#yuderain

And then there is Kishiar who retains his intelligence despite being crazily in love for two consecutive lifetimes but still proceeds to walk the dumbass path nonetheless.

WHAT DO YOU MEAN BY FAKING DATING TO LOWER BARON WILLHEM'S GUARD? There was really no need for him to commit to this performance like a method actor, Jared Leto should learn and take tips from Kishiar.

THIS FATHERFUCKER IS NOW FAKE DATING HIS BOYFRIEND AFTER HE PULLED A WHOLE ASS PROPOSAL OF, “I want you to meet the emperor and empress when we return to capital.”

Sir Kishiar, you both are engaged already. You think Yuder would let anyone else touch and kiss him. That feral cat is loyal to you, where will he go?

What do you plan next, Kishiar?

Pretend to fake marry Yuder for another mission while actually making him sign the real marriage registration when his eyesight is bad? Is that what you want?

And that poor couch they gave each other handjobs on, it will stink of pheromones, stale wine, salt, sugar, and spunk. Baron's Staff don't scowl at you for being “Lecherous”, they hate you for making their hard life harder!

I have no words for Yuder, he really is so traumatised by past-life's whatever love arrangement he had with Kishiar that he really cannot even separate his mental, physical and emotional desires. Let Kishiar suffer more.

Meanwhile Kishiar: matches Yuder's freak in every walk of life, including thought process in every new chapter.

Me: You know what, these two share the same braincell specifically built in the lab for devoted loser in love. There was no other way for this romance to work.

And just now Kishiar said he wants Yuder to meet his brother and sister-in-law!

Duke Peletta, did you just propose to the man who still has to realise all his turmoil and heated desires for you is unconditional devoted love?

For a slow-burn romance, this blonde moves fast...

I mean, I was pretty sure from the first arc that Kishiar is also living this life for the second time, based on Yuder's constant comparison between their past lives and current lives, but it seems Kishiar is hellbent to keep his murder meow-meow right under his nose so that he can protect him.

Also, Yuder of first timeline: After first timeline Kishiar died I never sought a lover, I never let anyone come close to me, I never experienced the intense desire. My only motivation was to protect my people, end corruption, stop the disasters and bring peace which, [cough, cough] was my dead alpha's goal.

THE TRUTH

Both Yuders in both reality about their Kishiar:

Yuder really is that protagonist huh, the truthful answer will stare him in the face, and he will still overthink and take the hard road to reach his answer....

Baby boy was so madly in love with Kishiar, and he had no clue because he carried the trauma of their first time sex to their entire run as mates. He was actually so in love but lacked the language and understanding of his situation all because idiot Kishiar of past had to play mysterious duke of nothingness.