I have never loved someone as much as I love you. I'm not perfect what so ever, but I love you with all my heart. But caught up in my selfish delusional ways, I broke your heart. I apologize from the bottom of my heart, I filled your entire loving body with rage and I regret it everyday. You taught me so much, you made me calm you were my peace and i doubted all of it because of my insecurities. I have no one to blame but myself. I won't continue feeling sorry for myself, I want to work on me to become who you've dreamt of. I won't stop loving you for as long as I live. I know this may sound crazy but I promise we belong together, you're supposed to be besides me during my last breath and you're supposed to be the last person I see. This showed me that losing you feels like losing it all. Please let me prove myself one more time. I gotta hold you everyday we wake up, i'm supposed to worry about you, help you, give you advice be your peace! Not the opposite. Let me give you everything you've asked for 10fold baby please. I just want to give you my all one day Eyit i'm so sorry for betraying your trust. You're my favorite song baby, i'm so sorry I hurt you. I love you.
