Done wasting my Fu@$kin time.. #YOUAREDISMISSED (at Huntsville, Alabama)

HMMMM! I NEVER NOTICED LMAO #meme #fuckyou #youaredismissed

Me at the people surrounding me right now -__-

I believe in trying cause it's always worth it. I believe in risks, I don't mind the regrets cause I always dismiss them after time. I don't hold grudges, or dwell on my sad past. If I'm this way it's because my tragic past has made me a better person. If i don't say much about myself its because I'm a private person. I don't want anyone ever feeling sorry for me or try to comfort me cause they know my story. I stand real strong, and I don't own much and my clothes and shoes aren't that fancy, but everything I have I've bought it myself. It's not always honest money but I do what I have to do to survive. I wake up every morning like all Americans do and head to work and complain a lot , but in between all the bullshit I love to laugh and I love to hug. If I like being alone it's because I feel happy this way. There are nights when I seek for chemistry, cause I love men and just people in general. I like to talk to them and hear their stories, I get to come home and paint about it, write about, write songs about it. If I come off as sour , that's because I kinda am, but that's the beauty of me cause I feel like I stay true to myself and i know what i am. sometimes I do have negative thoughts and I do speak like a grouch. Yeah , i know i make bad choices, i get involved with the wrong people sometimes. I get angry at myself but I don't carry that with me forever. I let it go as time makes me wiser. There's this one good thing about me, that I can find a balance between the bad and the good and the good will always outweigh the bad, cause I am in love. I always have been. Today, a big giant truck cut me off so bad that I was force to move to the opposite lane of cars coming toward me. Luckily the car coming towards me moved quick enough for me to break and stop my car from crashing. I got home with a yellow face and I couldn't feel my arms. I got so scared that I couldn't even hear a sound. I'm so grateful for being alive and being in good health. I'm thankful for my meals everyday and the hugs I get to give each day. I won't ever let anyone kill this vibe.