#youtuberant

⚠️TW: mentions of suicide, self harm, rape ⚠️ Please be safe babes. • So, new video. Super different than what I usually post because I’m not a fan of having a mental breakdown on camera. But this needs to be said. I am not the only one who is angry about this. I am not the only one who is hurt by this. @5sos was an escape for me from my experiences and trauma and now I have to escape from them too. For a band that prides themselves on being advocates for mental health awareness, you really fucked up picking 13 Reasons Why to write a single for. Leave whatever hate you want, to be honest. That show is vile and disgusting, and glorifies and romanticizes self harm, suicide, and rape. They ignored every single recommendation that they were given by mental health professionals to do this safely. This isn’t raising awareness. This is shock value for money. The show should never have been made, let alone having a third season. Yes, I’m tagging the band and Netflix. They need to know how fucked up this is. So... link is in my bio if you care. If you don’t, that’s fine. Goodnight, guys. • Despite the nature of this post, comment something that made you smile today. I need some positivity after this. Mine would be creating my first DND character!!! • ~ Tags ~ #aroundtheriverssbend #theriverssbend #5sos #5secondsofsummer #fivesecondsofsummwr #13reasonswhy #13rw #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #tw #triggerwarning #netflix #moneyvslives #fuckyou #linkinbio #youtube #rant #rantvideo #youtuberant #survivor (at Edmonton, Alberta) https://www.instagram.com/p/B0vFVxKnp4u/?igshid=rxj8844ib3yl

I saw a video on youtube and it said, "Total Steven Universe Spoilers." So I reloaded the tab and just stared in shame 

(via https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YjZXlI2olBU)

Besides the quotes and markiplier stuff on this blog atm, I really wanted to say something. I really took what Mark had to say too heart when he was drunk rambling about being a youtuber and wanting to be a youtuber. And I totally want to do YouTube, but I really can't. A lot of people have chances and luck, and I did a long time ago, but I always knew I wanted to be a youtuber. Ever since I saw Toby Turner and grew to love the old decrepit site, I just always knew that, that part of the internet would be in my life. But as I sat their listening to his ramble and shook my head from time to time, I knew that I still had a shot, even if I failed. I keep trying at YouTube, even though I'm at a wall with the hole thing, it hasn't been the same since I'm l alone in it. And although no one wants to hear the ramblings of a stranger on the internet... Hi I'm Sandy by the way... I just thought it would help by saying that even though I don't have the proper equipment or anyone to help me in anyway, I know that I still have a chance at doing what I always loved to do, before I lost my channel originally, I didn't much care that I was doing it alone, but now it's harder. I guess I've also been putting off doing a #doitformark thing, because I couldn't find anything proper to do. But dammit I'm gonna try. I've always been afraid of what people had to say on the internet, but I know that if Mark could do it and get lucky, then by the mighty Warfstach, I could to. I don't really know where this was going I felt like sharing my do it for Mark. Because even though Mark may not care, I'm going to do my best to spread happiness and do my best at failing. :) Sorry for flooding the tag with my long shpeal, but I just had to get this off my chest. Have a great rest of your day. :D