SQUID GAME REACTIONS ā finding you injured after a night of attacking and fighting
CONTAINS ā thanos x reader, daeho x reader, myung-gi x reader, namgyu x reader, gi-hun x reader, inho x reader, se-mi x reader, ali x reader
WARNINGS ā injuries, mentions of death, the bathroom scene takes place in the womenās bathroom (or still the male depending on your gender), reader implied to be a girl in namgyus, squid game
your group had tried to stay together throughout the night in case something like this would happen, but with the amount of players, it was inevitable that at least one of you would come out of the night with multiple injuries.
you couldnāt tell who, but another player had knocked you to the ground and had busted your lip before you felt a sharp pain on the side of your neck. you put your hand up to it and felt a cold wetness. before your attacker could finish you off, the guards came in, shooting in the air, demanding everyone to stop. when the lights are on you look at your hand that you had used to touch your neck and it was covered in blood, and the person in front of you had a sharp needle like tool in their hand. the guards had patted you all down, taking every weapon everybody had. once the guards had finally left, announcing all the players who died, thatās when they realized. where were you?
KANG DAEHO
you hear your name being called before turning around and seeing daeho running to you, pulling you into a tight hug. his breaths getting cut off, trying to stop himself from crying before he pulls away and looks at you, fully grasping your injuries. the bottom corner of your lip busted in a deep shade of purple. your neck still dripping blood. he reaches his hand up to your face, grazing the injury on your lip before you pull it into your mouth behind your teeth. the pain starting to settle in as you scrunch your eyebrows together in discomfort.
āiām so sorry.ā
tears start slipping out of his eyes as he holds his hand on your neck, moving it and seeing his palm painted red. you open your mouth to speak but he just pulls you to one of the beds and forces you on it, taking his jacket off and holding it against your neck. heās just stuck staring at the purple painting your lip and you cup his face in your hand, snapping him out of his thoughts.
ādonāt cry.ā
you wipe the silent streams pouring out of his eyes. he pulls you into a hug, still making sure the jacket doesnāt fall off of your neck. he mumbles something into your back.
āthis isnāt right.ā
you pull away, holding him by his shoulders.
āwhat?ā
āi should be the one comforting you right now, not the other way around.ā
you scoff, sending him a small smile and a playful smack to his chest despite the sting in your neck. you pull your hand up to your neck, right where daehos hand is and hold it, giving it a small squeeze and he smiles at you. he lets go of your neck, letting you hold his jacket there before he cups your face with both hands, placing a kiss to the corner of your lip where it was injured and then placing his head against yours.
āi wonāt let you get hurt again, iāll die before i let that happen.ā
you give him a less playful hard smack to his shoulder, causing him to move back from your face and hold onto his shoulder. letting out an ow. you point your finger at him.
ādonāt say that stupid shit again. if you die, i die. if you get out of here, i get out of here, okay? promise?ā
you pull him back into a hug and he rubs his fingers through your hair. he takes a deep breath.
āokay, i promise.ā
HWANG INHO / YOUNGIL / PLAYER 001
the moment he realized you werenāt near him, he found a guard and told them to end this whole thing. if youād died, heād never forgive himself. the moment he finds you, he grabs you by your shoulders and strokes his hand through your hair and moves down to glide his hand over your lip.
āare you okay?ā
you were going to nod and brush it off but he notices you were holding the side of your neck so he grabs your hand and moves it and upon seeing all of the blood painting your neck, he stares for a few seconds before you put your hand on his shoulder, pulling him out of his thoughts.
āwho did this?ā
āyoungilāā
he goes to cut you off to ask the same question but you stop him.
āit hurts.ā
he softens his gaze before pulling you into his side and walking with you to the bathroom. upon arriving, he lifts you onto the sink counter before turning the water on. he walks into a stall and grabs a long strip of toilet paper, getting it wet before putting it on your neck, watching your face furrow in pain before you open your mouth.
āthank you.ā
āyou donāt need to thank me.ā
he feels the slightest bit of guilt. knowing heās not telling you who he really is. heās in love with you, you couldāve died today, and unlike the actual games, he couldnāt have saved you from death. the bleeding finally stops and he uses a dry strip of toilet paper to dot up the leftover blood before taking your hand and helping you jump down from the sink. he still keeps a hold on your hand before he lets go. you look up at him before pulling him into a hug. saying another thank you into his shoulder. he doesnāt say anything back, trying to disassociate and act like this isnāt happening. he doesnāt want to feel guilty, he doesnāt want to love you, but he canāt help it. he simply just brings his hand up to your back and rubs it, letting out a heavy stressed out breath. god, what was he gonna do about you?
SEONG GI-HUN
heās yelling your name the whole time and as soon as he catches sight of you he pulls you into a hug, immediately crouching down to be directly at your face level, cupping your face tightly in his hands. afraid youāll disappear if he lets go. the moment he notices your neck, he quickly puts his hand overtop of it before he just looks down at the floor, stifling a sob, whispering something under his breath, but you could hear him.
āi canāt lose you. no, not you tooā¦ā
you quickly pull him into a hug and he stands up straight before squeezing you even tighter, face in your jacket, balling his eyes out. for so long heās kept his emotions under wraps since the first games, but coming so close to losing you, he couldnāt hold it in any longer.
āyou wonāt lose me āssangmun-dongāā
he pulls away, looking at you with teary eyes, his face absolutely drenched and he actually lets out a small laugh at that nickname, causing you to smile back. you run your hand through his hair before wiping it across his face and then gripping his arms, glueing them to his sides.
ādonāt cry over me, okay? iām still alive. if i keep looking at you like this, i think iāll cry.ā
he quickly wipes his tears and smiles at you and you laugh, only making his smile wider. he grabs your hand in his, squeezing it tight before pulling it up to his face.
āokay, butāā
he points his finger at you, as if scolding a child.
ādonāt leave my side again or iām sure that iāll cry even harder than this.ā
ādeal. unless i have to use the bathroom.ā
āno arguments there.ā
THANOS / PLAYER 230 / CHOI SU-BONG
you had gone off to the bathroom, and not long after, the speakers start saying player numbers. he was too high out of his mind to connect the dots, but as soon as he sees you walk out of the doors up front all bloody and bruised and everybody yelling and fighting about what happened, heās immediately running up to you, grabbing you by your shoulders, shaking you.
āwho the fuck did this to you?ā
you keep your mouth shut. if youād told him, heād definitely kill them. he goes to walk away and starts yelling at the other side, but you slap his shoulder, grabbing his wrist and pulling him behind the beds.
āstop. the more you fight, the worse things are going to end up.ā
he looks at you, eyes going down to your swollen lip before his face softens. he presses a kiss to it.
ābut they canātāā
you press a hand to his mouth, waiting for his talking behind your palm to stop before you finally remove it and press your palm on your neck. he looks down at your bloody neck, staring for a few seconds before speaking.
āyouāre not gonna die, right?ā
you scoff.
āno iām not gonna die yet you big dummy.ā
he pulls you into a light hug.
ādonāt say yet. youāre not gonna die at all.ā
he pulls away and shakes his nails in your face.
āremember, the great thanos will protect you.ā
NAMGYU / PLAYER 124
the moment he hears player numbers being called and realizes you were in the bathroom, he immediately stands up and starts messing with his sleeves, worried that one of the numbers called was yours and he just wasnāt listening well enough. as soon as people start flooding into the room bloody and screaming, his eyes dart searching for you before seeing you argue with some girl. her threatening to finish you off and you both throwing insults. he rushes over, grabbing your wrist and pulling you away before then pulling you into his chest, wrapping his arms around you. he just stays like that with you for a long while before you have to force him away.
āare you okay?ā
he scoffs, looking at your lip and then your neck.
āi should be asking you that.ā
āit just hurts. not deadly.ā
he bites his lip back before rubbing his hand on the wound on your neck, dabbing the blood with his sleeve.
āyouāre too reckless.ā
he mumbled that and you just laugh under your breath. he lifts your chin up to look at him.
ānext time, you let me do the fighting, okay?ā
you give him a look. a look that says āno wayā and he can read it easily despite the drugs in his system. he rolls his eyes.
āgod, youāre gonna be the reason i die here, not these games.ā
you smack his shoulder and he just pulls you into a side hug, patting your back.
MYUNG-GI / PLAYER 333 / MG COIN ā
as soon as he sees you walk out of the doors with everybody and he sees the blood painting your neck, he immediately runs up to you, pushing you over to a wall.
āwhat the hell happened?ā
you open your mouth to respond but stop yourself upon seeing the worry and stress in his face.
āgod, are you okay?ā
you let out a shaky breath.
āit hurts, a little. iām more shaken up then anything.ā
noticing the tears starting to roll out of your eyes, he pulls you into a hug.
āmyungi, iām scared.ā
he pulls away before placing one hand on your shoulder and staring into your eyes.
āi know, but youāll āā
he cuts himself off.
āweāll, be okay.ā
you start fidgeting with your hands, but he stops you, putting your hands in his.
āokay?ā
you nod your head slowly before he pulls you into him again. heād take this place more seriously. heād take you guys, your relationship more seriously. he wouldnāt let anything happen to you again.
SE-MI / PLAYER 380
the moment the lights are on and sheās not fighting anybody anymore, she frantically goes looking for you. she knew namgyu hated her, what if he killed you because of her? she couldnāt live with that. so the moment the lights come on and she sees you, she immediately pulls you into her.
āse-mi, are you okay?ā
she pulls away.
āi was so scared iād lost you.ā
you take her hand in yours and squeeze it.
āi wouldnāt leave you in this place by yourself, promise.ā
she laughs, rubbing the bruise over your lip softly, as if trying to wipe it away.
āyou shouldnāt make promises you canāt keep, especially in here.ā
you grab her wrist, and she pauses her glides over your lip.
āiām being serious. as long as youāre here, i have a reason to stay alive.ā
she sends a smile your way before she moves her finger up to her lip.
āokay. iām putting my trust in you.ā
she puts a hand on your shoulder, and you give her a reassuring smile before pulling her into a side hug. you were going to get out of here together.
ā
ALI ABDUL
he was probably one of, if not the strongest person in that whole place. which is exactly why he was a main target when the fights broke out. you had been behind him but he was practically getting dog piled by people and couldnāt keep you near him. as soon as the lights turned on and the guy that was on top of him surrendered from the sound of gun shots, his head was immediately whipping around the room to look for you, before finally spotting you behind one of the toppled over beds. as soon as the guards finished patting everybody down, he immediately ran over to you, pushing past sangwoo and the moment you saw him you wrapped your arms around his neck, pulling him into a tight hug. the moment he pulls you back and notices your lip he cups your face with both of his hands, staring at you intensely.
āoh my godābaby iām so sorryāā
his eyes lower down to scan you more and they meet the large gash in your neck. he immediately lets go of you, taking his jacket off and tying it around your neck frantically. trying to keep it tight, but not tight enough to choke you. now itās your turn to hold his face in your hands, heās all bruised up as well, but still focused on you.
ālook at you ali! youāve got bruises all over you!ā
he pulls you into a hug and holds your head, keeping it against his chest.
āstop. donāt worry about me. please.ā
you pull away.
āyou canāt just say that ali! thatās not fair! weāre in a game of death and sure, i couldāve died, but thatās not what iām thinking about, itās you!ā
you press your head against his before speaking.
ābaby, you canāt be so selfless. especially in here.ā
you move your hand up to his cheek.
āyou can worry about me, you can take care of me, but, i get to do the same with you.ā
you look him in the eyes now. waiting for his approval. all he can do is stare into them lovingly before realizing youāre waiting for an answer and he bends down to your level, rubbing his hands on both your arms.
āyes, okay. weāll stick together. i promise you.ā
he gives you one of his smiles and within the darkness of this whole situation, he still managed to brighten up the whole room with that smile. squeezing your hand in his and you squeeze back.
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Summary: What if these two attractive men are showing interest in you? They share the same desire to possess you.
Warnings: 18+, MDNI, NSFW, HEAVY SMUT, POLYAMORY RELATIONSHIP, AU, obsession, possessive, yandere behavior, jealousy, heavy tension, manipulation, character death, toxic relationship, betrayal, explicit content, matured language, violence, gun violence, killings, inexperience! Reader, sadistic behavior, ownership, consensual, deals, fluff, flirting, kissing, markings, older men x younger woman (LEGAL), praising, worshipping, dirty talk, oral (BOTH), threesome, bathroom sex, rough, deep, slow, PiV, unprotected, overstimulation, soft yandere! Gi-hun, Dom Yandere! In-ho/Young-il
Yandere! InHun x Reader
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The stale air inside the bunk room hangs heavy with heat, sweat, and tension. The clang of the iron doors echoes as two Circle-masked guards wheel in a steel cart.
They move down the line of waiting players, robotic and silent, distributing the same miserable rationsāa single piece of dry bread and a warm carton of milk.
You stand quietly in line, arms crossed, stomach already twisting with disappointment.
ā What kind of pathetic meal is this?ā Dae-ho grumbles behind you, holding up his bread like it personally insulted him.
ā Right?ā Jun-bae mutters in agreement. ā They want us weak. Easier to break.ā
You tune them out. You're too tired to care anymoreāuntil a tap lands on your shoulder. You turn your head slowly, half-expecting another complaint. Instead, youāre met with a flash of purple.
Player 230.
His hair is bright against the dullness of the room. His eyes gleam with arrogance, and his mouth curls into a smirk thatās far too confident for someone living off bread and milk.
ā Heyā¦ā He purrs, voice smooth like heās practicing for a music video.
ā You got a name, or should I just call you mine?ā
You blink, unimpressed. ā No.ā
ā No?ā He echoes, playfully wounded.
ā Damn. I didnāt even get to introduce myself yet.ā He points to his chest with both thumbs.
ā Nameās Thanos. Rapper. Legend. You probably heard my track āBorn to Break Chainsā. Underground hit.ā
He winks.
ā Didnāt think Iād find something so beautiful in a place like this. Youāre like a rose in concrete.ā
And then, with exaggerated flair, he raises his hand and forms a Korean finger heart.
ā I. Like. You.ā
You raise an eyebrow and deadpan, ā I donāt.ā Your voice is flat, dismissive.
Thanos chuckles, clearly enjoying himself. ā Oof. Cold. I like that. I like girls who donāt like me back. Makes it more fun, yāknow?ā
Before you can snap back, you feel a shift in the air.
Across the room, two pairs of eyes are locked on the scene.
Young-il stands by the wall, arms crossed, jaw clenched so tightly his cheek twitches. His eyes are sharp, dangerous, tracking Thanos's every move like a predator sizing up competition. His posture is stiff, murderous.
A few bunks away, Gi-hun is seated on the edge of a bed, his knuckles bone-white as he crushes the milk carton in his grip. His usually gentle eyes are stormy, filled with silent fury. His lips are pressed into a thin line, but you can see itāpure, seething jealousy.
Neither of them moves. Not yet. But the air crackles with unspoken warning.
If looks could kill, Player 230 wouldāve been long gone.
But Thanos, oblivious or maybe just cocky enough not to care, leans in a little closer.
ā Iām gonna make you like me eventually.ā He says with a wink. ā Even the ice queenās gotta melt sometime.ā
You step forward in line, turning your back on him without a word. And behind youārage brews like a storm ready to break.
...
The bunk room buzzes with restless energyāmetal bunks, scraping trays, quiet murmurs, and the clatter of footsteps on cold concrete. But none of that reaches you clearly anymore. Not with him beside you.
Thanos. Player 230. Still glued to your side like a damn leech. Youāve shooed him off four times. He doesnāt care.
ā Come onā¦ā He says, voice dipped in artificial charm.
ā All Iām asking is a shot. One chance. I could treat you like a queen, babe. You deserve that. Not this hell."
You scowl, sidestepping as he leans in.
ā No thanks.ā You mutter, but it bounces right off his smug smile.
ā Let me be real with you.ā He purrs, lowering his voice and leaning a little too close for comfort.
ā We can meet in the bathroom later. Iāll show you the real me.ā
You stiffen immediately. He steps back just a bit, wiggling his eyebrows, clearly proud of his disgusting innuendo. You open your mouth to snap at him, but you donāt get the chance.
A throat clears behind you.
Low. Cold. Dangerous.
You turnāand relief crashes over you.
Young-il and Gi-hun.
They donāt say anything. They donāt have to. The tension rolling off them is palpable. Young-ilās jaw is already tight, and Gi-hunās stare is like ice under fire.
Without a word, Young-il steps forward and grabs your wristānot rough, but firm. Protective. He drags you behind him and plants himself between you and Thanos.
Thanos scoffs, clearly unbothered.
ā Yo, whatās your problem?ā He sneers.
ā You her dad or something?ā
Young-il doesnāt answer. Doesnāt blink. Just stares at him like heās already dead. That makes Thanos grin wider, sensing an opening.
ā Ohhhā¦ā Thanos hums mockingly, bowing with sarcasm.
ā My bad. Didnāt mean to flirt with your daughter. Real sorry about that.ā
ā Shut up.ā Young-il growls, voice low and sharp.
But Thanos keeps going, now walking up and towering over him.
ā What, gonna give me a lecture now? Save it for your daughter or your grandkids. Iām not some punk you canāā
SNAP.
Young-ilās hand flies to Thanosā throat. The smack of the grab and the gasp of pain echo together. Thanos chokes, stumbling backward, hands flying up as Young-ilās grip tightens.
You flinch as Player 124āThanosā buddyācomes charging in to help, but itās over before it starts.
Young-il steps out, plants a swift, brutal kick to 124ās leg. The guy collapses with a loud yelp, hitting the floor hard and curling around his knee.
Young-il shoves him back, sending him staggering into a bunk post. His eyes blaze.
ā Stay the fuck away from her.ā He says coldly.
Thanos nods rapidly, backing off with trembling hands. No more smirks. No more jokes. Just fear. He grabs 124 and helps him limp away without another word.
Once theyāre gone, the air shifts again.
Gi-hun immediately turns to you, his voice soft but tense. ā Did he say anything to you? Something serious?ā
Your heart is still racing. You remember the bathroom comment. The filth in his voice. But...if you tell them, things might spiral again. You glance at the bloodied nose of 124, the red mark on Thanosā throat.
You shake your head. ā No. Just some dumb pickup lines.ā
Gi-hunās jaw clenches. He doesnāt fully believe you, but he nods anyway. He gently pulls you into a protective stance beside him.
Then Young-il turns to you, his sharp eyes suddenly soft as they meet yours. ā Did that bastard hurt you?ā
You shake your head again.
A faint smile tugs at his lipsābrief, almost unnoticeable. Then he turns and walks away without another word, his broad shoulders tense but slowly easing.
Gi-hun stays beside you a moment longer, his eyes scanning the room. And just like that, you knowāno matter how dark this place gets, youāre not alone.
...
The bunk room has softened for a momentālaughter echoing off the cold walls like a rare song. You're sitting cross-legged on one of the lower bunks, surrounded by a few other players.
For once, youāre smiling, even laughing, as you chew on the stale bread, pretendingājust for a secondāthat youāre not trapped in a nightmare.
Across the room, two sets of eyes are locked on you.
Watching. Smoldering.
Gi-hun sits at the edge of his bed, but his food remains untouched. His gaze isnāt just protective nowāitās possessive. Heās watching the way your lips curve when you laugh, the way you lean into the others comfortably. And then he sees it again.
Young-il.
The man is leaning back, arms folded across his chest, head tilted lazily, but his eyes never leave you. Not even once. That same intensityāsince the second game. Since the moment he joined Gi-hunās team during the Six-Legged Pentathlon.
Gi-hunās jaw tightens. Something boils in his gut.
Enough.
He stands abruptly, strides across the room, and towers over Young-il without a warning.
ā Whatās your fucking game?ā Gi-hun growls, low but furious.
ā Youāve been eyeing her since the second game. You think I didnāt notice?ā
Young-il doesnāt even flinch. A small chuckle escapes him as he looks up at Gi-hun, amused.
ā No game. Just want the same thing you want.ā He replies smoothly.
Gi-hun grabs a fistful of Young-ilās collar, pulling him up with fire in his eyes. ā Stay the fuck away from her.ā
Young-ilās smile fades. He grips Gi-hunās collar in return, eyes flashing.
ā Who the fuck are you to order me around? I donāt follow rules. Especially not from another player trying to get in her head.ā
With a violent shove, he breaks the grip and pushes Gi-hun back a step.
The air crackles between them. Then, without hesitation, Young-il says it outrightāvoice raw, honest, and filled with heat.
ā I want her. Just admit it, you do too.ā
Gi-hun snaps. ā I donātā! Iām just trying to protect her!ā He lies.
Young-il throws his head back and laughs.
ā Bullshit.ā He spits.
ā I see the way you look at her. You hide behind your fucking āprotectionā like it makes you noble. But I see through it. I see that lust you try to bury under your nice guy act.ā
Gi-hunās fists clench at his sides. His whole body shakes with rage, the need to strike boiling in his veins. But he doesnāt. He canāt.
Not yet.
Young-il smirks, feeding off the storm in front of him. He steps closer, invading Gi-hunās space. He places a hand on Gi-hunās shoulderāmocking, calm.
ā You donāt want to share her. Neither do I.ā
ā But if I had toā¦if I had to do it with someone whoās just as fucked in the head as I am?ā
He leans in, eyes cold. ā Iād share her with you.ā
Young-ilās smirk deepens. ā So are you. Youāre just better at lying about it.ā
Silence lingers, thick and dangerous. Neither man backs down. From across the room, you laugh again at something another player says. And both of themā¦fall silentāhaunted by the same thought.
That in this place of blood and games, you are the only thing still worth fighting for. Even if it means losing what little sanity they have left.
The tension between the two men still simmers like a ticking bomb. The noise of the room fadesāthe laughter, the clinking of trays, the distant announcementsāall of it drowns beneath the low voice that now speaks with dangerous calm.
Young-il steps around Gi-hun like a wolf circling its prey, voice slow, sharp, calculated.
ā You think standing back and playing the good guy will be enough?ā
ā You think just watching her smile from a distance is gonna make her yours?ā
Gi-hun doesnāt answer. His fists are still clenched. Jaw tight.
Young-il stops beside him, voice dipping into something darker, something that drips with warning and truth.
ā You wait too long, someone else will move first.ā
He nods his chin toward the far cornerātoward the purple-haired bastard whoās still licking his wounded pride. Thanos sits at the edge of a bunk, watching you like a predator still waiting for an opening.
ā You want him to be the one who gets her?ā Young-il asks, voice low and deliberate.
ā You want him to put his hands on her? Whisper his bullshit into her ear while she laughs at his dumb lines?"
Young-il steps in closer. ā Heās watching her too. Just like us. And the next time he tries, maybe you wonāt be there to stop it. Maybe I wonāt be either. Maybe sheāll be alone.ā
A pause.
Then he leans in.
ā Do you want that?ā He hisses.
ā Do you want Thanos to snatch her away? You really gonna stand there and let that happen?ā
Gi-hunās breathing is heavy now. He turns his head slightly, watching you laugh againāso unaware of the hellstorm brewing in the shadows because of you.
He hates this.
He hates himself for even listening. But even more, he hates the image forming in his mind: you, cornered by Thanos again, no one there, his hands on you, that voice in your ear...
ā No.ā Gi-hun mutters, almost growling.
Young-il smirks. The first crack.
ā Thatās right.ā He says softly. ā We donāt want that.ā
A beat passes. The silence is suffocating.
ā So stop pretending youāre better than me, Gi-hun.ā
ā We both want the same thing.ā
ā And if we both move...no one else stands a chance.ā
He steps back now, just enough to give spaceābut his words still echo between them.
ā Choose.ā
Gi-hun doesnāt answer yet.
But his silence?
Itās not resistance.
Itās the beginning of something far more dangerous.
The heavy silence between them is suffocating, charged with heat and unspoken temptation. But Gi-hun stays where he stands, his chest rising and falling with slow, measured breaths.
His eyesāburning but steadyārefuse to drift back toward you now. Not while Young-ilās shadow lingers beside him.
Gi-hun shakes his head slowly, his voice low and cracked with frustration. ā Iām not like you.ā
ā Iām not doing this to own her, or claim her as some prize. I care about her.ā
ā This is about protection. Itās about...connection. Something real.ā His voice tightens as he continues, raw and sincere.
ā I want to keep her safe, not cage her. And if that means standing at a distance...Iāll do it. Because I still respect her.ā
Young-il lets out a deep, low chuckleāa sound laced with both amusement and disbelief. He shakes his head, not even looking back at Gi-hun at first.
ā Keep saying that.ā He mutters.
ā Keep telling yourself youāre different. Keep pretending that what you feel for her is so pure, so noble.ā
He finally turns his head slightly, casting a side glance at Gi-hun with an unreadable look.
ā But one day, Gi-hun...youāll realize that itās not just protection. Not just care.ā
ā Youāll wake up and feel it burning through your veins. That ache. That fucking need.ā
Young-il turns fully now, slowly backing away with calm confidence. ā And when that day comes...ā
ā Youāll remember this moment.ā
He gives a faint, mocking smile. It doesnāt reach his eyes. ā The offerās still open."
ā Take your time.ā
And with that, he turns his back and walks awayāleaving Gi-hun alone in his storm of thoughts, torn between conviction and the growing shadow of his own desire.
...
The noise of the day has dulled. Players are settling down, curling into thin blankets or leaning against bunk frames with weary eyes. Tension still lingers in the corners of the room like smoke that wonāt clear, but for a moment, thereās peace.
You return to your bunk, body sore, but soul strangely light from earlier laughter. You spot Gi-hun, sitting alone on the edge of his bed, elbows on his knees, fingers loosely laced together. His expression is far awayālost in a place you canāt quite reach.
You approach him softly, carefully, your voice gentle like a feather. ā Hey...you alright?ā
Gi-hun blinks out of his thoughts, startled only slightly. His gaze lifts to meet yours. For a second, that distant cloud in his eyes fades.
You sit beside him quietly, keeping a respectful distance, then smile and start talkingājust to ease the air.
ā I was talking to Dae-ho and Jun-bae earlier.ā You chuckle.
ā God, those two are ridiculous. Jun-baeās joke about the guardās milk obsession? I nearly choked on my bread.ā
Gi-hun smiles faintly, the corners of his mouth lifting.
ā Itās good...ā He says softly.
ā That youāre getting along with them. I thought you were the type who kept to herself.ā
You laugh under your breath and shrug. ā Youāre not wrong. I donāt usually talk much...especially not to strangers.ā
You glance at him and soften your voice.
ā But sometimes...you just feel it, yāknow? That someoneās safe. That someoneās good. Like you. Like them.ā Your words are gentle, honest.
ā This place is meant to strip everything from us. But we canāt let loneliness consume us...not until we forget what it means to be human.ā
Gi-hun turns to you, truly turns. And this time, his smile reaches his eyes.
ā Youāre not like the others.ā He murmurs.
ā Youāre...full of life. Like you donāt belong in a place like this. Youāre the definition of sunshine.ā
You snort and nudge his shoulder. ā Sunshine? Youāve been breathing too much stale air.ā
He chuckles, softer this time. But it feels warmerāreal. Then your eyes scan the room, wandering slightly. Gi-hun notices the shift. Instantly.
ā Whereās Young-il?ā You ask, curiosity on your face.
ā Heās not with you for once. I thought you two were glued at the hip.ā
You raise an eyebrow playfully. ā Honestly, I was starting to think thereās a forbidden BL drama going on behind my back.ā You laugh, teasing.
Gi-hun laughs tooābut itās tighter now. A little strained. His smile doesn't reach his eyes anymore. Because at the mention of that name, the warmth inside him evaporates.
The memory flashes in his mindāYoung-ilās offer. That sick idea of sharing you. That slow, smug whisper of a temptation that clawed at him earlier.
Gi-hunās gut twists. His hand curls slightly at his knee.
He doesnāt want to share with you.
He canāt.
Youāre not something to be passed around or bargained over like a piece of candy in this twisted game.
He wants you for himself.
Not just out of desire. Not just lust.
But because being near you makes him feel human again.
And yet...his heart pulses with a dark truth he hates to admit:
Part of him did listen to Young-il.
Part of him...understood.
Your voice brings him back.
ā Hey.ā You say softly, noticing his change in expression.
ā You alright?ā
Gi-hun looks at you. And smiles. A smile that hides a thousand storms. ā Yeah. Just...thinking.ā
But deep inside, he already knowsā
Heās fighting a war with himself.
And you're the flame at the center of it all.
The bunkroom is dim nowāmost of the lights already flickering into their nightly dullness. Soft murmurs echo here and there, the low hum of restless bodies trying to forget theyāre still inside a death game.
Youāre still sitting beside Gi-hun, your legs swinging gently off the edge of the bunk as you talk. He hasnāt moved, not once. Not while you're speaking. He just listensāevery word sinking into him like light through cracked glass.
He doesnāt look at anyone else the way he looks at you.
ā You knowā¦ā You say, voice quieter now, a soft vulnerability creeping in.
ā Iāve never had a boyfriend.ā
You chuckle awkwardly, like youāre trying to cover honesty with humor. ā Not even a textmate. Zero. Zilch. I mean, Iāve seen love in moviesāthose sweet moments, the way they look at each other like theyāre each otherās whole world...itās beautiful.ā
Gi-hun turns his head slightly to you, his expression unreadable but tender.
ā But maybe itās stupid.ā You continue, shaking your head.
ā Maybe itās all justā¦fantasy. Love like that probably doesnāt exist in real life.ā
He wants to say youāre wrong.
He wants to tell you that love does exist like thatāthat you, sitting right here, prove it can. That he feels something burning in his chest every time you speak, every time you smile without even knowing the effect you have.
But he stays silent. Because if he speaks now, heās not sure heāll stop.
You let out a sigh and glance down at your hands.
ā Anywayā¦doesnāt matter now. Weāre trapped in this hellhole. No one falls in love here. They just try to survive.ā You pause, then snort.
ā Except Thanos. That guyās high on whatever fantasy world he made up in his head.ā You roll your eyes, irritation blooming back across your face.
ā Heās fucking creepy. Always around. Always saying weird shit like heās starring in a twisted love song. And the way he looked at meā¦like I was something to own. It made my skin crawl.ā
Gi-hunās hands slowly tighten into fists in his lap.
You donāt noticeāyour voice keeps going, filled with the pent-up frustration youāve been holding in.
ā I told him no. Over and over. And he just laughs like itās part of the game. Like Iām just being coy and playing hard to get. Iāve never felt so...disgusted.ā
Gi-hunās voice is low when he finally speaks. ā He wonāt bother you again.ā
You look at him, surprised. His eyes are darker nowānot angry at you, but because of what youāre feeling. You see it nowāthe quiet storm in him.
The protectiveness thatās been burning beneath the surface since the very beginning.
ā If he tries, Iāll make sure he regrets it.ā He says softly, but firmly.
You smile, touched by his words. Something in your heart aches with quiet warmth. ā Thank you, Gi-hun. Really.ā
He nods. But deep inside, he doesnāt just want to protect you.
He wants to be the one who makes you feel all the things you dream aboutāthe connection, the trust, the kind of love that even movies canāt capture.
The kind of love that lasts.
And maybe, just maybe, heās already falling.
Too deep to ever crawl back.
The air inside the bunkroom is still thick, but warmer nowālaughter and quiet chatter making it feel a little less like a prison, and a little more like a moment of stolen peace.
Youāre still sitting with Gi-hun, your voice soft, calm, recounting something funny Dae-ho said, when a familiar figure walks up.
Young-il.
He wears that smileāthe one thatās just charming enough to fool anyone who doesnāt know better. But Gi-hun does. And the second he sees it, his chest tightens and his eyes narrow.
You turn with your usual warmth, your smile offered easily.
ā Hey, Young-il!ā You greet, just like you did with Gi-hun.
Gi-hun watchesāfrowningāas Young-il takes the open space on your other side. Not just sittingā¦but leaning. Subtle, smooth, calculated. His knee nearly touches yours. His shoulder brushes too close.
Gi-hun's eyes flick to the side, and he catches itāYoung-il smirking directly at him. A silent, smug message: Sheās not just listening to you, Gi-hun.
Gi-hun clenches his fist, jaw tightening. But he wonāt look weak. He shifts slightly. Not muchābut just enough for his shoulder to press gently against yours. Protective. Possessive.
Now, youāre sandwiched between two men who barely tolerate each otherāboth obsessed, both spiralingābut you donāt even notice. Youāre too caught up in your story, laughing softly, your voice still lighting the dull air.
But the two men?
They're waging war in silence.
Young-il leans in a bit, the smirk never leaving his face, and says casually. ā Didnāt know Gi-hun had friends. Must be new at that, huh?ā
You snort, laughing, unaware of the venom hiding beneath the joke. ā Thatās not true! Gi-hunās easy to get along with.ā
Gi-hunās smile is tight, eyes fixed on Young-il. ā At least I donāt pretend to be nice before stabbing someone in the back.ā
Young-il chuckles, gaze cool.
ā Only if they deserve it.ā He winks. ā Youād be surprised how many people do.ā
You blink, your smile faltering. ā Okayā¦whatās with the sudden spice between you two?ā
You glance between them, sensing a shift in the air for the first time. Both men immediately straighten, wearing false innocence like a mask.
ā Itās nothing.ā Gi-hun says quickly.
ā Just teasing.ā Young-il adds smoothly.
ā Thatās how brothers bond, right?ā
You eye them both suspiciously, your brow furrowed.
ā Weird way of bonding.ā
Gi-hun forces a smile for your sake, but inside, he's burning. He knows what Young-il is doing. The subtle digs.
The invasion of space.
The fucking challenge.
And worse?
Youāre caught right in the middle.
But this isnāt over. Not for either of them. Not by a long shot.
The tension between the two men simmers just beneath the surface, but youāstill blissfully unawareācontinue chatting, trying to keep the mood light.
Until Young-il tilts his head, eyes twinkling with amusement and mischief.
ā Heyā¦ā He says casually, watching you closely.
ā Just curiousā¦would you ever be willing to get shared?ā
You pause mid-sentence, eyebrows furrowing slightly.
ā Shared?ā You echo, clearly confused. ā What do you mean?ā
Gi-hun freezes beside you, his breath catching in his throat. He doesnāt speak, doesnāt moveāhe just watches carefully, as if your next words will decide the fate of everything.
Young-il grins, leaning back slightly to play off the weight of his words. His tone is teasing but controlled.
ā You know, like when two peopleā¦want the same thing.ā
ā And instead of fighting over it, they decide toā¦share it. Like, for teamwork.ā
You blink for a moment, processing it.
ā Oh! You mean like group work?ā You say, eyes lighting up as you finally make sense of itāthough not in the way he meant.
ā Of course! Iām all about teamwork. If Iām part of a group, I promise Iāll pull my weight. Iāll be a good team member if someone wants to share with me.ā
You offer a bright, sincere smile, totally missing the implications behind the question.
Young-il turns away, pressing his lips together to stifle a laugh. His eyes water slightly from holding it in. Your pure answer hits harder than any flirtation ever could.
ā Godā¦ā He mutters under his breath, a half-smirk tugging at the corner of his lips.
ā You really are something else.ā
Gi-hun, still stone-still beside you, glances away to hide the twitch at the corner of his mouth.
He's quiet, but deep inside?
Something stirs.
Something dark.
Something hungry.
Your innocent words. The way you agreed without even knowing what they were askingāsatisfied him. Not because you understood. But because a part of him, the part he doesnāt speak about, wants to take advantage of that softness. That trust.
His body shifts slightly, knees brushing against yours. He pretends itās nothing.
But thereās heat now.
Burning just under the skin.
He doesnāt speak.
He doesn't have to.
Because now he knows:
If things continue this wayā¦
He might not say no the next time Young-il makes that offer.
You continue chatting, unaware of the quiet electricity pulsing between the two men beside you. The air grows heavier, thicker, as you keep speaking with that same kind-hearted toneācompletely oblivious to the storm you've stirred between them.
Young-il watches you with narrowed eyes, lips still twitching with amusement from your innocent answer. He rests an arm casually along the back edge of the bunk behind you, letting his fingers dangle just a few inches from your shoulder.
ā You really mean it, huh?ā He says, voice softer now, almost testing.
ā Even ifā¦the people youāre working with are a little messed up? Still willing to be on their team?ā
You nod without hesitation. ā Of course. Everyoneās got their flaws. Doesnāt mean Iāll abandon them. I just want to help.ā
That answer.
It hits both of them.
Gi-hun exhales slowly through his nose, trying to control the sudden, possessive warmth curling in his chest. He looks down at your hands as you talk, at the way your fingers move, the small gestures, the gentleness in your voice.
You donāt know what youāre saying.
You donāt realize what youāre agreeing to.
But it awakens something in him again. That same fire. The one heās been trying to smother ever since Young-il put that offer on the table.
He should be ashamed.
But heās not.
Young-il, meanwhile, leans in just slightly, his voice a little lower nowāteasing, but edged with sincerity.
ā You might want to be careful saying things like that.ā
ā Someone might take your words the wrong way.ā
You turn to him, brows pinched. ā Huh, what do you mean?ā
Before he can respond, Gi-hun speaks, his voice calm but laced with something darker. ā He means people like him.ā
Young-il grins and throws Gi-hun a slow glance.
ā I donāt deny it.ā He shrugs. ā But Iām not the only one.ā
Gi-hun meets his eyes. And this time, he doesnāt deny it either. The silence that follows is thick. Tense. It hums between them like an unspoken pact that neither of them wants to acknowledge, but both of them feelādeeply.
You finally notice itāthe subtle shift in the air. The tension. The way their eyes no longer hold the same light as a few minutes ago.
ā Okayā¦whatās going on?ā You ask slowly, looking between them. ā Did I say something wrong?ā
Gi-hun forces a soft smile and shakes his head. ā No. You didnāt.ā
Young-il mirrors the expression, though his smile lingers longer, more satisfied. ā Not at all.ā
You nod uncertainty and start to rise to stretch. As you turn, neither of the men speak. But behind your back, their gazes lock againāthis time not with hatredā¦but with something else.
An understanding.
They both want you.
And you're too good, too kind, too unaware of the world theyāre dragging you into. But if you keep smiling like thatākeep trusting them like thisā
You might never see just how far theyāre willing to go.
Or how deep youāve already pulled them in.
The tension that had been crackling like static between the two men starts to dissolveāat least on the surfaceāwhen you suddenly lean back and grin, your eyes dancing with mischief.
ā You two are so weird sometimes.ā You tease, arms crossed as you lean into your performance.
ā The way you stare at each other, fight, banterā¦Iām starting to think thereās something more going on.ā
They both blink.
You smirk dramatically, raising a brow. ā I mean, itās already 2024, you guys.ā
ā Pride Month may be over, but I still see rainbows every time you two are in the same room.ā
You clasp your hands together as if watching a romance bloom. ā Forbidden loveā¦rivals to loversā¦poetic!ā
Young-il snorts, but his grin doesnāt hide his sharp stare. He leans a little closer to you, resting his elbow on his knee.
ā If I liked someone like Gi-hun, Iād probably request to be eliminated voluntarily.ā
You burst out laughing. ā God! Thatās cold!ā
Gi-hun rolls his eyes, but the edge in them doesnāt disappear.
ā Iād rather throw myself out of concrete than fall for that bastard.ā
Your laughter comes louder now, real and unfiltered, your shoulders shaking as you hold your stomach.
ā You two are too much.ā You manage between breaths.
ā Youāre better than the shows I watched before coming here.ā
They smile with you.
They laugh with you.
But beneath the surface?
Nothing is funny.
Because the truth is, neither of them is joking.
Young-il's smirk fades the moment you look away, his eyes following the curve of your neck, your mouth, your hands as you wipe away tears of laughter. Every movement feeds the hunger thatās clawing at his restraint.
He wants you.
Not tomorrow.
Not after the next game.
Now.
Gi-hun, though quieter, is no better. Your laughāit does something to him. It ignites a heat in his chest that wonāt go away. Youāre so close and yet feel so untouchableā¦unless he takes a step he swore he wouldnāt.
Unless he breaks the line heās drawn for himself.
And the worst part?
You have no idea.
You think theyāre joking.
You think this is all playful teasing, a harmless rivalry.
But behind every joke is a truth neither of them can keep buried much longer.
Because of the obsession?
Itās real.
And itās growing.
If this keeps goingā
If you keep trusting themā
If you keep smiling like thatā¦
It wonāt be long before the line they both swore not to crossā
Is completely erased.
ā¦
The dormitory was quiet. Most players were already asleep or faking rest to conserve energy. You were sitting in the far corner, arms curled around your knees, watching shadows move across the ceiling.
Gi-hun sat on the edge of his cot, staring at you. You didnāt see him watchingābut he couldnāt stop. Then, soft footsteps approached.
Young-il sat beside him like nothing ever happened.
ā You didnāt sleep.ā He said casually.
Gi-hun didnāt respond.
Young-il leaned back, arms behind his head. ā Youāre thinking about it. I can see it in your face.ā
Gi-hun glared at him. ā You think this is a game?ā
ā This whole fucking place is a game.ā Young-ilās smile was bitter. ā Iām just trying to play smart.ā
Gi-hun shook his head. ā And what? You think dragging her into your twisted logic is smart?ā
Young-il turned his head toward Gi-hun, eyes cold but calm. ā Iām offering something real. You think sheāll survive out there alone? Or even with you protecting her? Theyāll tear her apart.ā
Gi-hun stayed quiet, jaw tight.
ā But are we together?ā Young-il continued.Ā
ā Sheād be untouchable. No one here would dare hurt her if they knew she was ours.ā
Gi-hun stared at the floor again. He hated how the logic made sense. He hated how Young-il knew exactly how to bend the truth into something seductive.
ā Iām not like you.ā Gi-hun murmured.
ā You keep telling yourself that.ā Young-il said.Ā
ā But youāre already standing at the edge. All Iām doing is offering you a hand.ā
Gi-hun didnāt take it.Ā
But he didnāt walk away either.
And Young-il just smiled in the silence.
Because that was enoughāfor now.
The silence was unbearable. Gi-hun lay on his back, staring at the ceiling of the dormitory, unmoving, eyes wide open as the bodies around him slept in broken, shallow breaths. Every creak of a bed frame, every soft whisper of shifting blanketsānone of it reached him.
Only one voice did.
Young-il.
The things he said.
The truth in them.
And the sick, undeniable part of Gi-hun that couldnāt argue anymore.
Because he tried.
He tried to stay above it.
To protect you the ārightā way.
To pretend this desire could be smothered by guilt or duty or some imaginary line between wrong and worse.
But tonight shatters that illusion.
And something in him snapped.
Quietly, Gi-hun sat up. His eyes scanned the room until they landed on one manāawake already, waiting for him in the shadows like he knew this moment would come.
Young-il. Their eyes met. No words. Just knowing.
Gi-hun stood and walked to him in silence, his steps heavy, as if each one dragged chains behind it. He stopped in front of Young-il, who sat casually on the lower bunk, one leg resting over the other, arms crossed, a smug gleam already in his eyes.
Gi-hun didnāt sit. Didnāt speak right away. He just stared down at him. Until the words cameālow, bitter, broken.
ā You win.ā
Young-il tilted his head, a cruel smile curling on his lips. ā Took you long enough.ā
Gi-hun didnāt smile. ā This isnāt about you.ā
Young-il stood, closing the space between them, lowering his voice. ā No. Itās about her. And we both knowāif you canāt have her aloneā¦youād rather have her with me than not at all.ā
Gi-hun flinched slightly at how true it was.
Young-il leaned in, breath close, voice dark and sure. ā Weāll protect her. Keep her safe. Let her feel wantedā¦needed. She wonāt even know whatās happening until itās too late to fight it.ā
Gi-hun looked away. ā If you hurt herāā
ā I wonāt.ā Young-il said immediately.Ā
ā Because I want her too. Not like those other animals in this place. I want her.ā He paused, eyes gleaming.Ā
ā Like you do.ā
Gi-hunās fists clenched. ā She deserves better than this.ā
Young-ilās tone softenedāmanipulative, coaxing. ā Then give it to her. Together. Make her ours. Sheāll never be alone again. She wonāt have to worry about the others, or this place. All sheāll have to think aboutā¦is us.ā
Gi-hun was silent for a long moment. Then, finallyā¦he nodded.
It wasn't a triumph on Young-ilās face.
It was something darker.
Something possessive.
Something final.
The pact was sealed.
And neither of them knew just how far they were willing to go to make you theirs.
ā¦
The 30-minute lights out had just begun. You were crammed tightly under the bunk, knees to your chest, heart hammering as Gi-hun had warned.Ā
ā No matter what happens, donāt come out. Donāt make a sound.ā He had said, voice stern but laced with fear. Outside your makeshift hiding spot, hell had already broken loose.
Screams echoedāraw, panicked, violent. Bodies thudded onto cold concrete, metal bunk beds clattered, some toppling, others being used as weapons. You pressed your hand over your mouth, trying not to breathe too loudly, trying not to move.
Then you saw it.
A pair of bloodied shoes stopped right in front of you.
You held your breath. Maybe heād keep walking.
But no.
A head ducked down.
A twisted smile curled up beneath dark, frenzied eyes.Ā
" Boo!" He whispered before a hand grabbed your ankle and yanked you out.Ā
You screamed, scrambling and flailing, trying to hold onto anythingābut there was nothing.
Player 124.
He was covered in bloodāsome his, most not. He wiped his cheek with the back of his hand, then raised something glinting. A fork.
ā Pretty little thing.ā He sneered, waving the fork in front of your face like a toy. ā Scared now?ā
He jabbed it playfully at your side. You flinched, sobbing. ā Pleaseādonātāplease donāt kill meāā
" Beg louder!" He screamed. His face twisted into something feral. ā Beg like you mean it!ā
You tried, tears falling. But it only amused him.
ā Fucking slut!ā He spat.
ā Thanos wanted you. All he wanted was a piece of you, but nooo, youād rather cozy up with the two old freaks who keep sniffing after you like dogs. You think they care about you? Theyāre going to ruin you. Fuck you so hard you forget your name. Thatās all they want.ā
He cackled. ā You think you're special? You're just meat.ā
" I'm sorry." He whispered mockingly, voice dipped in false sweetnessāthen lunged.
The fork came downāfast.
But rage flared in your chest. With a scream, you slammed your fist into his face. He reeled, staggered, blood spurting from his nose. He groaned and lunged again, eyes unhinged.
ā YOU SHOULD DIE!ā He roared, pressing the fork toward you again, arms shaking with fury.
You hit him againānothing.
He was a fucking monster.
Untilā
SMASH!
A bottle shattered across his head.
His body dropped instantly like a puppet with its strings cut. You gasped and saw herāa female player, wide-eyed, breathing heavily. She didnāt speak. She just ran.
You scrambled to your feet, trembling, staring at Player 124ās unconsciousāmaybe deadābody before bolting into the chaos.
Flickering lights made the room feel like a nightmare. Bodies everywhere. Screams. Blood. Madness.
ā Gi-hun?! Young-il?!ā You called, voice cracking.
Thenāgrab!
A hand yanked you from behind and shoved you against the wall. You coughed from the force, head spinning.
Two figures. Familiar ones.
Gi-hun. His expression was dark, jaw clenched.
Young-il. Bloody knuckles. Eyes black with furyābut locked on you like you were the only thing that mattered.
ā Got you.ā Gi-hun said, voice tremblingānot from fear, but relief.
ā Youāre ours now.ā Young-il murmured.
Before you could answer, they dragged you into the bathroom, away from the chaos.
Far from the bloodshed. But not from what came next. Because in that moment, under the broken lights and the stench of blood, it was clearāthis night wasnāt just about survival.
It was about possession.
Your back pressed against the cold bathroom tiles, chest rising and falling rapidly. Your clothes were stained with someone elseās blood, your face streaked with dried tears, your body trembling from the close call with death.
And yetā¦
It wasnāt over.
Not even close.
You frowned, confused, heart still racing. ā Whatā¦what do you mean āIām yoursā? What is this?ā You asked, voice hoarse.
ā Is thisāsome kind of joke?ā
You looked between them, hoping one of themāGi-hun, usually the gentle one, would chuckle and say of course, itās a joke, you're safe now. Or Young-il, cold and sharp-edged, would scoff and brush it off like he always did.
But neither laughed.
Neither blinked.
Their eyes burned into you. Two predators. Two men who had kept their obsession hiddenāuntil now. The flickering light above cast harsh shadows on their faces. Gi-hunās hands were still shaking, not from fearābut restraint. His gaze traced your face, your lips, your neckline.
ā I thought weād have more time.ā Gi-hun whispered.
ā To ease you into it. To show you. But after what just happenedāafter he almost took you from usā¦ā His voice broke, eyes narrowing.
ā No more waiting.ā
You took a step back, lips parting. ā Youāre not making senseā¦ā
Young-il stepped forward, voice low and tight. ā Weāve protected you. Watch you. Slept next to you. Killed for you. And you still donāt see it?ā His tone twisted with something darker, something possessive.
ā You belong to us. No one else gets to touch you.ā
ā I never asked for thatāā You started, trying to keep your voice steady.
ā But you didnāt stop us either.ā Gi-hun said, stepping closer.
ā You let us in. You let us close. Every time you smiled at meā¦every time you touched my handā¦ā
ā You were choosing.ā Young-il added, dangerously close now. ā And now the game's over. No more pretending.ā
Their eyes were devouring you.
Hungry.
Unapologetic.
Outside, chaos continued. Screams. Clashing metal. Someone begging for mercy.
But in here?
The real madness had just begun.
And this time, it wasn't about surviving the game.
It was about surviving them.
You stared at themāeyes wide, breath caught in your throatāas the reality of their words sank in.
ā I didnāt choose anyone.ā You whispered, shaking your head slowly. ā I neverāā
Gi-hun cupped your face with both hands, his touch surprisingly gentle. But there was fire beneath his skin, barely held in check.
ā You didnāt have to say it. We felt it. Every look. Every time you ran to us when you were scared. When you hid under that bunk tonight, it was because you trusted me.ā
Young-ilās hand slammed against the tiled wall beside your head, making you flinch. His face was so close you could feel the heat of his breath.
ā You donāt even realize what youāve done to us, do you?ā He growled.
ā Do you know how hard it is to share you, to watch you sleep between us and not take what we both fucking want?ā
ā You keep acting like this is something pure.ā He continued, voice lowering into something husky and dangerous.
ā But itās not. Itās twisted. And now itās too late to run from it.ā
You tried to move, to step away, but Gi-hun's grip didnāt loosen. He wasnāt hurting youābut he wasnāt letting go, either.
ā I almost lost you tonight.ā He said, voice cracking.
ā When I saw him holding you like thatā¦when I saw that forkā¦I wanted to kill every single person out there.ā
ā And I still might.ā Young-il said with a chilling smile.
Their eyes met over your shoulderāsome unspoken understanding passing between themāand then both their gazes locked back onto you.
You felt cornered.
Not just physically, but emotionally, spirituallyāowned, exactly like they said.
Gi-hun leaned in, forehead pressing against yours. ā Weāll keep you safe.ā He whispered.
ā But in returnā¦ā
ā Youāre ours.ā Young-il finished, brushing his fingers across your cheek, leaving a smear of dried blood behind.
ā Every part of you.ā
Then the door rattled violentlyāsomeone trying to get in. Another scream echoed outside. A brutal thud followed by silence. But the two men didnāt flinch. They didnāt even look away from you. It was as if the entire world had narrowed down to this small, bloodstained bathroomā¦and you.
There was no more pretending. No more games. Just the truth between youāand two men who were finally done holding back.
And you were trapped between them.
The air inside the bathroom grew heavierāhotter.
Gi-hunās hands were still on your face, thumbs brushing your cheeks. Young-il stood just behind you, his presence burning into your back like a brand. You could feel both of themātoo close, too muchāand the silence stretched unbearably long.
Your lips parted.
ā Iā¦ā You breathed, voice trembling.
ā I think Iām just being silly. I meanā¦maybe Iāve lost my mind here. Maybe it's the fear or the adrenaline orāā
ā Spit it out.ā Young-il muttered, voice husky.
You swallowed hard. Then, with your cheeks burning, eyes barely able to meet theirs, you whispered
ā I like both of you.ā
Gi-hun inhaled sharply. Young-il stilled.
You stammered, voice cracking with shame. ā I didnāt plan to. I swear. I justāI didnāt think Iād fall this hard. For either of you. Let alone both.ā
Silence.
Until you saw it in their eyes.
That look.
Dark. Ravenous. Possessive.
You hadnāt poured water on the fireāyou poured gasoline.
Gi-hunās lips curved into something feral, soft dominance simmering in his gaze. ā Youā¦donāt even realize what you just did to us.ā
Young-ilās hand slid from your cheek to your throatānot tight, not threatening, just claiming.
His voice was a low growl against your ear. ā You think admitting that makes this easier? You just made it worse.ā
Your breath hitched as Gi-hun leaned forward, nose brushing yours. ā We were already barely holding back.ā
Young-ilās hand at your neck tilted your head slightly toward him. ā Now weāre not going to.ā
Your knees weakened.
Gi-hun kissed your cheekāsoft at first, then lower, brushing your jawline with trembling restraint. ā You shouldnāt have said thatā¦ā
ā But weāre so fucking glad you did.ā Young-il finished, dragging his fingers down your arm, slow and deliberate, until they laced with yours and pinned your hand gently to the cold tile behind you.
Gi-hunās forehead pressed against yours again, but this time his lips hovered just above your own.
ā Tell us to stop.ā He whispered, voice thick with hunger.
ā Or weāll ruin you.ā
But you didnāt.
You couldnāt.
Not when the heat between the three of you had already reached the point of no return. And in the midst of chaos outsideābloodshed, madness, screamsāinside this small bathroom, something else entirely was about to be claimed.
You.
Their hands were on you nowāexploring, claiming, trembling with heat and hunger. The air was thick, every breath laced with tension and unspoken promises.
You were pressed against the cold tile, sandwiched between two men who were no longer hiding their obsessionāonly feeding it.
Gi-hun kissed down your neck, slow, reverent. His hands cupped your waist like you might shatter if he held you too tightly.
ā Youāre so soft.ā He murmured between kisses, voice breathy, almost a whimper.
ā So perfect. Iāve dreamed about thisā¦every night. You have no idea what you do to me.ā
You gasped as Young-ilās hand slid up your thigh, firmer, possessive. He chuckled darkly when he felt your legs tremble.
ā You're shaking.ā He whispered against your ear, his voice rough and low.
ā Good. You should be.ā
Gi-hun whined softly against your skin, his lips brushing your collarbone. ā You donāt know how long Iāve waited for you to say itā¦that you want us too.ā He kissed your jaw, eyes glassy with need.
ā You're mine. Our sweet little thingā¦ā
Young-il tugged your head back gently by your hair, forcing you to meet his intense gaze. ā You have no idea what youāve done to usā He said, his tone dark and commanding.
ā Iāve been holding back. Watching you sleep. Fighting every damn instinct to take you right then and there.ā
Your voice shook as you finally whispered, ā W-Waitā¦ā
Both men stilled.
ā I havenātā¦I havenāt done this before.ā You said, eyes wide, chest rising and falling rapidly.
Young-ilās smile curled slowly, eyes narrowing in a mixture of wicked delight and possessive pride. ā Youāre untouched?ā He echoed, fingers tightening on your hip.
ā No oneās ever touched you like this?ā
You shook your head.
Gi-hun let out a soft, shaky moan, forehead pressing to your shoulder. ā Oh my godā¦babyā¦ā He breathed, kissing you softer now, lips trembling.
ā Weāll take care of you. I promise. I wonāt hurt you.ā
But Young-il leaned closer, voice like silk laced with steel. ā Youāre mine even more now.ā He whispered, his lips brushing your ear.
ā Weāre going to ruin you so well, youāll never want anyone else.ā
His fingers dragged along your spine, his tone darker, dominant. ā Youāll remember us with every breath, every sound you make, every time you close your eyes.ā
Gi-hun kissed your lips at lastāsoft and slowāwhile his body trembled against yours, needy and gentle. ā Youāre so good. So brave.ā He whispered against your lips.
ā Let us show you how much weāve been dying for thisā¦ā
And togetherātwo sides of the same dangerous loveāthey began to claim you.
One with worship.
The other with fire.
You barely had time to breathe before the shift became overwhelmingātouches turning into need, lips into hunger, and worship into possession.
Gi-hunās hands caressed your body with trembling reverence, sliding under your shirt with careful fingers like he was unwrapping something sacred.
His mouth never stopped movingālips kissing your collarbone, jaw, neck, whispering desperate praises with each breath.
ā So soft.ā He murmured, voice thick with awe.
ā Every part of youā¦fits in my hands. God, I donāt want to stop. Iāll never stop.ā
He pushed your shirt up, fingers trailing along your ribs, brushing beneath your chest. His mouth found your skin like heād starved for it, leaving a warm, wet path as he kissed his way down, groaning when he heard your shaky breath hitch.
Behind you, Young-il was rougherāpossessive.
One arm wrapped around your waist, pulling your back flush to his chest. His other hand gripped your jaw, tilting your head back so he could kiss your neck with biting heat.
He wasnāt gentle. His teeth grazed you. His hand was already moving lower, slipping past the waistband of your pants with practiced confidence.
ā You feel that?ā He growled low against your skin, his voice sending shivers straight to your core.
ā Youāre already wet. Just from a few touches. You want this more than youāre even admitting to yourself.ā
You gasped, your hips reacting instinctively as his fingers explored lowerāconfident, claiming.
Gi-hun whimpered softly, kneeling in front of you now, sliding your pants down your legs. His hands gently caressed your thighs as he looked up at youāeyes hazy, lips parted, his breath shaking.
ā Can I taste you?ā He asked softly.
ā Pleaseā¦just once. Iāve dreamed of this⦠begged in silence for itā¦ā
You couldnāt find your voiceābut your body answered for you. A desperate nod. A strangled breath. A tremble.
Young-il didnāt wait for permission. His hand gripped your throat lightly, tilting your head so he could watch your expression as Gi-hun leaned in.
ā Youāre ours now.ā He said darkly, rubbing his hardened length against your backside, still fully clothedābut clearly undone.
ā And tonight, youāre going to learn exactly what that means.ā
Then Gi-hunās mouth met youāsoft, warm, reverent. His tongue was slow at first, careful. But the second he tasted you, a moan escaped his throatāneedy, wrecked. He latched on, worshiping you with his tongue like your body was the only heaven he ever needed.
You cried out, hands gripping his shoulders. Your legs buckled, but Young-il held you firm, fingers teasing your chest now, biting your earlobe as he whispered.
ā Donāt look away. Watch him fall apart between your legs. Watch how much he needs you.ā
Gi-hun was whimpering as he worked you open with his mouthāaddicted to every sound you made. His fingers gripped your thighs like he couldnāt bear to let go.
Young-il was growling, breathing harder, his own arousal pressing into your back. ā When Iām done with you.ā
He whispered, ā Youāll never want anyone elseās hands on you. Not even in your dreams.ā
Your mind blurredācaught between Gi-hunās tender worship and Young-ilās brutal promise of possession.
And all you could do was hold on as they devoured you.
Your body was still trembling from the aftershocksānerves buzzing, chest rising and falling in uneven gasps. But Young-il didnāt give you time to recover. He gripped your thighs and spread them wider as he stepped between them, pressing you flush against the bathroom counter.
The cool surface beneath you only made the heat of your skin more unbearable. You barely had time to react before he leaned in, his nose brushing yours, voice rough and low.
ā You came so sweet for us.ā He murmured, eyes locked onto yours. ā But now itās my turn.ā
You whimpered as he pressed against your core, still painfully clothed but rock-hard beneath the layers. He was taunting youāgrinding, teasing, watching your expression twist in anticipation.
His hand slid up your chest, over your throat again, holdingānot chokingājust claiming.
ā You feel that?ā He growled. ā Iāve been hard for days thinking about you. And nowā¦I get to be your first.ā
Gi-hun, still flushed and panting, stood beside you, caressing your shoulder, kissing along your neck. He whispered soft, shaky wordsāhis own need barely contained.
ā Heāll be rough.ā He said gently. ā But Iām right here. Iāll hold you. Iāll keep you grounded, sweetheart.ā
You nodded shakily.
That was all Young-il needed.
His mouth crashed against yours, demanding and raw, and in the same motion, he unzipped and pushed himself against your entranceāteasing, sliding over your folds, soaking in how ready you already were.
His breath stuttered. ā Fuckā¦so tightā¦so warmā¦I could lose my mind.ā
He was bigātoo bigāand your body tensed. But Gi-hun was there, kissing your face, holding your hand, rubbing soothing circles on your back.
ā Youāre okay.ā He whispered again and again. ā Youāre doing so good for us. Just breathe, babyā¦ā
Then Young-il started pushing ināslow, unrelenting.
You gasped, nails digging into Gi-hunās arm. The stretch burned, overwhelming, your walls clenching instinctively. But Young-il held you firm, letting out a guttural groan as he sunk deeper, inch by inch.
ā Thatās itā¦take it.ā He gritted through his teeth. ā Take all of me. You're mine now.ā
Once fully seated inside, he stilledāpanting against your mouth, forehead resting to yours. ā So fucking perfect. Iām going to ruin you, sweetheart.ā
Gi-hun kissed your temple, his voice barely audible. ā Sheās already ours.ā
Then Young-il moved. Slow, hard thrusts that sent your body rocking into Gi-hunās waiting arms. The rhythm grew faster, rougher. He filled you so deeply that each stroke had you gaspingāwhimpering. Your mind blurred with every thrust.
Gi-hun kissed you again, cradling your head in his hands as you cried out, caught between pain and pleasure. ā Thatās itā¦let it go. Let us have you.ā
Young-il grunted with every push. ā Youāll never forget this.ā He growled.
ā No one else will ever make you feel like this.ā
You were gone.
Completely.
Surrendered to both of themāthe one who held you gently, and the one who wrecked you with every thrust. And somewhere in the haze, you knewā¦
There was no way back.
Your cries echoed softly in the bathroom, swallowed by the hum of chaos beyond its door. But in hereāthere was only this: skin against skin, heat pressed tight, and two men who wanted nothing more than to mark you as theirs.
Young-il's hips snapped forward with controlled force, every thrust deeper than the last, stretching you around his length until your body was shaking again. Your breath came in stuttersāhalf gasps, half moansāas your hands clutched onto Gi-hunās shirt like a lifeline.
Young-il groaned into your ear, sweat beading at his brow. ā Listen to you.ā He growled.
ā Youāre so fucking tightā¦clenching around me like your body already knows who it belongs to.ā
He slammed into you harder, forcing your body to jolt backāand Gi-hun caught you effortlessly, wrapping his arms around you, anchoring you.
ā Youāre doing so good.ā Gi-hun whispered, lips brushing your ear, his hands running gently down your back.
ā So beautiful like this. Let him fill you, babyā¦let him claim you like he needs to.ā
Your moan caught in your throat as Young-il shifted the angle, hitting something deepāsomething electric. Your legs wrapped around his waist without thought, drawing him in, needing more.
ā Youāre close again.ā Young-il muttered, voice strained, his rhythm never slowing. ā I can feel it. Your bodyās begging for it.ā
Gi-hun leaned in front of you, hands cupping your flushed face, his forehead resting against yours.
ā Let go.ā He whispered, voice barely holding together.
ā Let him break you this time. And then Iāll take my turnāslow. Sweet. The way you need it.ā
Your eyes fluttered, your entire body tightening around Young-il as you moaned into Gi-hunās mouth, lost in their voicesāone soft and loving, the other raw and commanding.
Young-il slammed into you one final time with a deep, primal groanāhis fingers digging into your hips as he spilled inside you, his body shaking, teeth gritted.
ā Mine.ā He hissed. ā Fucking mine.ā
You cried out again, your second climax crashing over you, more intense, more overwhelmingāyour body trembling, undone. But even as Young-il rested his forehead against your neck, catching his breath, you felt it:
Gi-hunās fingers trailing down your thigh.
His lips are ghosting over your shoulder.
ā You think weāre done?ā He whispered gently.
ā Iāve waited too long to have you like this.ā
Young-il stepped back, eyes still dark, lips parted as he watched your shaking formāruined, glistening, flushed and breathless.
Gi-hun scooped you up slowly, cradling you in his arms like you were something precious and fragile.
ā Youāre safe with me.ā He whispered against your ear, already lowering you gently to the floor. ā But Iām not letting you go.ā
He kissed you deeply thenāslow, passionateāstarved.
And you knewā¦
Round two was just beginning.
Your body was still tremblingāsensitive, raw, soaked in the aftermath of Young-ilās brutal claiming. Your mind swam in haze, but Gi-hunās touch was already grounding you again. Different from Young-ilās fire, his touch was warmth. A soft blaze that burned slow and deep.
He laid you gently onto the bathroom floor, his hands ghosting over your sides, caressing every inch with quiet awe.
ā You did so well.ā He whispered, brushing sweat-damp hair from your face. ā You took him like you were made for it.ā
He kissed you againāsoft, worshipful.
His lips moved over your cheeks, your chin, your throat, pausing at your collarbone as he whispered, ā Now I want to show you what itās like when someone loves every single part of you.ā
You whimpered, the contrast almost unbearable. Your body was overstimulated and still desperate, still open and aching.
Gi-hun was slowāachingly slowāas he removed what little clothing was left on both of you. He looked at you like he was unwrapping a miracle. His hands traced every curve, every mark, as though memorizing you with his fingertips.
ā First timeā¦ā He murmured again, kissing the inside of your thigh.
ā And you gave it to us. Iāll never forget this. Never.ā
You gasped as he aligned himself against your entrance, where you were still so warm and wet from Young-il. Gi-hun groaned at the sensation, his hips trembling with restraint.
ā Still so tight.ā He whimpered, barely sliding in. ā So perfect. I donāt deserve thisā¦ā
You reached for him, needing him closer. ā Pleaseā¦ā You whispered.
ā I need you.ā
He pushed in slowly, inch by inch, as if he was afraid to hurt youāeven after what youād just taken. He kissed you through every breath, every stretch, every new sensation. Once he was fully inside, he stilled, forehead against yours. His breath was shaky, and his body trembled above you.
ā I canātā¦Iām trying to go slow, but you feel too good.ā He moaned, voice breaking. ā I might lose it too fastā¦ā
You cupped his face, drawing him into another kiss, deeper this time. ā Itās okay.ā You whispered.
ā Youāre already giving me everything.ā
He movedāslow and fluid, grinding deep, his hips rolling with practiced rhythm that sent waves of pleasure spreading through your already ruined core.
His moans were soft, breathless, desperate. Every time he bottomed out, he gasped your name like a prayer.
ā Youāre so good to me.ā He cried softly. ā So good. Youāre everything. Iāll never let you goā¦ā
His pace grew faster as you wrapped your legs around him, pulling him in closer, deeper. His arms cradled your body as he rocked into you with growing needāhis soft whimpers filling your ears, his praises spilling endlessly.
ā So warm so tightā¦fuck, Iām gonnaāI canāt hold itāā
You tightened around him and that was itāhe gasped, body seizing against yours as he buried himself deep, spilling inside you with a cry that sounded half wrecked, half in love. He collapsed gently on top of you, holding you like something precious, kissing your shoulder, your chest, your lipsāeverywhere.
Young-il watched from nearby, eyes still dark, but quieter now. His gaze on the two of you was unreadableāpart possessive, part oddly soft.
Gi-hun pulled out slowly, carefully, brushing trembling fingers between your legs to feel the mess they both left inside you.
ā Youāre really ours now.ā He whispered.
Young-il walked over, crouched beside you, and tilted your chin toward him.
ā Ours.ā He repeated.
You nodded faintlyāmind dizzy, body claimed, heart torn between the two flames that consumed you. And outside the bathroom door, the chaos still roared.
But in here?
You had been owned.
Completely.
Irrevocably.
ā¦
Your body was wrecked. Ruined by Young-ilās dominance, undone by Gi-hunās reverenceāand yet, neither man was satisfied. You thought it was over. That they had claimed you, filled you, used every part of you already.
But that was only the beginning.
You lay on the bathroom floor, legs parted, trembling, both of their releases leaking slowly from your swollen, sensitive core. Your chest heaved as you tried to catch your breath, every inch of you tingling and raw.
Gi-hun hovered above you, brushing kisses along your collarbone while murmuring soft praises. But then Young-il crouched beside him, his fingers trailing between your legs. The moment he brushed against your soaked folds, your hips jerked violently.
ā N-Noāā You whimpered, body instinctively recoiling.
ā Iā¦I canātātoo muchāā
Gi-hunās lips found your ear, and he whispered, ā You can. Youāre so strong, baby. Just let us love you a little moreā¦ā
Young-ilās smile was dark, cruelly tender. ā Youāre still clenching. Still wet. Your bodyās begging for more, even when your mouth says no.ā
His fingers pushed in slowlyātwo, without hesitation. The stretch made you cry out, hips bucking off the floor, thighs twitching.
ā Sensitive, arenāt you?ā He rasped, curling his fingers just right. ā Good. I want to see how much more you can take.ā
Gi-hun was already moving down your body againāpressing sweet kisses over your belly, your hips until his mouth hovered over your throbbing clit, swollen and twitching from too much.
You reached down, trying to push him back, your voice shaking. ā Pleaseā¦itās too muchā¦I-Iāmāā
But he didnāt stop.
He moaned as he licked your overstimulated bundle, slow but relentless. The second his tongue touched you, your legs joltedāback arching, a sob tearing from your throat.
Young-ilās fingers pumped deeper now, curling, stretching, pressing into the spot that made your vision blur. His other hand pinned your hip down firmly.
ā Youāre already shaking.ā He growled.
ā Youāre going to fall apart again, arenāt you?ā
Gi-hun was whimpering into you, like your taste was driving him insane. He flattened his tongue, lapping at you hungrily while moaning softly, as if each sound you made fed his desperation.
ā I canātāā You choked, tears brimming in your eyes.
ā Yes, you can.ā Gi-hun whispered sweetly, mouth hot and wet. ā Come for us again, babyā¦let go.ā
You were spiralingāyour body overstretched, nerves short-circuiting. The pressure coiled again, too fast, too much.
Young-il watched you come undone again, his voice sharp with pride. ā Look at you. Fucking falling apart from our mouths and fingers alone. So needy. So perfect.ā
The orgasm hit violentlyāyour vision whiting out, back arching completely off the floor, a strangled scream escaping your throat as your body seized in blinding overstimulation.
Gi-hun didnāt stop licking.
Young-il didnāt stop pumping.
They wanted everything.
You sobbed out their names, voice cracking, your body trembling uncontrollably as wave after wave of pleasure left you breathless and twitching. Finally, Gi-hun pulled back, panting, lips slick with your release, kissing the inside of your thighs like he just touched the divine. Young-il slowly withdrew his fingers, watching you shake with satisfaction.
ā Still think youāre done?ā He murmured, smirking as he licked your release off his fingers.
You couldnāt even answer. Your voice was gone, your limbs limp, your mind spinning.
But they werenāt done.
You were theirs.
And they hadnāt finished ruining you yet.
Your body was still shuddering, twitching from the aftershocks of overstimulation. Your skin glistened with sweat, flushed and slick, and your breath came in short, broken gasps. But even in your dazed state, you could feel itāthe shift.
The hunger in Young-ilās eyes darkened.
The gentleness from earlier? Gone.
Now, he was all control. All intent.
He stood over you, bare and hard again, his cock already twitching back to full strength. Your legs were still spread wide, still leaking from both of them, your body so sensitive that even the air made you tremble.
ā You thought that was enough?ā He said, voice low and dangerous as he gripped himself, stroking slowly while his gaze drank in the sight of you wrecked on the floor.
ā No, sweetheart. I told you we werenāt done.ā
Gi-hun tried to touch you again, to soothe you, but Young-il held a hand out.
ā No more softness.ā He snapped. ā Not now. Iām going to fuck her until she canāt speak. Until her body knows itās mine.ā
You whimpered as he grabbed your thighs and pulled you down toward him, dragging your hips to the edge of the counter, then lifting one leg over his shoulder.
You could barely keep your eyes open, but when you saw the way he looked at youālike prey already caughtāyou knew he meant every word.
Without warning, he shoved into youādeep, fast, brutal.
You screamed, arching off the tile as your walls stretched around him again. The burn was sharp, your body still far too sensitive, but that didnāt stop him. He leaned over you, caging you with his arms as he began pounding into you with no mercy.
ā Fucking tight.ā He groaned, jaw clenched, hips slamming into you hard enough to shake the sink.
ā Still soaking wet from us. You were made for this. Made to be bred.ā
Gi-hun knelt beside you, breathless, stroking your hair, his own cock still heavy and hard again. He kissed your temple, voice soft in your ear even as your body was rocked by Young-ilās rough thrusts.
ā Youāre doing so good, baby.ā He whispered. ā Taking him so deep. Youāre gonna be so fullā¦ā
ā Yeah..ā Young-il growled. ā Youāre gonna take every drop.ā
His pace quickened, brutal and relentless. The sound of skin slapping echoed through the bathroom, drowned only by your gasps, your sobs, and the filthy praises spilling from both of them.
ā Gonna fill you up.ā Young-il hissed, thrusting harder.
ā Gonna pump you so full, youāll feel it for days. Your cunt wonāt forget what weāve done to it.ā
You cried out again, the pressure unbearable. Each stroke hit deeper, harder, stealing the breath from your lungs. Your body didnāt know whether to run or fall apart againāso it did both.
Your walls clamped down, your body convulsed, and another orgasm tore through youāviolent, wrenching, soaked in sensation. Young-il grunted, hips stuttering as your orgasm milked him. He threw his head back with a vicious groan.
ā Take it.ā He snarled. ā Fucking take it.ā
Then he buried himself to the hiltādeep, hardāhis cock pulsing as he emptied himself inside you. Rope after rope of thick, hot release filled your core, your body trembling beneath him, stretched and full and leaking everything theyād given you.
He stayed there, buried deep, panting against your neck, watching as his cum slowly dripped out of you around his cock.
Gi-hun pressed his forehead to yours, eyes shining.
And softly, with a hand to your belly, he whispered, ā Youāre going to be so full of us. I want to see you round and swollenā¦carrying both of us.ā
You were shaking, breathless, drenched. And yet your body was already reactingāclenching again. Because with them? There would be no stopping. You lay thereālimp, wrecked, full.
Young-il still pressed deep inside you, breathing heavily, his release already beginning to spill from your stretched entrance. The mixture of both menās seed dripped down your thighs, warm and thick, proof of everything theyād just taken from you. Claimed you with.
He pulled out slowly with a low groan, watching the mess he made leak from between your legs, his fingers immediately gathering itāpushing it back in with deliberate, rough strokes that made your hips jerk.
ā Donāt waste it.ā He muttered, voice low and ragged.
ā Youāre going to keep it. Every last drop.ā
You whimpered, your body too sensitive, twitching with every small motion. You had already fallen apart again and againābut it didnāt matter. Not to them. Not to Gi-hun, who was already sliding in behind you, arms cradling your trembling body with reverent care.
ā Shhā¦ā He whispered, pressing soft kisses down your back,
ā Iāve got you now. Let me make you feel good again. Let me fill you the way Iāve wanted to for so longā¦ā
Your thighs parted againāautomatically, helplesslyāyour body no longer resisting but offering. Broken open, completely pliant for them.
Gi-hun lined himself up, and you could feel him tremblingātrying to be gentle, but failing. His tip nudged against your already stretched, leaking entrance, and he let out a shaky whimper.
ā Youāre still so full.ā He moaned, slowly pushing in. ā Still wet from himā¦from usā¦fuck.ā
You cried out as he filled youāsliding past the mess inside you, stretching your sensitive walls once more. His pace started slow, agonizingly careful, but it only took a few thrusts before he lost control, overwhelmed by the feeling of your already-used body wrapped around him.
ā I can feel it.ā He gasped into your shoulder. ā I can feel him still inside you.ā
Gi-hunās pace picked up, his thrusts becoming franticāneedy. His forehead pressed against the back of your neck, hips slamming into you with more force each time, driven mad by how overstimulated you were, how ruined your body had become for them.
ā Youāre gonna take mine now too.ā He whispered, breath ragged. ā I want to see you dripping with both of us. I want your belly full. Want you swollen with everything we give you.ā
Behind him, Young-il watched, still catching his breath, but already getting hard againāhis dark eyes trailing over your trembling form, slick thighs, the flushed arch of your back.
ā Youāll carry us.ā He murmured. ā Youāll be marked from the inside out. Ours.ā
Gi-hunās thrusts became desperate, his soft moans now raw, pleading.
ā You feel too good.ā He gasped.
ā You always didā¦every time you smiled at me, every time you touched me, I justā I needed this.ā
You were beyond thoughtābody reduced to sensation. The friction, the stretch, the burn of being taken again and again.
And then he let go.
With a strangled cry, Gi-hun slammed in deep, burying himself fully as he cameāhot, hard, endless. You could feel him spill into you, warm and thick, mixing with Young-ilās seed until you were overflowing.
You whimpered, twitching again as your walls clenched helplessly around himāanother broken, overstimulated orgasm shaking your entire body.
Gi-hun kissed your shoulder, your spine, every part of you he could reach, whispering through breathless gasps.
ā I love youā¦I love youā¦I love youā¦ā
When he finally pulled out, you collapsed forward, legs spread, shaking, completely used. And as the thick mess of both menās release poured from your aching center onto the tile, they looked down at youāsweaty, spent, shaking.
Your body trembled on the floorāraw, used, leaking. Your thighs were soaked, your lips swollen, your mind fogged with heat and exhaustion. You didnāt even realize you were still moaning softly until Young-il crouched in front of you, tilting your chin up with two fingers.
His voice was low, firmāno hint of softness left in him.
ā Look at the mess you made.ā He murmured, cock already hard again, glistening with his own release.
ā Clean it up.ā
You blinked at him, mouth parting, breath catching.
He smirked darkly. ā Weāll show you how.ā
Behind you, Gi-hun knelt, breath still shaky, but his eyes were soft, warm, flushed with leftover tenderness.
He brushed your hair back, voice gentle but firm ā You want to be good for us, donāt you, baby?ā
You nodded, heart pounding. You had nothing left to giveāyet you still found yourself moving. Kneeling slowly between them, your legs wobbling beneath you, your lips already parting again.
Young-il gripped the base of his cock, the tip flushed and glistening with lingering slick and seed.
ā Start with me.ā He ordered, leaning back just slightly.
ā Lick it clean. Every drop.ā
Gi-hun kissed your shoulder from behind, whispering sweetly in your ear. ā Just use your tongue, baby. Slow, just like thisā¦ā
He guided your head forward gently, letting you feel the weight of Young-ilās length rest against your tongue. Your mouth trembled as you began to lickāslow, kitten-soft licks from base to tip.
Young-il let out a low groan. ā Thatās it. Thatās goodā¦fuck, look at you.ā
ā Now swirl your tongue.ā Gi-hun whispered, pressing his lips to your neck.
ā Right around the tipā¦just like that. Yes, baby. Youāre doing perfect.ā
You obeyedālazily tracing your tongue around the head, collecting every trace of him, tasting yourself, tasting both of them. The more you licked, the more praise and growls you earned.
Young-il hissed, his voice sharper now. ā Open wider. Take it in your throat.ā
Gi-hunās hands stayed soft on your back, grounding you. ā Breathe through your nose. Youāre okay. Let him feel how good your mouth is.ā
You followed their guidanceābit by bitātaking Young-il deeper until he hit the back of your throat, until your eyes watered and your jaw ached.
ā Fuckā¦ā Young-il groaned. ā You were made for this. Keep going.ā
When he finally pulled back, you were breathless, lips swollen, saliva slick down your chin. Then Gi-hun turned you gently toward him, his cock twitching with need.
ā Your turn.ā He whispered. ā Be gentle. I want to feel your mouth love me.ā
You wrapped your lips around him, guided by their voicesāone firm and commanding, the other sweet and encouraging. They taught you everythingāhow to suck, how to hold, how to let your tongue tease the underside.
Gi-hun moaned softly, his hands in your hair, eyes fluttering shut. ā Just like that. God, babyā¦youāre perfect.ā
They switched you back and forthāYoung-il thrusting into your mouth with deep, slow strokes while Gi-hun cupped your cheeks and whispered how beautiful you looked serving them.
ā You're learning so fast.ā Gi-hun said.
ā And youāll keep learning.ā Young-il added darkly.
ā Because next time? Youāll clean us off while full of us.ā
You moaned around them, throat raw, mind dizzy.
Because you knewā¦
You wanted that lesson too.
Your mouth was sore, your throat raw, your body still aching from the intense claiming they'd given youābut still, you obeyed.
You were on your knees, switching between them, guided by their hands, their voicesāYoung-ilās sharp and dominant, Gi-hunās soft and coaxing. Their cocks, slick with your spit and their own release, throbbed against your tongue each time you took them in.
Young-il gripped your hair tightly, forcing you to look up at him as he pushed past your lips again.
ā Keep your eyes on me.ā He ordered, his hips moving in slow, controlled thrusts into your mouth.
ā I want to see you own this. Learn it. Crave it.ā
You moaned softly around him, tears slipping down your cheeks from the stretch. You were doing exactly as he saidāwatching him, letting him use your mouth, drool running down your chin as he hit the back of your throat again and again.
Gi-hun was beside you, stroking your back, murmuring praise like a prayer.
ā Youāre so beautiful like this.ā He whispered.
ā Serving usā¦letting us teach you how to please. Thereās no one else Iād ever want like this.ā
Young-il pulled back with a sharp, wet pop, letting your jaw rest for a moment. Your chest rose and fell in shallow, broken breaths. You didnāt even have to speak.
The look on your faceādazed, obedient, hungryāsaid everything. Gi-hun turned your chin toward him, gently wiping the spit from your lips with his thumb. His cock brushed your cheek as he whispered,
ā Now me, baby. Slow this time. Show me how much you want to take care of me.ā
You nodded, eyes glassy, and leaned in. You kissed the tip of him first, soft and reverent, like he asked. Then your lips wrapped around him againāgentle, slow strokes, your tongue swirling with practiced effort.
Gi-hun groaned above you, his hand brushing through your hair, eyes fluttering shut as your mouth worked him perfectly.
ā Yesā¦just like that.ā He murmured.
ā Youāre learning so well. Youāre so good for usā¦ā
Young-il knelt behind you again, watching as you sucked off Gi-hun with soft slurps and hollowed cheeks. His hand slid between your thighs from behind, cupping your still-sensitive, soaked core. You gasped around Gi-hun, your whole body jolting at the overstimulation.
ā Even your pussyās learning.ā Young-il muttered, rubbing slowly, taunting circles over your clit.
ā Every time your mouth gets full, your cunt drips. Filthy little thing.ā
Gi-hun moaned louder as your tongue flattened along the underside of his cock.
ā You like hearing that, donāt you?ā He said, voice shaking.
ā Our perfect girlā¦messy and eagerā¦ā
Young-il leaned down, breath hot against your ear.
ā Next time, weāll fuck your throat together. At the same time. Weāll train you until your mouth can take us both. Until choking on us turns you on.ā
That image alone sent a shiver down your spineāand your hips pressed back against Young-ilās hand, needing pulsing in waves through your core again.
You pulled off Gi-hun slowly, your lips slick, your voice hoarse but breathy.
ā I want that.ā You whispered. ā Teach me everythingā¦ā
They shared a look above youāone of hunger, pride, and ownership.
And you knew your training had only just begun.
Your body was tremblingānot from fear, not from pain, but from sheer exhaustion. Used, stretched, and filled beyond anything you had ever known, your limbs barely responded as you lay sprawled across the cool bathroom floor, coated in sweat, tears, and their release.
And yetā¦you didnāt feel broken.
You felt owned. Seen. Craved. Loved in a way that had burned you downāand now, slowly, was putting you back together.
ā Hey, sweetheartā¦ā Gi-hunās soft voice broke through the haze as he gently lifted you into his arms, treating you like you were made of glass.
He sat you upright slowly, supporting your back, his hand brushing over your sticky, flushed cheek. His other arm wrapped around your waist to keep you steady.
ā Can you stand?ā He asked gently, eyes filled with warmth.
ā Come here. Let me help you.ā
You nodded weakly, letting him guide you to your feet, though your legs buckled beneath the weight of everything your body had just been through. Young-il was already behind you, steadying your hips with a firm but careful grip.
ā Easy.ā He muttered. ā Donāt rush. Just lean on us.ā
Together, they walked you toward the sink like guardians guarding a goddess.
Gi-hun grabbed tissues, whispering,
ā Iāll be gentle, baby.ā He crouched, slowly wiping the mess off your thighs, down your inner legs, then carefully between your folds, his hand trembling just a bit at the sight.
ā Iām so sorry.ā He whispered suddenly, looking up at you.
ā If it was too muchā¦if Iāif we hurt youā¦ā
You met his eyes, still glassy and dazed, and shook your head slowly.
ā You two didnāt hurt me.ā You said, your voice quiet but steady.
ā Both of you gave me everything.ā
He kissed your knee, eyes fluttering shut, breath shaking in his chest. Young-il, standing behind you, ran a tissue down your back, cleaning the sweat and kisses from your spine, and gently pressing a dry towel around your waist. He was quiet for a moment before his low voice followed:
ā I got rough.ā He admitted.
ā Rougher than I shouldāve. If I hurt youāif it ever becomes too muchāyou say the word.ā
His hands were careful now, unlike earlier, his grip more thoughtful than demanding.
ā I want to own youā¦but never break you.ā He murmured.
ā Youāre not just something we use. You'reā¦ours. And we protect what's ours.ā
The air was still for a moment. Heavy with the contrast between the savage way they took you earlier and the way they now moved around you like loyal knights tending to a bruised queen.
Gi-hun brought you into his arms again and kissed your temple. ā Youāre okay?ā He whispered.
You nodded, resting against his chest, completely wrapped in their warmth. Your body might ache, but your heart felt strangely safeāheld.
ā Iāve never felt wanted like that before.ā You admitted softly. ā Likeā¦you didnāt just want to touch me. You wanted me. All of me.ā
Young-il came beside Gi-hun, brushing your damp hair back. ā Thatās because we do.ā He said simply.
ā And next timeā¦ā
His gaze darkened, but his voice remained calm.
ā Weāll listen to every breath, every sound. No lines will ever be crossed unless you draw them for us.ā
Gi-hun nodded in agreement, pressing a kiss to your forehead. ā Youāre not just someone we want in our bed. Youāre someone we want everywhere else too.ā
You felt it thenānot just the ache between your thighs or the sting of your skinā
But the warmth of belonging.
And though your body was wrecked and weak, you smiled. Because even after being devoured, they were right thereāready to piece you back together with gentle hands, whispered apologies, and promises not of possessionā¦
But of devotion.
Wrapped in towels, your body still tender and your heart spinning with everything that had just happened, you sat on the bathroom counter while Gi-hun gently ran his fingers through your damp hair, and Young-il leaned against the wall, arms crossed but gaze soft.
The chaotic noise from outside the bathroom had long since faded into background static. In this small, quiet space, it was just the three of youāand the weight of something unspoken lingered in the air.
You finally broke the silence.
ā What are we now?ā
Gi-hun paused, fingers stilling in your hair. Young-il tilted his head.
ā I meanā¦ā You continued, eyes flicking between them,
ā Whatās our relationship? I thoughtā¦you could only be with one person. Thatās how it usually works, right?ā
Young-il pushed off the wall, stepping closer, his expression calm but serious.
ā Thatās how most people do it, yeah. One person. Monogamy.ā He crouched in front of you so you couldnāt look away.
ā But thereās something called polyamory. It meansā¦loving more than one personāopenly. Honestly. No secrets.ā
You blinked slowly, trying to process it.
He continued, his voice steady.
ā We arenāt asking you to be in anything you donāt want, though. If the idea of being with both of us at the same time isnāt what you wantā¦weāll let you choose. No pressure. Iāll step back. Gi-hun will. Whoever you wantāreally wantāthatās who you should have.ā
Your heart squeezed painfully. Just the thought of having to choose between them made your chest ache.
You shook your head, voice trembling as you spoke ā No. I canāt choose. I donāt want to choose.ā
Both men looked at you, their faces unreadable.
ā Iāve seen sides of myself with each of you.ā You whispered.
ā You both give me something different, and I care about both of you. It would break me if I had to lose one of you just to keep the other. That wouldnāt be love. That would be guilt.ā
Gi-hun stepped in front of you, resting a hand on your thigh, his voice soft. ā Youāre sayingā¦you want both of us? Together?ā
You nodded. ā If youāre okay with itā¦I want to treat you both fairly. I donāt want to hurt either of you. Iā¦I want this to work. The three of us.ā
A pause. A heartbeat of tensionā
Then Young-il let out a breath of a laugh and shook his head with a smirk.
ā Damn. I told you sheād say that.ā He muttered to Gi-hun.
Gi-hun chuckled softly and turned to you, a warm smile tugging at his lips. ā We already talked about it. A while ago.ā
Your brows furrowed. ā What do you mean?ā
Young-il shrugged. ā Me and himāwe made a deal. That if it ever came down to you being caught between usā¦weād share you. As long as you gave us consent. No fighting. No jealousy. Justā¦trust.ā
Gi-hun took your hand, kissing your knuckles gently. ā Your choice was all we were waiting for. And now we have it.ā
You looked between them, stunned. ā You two really planned this?ā
Young-il leaned in, eyes burning with mischief and something deeper. ā We didnāt plan to fall for you. That just happened.ā
Gi-hun smiled, softer. ā But we agreedā¦we wouldnāt make you choose. Weād just love you. Together.ā
Your heart swelled. A tear slipped down your cheekānot from fear, or confusionābut from relief.
Because somehow, in the middle of chaos, bloodshed, and dangerā¦
You found two men who were ready to love you completely.
And for the first time in this deadly gameā¦
You didnāt feel like a pawn.
You felt like the prize.
ā¦
You were laughing softly, the sound fragile but real, as Gi-hun cradled your hand in his. The two of you sat close, tangled in warmth and shared relief, the remnants of chaos and desire slowly ebbing into something calmāsomething tender.
ā I swear, the way you looked at me earlierālike you were gonna cry and pounce at the same time.ā Gi-hun teased, his smile soft and teasing.
You chuckled, nudging his shoulder. ā And you were whimpering more than I was.ā You shot back playfully, cheeks flushed.
Neither of you noticed the faint click of the door.
The bathroom door cracked open just enough to let in a sliver of cold, sterile hallway lightāand Young-il was there, standing tall in the frame.
His expression was unreadable. Blank. Cold.
The warmth in the room didnāt reach his eyes now.
He kept his body positioned precisely, blocking your view from whoever was standing on the other side. You didnāt even look upātoo wrapped up in the small cocoon you and Gi-hun had built in the wreckage.
From behind Young-il, a low voice murmured somethingāmuffled, but firm.
A Square guard.
ā The 30 minute lights out is over, sir. Area is secure. Weāve cleared the bodies. Survivors are staying to their beds. Orders?ā
You wouldāve frozen if youād heard it. But you didnāt. Neither of you did. Because Young-il simply nodded once, calm and precise.
ā Proceed as normalā¦ā He said flatly. ā Tell the others Iāll return soon.ā
ā Yes, sir.ā
The door shut again, soundlessly.
Young-il stood there for a moment longer, his hand still on the doorknob, back turned to you. The soft sound of your laughter still echoed behind him.
When he turned around, the mask he wore melted awayāback to the same Young-il who had worshiped and wrecked you only moments ago. But there was something else lingering in his gaze nowāsomething that wasnāt there before.
Power.
He looked at youāhow your legs draped over Gi-hunās lap, your flushed skin glowing under the soft flickering light, your lips swollen from kisses and moansāand something deep within his chest coiled.
He stepped back into the space, his voice smooth and calm.
ā Itās safe now. We can leave whenever youāre ready.ā
You smiled at him, unaware. ā Already? That was fast.ā
He nodded, brushing his dark hair back, the faintest curve on his lips. ā I saw it. Guards carrying the dead bodies of the players and the lights are finally back..ā
Gi-hun looked up at him, relaxed. ā Damnā¦ā
You didnāt question it. Not then. Not yet.
Because in your eyes, Young-il was the fierce, possessive man who couldnāt get enough of you. The one who touched you like you were sacred. The one who stood side by side with Gi-hun to protect you.
What you didnāt knowā¦
He wasnāt just a player.
He wasnāt just a lover.
And he wasnāt just another man broken by the game.
He was the one who built it.
The chaos, the violence, the rulesāthe very arena of suffering and desire that had pulled you into its webā¦
It was his design.
And you had just given your heartāand bodyāto the man behind the curtain.
Author's Note:
Welcome to another episode of " What the fuck did I just write"? So, here's one of my experimental fanficsā¦the POLYAMORY relationship, because I read somewhere that someone wants a poly. Furthermore, it continues to be my coping strategy for the SG season 3 finale. Yes, it has been two weeks, but the pain is still present.
The story is a little dark. Anyone who feels uncomfortable reading this is welcome to ignore this story. Please read the warnings before reading this story if you are under the age of 18.
All of the events in this story are fictional. The red flags mentioned in this story are not something I would tolerate in real life.
READ WITH RESPONSIBLY.
Part 2?
inho grabbing you during mingle (3rd game) when they call for two, but thereās a pair already inside the room. while you wrangle one of the men outside, youngil (inho) takes care of the one inside. when you close the door:
āFuckāā you croak, nearly in unison with the loud buzz of the timer.
āI did it for us,ā he tells you, still leaning against the wall with the body at his feet. Thereās blood smeared all over the floor, in the shape of arcs where the manās feet had kicked while being suffocated.
The desperate pleas and gunshots outside the door are quiet in comparison to the pounding of your heartbeat. You donāt move, not even when Youngil stands and moves closer. The door wonāt open, not until the circles take the bodies.
āWeāre alive,ā he says, now inches away from you. āI did this for us.ā His hand comes up, gentle as it cups your face. Itās steadyā clean. Not what you thought a killerās hand would be like.
The way his mouth meets yours is soft, tender. And the way his thumb traces your cheek is the same. Thereās a shaky inhale, your lungs stuttering in turn with your brain.
The guards might see you through the slot, but the thought is half-hearted at best, smothered when Youngil tilts his head to kiss you a little harder. You donāt know when you grabbed him back, cradled his face and sank your fingers into his hair.
āFor us.ā He repeats when he pulls away, lips slightly reddened.
You wondered why you agreed,agreed to help 456 take down the games. A group of players led by 456 tried to fight back,which caused some to die,including Young-il . You couldn't stop thinking about him and were now determined to get your revenge on the frontman.
You thought back to that moment,back when most people were alive. Back when Young-ilĀ was still alive. He had saved you more times and you couldnāt even save him once. The night is almost over, and players are getting settled to go to sleep. you lie awake,sneaking out,using a gun you had hidden after the massive fight. You made your way through the halls,until you got stuck and threatened one of the guards into opening it. You made your way all the way to the frontman's lair. It looked like a luxury apartment with a giant cinema like screen for him to watch the players. His back was to you as he was sitting down,his hood up and you knew a mask covered his face. Pressing the gun against the back of his head.Ā Ā
"Stand up," You said firmly. "Turn around." you order. The frontman freezes as he feels the cold tip of a gun pressed against his head. He silently stands up, not wanting to agitate you more. His hood was up and his face was covered by a mask. "Take off the mask" you commanded he lowered his hood and reached for the mask,but instead of taking it off he fought back,knocking the gun out of your hand.The frontman grabs your arm and twists it, causing you to drop your gun. He pushes you to the ground and pins you down. He's breathing hard, as he hadnāt expected one of the players to break in, let alone you.
"I don't know how you got in here, but now I have to deal with you." You somehow managed to hit his side causing him to roll over onto his back. Quickly seizing the moment you got on top of him,wrapping your arms around his neck. The frontman, caught off guard by your attack, coughing out as you wrap your arms around his neck. He tries to get you off, squirming and bucking his hips violently. You squeezed his neck,slowly cutting off his air.
"Stop!" he gasps out, reaching up to pull at your arms as he chokes. His struggling starts getting weaker as he slowly begins to lose air, trying to grab at you as his oxygen supplies start to run out.
"No,not this time. Now after what you did to Young-il " you lifted his head for a moment behind slamming it into the floor with a thud. "I'll make you feel the pain you made me feel" The frontman let out a cry of surprise as you slammed his head against the floor. He was dazed for a moment, but quickly refocused on trying to remove your hands from his neck.
"listenā¦" he managed to gasp out between chokes. "i can explain-" You eased up for a moment but didn't move your hands off. You wanted to draw it out as long as possible,you wanted him to feel pain. The frontman took a deep gulp of air before speaking up again. āā¦itās⦠not.. what you think.ā he whispered, looking up at you with desperate eyes. He knew that if you would just listen, you would understand why he did what he did. He reached up to remove his mask,revealing it was Young-ilĀ the whole time,he was the frontman. Young-ilĀ finally removed his mask, showing his face that you so desperately missed. He was the frontman the whole time, he never died. "Wait, please. just hear me out." he pleaded, looking up at you with desperation and pleading in his expression. Your hands felt shaky,the shock made you let go and drop him, making him hit his head yet again. This time not on purpose. Young-ilĀ let out a cry of pain as his head hits the floor once more, leaving him dizzy this time.
āowā¦ā he managed out, sitting up slowly and rubbing the back of his head where it was hit. He was definitely going to have a pretty big lump after getting hit twice. He looks up at you, searching your face for any type of emotion. surprise and shock were the initial ones, it seemed, but he was looking for disgust and anger.
āListen, I can explain it all.ā he told you, slowly trying to get onto his feet. Young-ilĀ slowly stands up, a bit wobbly as he holds the side of his head. He was still in pain from his hits and he winced when he touched the lump that formed on the back of his head. His neck had red lines where your fingers were and indentations were your nails dug into his skin. āplease⦠let me explain myself.ā he pleaded, looking at you with desperation. Young-ilĀ wanted to explain everything to you, but he knew it would be hard to get the truth out if you were so hostile. Looking at himself, Young-ilĀ touched his neck where your fingers had left marks. He could feel your nails digging into his skin, still. He took a step closer toward you, wincing slightly as he walked.
"There better be a good fucking explanation for this" you said,crossing your arms. Young-ilĀ held his hands up, palms facing you in a defenseless manner.
āLet me start from the beginning.ā he told you, watching your expression carefully for a reaction.
āI joined the squid game as a player,ā he began, āand I was able to make it through all of the games.ā
"And you now run the game" you filled in by yourself
āYeah, I do.ā He confirmed your assumption. Young-ilĀ nodded silently, watching your expression closely. He knew that this was the part that you probably going to be the most angry about.
"So why do this,why fake your own death?"
āThat was a part of the plan.ā he began, avoiding your gaze. He was nervous that you would react, but knew that he needed to tell you the full truth. His hand moved to his neck,touching the indentations of your nails.Young-ilĀ winced when he touched the indentations from your nails. He remembered how much it hurt to be choked and was still feeling the effects. "Yeah.. that really hurt," he mumbled.
"No shit,I tried to kill you" Young-ilĀ chuckled a little bit.Ā
āYeah. yeah you did," he responded. He was glad that you seemed to be calming down a little, which made him feel hopeful that he would finally be able to explain himself to you. āI'm sorry for tricking you,ā Young-ilĀ said, looking at you with a solemn expression.
"And I'm sorry for almost killing you"
"It's okay," he told you. "I probably deserved it anyway," he said, the last sentence almost a joke.
"Can't exactly blame me,you did made me think you killed,well you" Young-ilĀ nodded in understanding. He didnāt blame you at all for how you reacted. it was completely valid for you to be upset.
āI probably wouldāve done the same thing if I was in your situation.ā he admitted. He suddenly thought would you really have killed someone if they killed him? Young-ilĀ couldnāt help but wonder if you really wouldāve done the same thing in his situation. He knew that you were a kind person, but everyone had their limits.
āWould you, though?ā he asked, curiosity getting the best of him and causing him to blurt out the question.
"Would I what?" You asked
āWould you have done the same thing if i really died?ā he clarified.
"Would I have killed whoever killed you?" Young-ilĀ nodded. You moved closer to him,"Yes" you said firmly not giving room for argument. Young-ilĀ was slightly taken aback by your response. He wasnāt expecting you to answer with a simple yet firm āyes.ā He couldnāt help but feel touched that you cared for him enough to do something like that. You traced the marks on his neck,carefully around where the indents of your nails were. You kissed his neck,softly painting his neck with your lips,softly whispering."I'm sorry"
ādonāt apologize,ā he whispered in response.
"But I hurt you"
āit didnāt hurt that much,ā he reassured you. āBesides, I'm the one who made you think I was dead. I would've done the same thing if our roles were swapped.ā
"You would've killed for me?"
āOf course I would,ā he told you with certainty in his voice. āI would do anything for you. ā
Hii I want to request this fic idea: Front man x reader where they were dating outside of the games but she doesnāt know his job and he doesnāt know she is in debt. He sees her during the games and instantly wants to protect her from any harm without revealing his role to gi hun.
Have a great day!!
unpleasant surprises; hwang inho
pairings; frontman!inho x gf!player!reader
warnings; idk if there is any series ones lol
a/n; will deffo make this a series. ano ur so smart heres a smooch heres a little prologue for you (sorry its late exams e a bitchhh)
requested // non requested
ā In ho loved you dearly, he say his first wife in you, which helped him live you even more but yet, your own touch made him love you more. You had no clue of his past life, no clue of his brother and no clue of his job.
Itās probably why he loved you so dearly, it was a fraction of her and you in one soul.
Yet, you had an unbearable secret to hide from him, you're debt of 50 million won from your mother who passed away, more like threw her debt at you by overdosing, it was how you had met you're dear In-ho.
You had lied, said you're mother never told you about her debt and just found out, you had been ashamed to pay her debt on you're expense.
one thing to another and you started dating, a few fancy dinner dates here and there, uncontrollable shopping sprees and messy hookups in his penthouse.
He would be gone for many business trips, though. You did miss him during these trips, especially since he was too busy with work.
whatever work isā¦
But he was perfect! no need to judge him for being secretive! everyone has their secrets.
you had been secretly selling a few things he had bought for you, buying an extremely cheap knock off to trick him, using some of the money to pay for the debt.
But no matter what, you could never run away. No matter how hard you tried to pay off the debt it wasn't working, and you knew you couldn't tell In-ho now, it was too deep in the lie.
That was until a man on the subway asked you to play a game. After you won a few times (after being slapped most of them), he offered you a business card to win more money.
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DARK / TOXIC SQUID GAME REACTIONS TO YOU TRYING TO LEAVE THEM
CONTAINS ā namgyu x reader, thanos x reader, myungi x reader, inho x reader, sangwoo x reader, saebyeok x reader
WARNINGS ā toxic relationship, domestic violence, baby trapping, manipulation, guilt trip, prepare yourself for namgyus thatās the worst probably, mentions of suicide (thanos)
masterlist
THANOS / PLAYER 230 / CHOI-SUBONG ā manipulates you / would let you leave and crawl back to him
doesnāt take it well at all. heās going to laugh and think youāre joking, but after realizing that youāre not, heās quickly going to scream at you. telling you that youāll never find anybody better than him.
ādo you really think anybody else will want you? if you leave me youāll never find anyone else. youāll never find anybody better!ā
heāll start breaking shit. punching walls, shit, heāll even break your own phone if itās in arms reach. if you still insist on leaving heāll say heās gonna overdose. he tells you that heāll kill himself if you step out that door while pressing a blade up to his arm. if all else fails, heāll totally act like he didnāt just beg you to stay and scream at you to go then and not to come running back.
āfine bitch, go ahead and leave! but donāt come running back to me for nothinā.ā
in reality, heās definitely stalking your socials, making fake accounts you havenāt blocked him on, stalking your friends accounts to see other photos of you, visiting the club every night (not that he didnāt already do that) to try to see if youād show up. after about a month or so of doing this and going out and fucking other girls to get over you, he canāt do it anymore. heāll send you some fake heartfelt text that he probably used ai to make and call you while making himself sound like he was crying, trying to make you feel bad and convince you that heās changed and that he can be a better boyfriend. if you fall for it, youāre doomed. the relationships only going to be a million times worse than before. instead of knocking glass over and breaking shit, he might slap you. in public, he might grip your wrist ten times tighter, scared youāll run away. when he finally lets go, his fingers will be embedded in your skin. he might even guilt trip you into getting a matching tattoo with him. āif you really loved me and forgave me then you would.ā
if you really donāt go back to him though, no matter how many times you block him, youāll get a new video sent to your phone from some unknown number of him fucking a new girl. he sent you the videos in hopes of making you jealous or something. heās not going to stop for a long time. if you donāt go back to him, heās going to harass you for the rest of your life. and if you do go back? youāre in for a world of hell.
NAMGYU / PLAYER 124 ā would threaten you, would actually harm you
āyouāre one funny bitch. you know how much shit i got on you?ā
he finds it admirable, honestly. but still, fucking hilarious, that you, you, think you can leave him. what? when did you grow some balls? yeah, no. you just hurt his ego and thatās about the stupidest thing you could ever do to him. heās not very empty with his threats. if he says heās leaving? heāll leave. (for like a weekā¦) if he says heās gonna hit you? youāre gonna be bruised for a while. if he says heās gonna kill you? well, you havenāt gotten to that point yet. but keep this up and you sure will.
he keeps every nude and threatens to release it. sure youāre his and all, but that doesnāt stop him. so what if some other guy sees your body? he could care less. now if another guy touches you? letās not think about what would happen. threatens to send the pictures to your family and threatens to send every sex tape of you two that he filmed behind your back.
āwhat the fuck is wrong with you namgyu? when the fuck did you film that?ā
donāt raise your voice at him. once he hits you and you fall to the ground, heāll keep kicking at you with his foot over and over until he thinks youāve had enough. donāt speak up to him, donāt speak against him, and donāt piss him off. just sit there and be pretty, okay? heās going to be bolder now. next time you two have sex heās just going to shove the camera in your face. heās going to manipulate and force you to take nudes for him since you donāt want to anymore after he threatened to send them out. sometimes heāll force you to strip and then heāll just take the pictures himself. all in all, sometimes he might just say no and leave it at that. but if you keep pushing, heās going to threaten you. and if you still keep pushing, heās going to go through with those threats. you really are just some whore to him, donāt think heās above killing you.
MYUNGI / PLAYER 333 / MG COIN ā ā would let you leave and crawl back to him (except heās the one who crawls back), babytrapping
āreally? fine, if thatās what you want then leave.ā
he acts like he doesnāt care because he thinks his annoyance will make you turn right back around to him. he acts like he doesnāt care because heās trying to not get so bent out of shape about it and move on quickly. but when he hears your footsteps disappear and the door shut, he immediately balls up his fists. you seriously left? he didnāt expect that, but whatever. he doesnāt need you.
he tries to move on but after barely even a week, he canāt do it. he contacts you, but when you block him, he makes more and more numbers. he thought youād be running back to him, not the opposite. he sends you pictures of you two together in hopes youād change your mind, but when you just keep blocking him, heās knocking on your door demanding you open it up. he tries being nice but when you donāt open it, he starts banging on the door. really? youād been together for months and youād already gotten over him? no. no no no. you donāt get to just move on! what the hells wrong with you? when you still donāt open the door, he leaves and goes back to his place and sits on his bed while he ponders his next move. he decides for now just to stalk your page and harass you from more and more numbers. heās not going to stop until you at least respond. oh, youāre gonna get a restraining order? youāre funny. you think thatāll stop him? donāt go back to him. if for some reason you give in, the next time that you two have sex, heās going to make sure that you canāt leave. heās sure that youāll look so pretty with your stomach swelled up.
INHO / YOUNGIL / PLAYER 001 ā straight up says no / baby traps / makes you feel like youāre going crazy
straight up, no. you want to leave? no. he doesnāt even care for an explanation on why, youāre not leaving. completely ignores your words and changes the whole topic. everytime you try to say youāre leaving he just completely overrides you with something different.
āinho, iām serious. iām leaving you! iām packing my shit right now and iām not coming back, i swear to you.ā
āwhat did you want for dinner again? i have to go back out to get some groceries so thereās not too muchā¦ā
maybe itās on purpose, maybe itās not. but it makes you feel like youāre losing your mind. then he will deliberately go out of his way to make it seem like youāre crazy.
āiām leaving because of what youāve been doing behind my back, inho. itās fucked up and youāre insane.ā
ābaby, you could follow me around tomorrow. iāve got no idea what you mean.ā
and he says it all with that stupid small polite smile that he gives everyone. you just want to strangle him. if somehow he can get you in bed with him after you just got so pissed, heāll be more passionate than ever. heāll treat you nice, focus on your pleasure before his and then quickly when youāre blissed out, heāll pull out of you, slip the condom off and slide right back in. you donāt notice at all, but he makes sure to tell you like the cocky fuck he is. but he does it while heās thrusting and when you can tell heās about to cum. poor you, itās too late to stop him :(.
āiām about to fuck a baby in you ā agh, i ā i took the condom off. gonna have a beautifulāfuckāfucking baby with you.ā
how could you leave now? do you have enough money to take care of a child without him? and would you really deprive your child of their father? youāll get an abortion? heāll find a way to keep you locked up in your house. youāre still going to leave? heās going to guilt trip you to the max. and if that still fails? once again, heās just going to find a way to keep you locked up in your house. heāll figure it out as you go on, but for now, have your happy little family with him.
KANG SAE-BYEOK ā straight up says no
sheās not going to entertain you at all. she might not even say no, opting to just stay silent instead. if you get in her face about it because sheās ignoring you, sheās just going to push you away. if you keep nagging her about it, sheās going to slap you. if you decide not to drop it, sheāll drag you by your hair and lock you in a room. are you stupid? donāt start this shit first thing in the morning.
āsaebyeok, this isnāt working. we should go our separate ways.ā
āno. did you hit your head or something?ā
you should just drop it and move on with your day. nothing you say is going to convince her and if you piss her off too much, like said before, sheās just going to lock you away until you stop sounding ācrazyā. sheās very cold, but sheās generally pretty nice to you still though. sheās a good girlfriend to you, just a little possessive, but itās never gotten out of control. you just didnāt think the relationship was working and that it just wasnāt the right time. all in all, if you donāt push to much, you wonāt see the shitty side of her that she never shows you. however, if you keep pushing the idea, sheās going to give you a real reason to break up with her.
SANGWOO ā would let you leave and crawl back to him
āyou want to break up? fine.ā
it leaves you shocked at the sound of him not caring. it was as simple as that. you want to break up? bye then bitch! it hurt. it almost made you want to change your mind and say never mind and just stay with him, and thatās exactly what he wanted. thatās exactly why he said it like that. but that didnāt work and you just walked out the door. thatās fine though, youād come back to him, he knows it.
he makes sure to post old photos of you two on his Instagram. not ones with your face in it, duh, but he posts the photos that you took of him where youāre behind the camera or ones where your arm or your hand is slightly showing. he knows you still stalk his socials. heās posting these knowing that itās going to hurt your little heart and make you crawl right back. he leaves every photo of you two up on every platform, not deleting a single thing. for a little while, he even keeps his pfp the same. you two holding hands. whenever he posts something, he always makes sure to put something in the caption that he knows you love. you liked tulips? heāll put a tulip emoji in the caption. you loved cats? heāll put a cat emoji in his bio. all these subtle things where you wonāt know heās doing it on purpose, but itāll be so much of a coincidence that youāll think this is a sign to run back to him.
heāll tell his friends to ask about him to you whenever they talk with you.
āhow are you and sangwoo doing?ā
āoh he talks about you all the time.ā
he tells them to act like they donāt know that the two of you have broken up. he makes sure to get in your head and eventually? youāll come running back. if for some reason you donāt, he might have to pull some strings. spread some rumors about you so that your friends want nothing to do with you and so all that you have to run to for comfort is him.
warnings ā domestic abuse, crying mentions, drugs mentioned, withdraws mentioned, short one for inho
1. thanos
when heās off the drugs i actually think myung-gi would be more likely to and would be number one, however, thanos pupils are huge the entire series, so iām just basing it off of that.
i think pestering him in arguments is the quickest way for this to happen. if itās a short argument, heās just going to yell at you. however, if itās a longer argument and he thinks youāre pestering him and treating him like a child and youāre close to him and keep following him around, heās quick to just swing his hand out without a second thought and after the fact he still will stand there angry and upset. itās not until when he steps away and has a few minutes to himself that he realizes his mistake or until he sees a red mark littering your cheek that he realizes what heās done. and even then he doesnāt immediately apologize to you. if heās high heāll give you a half assed apology.
ābaby, iām sorry, iāll make it up to you.ā while caressing the side of your cheek. now on the rare occasion that heās not high, heāll stare at you in absolute shock after he realizes before immediately pulling you into a hug. in that hug itās like heās not breathing. itās like after yong-sik and his mom meet after a round of the mingle game, yong-sik staring into space almost, eyes wide open, tears slowly spilling over his eyes as his mom hugs him before he breaks down apologizing over and over.
thatās what thanos does. just a little less extreme where a few tears might slip and he slowly squeezes you tighter, afraid youāll slip out of his grasp. mumbling sorrys that you can barely comprehend because heās holding in a cry so his words start cracking apart, threatening to let out a giant sob once you squeeze him tighter and he starts to feel his chest getting wet with your tears and hearing your own sobs. he wanted to promise you and himself that he would never do this to you again, but thanos always made promises that he couldnāt keep.
2. myung-gi
i think if you pester him a lot (aka try talking things out like a couple should) he would also be more likely to hit you like thanos, but i think he just gets more agitated in general. heās already a pretty toxic guy to have as a boyfriend, heās not going to draw the line at hitting. he doesnāt want to push it to that point, itās not intentional, it just sort of happensā¦
it starts with him starting to manhandle you, pulling you by your wrist like youāre a doll if you piss him off in public. when youāre plain out arguing you notice he starts to practically rip out his own hair now, his fingernails digging into his palms. the moment he strikes you he doesnāt look at you, he either just walks away, still fuming, cursing under his breath, or he just continues to argue with you, not truly caring for what he did.
honestly, he has zero plans on actually apologizing to you. heāll either just go on with his day, talk to you like nothing happened the night before or heāll give you a small gift without officially saying that itās his way of apologizing. he has a pretty big amount of pride and he will not apologize unless you threaten to leave for a couple days or leave him forever.
āyouāre being dramatic! sorry? okay? is that what you want to hear?ā
or
ādonāt be so irrational. iām sorry. can you just move on now? i have.ā
he can be a good boyfriend but if you go down this route with him, heās not going back to how you guys used to be, and you can expect to have a red sting on your cheek for quite awhile. heās not proud of what he did and he doesnāt enjoy hurting you, and deep down he is sorry, but heās not going to tell you that unless you force him to. he doesnāt wanna lose you, but his pride is way too high. if you donāt want him anymore all because of a ādumb mistakeā heāll restart with someone new whoās not as āsensitiveā and ādramaticā as you.
3. nam-gyu
it was pretty hard to choose between nam-gyu and inho/youngil but i think due to drugs and stress, heās a lot more likely to do so than him.
i donāt believe he would ever hit you if he wasnāt high. however, if heās using or heās going through withdraws and you get into an argument with him, thereās zero hesitation before his hand goes up to your face. the argument doesnāt have to be a long one for this to happen either, you both could get two words out and then itāll just happen. but despite being high and not in his right mind, he would immediately grab your face with both of his hands, eyes wide, rubbing his hand over the red forming on your cheek before pulling you into a hug and pushing your face into his neck, holding the back of your head and rubbing his hands over your hair. the whole time his eyes are wide open, tears flowing like a waterfall out of his eyes while he tries to shush your own, his words shaky and his lips quivering. struggling to get any words out.
ābaby, ohāoh mā-my god. iām so sorry, sh, please donāt cry, mā so sorāsor..ryā..ā
he could hold you there with your head in the crook of his neck and on his shoulder forever. every time he feels the spot dampen he just grips you tighter and tighter, more and more apologies coming out of his mouth. the next day heād immediately make you breakfast (despite not being the best at cooking) and heād immediately shower you with love and kisses. it wasnāt just for you, but it was for his own state of mind as well. he genuinely thought he was going to die after what heād just done to you. it only gave him more motivation to stop using. he didnāt want to hurt you ever again. he wouldnāt hurt you ever again.
4. inho / youngil
i canāt actually see him hitting you but if and when he does he will apologize immediately after. pulling you into a side hug and rubbing your back. he assures you heās very sorry and then he kind of just moves on and tries laughing it off. arguing with him in general feels like heās trying to treat you like a child. he always just brushes arguments off and laughs it off, sometimes even saying that maybe you need to rest or lay down, youāve probably just had a long day and thatās why youāre so upset. it only makes you angrier with him, causing you to just raise your voice even more, stepping closer and closer to him and thatās when it just happens.
āiām sorry baby, you just pushed me a little. itās okay though.ā and then he moves on like nothing happened. honestly the way he says it makes it seem like heās insinuating that itās your fault and you two never mention it again. it always lingers with you though, but the second after it happened it was as if he just forgot. in fact to him, it never even happened.
warnings ā noncon, cockwarming, guns, squid game stuff
iām begging you. if you donāt fuck with noncon and you hate it so much, then donāt fucking read this. 18+
a whole waterfall coming down your face, lip quivering, biting back your sobs. he said heād make it even worse if you made a sound. so you decide to replace the sobs that you couldnāt let out with heavy breaths. you were about to start hyperventilating. legs tied to his, he was balls deep in you, forcing you to cockwarm him with your arms tied behind your back. god, you felt like you were gonna puke. you feel his cold gloves slide under your tracksuit jacket and onto your bare stomach, making you shiver.
āwhatās got you so tense? are the games getting boring?ā
you shake your head no, and he shifts under you. you know he did it on purpose, it wasnāt done to get comfortable, it was done to fuck with you. feeling his dick move in you and feeling yourself clench around him. you hated it. he laughs lightly before moving his head into your shoulder to get a better view of the games. he squeezed your arm with one of his hands, the other still wrapped around your stomach. you had to watch all these people die, you put your head down. this was sick. he was sick. he lets go of your arm and grabs your chin, lifting it to make you keep watching.
ākeep your eyes up. this is nice of me, no? i could pick up this gun right now and shoot you just like them. it wonāt hurt me. i still got what i want.ā
he moves his hand from your chin and taps the gun on his table. you hadnāt even noticed it until he said something. he picks it up for a second, wiggling it at you tauntingly before putting it back down. he runs his hands through your hair and wraps his arms all around you, pulling your back right into his chest. you donāt know how, but somehow that made his dick go even deeper, and you quickly try to lift yourself up off of him, despite your legs being tied down to his own. he quickly grips your hips and pulls you back down before slapping you on the inside of your thigh, hard, causing you to flinch up and bounce on his dick, immediately you pause and suck the air through your teeth, more tears dribbling down, all while hearing a low dark laugh from behind you. an evil man you thought was your friend. a man you thought you could trust.
āyknow,ā
he grabs a glass of wine from his table and presses it to his lips.
āyouād think youād be happy.ā
he moves the glass to sit on your thigh, a quiet way of telling you to stay still. wouldnāt wanna spill it on his nice suit after all.
āi mean, instead of running the risk of losing a game and dying, now you just have to stay here and run the risk of not pleasing me.ā
you swallow hard, your chest rising up and down quickly still as you try to keep your head up to watch these sick games, the whole time youāre looking for gihun and your group, hoping theyāre okay. he moves the glass off your thigh and blindly presses the glass to your lips. you move your head away and the wine spills on you, painting the once green jacket completely red. it was the only safety net that you had that he allowed you to keep. that stupid jacket covered in blood and now wine. it was gross, but at least you werenāt completely bare. it didnāt stop him from touching you though, clearly, but it gave you some sort of comfort. he sighs before putting the glass back on the table and you tense more as he rubs his hands up your arms, scared of what was to come next.
āso? whatās going on in that head of yours?ā
you take a deep breath before finally speaking to him.
āyouāre a liar.ā
he simply laughs and he moves once again, making you squeeze your eyes shut and you bite your lip.
āi want to go.ā
āyouād rather play the games?ā
you slowly nod your head and he hums before you hear something on his table move and something pressed against your back. you try to twist yourself to look behind at him, but he simply grips your arm, sending a threat your way to turn back around towards the tv and you obey.
āletās play a game then.ā
you hear the sound of a gun cocking and feel something press into your back. when you guess what it was, you let out a small whimper and shrink into yourself.
āwhat? i thought you wanted to play.ā
āiāā
he moves the gun away from your back and up to your neck and you choke on your words. you feel his hand shift before you hear the loud bang of the gun, causing you to scream, thinking that the bullet went through your head as you sob out, choking on your own tears. coughing everywhere and your chest heaving. he wraps his arm around your neck and pulls you into his back again cutting off some of your air flow and rests his other arm with the gun onto your exposed lap. you felt his cock twitch in you, but any other sensations were dulled out from the fear you were in. it had all felt almost numb.
āyou still wanna play the games?ā
he positioned the gun under your chin, lifting it up and you let out a choked up ānoā. he decides to remove it and you finally stop holding your breath. he moves it in front of your face and waves it slightly before placing it back on the table beside him, but it didnāt comfort you in the slightest. your chest was stil heaving and the beads of sweat dripping down your forehead didnāt slow down in the slightest. you hear him sigh behind you before sitting up straighter and doing the slightest movements and the slowest thrusts in you. you immediately start moving your wrists in the restraints, straining to free them, throwing your head down and trying to squirm away and free your legs from his. he just holds the sides of your arms tightly, definitely bruising them under his gloved hands and he continues to grind under you, a small laugh coming from him as he feels you clench around him and he moves his gloved hand from your arm to the inside of your thigh, squeezing it before he sticks a gloved finger in you, lying right next to his dick, stretching you even more and finally a loud sob finds its way out of your throat and escapes your lips. he removes his finger and rubs a few circles on your clit, living for the feeling of you clenching around him before he moves his finger up the inside of your thigh, covering it in your slick. he wraps his arms around you again, pressing you against his chest as you continue to sniffle and let out small cries. he simply runs his hand through your hair and moves a hand to grope your boobs under your tracksuit. feeling that youāre so tense, he runs his hands up your sides and your waist, as if that was going to make you relax at all.
āi told you earlier that being here was better because all you had to do was run the risk of not pleasing me.ā
he suddenly grips his fingers as tight as possible into your hips.
āso iād suggest you start moving instead of trying to be so still unless you want me to pull the trigger next time i pick the gun back up.ā