Wilthed Flowers
๐pairings. Okkotsu Yuta x f! reader (Hanahaki Disease au)
๐summary. Ever since you met Yuta, you always find yourself being drawn to him. Yet, you know that he'll never reciprocate your feelings, for he still love his childhood friend who died a few years ago and became a curse.
๐warning. Hanahaki Disease au, mention of blood, mention of death, Rika as a curse, vomit, injuries, ANGST
Hanahaki Disease. โโฆ in which the victim coughs up flower petals when they suffer from one-sided love. It ends when the beloved returns their feelings, or when the victim diesโฆโ
Soft rustles of the wind was making the scenery more serene and beautiful. Grass dancing along with it, a shadow loomed over you who currently watching the sunset in front of you, you turned your head around only to seeโYuta. He smiled when you turned around to look at him.
"May I sit beside you, L/N-san?"
That simple smile and question made your heart beat in delight. You've long harbored feelings towards Yuta, ever since he came to Jujutsu High, you were the first one to approach him even when Rika tried to attack you for going near Yuta.
Yuta helped you that time by explaining to Rika that you were a friend and a classmates. You were grateful that day that it wasn't the last day of your life. Starting that day, your friendship with Yuta grew closer. You would help him in studies on curses while he and Rika helps you during missions.
Even after Rika finally able to move in the afterlife. You still stayed beside Yuta during those dark times of his life. Up until now, you're still right beside him and secretly harbored feelings for him. The only one who knew about your feelings for him is Maki.
A year prior to the present time, you started coughing flower petal...
Alarmed by the situation, you immediately went to see a doctor to confirm your guess. Apparently, the doctor diagnosed you with Hanahaki Disease and still on the first stage. The doctor suggested that you take the surgery while it's still early. Yet, you possibly couldn't afford to erase all your memories and feelings towards Yuta.
"L/N-san? Are you alright? You' ve been zoning out lately."
You snapped back to reality where you are currently in a mission to fight curses. You looked around, not realizing that you already finished it.
"I' m fine, just tired from the missions. Please, don' t mind me."
While sheathing your sword, you felt like you were going to throw up blood and petals again. Feeling the itchy and irritating petals in your throat, you excused yourself to go somewhere for a moment.
After finding a place where no one would be able to find you, you started coughing all the blood and petals. Yet, when it came out, it wasn't just flower petals anymore but a whole dark red rose that meant unrequited love.
Staring in disbelief, you can't help but to just sigh while a single tear drops from your eye. Knowing the meaning behind this flower and that throwing up a whole dark red rose indicates that this is the 2nd stage of the Hanahaki Disease.
Continuous attacks rapidly went to your direction, you dodged most of it but some of it hit you in your abdomen, thighs and hands. Wincing in pain, you immediately tried to regain your composure to help and fight the curse.
Yuta saw you limping while trying to stand up, telling you to just stay put and he'll take care of it. You can see him struggle while fighting the curse, a caliber of another level. Something that the two of you can't take one-on-one.
"No, I'll help you. I'll be the bait while you attack the curse in his chest. I already saw that it's the weakest point of his body. Try to kill him after that."
He gave you a worried look before nodding his head in agreement. He readied himself for the attack. You immediately flash stepped to distract the curse, while doing so, you got hit in your abdomen, making the previous injury more larger than it was before.
Blood ran through your uniform as you were thrown in the wall. You started coughing blood along with the petals and the last flower, the Yellow Carnation.
After Yuta succeeded, he immediately went to look if you're alright. He started treating the wounds you have but the both of you already knew that you can't heal it anymore.
Yuta then saw the flower and flower petals. He was confused as to why you're coughing flower petals. Then it hit him, you have been quiet ever since he told you that he won't love someone again.
"[name], don't tell me... you have been suffering from Hanahaki Disease a-all this time? Is it me?"
"Forgive me for not telling you. Yes, it is you whom I secretly loves but you're not mine. I know that your heart will forever be with Rika. I'm sorry for not telling you, I wasn't scared of getting rejected. I was already content with you as a friend, even if our relationship is only what friends have, I have been grateful for that."
"Maybe in another lifetime, you will be mine, Yuta-kun."
๐๐'๐ง๐ ๐๐๐ฃ๐๐ก๐ก๐ฎ ๐๐ค๐ฃ๐! ๐'๐ข ๐จ๐ค ๐จ๐ค๐ง๐ง๐ฎ ๐๐ค๐ง ๐ฉ๐๐ ๐ก๐ค๐ฃ๐ ๐๐๐ก๐๐ฎ. ๐ ๐๐๐ซ๐ ๐๐๐๐ฃ ๐ฉ๐ง๐ฎ๐๐ฃ๐ ๐ฉ๐ค ๐๐๐ฃ๐๐จ๐ ๐๐ก๐ก ๐ข๐ฎ ๐ฉ๐๐จ๐ ๐จ ๐๐ฃ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ก๐๐ฃ๐๐จ ๐๐ฃ ๐จ๐๐๐ค๐ค๐ก, ๐๐ฃ๐ ๐ฌ๐ค๐ค! ๐๐๐ฃ๐๐ก๐ก๐ฎ, ๐'๐ซ๐ ๐ช๐ฅ๐ก๐ค๐๐๐๐ ๐ข๐ฎ ๐๐๐ง๐จ๐ฉ ๐๐ช๐ก๐ก ๐๐๐ฃ๐๐๐๐ฉ๐๐ค๐ฃ.
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