#yuniveas

✨ the way you said i love you!! ∙ ∙ ∙ wuju like, @yuniveas? 

perhaps, in retrospect, he shouldn’t have gone. 

perhaps, in retrospect, she shouldn’t have begged him to go either. 

the blankets aren’t warm enough to make her feel secure- instead it becomes a tool used in vain to keep them patched together, holding her breath underneath as moonlight drifts over their forms through the small gaps of the blinds. 

it hurts in this moment to look at him and she can’t make herself to do so. a tiny tilt of the head is all it takes yet she doesn’t tip back. she’ll bottle her feelings (it’s nothing new) and won’t peep a single syllable in the midst of tangled limbs and fingertips twisted in the unruly strands of raven black hair. she’s not good with expressing to him when she’s having a difficult time, coats herself in pride for being strong and possessing an amp control of emotions. a plethora of it is what she feels, drowning herself in an an ocean of thoughts. its’ weight pulls her down, tugging until she’s numb and unable to breathe. with the short amount of time spent in each other’s solace, she’s quickly gotten his quirks memorized and quite frankly, she hates it. she hates the fact that she knows him so accurately, from being able to nitpick what he’s thinking albeit being a sputtering mess, or hearing the shattering thoughts of worry in between the loud gaps of silence. 

he doesn’t go to her at 3 in the morning for nothing and she knows he’ll leave it to her to fix whatever it is that’s broken (everything). the scent of alcohol intermingles with his musky scent, arms wrapped securely around his shoulders when he tells her he needs to go. the tone of his voice is cold and she feels the ice piercing through the little strength she has left. she’s holding out on a thin line of vulnerability, weakness ployed out for him to hold onto. the idea of leaving everything behind, what she knows he’s trying to hint, it silently tears her apart.  

she struggles to get the words out from her chest, bitter against the back of her tongue as the black coffee she forces herself to take each morning before training. she’s hit with a hurricane of tears when they line the brim of her lids, falling slowly, all at once. she reaches out desperately with outstretched fingers, a heavy, suffocating warmth swelling at the base of her throat until she’s shuddering, “가.. 가자마.” 

about time i reply to this too, this message has been sitting on my inbox for a month now. oops ㅎㅎ but hey, i’m here now so.. hi 👉🏻 👈🏻

✨ make me admit stuff!! ∙ ∙ ∙ wuju like, @yuniveas​

52. DO YOU THINK MUSICALS ARE CHEESY?

funny because you just watched one with me not too long ago ㅎㅎ musicals are great. i mean, i’ve watched a few that i didn’t really enjoy but overall, i like them. i don’t think they’re cheesy at all. they’re pretty fun to sing along to.  

65. NIKE OR ADIDAS? 

does it make a difference? they both go in your feet anyways 👀

90. OPINION ON SEX BEFORE MARRIAGE

subject • • • send me a 😍 and i’ll find a picture of your muse’s faceclaim that i really likestatus • • • still accepting! ♡

well… at first i was going to pick a still from your nivea cf, but i made an adjustment or two and now i have the perfect picture to show you 🌸 ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ what is this monstrosity i made, i can almost hear 오빠 whispering ‘wish you shine~’ in my ear right now! i might not be able to fall asleep tonight 🙊🙊🙊

source ; ( x )  || status ; not accepting  || going to ; @yuniveas

dear yunhyeong unnie oppa

first of all, don’t blame me for the entire unnie thing, you were the one who said you wanted to be my sister and i have never once seen someone call someone call their elder sister by ‘oppa’. tsk, i thought you knew of that. either way, i don’t think that is necessary, yeah?  i mean we have discussed the one over and over again, right? but that doesn’t change the fact that i am still seeing you as my elder sister, unnie! ㅋㅋㅋ

how do people even start of letters to other? i mean there are severals of ways to start a letter, but i never know what to say. where in the world are you when you read this letter? if the answer is japan then i still find it sad that you are in the country more often than i am, i haven’t been there for ages now it feels, but i know i will be able to get there, soon, hopefully. but until then you are required to bring me snacks back there every once in a while, right? i will bring you snacks from the supermarket and then we will be even. 

honestly, i was a bit worried when i first got to meet you, a little bit scared even? becasuse there was a lot in the past that made me a tad bit intimidated to you, but after jiwon told me more about you the more curious i was to hear from the great yunhyeong and it turns out that you are great! and i couldn’t think of anyone better for my unnie othe than you. whenever times has been tough, you have always been there to make me smile again, jokin and listening and perhaps you even helped me see things from a different light, and i guess you have been one of those people who helped me mature. and i wish to be able to return this favor back to you, so whenever you need me. then i will be there for you and listen to you. just like how you have been listening to me. 

i know you sometimes have a very low opinion on yourelf, you think you aren’t worth a lot and that people deserve more than what you can give them. honestly-- isn’t this a silly way of thinking? i think, you do a lot more than you think. don’t be as worried and don’t think too much and instead, do what makes you happy, be with the people that makes you happy and less stressed during the times when you are feeling stressed. they are around you because they want to be, not because they think they deserve more than what you are. and don’t stress if you can’t do a lot. you are nothing but human, alright?

✨ the heart-to-heart meme!! ∙ ∙ ∙ wuju like, @yuniveas?

( !!! ) the following questions will be answered by the mun since the muse cannot disclose the  information to the public.

♡ TOUCH BASE WITH WHAT YOU LOOK FOR IN A SIGNIFICANT / POTENTIAL PARTNER, BOTH IN PHYSICAL AND MENTAL ASPECTS. 

looks doesn’t matter as much to jiyeon although a good height, lean/tone body build, and broad shoulders are turn ons for her. diving into much deeper areas, as cliche as it sounds, she’s looking for someone who’ll adore everything about her including all her quirks and flaws. someone who she can speak to and joke around with easily and definitely someone who tolerates every little bit of her antics - someone who will make her feel like she’s the center of their attention at all times. she loves someone who’s confident and passionate in what they do and someone with a vibrant sense of humor.  

♥ WHAT’S THE MOST ROMANTIC THING YOU’VE DONE FOR A PARTNER? 

jiyeon got her crush (a school mate / baseball player whom her dad coached) an autographed baseball bat during middle school.

❥ WHERE DO YOU USUALLY GO FOR DATES AND WHAT DO YOU DO? 

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INCOMING › @yuniveas | STATUS: accepting!

LISTEN HERE!! My hair isn’t coconut shaped, well. not that much, I just. You know what! at least you said you like it. I mean, I look amazing. ( * a single flip of her growing hair as she grinned, laughing loudly right after her silly actions. ) You’re a true one for liking my hair though, fakeyun. I love you, bro!