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Lia Walti x Swiss Snow Mountaineering Reader

She carried the Swiss crest through a home Euros, across every minute and every anthem. This winter, wrapped in red, she's watching the woman she loves climb for it.

July heat settles low in the stadium bowl, trapped between concrete and evening light. Warm enough that the concrete under your shoes still radiates heat from the afternoon sun. It smells like sunscreen, spilled lager, and fresh-cut grass damp from the sprinklers that shut off ten minutes ago. Somewhere above the rim of the stadium, the Alps sit heavy and unmoving, holding the evening in place. The air is thick but alive — humming with the kind of anticipation that only comes when a tournament belongs to you.

This isn’t neutral ground. This is the UEFA Women’s EUROs. In Switzerland.

Red and white aren’t just decorative tonight. They’re structural. Flags folded carefully instead of flung wildly. Scarves looped with precision. Face paint drawn in neat white crosses that don’t smudge even in the humidity.

The Swiss section hums instead of roars.

Coordinated clapping. Measured chanting. Drums steady, not frantic.

You’re not in the general block.

You’re in the family and friends section, just off the lower bowl — close enough to hear studs scrape against grass during warm-ups. Close enough that when a ball is struck clean, the sound reaches you before the echo does.

You’ve been to dozens of her matches.

Club nights in cold rain. Qualifiers in half-full stadiums. Champions League ties thick with tension.

And every time, you have worn the same thing: A plain Switzerland jersey. No name. No number. The same for club.

Neutral. Supportive. Private.

Tonight is different.

You’re turned away from the pitch, mid-conversation with Lia’s sister, half-laughing about something small — travel delays, a misplaced credential, something domestic and unimportant.

Your back faces the field. Red fabric stretched clean across your shoulders.

Wälti

Her name, in crisp white lettering. Her number beneath it.

No embellishment. No irony. Just hers.

The fabric clings slightly to your spine in the heat. Your hair is pulled tight at the nape of your neck. One hand gestures lightly as you speak; the other rests against the railing.

On the pitch, Lia moves through warm-up drills.

Inside foot. Outside foot. Check shoulders. Half-turn. Release. Captain’s rhythm.

Her socks are already smudged green. A fine line of sweat traces down the back of her neck beneath her brain. She wipes her palm on her shorts before stepping into another rondo.

She scans the stands automatically.

Lower bowl. Upper tier. Away pocket.

Then the family section. Her gaze passes once, then returns. She sees her sister first — familiar posture, familiar profile.

Then she sees you.

Back turned. Laughing. Arms relaxed instead of folded for once.

Her eyes settle on the red between your shoulder blades.

White Lettering. Wälti You’ve never worn it before.

Not for club. Not for country. Not even at finals.

There’s a fractional delay — barely visible — before she turns back toward the rondo.

She doesn’t wave. Doesn’t signal. Doesn’t smile.

But she stores it.

You chose to wear it here. At home. At the EUROs.

The anthem announcement crackles through the speakers. The drums behind you begin their steady rhythm, vibrating up through concrete and into your calves.

You turn back toward the pitch now, conversation fading. Your arms fold across your chest automatically as the teams line up, focus settling in.

Red and white rise in coordinated motion.

Her name remains steady across your shoulders.

Public. Intentional. Unmistakeable.

You were never neutral. You’ve been here in the rain and qualifiers and quiet away nights when no one was watching.

You just never made it visible. Tonight you did.

Home tournament. Home captain.

For the first time, you’ve let the world see exactly where you stand.

The whistle splits the air sharp and metallic.

Kickoff rolls forward and the stadium noise compresses into something tighter — not loud yet, just concentrated.

The grass is still faintly slick from the sprinklers. The ball skids half a meter farther on the first diagonal switch. You see it. So does she.

Switzerland hold their line compact. Back four narrow enough that shoulders almost brush. Midfield staggered, disciplined. The defensive shape shifts like a single organism — not chasing, just sliding.

Spain settle into possession the way they always do. Short passes don’t look dangerous until they are. A midfield checks into the half-space, receives on the back foot, releases before pressure closes.

Boot meets ball in steady percussion.

Inside. Outside. Inside.

The air smells greener now — cut grass torn up under studs.

You track Lia without meaning to. She drops deeper to receive. The ball arrives slightly behind her, and she adjusts with a small hip swivel instead of taking an extra touch. Turns forward.

Her first touch is firmer tonight. Intentional.

Spain scores late in the first half.

It starts quietly — one extra runner drifting inside the channel. A moment of hesitation in the back line. A pass threaded flat across the surface, skimming damp blades of grass.

The strike is placed, not hit hard. Net ripples.

The away section explodes — high, shape, almost metallic in contrast to the Swiss hum.

The scoreboard flips. Heat presses against your face. Someone a few rows behind exhales hard.

The Swiss section doesn’t deflate. The drums resume. Steady.

Second half.

Switzerland’s press rises five meters. You can see it — the defensive line steps up, compressing space. Spain are forced to release earlier than they want.

A tackle lands firmer. Studs scrape. A body hits the grass and slides a fraction too long before stopping.

You hear the thud before the whistle.

Lia anticipates an interception — she steps into the passing lane before the ball is struck, reads the body shape, times it. One clean touch, immediate switch to the right flank.

The ball travels fast enough that it whistles faintly.

The equalizer comes from a set piece. The air feels thicker waiting for it. Ball placed. Hands on hips. Breath held. The stadium goes quiet in that suspended way that makes even fabric shifting sounds loud.

The delivery arcs tight toward the near post. A glance of contact. A redirect.

GOAL

This time the Swiss section doesn’t hum. It erupts.

Sound crashes upward. Flags snap. Someone grabs your shoulder without meaning to. The vibration runs up through concrete and into your chest.

1-1

Spain adjusts. The tempo changes almost invisibly. Passes quicker. Angles narrower. The ball moves faster than legs now.

With fifteen minutes left, Switzerland’s defensive line hesitates half a second — not enough to panic, just enough to open a seam.

Spain find it. The shot is cleaner than the first. Net again.

2-1

The final minutes feel heavier. Sweat darkens the backs of shirts. Breath comes sharper. A clearance lands shorter than intended. A last cross sails just beyond reach.

The whistle comes. Not dramatic. Just final.

Players bend at the waist. Hands to knees. Some stare at the grass where studs have carved pale lines into green.

Lia stays upright. Hands on her head. Chest rising and falling steadily. She scans — replaying spacing, timing, that half-second hesitation.

The Swiss section applauds.

Not polite. Sustained. Recognition.

Spain edges it but Switzerland did not shrink. When Lia turns toward the stands, sweat at her temples, grass at her knees, she doesn’t look undone. She looks like she’s already building the next version.

The players make their slow lap first. Not celebratory. Acknowledging.

Hands lifted briefly toward each section. A few exchange shirts. A few words with Spain players at midfield — respectful, efficient.

The grass is torn now in pale streaks where studs have carved through damp surface. Sweat has dried into salt lines along collars. The air feels cooler, but only slightly — the heat still trapped in concrete beneath your feet.

The Swiss section hasn’t emptied. It lingers. Flags draped instead of waved. Applause still intermittent.

You stay where you are. Arm folded. Watching.

Lia finishes with the final handshake, says something short to a teammate, then turns toward the family section.

She doesn’t rush. Doesn’t drag. Just walks.

The closer she gets, the more the stadium noise softens into individual sounds — boots knocking against advertising boards, a steward’s radio crackling, someone laughing too loudly three rows down.

She reaches the barrier. Metal cool now beneath her hands.

Up close, there’s grass ground into her socks. A faint streak of dirt across her shin. Her breathing is stray, but deeper than at kickoff.

She doesn’t look at you first. She looks at the pitch one more time. Then: “We should’ve managed that second half better.”

Not frustration. Assessment.

You don’t unfold your arms.

“You made history.”

Her jaw tightens almost imperceptibly.

“We didn’t win.”

“You made history.”

The drums have stopped now. The crowd is more murmur than chant. She finally looks at you fully and because you’re facing her now, the name on your back isn’t visible. But she already saw it.

“You wore that.”

It’s not teasing. It’s an observation.

“Yeah.”

“For luck?”

You shake your head once. “For pride.”

She studies that. The same way she studies film. No immediate reaction. No dismissal.

The stadium lights brighten another degree with the night sky.

“You changed something,” you say.

It doesn’t land loudly. It lands steady.

Her eyes flick back toward the pitch — to the spaces where Switzerland help shape, to the seam they conceded, to the line they stepped five meters higher in the second half.

She exhales. “We’ll see.”

It’s not defiance. It’s processing.

A beat passes between you — not unfinished, just unconfirmed. Then she pushes off the barrier, gives a short nod to her sister, and turns towards the tunnel.

You stay where you are. The grass smell lingers. The stadium empties slowly.

And the sentence hangs there — Not accepted. Not rejected. Stored.

Milano-Cortina does not hum the way Switzerland did.

It cuts.

Cold, clean air slices into lungs the second you step out of the shuttle. The mountains rise sharp and immediate, Dolomites etched against a pale blue sky that feels closer than it should. Snow glare forces your eyes to narrow even before the competition begins.

This is the Winter Olympics.

Ski mountaineering has carved its course into the mountain above the stadium — red fencing climbing aggressively upward, disappearing behind a ridge before dropping into a technical descent that gleams in the morning light.

The course board stands near the entrance: Individual event. Three ascents. Two descents. One boot pack. 1,600 meters vertical gain.

The snow underfoot compresses with a dry, hollow crunch. The air smells faintly of ski wax and cold metal. Flags crack sharply instead of waving loosely — winter wind doesn’t tolerate softness.

The Swiss section is smaller than at the EUROs.

Denser.

Layered in insulated red jackets and white knit hats. Gloves clap instead of bare hands. Breath clouds the air between chants.

This time, she is the one in the stands.

Lia stands slightly forward from the group, Swiss jacket zipped to the chin, scarf tucked neatly inside. A small Swiss flag loops around her wrist — not dramatic, just secured.

No bouncing. No filming. Watching.

Below the start pen holds athletes in bright race suits, skis already clicked into lightweight bindings. Poles rest angled into snow Goggles sit at foreheads, reflecting white glare.

You stand inside the corral. Race suit tight across shoulders. Breath steady despite the altitude. Goggles resting just above your eyes.

You check: Left binding tension. Right heel lock. Pole strap alignment. Book buckle — second notch, not third. Skins sealed clean along the bases.

No wasted motion.

The announcer’s Italian-accented English carries thin in the cold air.

“Benvenuti a Milano-Cortina…”

The Olympic rings hang enormous above the stadium entrance.

Lia’s eyes do not follow the chaos of a race. They track mechanics.

Your shoulders are loose. Your jaw unclenched. Your weight centered over the balls of your feet.

You bounce once — testing compression through carbon sole and binding connection.

A gust snaps the Swiss flag at her wrist.

For a moment, the scene mirrors summer.

Red and White. Structure. Containment.

Only now the field is vertical. The starter raises the gun. You lower your goggles.

The Olympic mountain waits.

The gun cracks.

Skis scrape forward in a burst of white spray. The first hundred meters are noise — poles colliding, edges clipping, breath already visible in sharp bursts. The field compresses instinctively as athletes fight for position before the skin track narrows into the smaller upward channel cut into the mountain.

Once the tract sets, there is no “inside” or “outside.” Just the path. A thin, packed ribbon climbing relentlessly upward.

You don’t sprint for it. Two athletes spike early to secure position before the funnel tightens. Their pole plants are heavy, urgent.

You let them go.

Your cadence settles: Left. Right. Glide. Plant.

Mid-pack.

When the track steepens, the field naturally strings out. Some athletes widen their kick turns too aggressively, stepping farther across the slope than necessary before pivoting back uphill.

You don’t. Your kick turns are tight. Efficient. Minimal wasted lateral movement.

Lia notices the angle of your hips — square enough to conserve core stability. Your upper body stays quiet while others begin to rock through their shoulders.

You’re not climbing recklessly. You’re climbing correctly.

At the first transition, the pack compresses again. Skis angle sideways into firm snow. Hands move fast.

One racer fumbles her skin, adhesive catching on a glove cuff.

You rip both skins clean in one practice motion. Fold. Tuck. Binding flip. Push.

No pause.

You gain seconds without appearing to surge.

Second ascent.

The gradient sharpens. Breath clouds the air in rhythmic bursts.

Athletes ahead begin to over-stride, lifting knees higher than necessary. You shorten slightly instead — quicker, cleaner steps, less vertical bounce.

The commentators’ voices carry faintly upward.

“She may have waited too long —”

Lia doesn’t react.

Your shoulders are still level. You haven't lifted your chin. You’re not redlining.

At the book pack, skis swing onto shoulders. The sound changes — snow crunch under cramponed boots instead of glide. Athletes lean into the mountain, some gripping their skis too low, weight dragging behind.

You hold yours at the balance point. Your torso remains upright. You pass one athlete simply by not breaking rhythm.

Final ascent.

The skin track is carved deeper now, rutted from the athletes before you.

This is where it shifts. Your stride lengthens.

Not frantic. Not desperate. Just more ground per step.

Two athletes ahead begin to stall — cadence breaking, shoulders rising. You close the gap gradually. No attack face. No audible effort. Just accumulation.

You step past one on a kick turn. Then another on the straight. By the time the summit banner crests into view, you are no longer mid-pack.

You’re leading.

Lia’s grip tightens around the small Swiss flag at her wrist — not in panic, in recognition.

Final descent.

You don’t throw it sideways. You set your edges clean. Controlled arcs. No skid. You exit each turn carrying speed instead of spraying it away.

The finish straight opens below in a corridor of red fencing.

Poles drive. Chest forward. Gold.

Not explosive. Inevitable in hindsight.

From the stands, Lia doesn’t erupt. She exhales. Long. Because she saw it building before anyone else did.

The podium is colder than the course.

Metal beneath boots. Breath visible again now that you’re still. Snow packed flat in front of the stage reflects light upward, making everything brighter than it should be.

Gold rests against your chest. Heavy.

The announcer’s voice rolls through Italian first, then English, then French.

“Gold medal…Switzerland.”

The Swiss section doesn’t explode the way some nations do. It rises.

Flags lift. Gloves clap. Sound steady.

The flag begins to climb.

Red. White cross. Higher than the others.

The first notes of the anthem carry thin and clear in the mountain air.

From the stands, Lia stands upright, scarf tucked tight at her collarbone. She sings — not loudly, not for cameras. Controlled. Each word shaped carefully.

On the podium, you don’t look down at the medal. You don’t look toward the cameras either.

You lift your chin slightly and you sing. Not performative. Not smiling. Jaw set the way it is when you’re focused. Shoulders square. Spine straight.

The exact same posture she held in Switzerland in July. The same contained pride. The same refusal to shrink inside the moment.

Lia’s voice falters for half a beat, because suddenly the sentence from summer isn’t abstract anymore.

“You changed something.”

It wasn’t about beating Spain. It wasn’t about medals. It was about standing in bigger spaces without adjusting yourself smaller.

Switzerland didn’t win that night, but they stepped five meters higher.

You didn’t attack this race. You built underneath it and now the flag climbs anyway.

The realization settles in her chest — not explosive. Anchored.

It’s not that you won. It’s how you did it. How you stood in it.

The anthem reaches its final line. You finish the last word without looking away from the flag. When it ends, the mountain is quiet for a breath longer than expected.

Lia lowers her hand from over her heart. She understands now. Not the result, but the pattern.

Athletes step down from the podium. Officials guide you towards mixed zone barriers. Snow shifts under boots, softer now after hours of sun and traffic.

You move through it without rush. Medal still around your neck. Cold where it touches skin.

The Swiss section remains clustered near the railing.

She doesn’t wave you over, she waits.

When you reach her, there’s no barrier this time — just red fencing and packed snow between you.

Up close, the cold has flushed her cheeks slightly pink. The scarf is still tucked neatly into her jacket. Her breath moves slower now.

Neither of you speak immediately.

You lift the medal first.

No announcement. No build-up.

You slide it up and over your head. For a second, it hangs between your hands — gold catching sharp alpine light. Then you place it over hers.

It lands against her Swiss jacket zipper with a soft metallic tap.

She doesn’t protest. Doesn’t laugh. Doesn’t move to remove it.

The medal rests heavy against her chest. You step closer, closing the small space the fencing leaves.

Her eyes don’t drop to the gold. They stay on you.

“You meant that.”

Not questioning. Confirming.

You nod once.

“You changed something.”

This time, it doesn’t hang abstract. It sits between you, tangible as the weight pressing into her sternum.

Summer grass. Winter snow.

Second half adjustments. Final ascent timing.

She reaches up, fingers brushing the edge of the medal. Lifts it slightly. Measures the weight. Then lets it fall back against her chest as she steps forward and slides it off her neck.

Not possession. Not sacrifice. Shared.

The snow around you absorbs the sound of the crowd.

Red and white against white. Gold steady between you.