I want to say so much to you.. I want to say so much about you but my mind is tangled in a thread of words and feelings and broken promises.. I'm caught between two different sentences, and now there isn't going to be enough time for me to tell you what I can't.. We've tried enough times to distant ourselves from each other, thinking that night was a drunken joke when you held me close in your arms for the last time, and i'm so very sorry. It's bittersweet looking back at the conversations we've had about romance, and life, and how everyone's a fool for falling for us at some point. But you're sweet, and you keep your word. It just sucks cause the tables turned and you played out your cards right.. and I don't know if i'll even get to see you for the last time.. But it's true, everyone's a fool, mostly me for getting affected the most. I thought of letting time heal the wounds of our silence and band-aid between the gaps of our friendship but my heart tore after hearing about your unexpected trip to the other side of the country.. In less than four days you'll be in Florida, and I will never see you again. The only thing I can keep of you is our pictures and the mushroom you won me. In less than four day, you'll become a distant memory i'll look back at, then realize we're strangers again.. I want to tell you so much, but I don't know where to start or how to tell you.. I just wish it wasn't goodbye...