#zhoutrilli

if i could bend the elements, i would stand on the beach before the water & play u a symphony 🌹💛

she's always killin it

" dripping into my lounges , i'm dripping into yours "

all black guts like we stuck in tar

craziest shit is this girl took me way back in my memories. she asked how i became so good at sex, that i must use it to keep girls & hurt them w it. it took me on a journey & i told her. i explained to her the sex teacher i had at 14. see, she was 16 at the time i was 14, she had a bf(yes karma ate my ass up for this in the future) that i was coo w, he was a friend of a friends. one day he asked if his gf can live w me for awhile. my family has always been very willing to take in anyone & helped them so image my place always being the place everyone hung out at. so anyway my mom of course says it’s fine & that i would sleep in the living & she would take my bed, which i was fine w because of course respect. so maybe the second day of her staying all the homies decided to go hoop & i decided i was gonna stay home & just play fable. she ended up coming home while everyone was gone, mind u we did flirt a lot before hand & we definitely had built some sorta attraction but i didn’t think too much of it. i was new to this. so anyway she comes in, i’m on the game, she ask where everyone went, she tells me she’s changing to not turn around. i didn’t turn around i truly respect her & felt like.. idk that was normally. i had plenty of girls whom where friends tell me the same. i’m sitting there & instantly feel goosebumps shriver the whole left side of my body realizing the feeling of her tongue licking circles down & up my neck.. her tongue licking my ear lobe.. literally the first time i felt that.. it felt so good that i instantly focused outta the game watching the screen & thinking “am i really feeling this right now”. she then kisses me slowly & rubs my nipple lolol i’ve truly had never felt that, she kissed my chest & all the way down to my belly button. at this point i’m beyond hard more lmao i don’t know what to do, she’s such a beautiful girl, BIG BOOTY, dressed amazing, all the dudes would look at her, so i felt super special at this point, she was intimidating. anyways, she slides her hand down my shorts & she plays we me while she kisses on my neck, my chest, my nipples, my side she turned me out w just kisses(MIND U I NEVER HAD THIS AT THIS POINT). she then pulls it out & just feeling the breeze & her hand, seeing her hand & feeling her do all of these tricks was so fuckin amazing. at this point i’m fingering her, playing w her ass, she then tells me to sit on the edge of the bed, she gives me more head then begins to RIDE THE SOUL OUTTA MY BODY! i seriously couldn’t handle it lolol that first time let’s say it didn’t last long, my mind was completely blown. just the fluid motion, it was like art, a masterpiece. from that day on she became my sex teacher. she taught me how to eat pussy right, how to finger right, how to lick the body right, the neck, she taught me how to fuck the soul & not just the body. i became a natural at it. i felt like her student, i felt like i knew i graduated when i would make her squirt & had her getting into tons of fights with her man, which isn’t good but i was seriously dicking her down. he knew it but couldn’t prove it. her & i would skip school she was i believe a jr or senior & i was just becoming a sophomore. i had to go to court because i would skip so much school. get to school like 4th or 5th period just spending all night & morning fucking her. we would fuck so many times a day it was a unreal like a fuckin movie. anyway i knew i graduated when i would hook up w other girls & i would fuck their souls, make them feel so special w every kiss & lick, naturally moving & paying attention to their motions, i then knew i was fully graduated. they told friends & i fucked their friends. i knew they were using me.. but it was all i knew! this went on for about 2yrs. so it’s been like that since! it’s so crazy... she was the best sex teacher. i knew why her man was going nuts. idk where she learned that from she for sure looked older than her age. anyway yea wild shit that girls just made me think about all of that

🔺🔺🔺most nights ✨

last night in my dream a person i’ve never seen but felt comfortable w, keep telling me to look at the stars & the person kept saying “look down & u’ll see clearly” makes zero sense to i presumed to look up, i see the stars far away, & the person said again “u cant see them clearly, look down & u’ll see them” at this point i half way feel myself realizing this has to be a dream because shit just doesn’t make sense. i’m out here w this person, it’s completely dark, no lights except the stars & this person keeps telling me to look down. so kinda feeling stupid to look down, i face myself & look down, & there it was, i seen the stars clearly as we were standing on a mid size mountain... i guess..looking over a still ocean, the reflection of the stars, the planets were clear as day like a projection. random asf, i woke up but i didn’t want to wake up at this point now, even though i knew it was a dream but i wanted to see this more, retain as much as i could! i tried but couldn’t catch myself & woke up. wild asf i know. one of many wild ass dreams

i always ponder deeply the thought of what it meant to be a jack of all trades. growing up, i felt like i was great at everything! that i could be the best at everything first try, if not maybe give me a try or two but i realize now i was & still am actually not the best & the best at the same time. for example.. i am not the best because i can’t fathom dedicating myself to one thing forever, i love to learn so if we took a fight, i’m probably not the best on the floor but i’m best at being a jack of all trades so because i’m not better than u in what u trained forever for, i can beat u w the many trades i’ve acquired it’s what makes me best is in any situation i find a solution. it’s the traits of a leader, a leader great at many things, but not great at any one thing. the solution is met w the desire & the sight to overcome 💛