"Wait, since when are you gay?"
I-It’s not like that Marley. I mean I know this is confusing, it was really confusing for me too but…I never lied to you. What I felt for you…it was real, you’re a really amazing person and I never want you to think that I was making it all up. But Jake is-he’s my best friend. He’s always been my best friend, he’s always been…my other half and even when we were together part of me felt like…like I was cheating on him I guess? I didn’t understand it then because for so long it was just me and him and I thought I was just struggling to bring someone else into my life like that. But I just…I love him Marley. I think I love him in every way you can love a person and…it’s not because he’s a girl or a guy. It’s because he’s Jake, my Jake, and I just wish it hadn’t taken me so long to realize that.
I hope you can understand that, and I really, really hope you don’t hate me for it. If you do I’ll understand but…I just want you to know that I always cared about you, and what we had...it was for real.
