morg a borg you're never on skype and that makes me sadface
I feel lots of shitty about that. I've been super off and afraid of people lately and I just want to start hormones and adhd meds and I can't understand why that's not happening yet aaaaand APPARENTLY some secret part of me decided to stop taking my Celexa a little while ago. Like. I tapered off slowly over a few weeks, all the while never acknowledging what I was doing or why. I have no discernable reason for that shit and there was no thought process, I just broke the pills in half through absolutely no choice of my own and now I'm just confused.
But uh basically I am not feeling capable of talking to a doctor and I am not feeling capable of going a day longer without talking to a doctor. Have you ever fantasized about being committed?
posting this publicly in case something somebody I'm not sure I think this just needs to leave my head so I'ma throw it all up over here.
