#yuoppp

hmmmm... i need to figure out what i want to do in my life. like really. 

 i want to be a teacher. but i dont know anymore. im so confused. i need a good time to go and clean my  head.

 i want a lot of things in life. 

house

family

pets

a job i love. 

 awesome husband (which i pray for every night . creepy yes. but hey  its my hearts desire)

 and this stuff .. i want in life.. and im beyond scared that im not going to get it.

 if you think its weird for me tho have a list.. its ok .. it is weird. but im not the only girl that says that.

 this might come off like i want to settle down now.. but heck no i dont!! lol

 im a 19 year old girl who like s to day dream, and list the things that i want in life.

 strange: yes

 am i the only one: NOPE!

 just thoughts that go through my little head.

but in the END its not what i want.. its what God has plan for me.

 which is the most hardest thing to do.