give me a long kiss goodnight and promise it'll be alright.
guitarist! choso x ex gf! reader lead singer
mouthful i know but walk with me..
tw. choso being obsessed, mentions of one night stands and whorish behavior.
song inspo: give me novacaine/ she's a rebel by green day
if you ask choso, it's the stupidest thing he ever did. he hates seeing worthless groupies fawn over you, and it's like a fly is in his ear when fans are asking for his number. he's sure the next guy that comes up to you is gonna end up bloody behind this stadium. (even if it's a paid for meet and greet.)
not to mention you two collaborate on most of the writing, and it's so difficult to write songs while looking into your eyes and meaning every word. and on the other side, you two are basically begging each other to get back together with the love songs you write . but don't piss off y/n, you will make a angsty ballad everytime choso pisses you off or has his own one night stands. (that man isn't a saint and you are far from one.)
touring is actually choso's worst nightmare and favorite dream , having to see you sweaty and completely in your element leading the crowd, lyric by lyric. late nights at the studio strumming the same cords until it sounds like music, your favorite takeout and you all to himself until you fall asleep cuddling on the couch in the early hours of the morning, yet he also has to listen to a pathetic fangirl try and eat you out and miserably fail in a tight bus moving across the country and it hurts especially when he knows he could do so much better but he would also give his left ball just to kiss you again.
his favorite part of having people watching his every move, while it is extremely creepy to him, is watching edits of you two together and seeing that it's not only him who still sees the chemistry between you two. he knows when you lock in on stage and you embody sex appeal and beauty. especially when he abandons his mic to harmonize with you and your mouths are so close and if he wasn't strumming a g cord right now he would be on his knees worshiping the altar that is you.
yet you two aren't together and that just hurts choso to his core, his muse, his biggest inspiration won't "risk the success of the band nor each others feelings for something that might not work?", and the moment he gets you back, which he will, he will never let you go again. ( yes that's a threat)
zeesnotes: can you tell i love an absolutely obsessed down bad man!! like yes grovel and beg, it looks good on you papa! anyway say something nice or ill think you hate it! might rewrite it tmrw when im not sleepy but enjoy!