“ Never trust a survivor until you find out what they did to survive. ”
DARKNESS HAUNTS YOUR NARRATIVE
A wound ripping open, stitch by stitch, Kunsel can feel the old familiar ache in his chest beginning to seep at the seams — there's a tear here, a clear divide between what he'd hoped ( dreamed ) this reunion to be like… and the much more mundane, heavy and morose reality of it all.
No fanfare - couldn't be, it'd call attention. No high, emotional peak - only anxiety, uncertainty.
All they had was the initial recognition, split second hesitation between running and staying that grew longer and longer… but was it really trust?
What reasons had Zack to trust Kunsel, adorned in SOLDIER threads, having dug himself a hole so deep he couldn't see a way out?
Why did Kunsel think he could trust Zack, that he hadn't just turned his back on them like Luxiere tried to get him to see believe time and time again?
It's a loaded sentence that Zack speaks, and Kunsel has to lick his lips to try and steel his nerves, mind racing to try and find anything to say that would have Zack consider letting him know what happened - where was he all this time?
"I've seen the reports, Zack." It isn't an easy thing to think back on, the log of a battalion lost — lambs to slaughter, numbers thrown at what was once the peak of SOLDIER in hopes it would work. It didn't. And although pity lingered there, a disgust at the company ( at himself ) that ran so deep he felt he'd lose it one day… Kunsel clung to the implication of it all, the admittedly delusional hope that it meant Zack pulled through.
And he did… but now what? Where did they stand?
"… All I care about is that you're alive. You did what you had to do."















