spread across his face. His gaze was hazy, fixed entirely on you with that same unsettling devotion. He was still coming back to himself.
The corners of your lips curled into a satisfied smile. You cupped his face in both hands, using your thumb to wipe the saliva from his cheek before pressing the same thumb against his lips. The playful spark immediately returned to his eyes.
Lohen obediently let you.
“Are you listening, Lohen?”
“Mhmm,” he hummed in a low voice, the smile on his lips only widening as he basked in the aftermath of his intense orgasm.
You bent your thumb inside his mouth in a silent reprimand, making him let out a quiet gasp before correcting himself. You felt him twitch inside you, hardening once again, and you bit your lip. “Yes. I'm listening.”
He wasn't lying. This time, he was really listening.
“If you ever give me visible hickeys again,” you said coldly, “I'll make sure everyone knows exactly which slut put them there.”
Lohen let out a laugh at your words, genuinely delighted by how firmly you'd stood your ground and how perfectly you'd taken advantage of his moment of weakness.
You watched him in bewilderment as he reached for your hand — the very one you'd held against his mouth moments ago, the same one you'd slapped him with. He lifted it with surprising tenderness, pressing a gentle kiss to the back of your hand.
Then, without warning, he leaned back just enough to look at you for a brief moment, still having a grin on his face. In the next instant, he thrust his cock into you with enough force to make you gasp, burying himself so deeply that the breath caught in your throat.
“Archons...” A quiet laugh escaped him as he shook his head in disbelief. The sting on his cheek still lingered, yet if anything, it only seemed to amuse him.
His smile was gentle — almost giddy — as he looked at you with genuine, unguarded admiration, as though you'd just given him exactly what he'd been hoping for. “You have no idea how much I love it when you stand your ground.”
Another soft chuckle slipped from his lips, while he kept fucking you at a relentless pace you couldn't possibly keep up with. Almost as if he were doing it on purpose — making sure you couldn't answer him, or even make sense of what he was saying to you anymore.
“That's exactly why I can't get enough of you.”
Slowly, he tilted his head, his gaze lingering on every trace of frustration in your eyes as though he wanted to memorize it. His breathing fell into rhythm with yours, each ragged inhale accompanied by the pleasant sting of your nails biting into his skin.
“Don't stop,” he murmured, his voice barely above a whisper. “I'd hate it if you ever stopped looking at me like that.”
A faint smile returned to the corner of his lips. That familiar knot of pleasure tightened low in your stomach as Lohen slowly placed his thumbs against your throat.
“So keep arguing with me. Keep calling me out whenever I deserve it. Whatever you want — scumbag, slut, whore. It doesn't matter.”
Lohen's grip tightened.
A helpless moan slipped from your lips as your head fell back, your eyes fluttering shut. The pressure stole your breath, and the sudden rush sent your body trembling with an involuntary climax. Watching you unravel, the smile on his face twisted into something possessive, almost obsessive, as he drove his cock into you as hard as he possibly could, as though he intended to carve its curve into your cunt.
Lohen held you impossibly close, as though refusing to let even an inch separate the two of you. “I'd rather have you furious with me than indifferent.”
yes it was all about hickeys lmfao
Lohen doodles from @chai-writes-stuff ´s fic, your hand !! Please go check her work it’s amazing <3
I think ill draw some of the scenes again once in a while when i feel like drawing Lohen…
For all those who ship Lohen, whether ocxcanon, self-shipping, canon characters, etc: I fear there is an angle nobody is considering enough...
The Fifth Company's reaction to Lohen dating anyone.
(i'm picturing something to this effect)
duty and love.
in which, you're stuck between your daughter and husband's argument, and the only bridge between your daughter's emotions and lohen's paranoia is you.
contents. lohen x gn!reader, dad!lohen, bad parenting (possibly physical abuse? like forced training), angst, happy ending, lohen story quest spoilers, descriptions/mentions of child trafficking/kidnapping + abuse, trauma, reader hinted to have neglectful/abusive parents, lohen kind of immature, daughter is unnamed (you can name her however you want !!), no beta i lowkey pulled whatever out my arse
Your daughter and husband refuse to talk to each other.
Only you received greetings whenever Lohen left or arrived home; your daughter went as far as avoiding the front door like the plague. Dinner times were draped in thick silence with Lohen's gaze fixated on his daughter, while hers avoided his at all costs. Cutlery spoke more than they did.
Today, she finally felt like talking again, just not to him. "How was your day?" She said to you, with stew on her face.
You wiped it off with a serviette, relieved she was comfortable enough to speak again. "It was nice. What about you, darling?"

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before dawn
lohen x reader
summary: it's been a few days since lohen nearly got himself killed fighting rerir, and he's still under your care — convalescing, clingy, and shamelessly milking every second of it.
topics: lohen is down really bad, nsfw (morning & sleepy sex, vaginal penetration, a little bit of voyeurism i think), lightkeeper&medic!reader
i think i'm making lightkeeper!reader agenda…,,,
english is not my first language. please correct me if i got something wrong, thank you!
A few days had passed since Lohen had been seriously beaten up by his fight with Rerir, and you had to admit he had never frustrated you and impressed you more than he did that day.
You happened to be stationed at the camp that time, filling in for a colleague from your unit. You didn't mind it, and it seemed like it was shaping up to be a genuinely peaceful day.
And then evening came, and Varka ran into the medical tent with Lohen on his back. Given how bloodsoaked Varka's clothes were, you were certain he was the injured one — until he laid the vice-captain down on the bed.
His condition was terrifying.
Had it not been for the fact that Lohen somehow still had his eyes open, his lips curving into a smile at the sight of you, you would have been certain you were only looking at his corpse. A moment later he naturally allowed himself to faint, now that he was aware he no longer had to try, because you would take care of him and keep him alive.
It took you the entire night to stabilize his condition. As an experienced and skilled medic, you had dealt with similar cases many times before, and even though you had been in a relationship with Lohen for some time now, you had managed to keep your emotions in check throughout. You knew that this damn idiot would live, because people like him always had luck on their side — but when, near dawn, another one of his wounds reopened, you could no longer hold back tears of frustration.
That was when Lohen woke up too. "I've died, haven't I? That's why I'm seeing an angel."
The tears of frustration turned into irritation, which you poured entirely onto Lohen for being reckless and irresponsible. You were so swollen inside with your own feelings, stress, and exhaustion that in the midst of it all, you didn't notice the expression on his face. This time he wasn't hiding his true emotions.
He knew perfectly well that he had failed: he had been too weak. He was a weak, insufficiently strong mortal. He had nearly gotten himself killed, and if not for Varka — and yet he had the audacity to claim he would be able to protect you?
But despite how absurdly furious you were with him, you were still incredibly proud of him. Surviving a clash with such a powerful anomaly and on top of that remaining conscious through kilometres of Varka's marathon with him on his back was already an enormous achievement. Most knights — or even Lightkeepers — wouldn't last even a minute on that battlefield.
Lohen listened to this with wide eyes while you wiped yours, tears still streaming down your face. He had expected everything: that you'd curse him out, call him a stupid, mindless idiot, that you might even break up with him. And while a genuinely unkind string of words did leave your mouth, he never would have thought you'd tell him that it wasn't luck that he survived.
Luck was for inexperienced, average knights. You, Lohen, are stubbornly and genuinely strong. If you had walked this earth as long as Varka, you would match him without hesitation. Doesn’t change the fact that you’re absolutely fucking idiot.
After those words, Lohen pretended to faint again, and you sighed, calmed yourself, stitched his wound closed once more, and then, completely spent, carefully lay down at his side in a way that wouldn't accidentally hurt him. You finally fell asleep, leaving him completely undone by your words.
While Lohen had already known before that you weren't going to let him go, he was now certain he had to somehow ensure that even after death, you would never know a moment's peace from him. Never again.
Tonight you were, of course, sleeping beside him again. Lohen hadn't even needed to push you into it (though he had been prepared to) because his condition was still poor and required constant monitoring. And for some reason he had become terribly clingy, so you'd had to temporarily abandon your duties — for which Varka had to pay Starshyna two of his knights to compensate for your absence from the team — in order to look after him. He was like a sick child who needed attention and comfort at every turn.
"Oh—Fuck," Lohen groaned quietly, waking from a very intense dream.
Dawn was nearly breaking when Lohen felt a painful erection straining against his trousers. Although his entire body ached, his libido, rather than dropping, had surged sharply — and the worst part was that he knew perfectly well why. He desired you more than usual after your recent words. You had appreciated him. You had unknowingly comforted him in the worst possible state he'd ever been in mentally. Now he needed to properly fuck you for it, or he felt like he'd die if he didn't do it soon.
For the past few nights he had somehow managed to restrain himself due to his limbs being non-functional, but today he felt significantly better. Before you had fallen asleep you had noticed that too — by the way he had wrapped his arm around you and pulled you close against him in the night.
Through a gap in the tent he could see that there was still enough time to deal with his peculiar problem, so without hesitation he got to work, slowly kissing along the back of your neck.
God, he really had missed being fully functional. The pathetic rubbing against your backside and breathing in your scent as he left damp kisses along your neck made him tremble with arousal. He needed you so badly, so desperately needed you, that he didn't even notice his grip becoming more and more possessive. It even briefly crossed his mind that if he had died that day, he would have resurrected solely to kill anyone who dared comfort you in his absence or try to take care of you. You were his and his alone — he would never let you go.
A soft, tender bite to your earlobe had your eyes fluttering open, drowsiness washing over you. For a moment you were certain you were still dreaming — until you felt a warm vibration against your ear.
"Good morning, nightingale," Lohen whispered, his left hand travelling from your waist to your thighs until it slipped beneath your nightgown. You let out a small squeak as your warm skin met his ice-cold fingers.
"Lohen, what the hell," you mumbled, flustered, immediately flushing. It wasn't the first time Lohen had shamelessly made a move on you, and you had no objections to it in principle — but not when the camp would soon be waking up, and when there was still a considerable risk that his body would suffer for it. "Go back to sleep, for archons sake."
"Mm, I don't think so," he chuckled, then dragged his fingers low enough to slide along your folds. You grabbed his hand to stop him, but he only threaded his fingers through yours, using your own hand to touch you through the fabric of your underwear. You inhaled sharply, and that set him alight even further. "I need to fuck you, archons. Fuck, let me do it, please."
As he said it, you felt his hardness pressing against your backside, his face still buried in the curve of your neck. His warm breath and lazy, languid kisses against your skin sent shivers through you. You glanced toward the gap in the tent and swallowed, noticing the light growing outside.
It hadn't escaped you that Lohen had asked. Never — not once in your life together — had you heard the word please from his lips. His low, hoarse voice, dripping with quiet desperation, sent an electric jolt down your abdomen and straight to your core.
"L-Lohen, fuck, we can't," you answered, trying to stop his hand. He stilled, and you turned your face slightly toward him to look at him. And that, honestly, was a mistake. You had never seen him more aroused or more hungry-looking — his eyes were practically devouring you, and if not for the fact that he couldn't make any sudden movements, he most certainly would have been fucking you already. "Everyone's about to wake up, first of all. And second of all, your wounds could reopen. Do you have any idea how much work goes into stitching them back up?" you added, pressing your thighs together to steady yourself.
Lohen, however, wasn't listening to a single word of your speech, staring at your face as though it were a painting. Fuck, those sleepy eyes of yours could send him to war — you were so unbearably endearing when you were still half asleep.
"We still have a little time, darling," he murmured, amused, moving his hand to your hip. He winced slightly with pain — and pleasure — when you tried to gently push him back, but it only created a delicious friction (and pain from his still-unhealed ribs). "Don't make me suffer. Take care of your patient."
"Lohen, for archons sake, you have a broken arm, broken ribs, a sprained ankle, massive unhealed wounds, and —"
"And a perfectly healthy cock," he finished for you, grinning roguishly. You rolled your eyes, so he moved his hand along your hip to your cheek, turning your head further toward him to kiss you tenderly.
Lohen kissed you in a thousand different ways. From stealing quick pecks in public when no one was looking, just to annoy you, all the way to intense attempts to steal the breath from your lungs when you were completely alone. Every time he was infuriatingly insufferable about it — he loved tormenting you, loved sucking on your lips until they grew sensitive and then biting them, often until they bled. He loved, to your endless exasperation, pushing his tongue as deep into your mouth as possible, as though he meant to devour your soul or somehow leave his mark inside you permanently.
Sometimes he kissed you as though the world was ending tomorrow, and sometimes he drew out your kisses in such a languid, unhurried manner, as though you had all the time in the world within your blissful little universe.
This time it felt like something in between — and you felt it through your entire body. A shiver passed through you.
When he pulled away, a thin thread of saliva lingering between you, he pressed his forehead to yours and stroked your face with his thumb. "You don't even realize how badly I need you right now."
Fuck. In your entire life you had always been quite good at being assertive. You also knew very well that you should be refusing him right now.
But the moment he said those words, looking into your eyes as though you were the only person capable of saving him from whatever was happening right now, or in his head in general — even you couldn't say no to him.
"Fuck—Alright," you said, at which he nearly lunged at you immediately, so you had to grab him by his choker to hold him in place. "But not here. Not like this. You'll reopen your wounds. We need to— Archons, come on, I'll help you up."
You propped yourself up on your elbows and hauled yourself off the cot, which had only been serving as a makeshift bed anyway. It was genuinely a miracle it had held two people, but apparently you were both within the weight limit.
Lohen obediently accepted your arm to lean on. Only then did you notice the sheer size of the tent in his trousers, and you swallowed. Archons — what had gotten him like this? Because this didn't look like his usual morning erection that showed up from time to time.
With slow, careful steps you shuffled over to the desk. You sat him down in the chair, checking that everything was alright and that nothing was hurting him. Even if it was, he was evidently hiding it well enough — so you sighed and sank to your knees to untie the drawstring of his pyjama trousers. He threaded his good hand through your hair, watching you with devotion, and exhaled sharply when his aching cock finally sprang free from his underwear.
You wrapped your fingers around him and stroked slowly a few times, and when you were just about to take him into your mouth, Lohen tugged on your hair to pull you back.
"As much as I'd love that — I actually, truly need to feel you, nightingale," he muttered, and his tone sounded as though he were drunk. God, you were genuinely starting to worry about him, but you couldn't deny that you loved hearing him admit it so openly. He always tried to draw those admissions out of you instead, often through methods that left you voiceless. "Fuck, I'm going to die if you don't start riding me right now."
You were too confused and still too half-asleep to tease him about it. Instead you swallowed, stood up, pulled your underwear down and off, and stepped toward him. You braced one hand against the arm of the chair, and he pulled you down into a deep, passionate kiss as he slowly guided you to sink down onto him.
You moaned into his mouth when you felt the head of him brush against your clit. You broke the kiss.
"L-Lohen, if you notice anyone coming near, we need to stop immediately," you started, looking at him seriously while he smiled at you with that wicked glint of his. "And we go slow. No unnecessary movements on your end, understood?"
He nodded — just get on with it already. He slid his hand beneath your nightgown and closed his fingers around your waist, and you took hold of the base of him and sank down, painstakingly slowly, until you felt all of him inside you.
You both breathed sharply into each other's mouths. Lohen didn't look away from your eyes for even a second, staring into them with an intense, consuming focus. You could have sworn he was already trembling, as though he were close — which made you hide your face shyly in the curve of his neck and wrap your arms around his. That sudden shyness of yours, and most likely the fear of being caught, only fuelled him further.
He nearly thrust his hips to set a proper pace, when your hand came down to his chest to hold him in place. He understood the message, so he tipped his head back against the chair and exhaled roughly as you set your own slow, sleepy rhythm.
"Fuck. You're going to kill me, sweetheart," he whispered.
Lohen's body was usually terribly cold — this time, though, you felt almost scorching heat radiating off his skin. You couldn't help it that your eyelids began to droop against his neck, desperately chasing after the last scraps of the sleep he had brutally stolen from you earlier. Still, you kept enough focus in your movements not to hurt him.
For Lohen, however, it was nothing short of torture. He genuinely, truly needed to drive into you as deep and as hard as he possibly could. He couldn't hold back the quiet, pained but deeply erotic sounds falling from his lips into your hair as you rode him like you were punishing him for something.
To find even a little relief, his fingers found your waist again — this time closing around the fabric of your nightgown rather than your skin, so as not to grip you too hard. He sensed that might read to you as a signal that something was wrong, and he absolutely did not want you to stop. The camp could come under attack right now and he still wouldn't pull himself out of your tight warmth. Not for anything.
"Ha—fuck, you feel too fucking good. You're taking me so well. I missed you so fucking much, nightingale," he said, almost deliriously.
He'd had relationships in his life, of course. And he liked sex. But he had never felt this matched with anyone the way he did with you. You awakened something animal in him — his libido had grown considerably since you had met, which was already absurd, and now it had somehow climbed even higher — and he simply could not keep his hands off you whenever he had the chance. You fucked like rabbits, and archons, Lohen had no idea how he had ever lived without you.
Thinking about it now, swallowed up by your wet, clenching walls, he thought he might have actually killed himself if you had rejected him that day. Not only had you thoroughly scrambled his mind to the point where he couldn't stop thinking about you — his body needed you the way someone needs something they've become addicted to. The thought that there could exist some reality in which he had tasted you and then lost you filled him with a sick, hollow dread.
He felt you quicken, as though you wanted to fuck those thoughts right out of him. In any other circumstances, being the masochist he was, he would have been absolutely beside himself with your pace. This was, technically, gentle sex — or at least it was supposed to be — and yet, purely because of his sexual frustration, he was whimpering and whining as though you were taking his virginity.
He helped you along a little with his hand, allowing for slightly deeper movements. You moaned against his collarbone, tightening your fingers on his neck and shoulder. Lohen growled low in his throat, feeling himself slowly approaching the edge — it was almost embarrassing, it had never happened to him this fast before.
"F-fuck, I'm close," he muttered, sounding completely delirious by now — which made you shudder, and with trembling, already-tired hips you gathered the last of your strength and pressed down harder, still maintaining that slow, sweet, sleepy rhythm. He groaned, feeling an overwhelming urge to sink his teeth into your neck to muffle the pathetic sounds coming out of his mouth. "I cannot f-fucking wait to — ah, fuck you properly. I-I won't let you go for fucking h-hours, sweetheart."
You clenched tighter around him at those words. Lohen's thighs were shaking with the effort of holding back from driving up into you with everything he had.
And then he heard footsteps.
He lifted his gaze toward the gap in the tent. Damn, it was already light enough outside — someone had evidently gotten up early. But he was so desperately close to his release, and he could feel from you that you were just as close. He pulled you in against him, sliding his hand to your back, and inhaled sharply through the pain as your chest pressed against his ribs. It blurred instantly with the pleasure, but he had done it solely to be able to better control the situation.
Your soft moans were echoing in his ears when someone suddenly approached the tent. Through the gap, one of the knights peered inside — as it happened, one of Lohen's own subordinates, Gunther — who went completely still at the sight.
Gunther made eye contact with Lohen and felt dread crash through him, but his body refused to obey, transfixed on the scene before him. He watched your hips rise and fall so enticingly on the vice-captain's cock, as though you were his own personal little plaything (oh, if only he knew it was Lohen who had been begging for access to you... and that if Lohen could have, he'd have been fucking you senseless himself already...). Your moans were absolutely beautiful, practically hypnotic. Fuck, you were worth every sin.
Your relationship with Lohen was a secret — not because you wanted to hide it, but because you didn't feel the need to announce it. You still had your respective duties, and some might consider it unprofessional, especially given the seniority of both your positions.
Remembering that, Lohen possessively bit down into your neck, holding eye contact with his cadet with sick satisfaction. Mine.
The unexpected bite made you nearly cry out with pleasure, clenching around him harder than you ever had before. He felt you come undone on his cock, felt how greedily you took all of him for yourself. And still your movements didn't stop — you kept going, carrying him over the edge too. As his own peak crested, Gunther had already fled, newly blessed with the sight of your climaxing body.
Lohen came inside you with an intensity that left you breathless — you could feel him filling you to the point where your eyes rolled back, your legs giving out from beneath you, undone by his drawn-out, low groan and the iron grip of his hands on your waist.
You collapsed against him, spent and unable to move, panting against his skin while he stroked your back soothingly.
"Thank you, doctor. I feel so much better," he laughed softly, and you pulled back to look at his face. He was completely flushed, his smile curled in a way you knew all too well. Like he'd just gotten away with something. Catching your suspicious look, he quickly pulled you into a tender kiss. "Fuuuuuck. Stay with me like this for a moment, nightingale."
"Y-you know I can't, Lohen, ugh, let me go," you wriggled out of his hold, reluctantly. Lohen let out a mournful groan as the warmth of you left him. You felt, with some embarrassment, his release beginning to trickle down your thigh, so you quickly pulled your underwear back on — though Lohen, as ever, looked thoroughly delighted by that sight, making you flustered. "Fucking clean yourself up, I'll be right back."
He rolled his eyes in amusement, then did exactly as you'd told him. You disappeared behind the curtain, and he heard the rustle of fabric — you were most likely getting yourself ready to start the day. The thought that you would be walking around all day with his release inside you made his cock pulse again.
He tipped his head back against the chair. Archons, have mercy. Heal me so I can fuck her soon properly.
When you returned from behind the curtain, you were already dressed for work. He smiled, almost boyishly, as you helped him back to bed with a perfectly composed, professional expression. A moment later the noise outside had already begun — the sounds of hungry, freshly woken knights making their way to breakfast. He could see you breathe out in relief, unaware that anyone had caught you at all.
"Sweetheart," Lohen addressed you, as you leaned over his bandages to check that everything was in order. "After breakfast, would you send Gunther to me? If you don't know who he is, you definitely know Ursula — just ask her to point him out. Tell him I have some duties to hand off to him."
You nodded, and just as you were about to leave, Lohen caught you by the back of the neck and pulled you down into a teasing, yet unbearably deep and almost longing kiss. Oh, there he is.
"I'll bring you coffee with breakfast. I think you can have caffeine again by now," you murmured as you pulled away.
"What would I ever do without you, darling?" he smiled sweetly, a knowing glint in his eyes. "You're the best."
My Pen Pal Keeps Critiquing My Poisons!
Lohen X Reader
Summary : In which, you find a poisoned meal at your doorstep every morning. And so, you make it your life's motto to savor it and provide your thoughts.
Much to Lohen's dismay, you never seemed particularly impressed by any of his carefully crafted poisons.
While most love stories begin with flowers, yours began with poison.
Most people reacted poorly to poison. They cried, screamed, and maybe even succumbed to death.
You, apparently smiled.
Lohen had first heard the rumor by accident.
"Apparently the new medic (Y/N) has a strange fascination with toxins," a knight muttered over drinks.
He hadn’t meant to care. He really hadn’t. But something about the word 'fascination' lodged itself under his skin like a splinter that refused to be ignored.
So, naturally, he did what any reasonable man with too much curiosity and too little restraint would do—he investigated.
Two alchemists confirmed it later, whispering that you had once voluntarily tasted diluted snake venom just to observe its effects.
That further piqued his curiosity.
And what better way to find out the truth than test the rumor himself?
firm believer that Lohen’s ring is a promise ring. he never, ever, EVER takes it off unless absolutely necessary. and that’s like, extremely rare. even in battle he’ll wear it; he believes it gives him strength from your love.
i think Lohen would just buy it himself, (or maybe even make it himself?) swearing his devotion to you. you don’t need to wear a ring to match, not if you don’t want. but him? you can cut off all his fingers and he’ll still carry it around, he’d wear it on a necklace if that ever happened. trust him, he has backup ideas. anything to show that his heart belongs to someone.
if someone ever tries to court Lohen, he’ll either:
subtly fidget with the ring and drop hints that it means something more than just a decoration. that it’s a symbol for the sweetest apple of his eye
shove it in their face and say that his heart has been claimed already. no “i’m sorry, i’m taken” or “no thank you, i have a lover”. just straight up ‘fuck off’
sometimes Lohen will press a little kiss on it when he’s away on a mission, missing you. he hopes that through the ring, his small gesture will get to you. it fills him with love just looking at the silver band, a constant reminder that his lover is his whole world.
i think he’d place it on his ring finger a few times in private, pretending he’s already married. he can’t wait for the day he can wear a ring on the proper finger to seal the devotion between you two. Lohen can’t wait for the day he can finally call you his spouse.
When Lohen's finished with all of his excruciatingly long Vice Captain duties, the first thing he plans to do is remove all the heavy clothing off himself and collapse face first on his bed.
But whaddya know? You were there too, already sleeping on his pillows like you owned it. He assumes you've been waiting for him but fell asleep before he could make it home.
Lohen blinks tiredly and takes a moment to just stare at your body in his bed. His brain almost short circuiting when he sees your bare legs barely covered. His blanket is right there!
Yeah, he'll talk to you about that later.
He begins to strip off his coat and armor and belt and whatever that was in the way which eventually left him clad only in a thin night shirt and boxers.
He says nothing when approaching you and silently adjusts himself behind you so he could wrap an arm around your waist and press his face into the warm skin of your nape.
You always smell so good in his sheets, all pliant and pretty. He wishes moments like this could last at least half the time he had on the daily.
His scent practically engulfs you, exuding faintly of patchouli and mint along with the summer heat that clung to his skin all day.. this manages to pull you further into the soft embrace of slumber.
He relishes in the simple comfort you gave him during the long nights he was particularly exhausted in. The steady breathing of your chest which he tries to match with, his legs interlocking themselves under yours automatically and his front pressed flush against your back to protect you from whatever lurks in the darkness of this room.
Soft and safe, that is what he likes to feel when he's done with Captain duties. This was much better than hugging a pillow.
Lohen curls closer— as close as his body will allow it, all lean muscle and limbs around yours like vines wrapped around a strong pillar. To him, you were something similar to that.
Someone who didn't see him as manic or impulsive. But as someone capable of being thoroughly loved and understood.
Maybe it's just wishful thinking, but to Lohen? You're definitely somebody worth fighting for.

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TO MY CAPTAIN, MY CAPTAIN.
SYNOPSIS | lohen hopes that with his letter that fate grants his wish for you to come home, pronto. he swears he just wants to have another spar with you, but his letter beg to differ.
NOTE | no lohen lore yet, so this will have to suffice.
1094 | WARNINGS | n/a
“to my beloved captain.
i write to you this letter to inform you of the current status of the expedition team in nod krai. we have determined that the one leading the wild hunt was a man named rerir, hailing from the era of khaenri'ah. something something about the sinners of khaenri'ah, or so the traveler says. he had been leading this wild hunt with the power of the abyss to gather his strength and duel with the moon goddess, who we now recognise as columbina, the damselette of the fatui harbinger. all for the sake of bringing back his beloved whose name i did not care to remember about. kinda boring, did not get to fight with him so that doesn't matter much to me. they then met another khaenri'an named dainsleif, who helped them in their investigation and successfully brought rerir into the moon gate, where he cannot leave at will. later on, the fatui harbinger named dottore caused more trouble in nasha town. the grandmaster said that he had almost obtained god-like powers and was already in the process of becoming one himself. all that trouble and he ended up being obliterated by columbina. funny how the harbingers are always at odds with each other, huh? i hope i get the chance to spar with her sometime! with all that said and done, peace had returned to nod krai. well, mostly. there are still more complications with the wild hunt but they are not as far and wide as they once were.
and not a single moment did i get the chance to fight any of those foes! curses, i tell you! i got too immersed in the wild hunt, relishing the unlimited amount of enemies i can kill in just a day! varka didn't even care to contact me for help, darn it!
"That's Probably Against the Knights' Code of Conduct..."
lohen/afab reader smut, i dont even know if this counts as enemies to lovers i just know that i hate him and need him BAD. this is purely self indulgent filth
warnings/content: sort of dubcon (not exactly . they're both freaks you'll see), bit of violence, power struggle, humiliation kink, degradation kink, spit kink, lohen might be slightly ooc but if i didnt write this my dick was going to fall off. enjoy
hello tumblr first time making a post on here but im gonna start posting my art here,,, any kind of support is highly appreciated hehe 。(>ω<。)
Servamp fandom are you guys still alive...
Finally drew an actual piece of fanart of Kuro after freaking 7 years 😭✌️🥀
i thought i had an easier way to draw whitney but alas i was wrong

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Li's side window. Human form of black wolf and great hawk are still in progress.
Someone has asked me will there be fem version, I'm still learning how to draw fem...and I like drawing man, most likely much, much later. I'll try.
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