Did I just spend 4 hours writing this CEO au Drabble when I should be sleeping? Yes I did. Let me know what you think, my sleep has suffered for this x
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You looked at your seven bosses, sprawled like sin on their office chairs, with a little bit of defiance and anger, and a little bit of worry. Namjoon crossed his arms expectedly, waiting for you to speak, raising his brow when you donât. You couldnât keep his gaze and looked around the office of the young CEOs, avoiding the eyes burning into your skin. Focusing on the dark grey walls, you almost couldnât hear Yoongiâs scoff, they let such little light into this room, thick curtains almost always covered the few windows there, and it didnât help settle your nerves.
When it became evident you were going to hold your tongue, the leader of the group decided he would talk instead.
âWeâve received a complaint about our favourite employee,â he starts, waiting for a reaction. It was your turn to scoff and cross your arms defiantly, it wasnât your fault, but you didnât want to explain that, so you sat and acted like a brat as an act of defence against them. As much as it warmed your cheeks to hear the word favourite, you feared you would cause him to continue with disappointment, your heart sank with dread, you were a known teachers pet your whole life, if your bosses were angry with you, you might actually cry.
âYou were caught fighting with another employee,â Jin continues, and you meekly look up at him, starting to feel uncomfortable in your own skin. He gives you a very small smile, eyes soft but firm in their interrogation. âNow weâve heard Suranâs version of events...â
You scoff even louder, rolling your eyes, which makes Jin raise his eyebrow in shock at your attitude.
â... but we want to hear yours,â Hobi finishes, frowning at your behaviour.
You look away from the middle of their entourage to the left hand side where Taehyung sat at the end, chin in his hand, elbow resting on the arm of the chair, dark eyes assessing you with almost a bored expression on his face. Your heart rate increased and you clutched your arms with your nails tighter as if that would save you. Tae always managed to get a reaction out of you, maybe best not to look at him. But looking at Yoongi next to him was no better, as evident from the smirk on his face, they both could read you like a book written in their own language.
You turn your head to the other end of the panel, where Jungkook and Jimin sat, their normally smiling faces looked at you with disappointment and you bowed your head in shame at once. It was their fault really, but you didnât want to say. It was no secret in the office that the seven CEOs had a soft spot for you, the maknaes made that abundantly clear in all the time youâve worked for them. Always stealing you away, coming into the lunchroom to sit with you, always joking and laughing with you while blantently ignoring the other employees. You never thought much of it, but that bitch certainly had something to say about it.
Even the older members of the group made it clear who their favourite employee was, even though they were a lot more subtle, finding the time to walk past your desk and ask about your day, call you into their office to make sure you were okay when they thought you were stressed. It was the little quiet things with them, a complete opposite to the maknaes loud and cheerful declaration, but youâd be lying if you didnât admit how it melted your heart and yes, fine, you developed a major crush on the seven guys who treated you better than they did everyone else.
You didnât try to make something more of it, genuinely you worked hard, harder than most people in the building, that was why you thought they appreciated you a little more, nothing else, so why did Suran have to go run her mouth and taint it all for you.
You heard a deep sigh from Tae, but refused to look at him. You heard his chair slide back with ease as he stood to come towards you, kneeling down in front of your chair and taking your chin into his soft grasp. When you looked at him you wanted to cry.
Taehyung always gave you whiplash, one second he was laughing and acting like a child and the next he could become somber and strict, you never knew which Tae to expect, and honestly you thought he did it on purpose to keep you on your toes. There were days where you brought him his files and heâd smile like you just saved the world gushing you with praises, and the next time heâd look at you with dark eyes with the words âgood girlâ coming out in his deep timbre that made your whole body shiver.
His eyes now were commanding and dark, you took his wrist into your hand and tried to push him away but he held on a little tighter, a light sound of disapproval leaving him.
âTsk, what happened to my good girl?â He said, voice deep. âWhy would our sweet Y/n get into a fight?â
You could feel a lump in your throat, the real reason you really didnât want to speak was because you know youâd start wailing like an idiot in front of the men that you started to love, and while you thought they may not reciprocate those feelings, you didnât want to lose their respect. Stupid Suran had to ruin everything.
âDid you get hurt, angel?â Jimin says softly. Tears definitely start to well up in your eyes as you look towards him. Taehyung letâs go of your chin to caress your cheek as a tear drops and he wipes it away.
Namjoonâs eyes darken, they know for absolute fact you could do no wrong but unless they wanted HR to come visit they needed to resolve this in house. He knew that bitch was lying through her teeth about their favourite girl, but they needed you to tell them what actually happened so they could get rid of her without any mess.
âWe canât help you baby girl if you donât tell us,â he says, hoping it would elicit something out of you.
âYou guys are the problem,â you say through a sob, and your arms come to cover your face as more tears shed down your face. Their hearts sink at your words, Taehyung frowns at you, his dark eyes disappearing to look at you with sadness.
âWhat did we do, sunshine?â Hobi asks, tensing his shoulders. The group collectively hold their breath waiting for you to answer, bracing themselves for the onslaught of whatever theyâve done wrong.
âThat!â You look at him accusingly, âstop doing that!â
They all turn to look at each other in confusion as you continue to cry.
âBeautiful girl..â Jin starts but you interrupt him.
âJin stop please,â you beg, which does nothing to quell their confusion. You try to stop crying but end up causing yourself to hiccup and breathe shakily. Taehyung tries to hush you softly while still caressing your face, now with both hands.
It hurts them to see you like this, you were never a mere employee to them, and they made sure to show it, you mightâve missed the memo but none of the other employees did. The warning glares when a male colleague tried to talk to you, the way they tried to make sure at least one of them was with you at all times, the special projects they gave you to keep you near them. It was all done to keep you close, to get something to blossom from you so you could be theirs. They were being as patient as they could be, so what went wrong? Did you not want them like they wanted you?
âWe donât understand, Kitten, you have to explain it to us,â Yoongi growled getting impatient with you, he always covered his vulnerability with an air of annoyance and cold gazes, the rest of the boys saw through it, they couldnât stand the idea of being the cause of your pain.
âThe pet names, they need to stop,â you say firmly through your tears, painting your own glare onto your face, hoping it would give you the strength to get though this.
If the boys were hurt before, they definitely felt the cut this rejection caused, Yoongi flinched at your gaze. You never had a problem with this before.
They all called you a different name, something that resonated with their own selves. Yoongi called you kitten because of the rise he would get out of you when he teased you, you were smaller than him and he found your tenacity very cute so he picked on you jokingly to get a reaction, the phrase âKittenâs got her claws out,â was a regular occurrence in your working life and while you always rolled your eyes at him you secretly loved it. You always joked that Yoongi reminded you of a cat, so it only made sense to him you were his Kitten, he always saw the smile you tried to hide when he called you that so why was it a problem now?
âAngel,â Jimin wanted to calm you down but it seemed to have other effects, your tears started again as you closed your eyes in defeat, you couldnât be angry with them to make yourself look stronger. The sobs that left you made them wince, Taehyung takes you into his arms onto the floor, setting you on your knees, but against his wishes it makes you cry harder.
Jungkook nibbles on his lips, what made you cry like this? Surely not them, not their love for you. Anxiety started creeping inside him and he looked to their leader to try and make sense of the situation. You werenât meant to cry, they didnât anticipate that, they thought this would be simple, youâd say what the surely bitch had done and they would fire her, why had it turned to you crying inconsolably?
Namjoon had his eyes trained on you throughout your outburst, it didnât take a genius to figure out why you suddenly had a problem with their affection.
âWhat did she say to you, Y/n?â His voice was stern and left no room for evasion.
âShe said,â you sobbed into Taeâs blazer, clutching onto him as he stroked your back and cradled your head against him. You drew a shaky breath trying to get your words out, but you were awful at speaking when you cried. Taehyung put his cheek on the top of head to comfort you, as you tried to find your breath and your words.
âCome on, beautiful girl what did she say?â Jin pushed softly. While it warmed your heart to feel their care, it also broke it to know theyâd never be yours the way you wanted them to be, that their care was only platonic and if they found out how you felt maybe theyâd never look at you the same. So you didnât want it, any of it, maybe it was easier to live without them then let them know how much you craved to be theirs, if only you knew they wanted you too.
âSunshine, you need to tell us,â you can hear the sadness in Hoseokâs voice and it hurts you.
âSh-she called m-me a whore,â you force out of yourself, spluttering in your tears. âShe said I must b-be a - a wh-whore if you...â your whine break their hearts a little more, Jungkook and Jimin unable to stand how broken you sound join Taehyung in holding you, stroking your arms, your back, whatever they could to comfort you a little at least. The four CEOâs remain frozen in their chairs as their blood boils.
âIf we what Kitten?â Yoongi asks through gritted teeth, fist clenching in anger.
You shake your head and whine against the maknaes, you donât want to do this, you donât want to say it, but youâve started now and you need to finish. You gulp in a breath of air before you continue, trying to keep the emotion out of your voice.
âWhy would you show me any kindness if I werenât selling myself to you,â your nails dig into Taehyung suit and you try to ground yourself and keep the sobs at bay. âWhy would all seven CEOs treat me any differently if they werenât all using me for my body, why would they look at me when there were countless other women prettier and sexier than me.â
By the end of your explanation you were crying loudly again, but you could see the shock on their faces. Jimin and Jungkook exchanged a look of contempt, when they were done consoling you they had a bitch to deal with.
âI tried to explain to her that it wasnât like that, but she wasnât having it, I tried to walk away but she screamed at me and said âhow does this whore think sheâs better than meâ and then she threw the first punch,â you tried wiping away your own tears and hurt, feeling so pathetic in front of them. âI swear I didnât start it, I didnât even fight back I just tried to keep her off of me.â You looked at Namjoon pleadingly hoping heâd believe you.
âI understand if you want me to leave,â you said your worst fear out loud only to be met with noises of disapproval.
âWhy would we want you to leave, Bunny?âJungkook took your face into his hands, and looked at you with his doe eyes hoping youâd see the sincerity he held for you. You always thought it were ironic the names the men gave you, it was like a reflection of themselves, you always thought Jungkook reminded you of a rabbit so when he first called you bunny you laughed out loud and asked him why he called you that. You remember his playful smile as he shrugged his shoulders and said âyou jump on the spot when youâre excited,â giggling at you before whispering âlike a bunny,â as if it were a secret. Jungkook was remembering it all as well, remembering how you grinned for him when he said that, comparing it to how broken you looked when he said it now.
âYou donât want rumours like this around you,â you explain, âyou guys have worked so hard for something like me to taint the respect youâve built.â
Yoongi scoffs again and looks at you as if you just uttered the most idiotic words known to man.
âWe donât care about that, we care about you silly Kitten.â
Yoongi hated how fragile you looked, you always held yourself strongly, the fact that this nonsense got to you frustrated him, who the hell did Suran think she was making his kitten feel so small.
âI canât work here anymore Yoongi,â you said softly, the reason why you were so apprehensive to talk this over now becoming apparent, you knew how it would end. The panic that filled Yoongi made him clutch his chair, his breathing becoming harder at the thought that you would willingly leave them. He turned to their leader and saw a similar panic, losing you was never an option.
âFlower,â Tae said to get your attention, he had two names for you. When he was being soft it was flower, when he was in boss mode it was always good girl, and both always made your heart flutter, even now. He shook his head without another word, he didnât need to say anything you could tell he was saying no to you leaving.
Jungkook wraps his arms around you from behind, pressing his face into your neck, holding you as close as he could.
âPlease donât leave us,â he whispers against you. He could feel dread weighing him down, but he would take you down with him and never let you out of his hold.
âI canât stay,â you whisper back to Kookie, pressing your cheek to him before making eye contact with Namjoon, âIâll hand in my resignation letter tomorrow.â
âWeâll reject it,â he replies quick as a flash, jaw clenching stubbornly.
âJoonie, you canât reject it,â you say back equally as stubborn.
He finally rises from his chair to stand tall in front of you, his fingers go to your hair, stroking the strand back and forcing you to look up at him.
âGive me one good reason why I canât.â
âI want to leave,â you lie, and Jimin whimpers beside you taking your hand into his, looking at your fingers as if it would stop his world crumbling around him. Jungkook holds you tighter, if he had to stay like this for eternity to stop you he would.
âYouâre lying,â Taehyung says seeing through you like he always could, but even he felt a little insecure at your words, you were slipping away from them and he needed to bring you back. âGood girls donât lie.â
Namjoon letâs go of your hair and walks exasperated around the room with his hands on his hips, he wanted to break something, he always felt in control but this whole situation was taking that away from him and it left him out of his comfort zone.
Hobi knew the lead CEO needed a breather, the room could feel his frustration, even you cowered in it.
âSunshine,â he called to you, trying his hardest to smile, hoping itâd be enough to convince you to drop the subject of leaving. âWhat would we do without our sunshine?â He tried to be lighthearted, to air the room from suffocating them. âWhy would our sunshine want to leave us over something as silly as this?â
âYouâre not leaving beautiful,â Jin chimed in, âSuran is.â
You look to the ground and your resolve to keep your secret to yourself breaks, you take a deep breath in and brace yourself for their rejection.
âWhile she was trying to get at me on the floor, she said she could see right through me,â your voice started off strong but grew smaller as you carried on. âShe screamed it at me actually, for everyone to hear, how she knew I was in love with all seven of you, and how I was deluded to think that youâd ever love me back, and thatâs why I didnât fight back,â you could feel the tears leave you again but you didnât sob, a numbness started spreading across your chest like an acceptance of the end, you already missed them, and it weighed so much you uttered your last words with a whisper, âbecause she was right.â
There, you said it, and you didnât want to see the consequences so you closed your eyes. You could hear the sharp intake of breath, Jungkook lifted his head from your shoulder to look at you in shock, but you refused to see any of it, waiting for the words you know would come. Instead you felt soft lips place themselves on yours, large hand pressing the back of your head closer to the warmth in front of you, you open your eyes in shock as Tae breaks away from you slowly, smiling as soft as the kiss. You hear a chuckle behind you, chest rumbling against your back where Jungkook still held you.
As you glance at their faces, you feel confused, theyâre all smiling, grinning shyly. Namjoon has to bite his lips to stop himself from grinning like an idiot, Yoongi already giving in to this new feeling, gummy smile on show. The atmosphere in the room changes, and it causes your heart skip a beat in hope.
âBaby baby girl,â Namjoon joins the youngest CEOs on the floor with you, crouching down to tuck a stand of hair behind your ear. âDid you even stop to think maybe we were in love with you too?â
Youâre gaping like a fish, you know you are, but you canât stop.
âCat got your tongue?â Yoongi chuckles. âWhere were your claws kitten, you shouldâve scratched Suranâs face.â
âI don- I donât understand,â you stutter.
Jimin turns your face towards him before pressing his lips against yours, you could feel him smiling before he pulled away. âDoes that help explain things angel?â
You cheeks are bright red, and you can hear the boys coo away at you. Your whole world feels like itâs shifted, and the dark office suddenly seems a lot brighter.
âWe love you too,â the youngest whispers, pressing a kiss to the space behind your ears. âWe love you too.â
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Walking into the Directorâs office that morning, you knew exactly what was going to happen next. And as always you were already preparing to handle the situation. When you enter the office, Min Yoongi sat at his desk looking at what you guess were reports from the other open cases. âYou left pretty early this morningâ You hear him say, as he barely glances up at you.
âYeah, I had to get home and get a change of clean clothesâ You replied and you were being somewhat truthful, but it was mostly the part of having to wake up with him next to you. You never really liked the aftermath of sex and you never really wanted to feel anything for someone. You were afraid they would leave you again.
It was either cuddling with the guy or leaving in the middle of the night, to avoid any sort of confrontation. You did have to admit, the sex with Yoongi was great. But he wanted more than just that, he wanted a relationship and you were nowhere near ready for that.
When you first met Yoongi, you clearly thought he would only be a one-night stand. In your mind, that was all he was going to be. But that all went to shit when two weeks later you show up for your first day of work and who else is standing in front of you than no one other than the man you made you cum three times in one night.
The two of you remained calm, both giving each other a firm handshake as you dove straight into your work. You had been given three open cases, ones that had gone cold a few months back â just for perspective on the situation. It also meant a lot of one on one with the last detective on the case, who just so happened to be none other than Yoongi.
The first two hours you spent with just him alone went by filled with subtle stares and a throat being cleared here and there. It wasnât long before he had you bent over his desk and was pounding into you like a madman. You couldnât say that you didnât enjoy the feeling of getting caught, after all he was a very important man and it was only your first day as an agent. That didnât seem to stop either of you.
As two years have passed, you both have continued with your official/unofficial relationship. If you could even call it that. It was a lot of nights spent at one of each otherâs apartments â fucking, mostly.
âSo, when exactly where you going to tell me you were planning on taking an undercover position?â Yoongi says as soon as you placed your coat on the chair in front of you.
You let out a loud sigh, as you walk around the chair, placing both hands on his desk before leaning forward. Showing nothing but cleavage in your white button up shirt, smirking as you catch him sneaking a glance before clearing his throat and looking back down at the open folders sitting on his desk.
You knew Yoongi took shit seriously whenever he was in uniform. He was named the youngest director in the history of the agency, an accomplishment not a lot of people would be able to achieve.
You admired that about him.
âWell, director,â using officials with him has always been something he didnât mind, in fact it was something that he liked to be called when he has you on all fours, pounding into you mercilessly. You guess, it made him feel more like a man. Although, you were puzzled to really understand why â not that you really minded.
âThe order came from the higher ups. It wasnât something I couldâve easily refuse.â You say, taking a step back until the back of your knees touch the front of the chair, falling on it with a thud. You cross your legs, hands resting entangled on your stomach as a smirk slowly appears on your face.
âStill, couldâve given me a heads up, Said anything â this was issued two days agoâ he said, this time closing the folder he was examining and looking at you straight in the eye. âYou had plenty of moments this morning or the day before that.â Yoongi felt angry that you would do something as dangerous as this without you telling him. He had already read the details of the operation that morning, he knew exactly what you were getting yourself into â apparently you were okay with that.
âMustâve slipped my mindâ you say in a sort of casual tone, but you were nervous to tell him about the new job. You knew the dangers that came with it, which seem to be more so than the other jobs you had done until now. But your field instructor had recommended you, saying you were ready and the board of directors thought that with your background you would fit right in. You fit the profile for the person they needed and you were more than eager to accept the job. It was a big opportunity so without even giving it another thought, you took it. Now if only you could explain this to Yoongi in a way he would understand and not freak out, that would be great.
âI thought you were done with thoseâ You heard him say, âWhat if you get hurt again, I know youâre trained in these kinds of situations, but it doesnât make me worry less.â He watches as you looked anywhere in the room, but at him. Yoongi furrows his eyebrows as he tried to get your attention until you spoke up. â(Y/N).â
âYoongi⊠We havenât been seeing each other for that longâ you keep your gaze to the window, taking a deep breath, you continued. âSex doesnât really count as a relationship in my book.
âI want to do this job. I canât promise you anything, but I can tell you that I will be at my best guardâ Standing up from your chair you walk around the desk, pushing his chair back, now leaning forward until you were close enough to easily straddle him. âPlus, if it helps, I wonât be alone. One of the other agents will be coming with me.â
Yoongiâs face remained stoic, but you could feel his body trembling beneath you as if a gust of cold wind had come from nowhere. At that point, you knew you had him right where you wanted him.
âUh huh, T-thatâs goodâ he said, biting his bottom lip as you felt his hands on your waist, before sliding down lower and lower until they rested on your ass. Your tight black skirt slide up slowly, bunching up around your hips as you lean into his neck you give him a small kiss before pulling away completely. Your hips grind into his, his member brushing up against your center â you hear a small moan pass his lips.
You move away from him as Someone knocks on the door, fixing your clothing to look normal once again as you wipe your bottom lip â fixing your lipstick. You hear him groan as you walk away, laughing you grab your coat. âSorry director. Iâve got a briefing to attend and youâve got meetings to attend to.â
Yoongi send you a small glare,âThis isnât overâ his hands reaching down to fix the front of his pants. They had grown uncomfortable and it was pretty noticeable that he was turned on.
You watch as he goes back to being a professional as he goes back to fiddling with papers on his desk, he nodded gesturing that you could leave. You smile widely as the other person knocks again as you walk towards it, eager to get to the conference room for your briefing. You pass his assistant on your way out, smiling politely as she looked you up and down.
There was always something about fooling people and pretending to be somebody else, that always gave you a giant rush of adrenaline. You love it. Yes, it does sound twisted, but you only did it for your job, which meant in a way, that this was a good thing â sort of.
âWhere were you?â Taehyung asked you as soon you entered the meeting room. The light brown hair boy sending you a suspicious look as you take the seat next to his.
âJust something I needed to doâ you replied, not really giving him any more information. Yoongi and you⊠well you never actually did tell anyone about the relationship the two of you had beyond boss and employee. It wasnât any of their goddamn business either way.
Taehyung didnât question it any further, although you definitely had your suspicions that he knew more than he let on. âWeâre just waiting for Jungkook, he went to go get the complete file.â he said while taking a drink of his coffee as he swings his chair sideways, throwing his head back. It wasnât long before Jungkook was bursting in through the door, hair a sweaty mess as he drops the folders on the table. Four coffees in his right hand as he tried to make his breathing get back under control. âWant some coffee?â he asked, before putting a cup right in front of you. âThanksâ You smile up at him, making him blush slightly. Youâve known Jungkook for a few days now, he was this shy and nervous boy when it came to socializing with the opposite sex, but put him in front of a computer and he was a god â which is why you guessed he was picked for this important mission.
âMorning (Y/N)â Jungkook mumbles, finally setting his stuff down before moving to turn on the projector. âMorningâ you reply, smirking at Taehyung who seemed offended he didnât get a âgood morningâ from the younger male.
Jungkook was another one of the agents in the company, since most of the agents in our division had been undercover for the past few years, he was the one who started doing the briefings and figuring out most of the information that was needed for warrants, infiltration ad take downs. The man was a genius.
âSo, you two are the only people going undercoverâ he said as he turned to face us. âMeaning whatever is said in this room doesnât leave. The director knows most of the case already, I had already sent him the details this morning.â
âBut as the ones who requested both of you for the job, they know the full case. Our director knows about this just as much as you do now.â
Serious Jungkook is now in session. â you think to yourself as you start swinging in your chair, head thrown back and head resting.
Turning back to the projector, he turned it on. Instantly a picture of whom you believe to be your target was shown on the screen. âWhat Iâm about to show you, well only the higher ups and the three of us will know.
And you think youâre going to like this assignment as the handsome man is looking at the distance. The photo clearly taken without his knowledge.âMeet Jung Hoseok.â Jungkook says as he points towards the screen with some sort of âauthorityâ. âOne of the most dangerous criminals in the country and believed to be involve in gang activity, drug trafficking, prostitution, murder, thereâs nothing this guy hasnât doneâ
You look towards Taehyung as he looks towards you. âThe thing that makes him the most dangerous is that none of these charges have ever been proven to be connected with him. He always seems to get out of it, somehow.â
You both knew little about the case, although the name Jung Hoseok was a familiar one for you. Youâve met the man before, in banquets or charity events â your family hosting most of them. You had connections and a reputation in the crime community. The only difference between you and your father was that you actually decided you wanted out â not that you actually told him that. Or spoke with him at all.
You wanted to be the opposite of what your father wanted you to be.
Letâs call it what it is, you were starting a rebellion all on your own. He wanted you to take over the family business and you could give a shit less about said family business.
Hoseok on the other hand had been the talk of the top circle in the last few months. No one knows where the hell he came from, he just appeared one day and a few hours later everyone knew his name.
You were especially interested in the man, he had a way of just capturing everyoneâs attention with just one smile.
When he came into the picture, the rate of crime in the city went up to an all time high. A blip on your fatherâs apprentice radar as the months went on and on.
Jungkook takes a deep breath before continuing, âNow, weâre placing two highly trained agents on the boardâ he gestures to the both of us. âIâll be your contact inside the agency, you only speak to me when you need to. A request from the Director is that we keep him in the loop at all times.â
âOutside of that you tell no one of your identities, you may use your current names as you both have a lot of contacts inside different gangs.â
âYes, Sirâ
âUnderstoodâ
Taehyung and you respond as Jungkook moves on to the next slide. âFollowing protocol, both of you will move to the safe house.â
â(Y/N), youâre the one who holds titles and a reputation in the crime world that will benefit us.â
One of the biggest reasons you even got the job in the first place, was your father. Kim Kyung Sun â the most want crime lord worldwide. There was no place that has gone untouched by him and the man has never been caught. To him, you were his most priced possession.
It had been a long eight months since you had last been home. Disappearing without a trace you went deep undercover, not for the agency but for yourself. The life that your father had planned for you was not the one you wanted for yourself. You wanted to be good, to do something for yourself that didnât depend on his connections â that you can make it on your own.
Thatâs when you decided to join the agency. They were skeptical at first, you were only an confidential informant to them. Yet you had managed to gain enough of their trust for you to become a vetted agent, training with Taehyung for those three months before you were given missions to go on. But this was the first time you were going as an undercover agent â one that wasnât really undercover at all as you were going as yourself.
Jungkook turns back to the slideshow, one that youâre sure he spent all night making just for a few seconds of presenting it.
âHoseok is the leader and our main target, but every leader has a second in command in case something happens or to split the work load, Hoseokâs man would be Park Jimin.â Jungkook pointed to the screen. âHeâs as ruthless as Hoseok, as dangerous too.â
âFortunately for Taehyung, we already have a man inside, heâll get you in as close as he can. Your job is trying to work your way up the chain, built some trust.â
As he turned to me, he sighed, â(Y/N), Your job is a little more difficult.â
âWhat do I have to do?â You were intrigued, excited to get started. You werenât afraid of it, or the target. To be completely honest you were ready to meet the infamous Jung Hoseok.
âYou need to get close to Hoseok.â Jungkook said, looking you in the eye. The most eye contact the two of you have had since you had started working here.
âYou fit the type of girl he usually goes for, appearance wise. But they never really stick for a long time.â You look at the projector screen, pictures of six woman all with the same features as you coincidentally happened to have. Now you know why you were first choice for this mission.
âWhat we noticed from these very short relationships is that they were mostly in it for the money. And he got bored pretty quickly when they werenât as exciting they appeared to be.â Jungkook scratches at the back of his neck, pulling a confused face as he clicks onto the next slide.
âSo, he just threw them away because he got bored?â You ask, you were amused to say the least. âIn a way⊠yes, which is why you need to just be you.â
Jungkook eyes widen as he realizes what he had said, âI-I m-mean, youâre just really pretty and y-you have connections.. I didnât mean that in a bad way, youâre just the kind of girl he must be looking for.. NOT that thereâs anything wrong w-â
âJungkook, stop talkingâ Taehyung interrupts him, leaning back in his chair and smirking at the flustered and blushing boy in front of him.
âIâll just shut up nowâ Jungkook mumbles, closing his eyes as he tries to avoid any possible eye contact with you. His cheeks turning a slight red as he hears you giggle at his embarrassment.
After the morning meeting, you and Taehyung were giving time to prepare. To clear up any loose ends before the two of you disappeared for a little while into your new personas.
You had decided against going back to your lonely apartment. You thought it was a much better idea to surprise Yoongi at his, knowing the older man probably wonât be home until around midnight and he would also have his fridge stocked up with food â most of them your favorites.
You and Yoongi were stuck in this weird relationship. A relationship where you slept with each other but werenât really together. You werenât friends with benefits either, but the word boyfriend had never been thrown around. You werenât really sure what to call this little thing you had between you, but you liked it.
It took you exactly twenty minutes to get from the agency to his one bedroom apartment.
You let yourself in with the spare key he had given you, moving to take of your heels before throwing him to the side. You were greeted by complete and utter darkness the moment you enter the living room.
You were right, Yoongi wasnât here yet and he probably wonât be until eight at night. Not that his late hours bothered you, he was a very important man after all.
You spent a better part of your afternoon taking a long bath and cooking Yoongiâs favorite food for dinner before you heard the sound of front door being opened. You stood in the kitchen with a glass of wine in you hand whilst the other held a tongs as you waited for the noodles to finish cooking when Yoongi came in.
âI didnât think you were coming todayâ Yoongiâs tired voice rings out from behind you, turning to see the tired man behind you before turning back to the pot in front of you.
âYou look like crapâ You reply, feeling his hands wrapping around your waist. His head resting on your shoulder as he takes a small peek at what you were making. The smell of food started invading his senses as he holds you closer, eyes closing before you feel his his nose brushing against the side of your neck.
Yoongiâs lips leaving small kisses wherever they seem to land, his hands moving to grip at your hips. You begin to feel him suck and bite at the side of your neck as you continue stirring, ignoring his subtle attempts to make you wet â they were definitely working.
Yoongi moves one of his hands to the middle of your stomach, laying it flat on your stomach as he slowly slides it down to your middle. You feel yourself flood when his pale hand cupping your center as he grinds himself into your backside â his hard member pressing roughly between the cheeks of your ass as your sheer leggings left nothing to the imagination.
âYou donât know what you do to meâ Yoongi groans out against your ear as you let out a low moan when you feel him grind into you again â this time thrusting himself against you.
âOr maybe you doâ Yoongi breaths out into your ear as his index finger rubs against your clit â the rough material from your leggings making it feel a hundred times better. The sound of the two of you breathing heavily the only thing filling the room. âOf course you doâ
Yoongi moves the hand that was gripping your hip towards the boiling pot of soup, moving it to the side carefully before turning off the stove. It wasnât long before he had you pinned against the opposite counter and a hand was on your ass â grabbing a hand full of it before his hand came down hard, making you jump at the sudden spanking and making you wet at the animalistic look in his eyes.
His hand makes its way back towards your center rubbing at it before slipping into your leggings, past your sorry excuse for underwear. You whimper when he brushes against your clit and moan out in ecstasy when you feel him push in one of his long slender fingers.
A smirk spreads against Yoongiâs face as he watches you close your eyes, one of your small hands gripping at his wrist as he pulled the finger in and out of you.
Yoongi chuckles to himself as he feels your nails gripping him harder when he started curling his finger inside of you â nothing but pleasure shooting up your entire spine.
His hair falls over his eyes, the sleeves of his button up shirt pushed to his forearms as he buried his head into the side of your neck again. âI canât wait to taste youâ Yoongi growls, his hot breath against your neck making you shiver in anticipation as you feel him pull away from you. His hands gripping at your leggings before he pulls them down forcefully, the sound of your underwear ripping all you could hear before he was pushing your legs open and shoving three fingers inside of you â his hand moving too fast for you to comprehend what had just happen.
You feel your stomach tightening, the squelching sound of just how wet he had made you in just a few minutes was almost as loud as your very very loud moans that fill the room.
âYou want me to keep going?â Yoongi smirks, his lips pressing against your jaw as he continues his attack. âWant me to make you come?â
Your eyes close tightly as you move to grip onto the counter behind you, your legs shaking at the feeling of your orgasm coming over you. âYes, pleaseâŠâ You manage to whimper out, high pitch moans escaping your lips as Yoongiâs hand continues to move at a quick pace. He pulls his hand away almost instantly, leaving you a shaking mess as you continue to lean against the counter. Your tired eyes meet his own as he sticks his fingers wet with your juices in his mouth and starts sucking them clean â pulling them out with a pop.
Yoongiâs darken with lust as he runs a hand over the front of his pants. He doesnât give you a chance to come down from your high before he is trapping you, pulling you closer to his body before heâs turning you around against the cold counter. You hear the sound of his zipper being pulled down and your hair being yanked back, making you expose your neck to him once again.
You feel the head of his member brushing against your entrance, feeling him push in ever so slightly as you try to adjust to his girth. It always took time getting used to. You could feel Yoongiâs hot breath hitting the side of your neck, his member now fully inside you as you stood on your toes â trying to adjust to the feeling of being full. âPlease moveâ you whimper, âDo something!â
Oh, how you hated to beg. But the man behind you was driving you crazy and he knew just how crazy he was making you. The smile you felt against your neck being enough evidence of the thoughts swimming around in his brain.
âWhy should I? Youâve been acting like a brat the entire day.â He quips, his hand sliding down the front of your naked thighs as he feels you shivering underneath his touch. âI think⊠you should work for it. Make me cum.â Yoongi softly bites your earlobe as he moves the two of you around, being careful enough to keep his member inside of you â to torture you.
He leans against the counter, his hands no longer touching you as he crosses them across his chest. âGo ahead, fuck yourselfâ Yoongi commands in a deep voice. You wasted no time as you began moving, his large member filling you up with every thrust you made â each one harder than the last.
Yoongi wasted to time in unbottoning what was left of his shirt and leaving it handing on his shoulders as he move to grab at your waist. Moans leaving his lips as his brows furrow at just how tight you felt around him.
His grip on your hips tighten, his hips now moving to meet your thrusts before heâs pushing harder and faster into you. You lean your hands against the opposite counter, trying to hold yourself up as Yoongi leans against your tank top covered back. One of his hands moving up to the front of the top before pulling it down and yanking it down â revealing your naked chest to the cold air before grabbing a handful of your breast, kneading it roughly in his hand before he pull his hand away to give your breast a two quick slaps before grabbing it in his hand again.
âFuck!â You yell out as your second orgasm comes out of nowhere, your mouth open as you try to gasp out something â anything, but as Yoongi continues to move his hips at a bruising pace you lost any kind of thought you had in your brain.
Your body felt overly sensitive and as Yoongi showed no signs of stopping, your third orgasm came without much of a try. You were tired, your body was tired. Yoongiâs hands wrapped around your waist in an attempt to keep you standing, pulling back until he was leaning against the counter and you were leaning against his chest.
His thrusts became slow and hard, his heart beating aile a minute as he fucked up into you. His hands reaching up to touch both of your breasts as his mouth painted the side of your neck in love bites. âYouâre so beautifulâ He whispers, his hand moving down to your clit. The feeling has you jerking back into him, not thinking you can come one more time in the span of just a few minutes. The flick of his finger was slow and gentle, but enough for you to feel your stomach tightening for a fourth time.
âJust one moreâ Yoongi maintains, his thrusts picking up in their pace before his hips begin to stutter. You feel him empty himself inside of you, thrusting his come inside of you as your fourth orgasm washes over your entire body.
Sweaty bodies against one another, heavy breathing and tired eyes closing halfway, the two of you stayed connected as Yoongiâs penis became soft before he pulled away. You could already feel both of your orgasms slipping down your inner thigh.
Not even training for a full day would make you as tired as the man behind you did in just a couple of hours.
âCome on.â Yoongi tiredly says as he grabs on your arm, his clothes forgotten on one side of the kitchen floor as he walks you over to his bathroom. He turns on the hot shower before helping you out of the last clothing you had on, pulling you underneath the water â following you in.
Yoongi softly grabs your chin in between his fingers, his lips meeting yours in a soft kiss. A contradiction from the man you had sex with not too long ago, a kiss that meant what had just happen was more than that. It was a kiss to say I love you.
So this is a lil bts text fic I whipped up for @aurora2238 in 5 mins for her birthday a few days earlier. Iâm currently working on a second part as per her request. Itâs bad but whatever đ€Ą, here you go.
Tags : @bluecookies-and-ink lmao you're the only one I know
Summary-Â You and your husband Yoongi have a child. It's a girl! Your adventures with him and your daughter and the adventures of Yoongi taking your daughter to different things with him like fan signs, music awards, photoshoots and the other boys playing with her.
Note: Itâs Yoongiâs birthday! In celebration of that hereâs an old fic I wrote a while ago too. This is not part of my Single Dad! Bts member series. I will continue that at some point. Iâve just been in a funk lately and havenât had the motivation to write.Â
Warnings: Fluff and some funny moments? I triedÂ
Word Count:Â 6kish
You check the pregnancy test again.
 Two lines.Â
You look over the box again. Two lines means positive. The test is positive.Â
You really are pregnant.Â
You sit down and lean against the wall. "I'm pregnant..." You let it sink in. Are you even ready for it? You shake your head to clear your thoughts. Is Yoongi even ready for it?Â
Pulling yourself together, you stand up off of the ground and walk out of the bathroom, still holding the test. "Yoongi-ah... can you come here please?" You call to him from the bedroom.Â
Your husband of three years walks into the room. His silver wedding ring, the symbol your love for him, catches the light coming in from the window. "Yeah Y/N-ah?" He asks with a concerned face.
 He's seen you get sick in the morning and was worried about your health. Being a man he didn't even think of the possibility of you being pregnant. "Umm... look at this..." You hand the test to him.Â
He takes the pregnancy test from you.Â
âWhat's this..." He asks before realizing what it is. "Are you... for real?" His head whips up and looks at you in realization. You bite your lip and nod. "It's for real." You tell him.Â
He drops the test and grabs you, squeezing you in a hug. "I'm going to be a dad! You're going to be a mom! We're having a kid!" Yoongi sounds so excited. He pulls back suddenly. "That's why you were getting sick in the morning isn't it?" He asks.Â
"Yeah probably." You tell him.Â
Yoongi starts to talk fast now that the news is out. "W-we need to start getting stuff. And make appointments to make sure you are healthy. Oh and we need to tell the guys and our family. And a-and..." You put a finger over his mouth.Â
"Easy babe... one thing at a time." You tell him. He nods and grabs your hands in his.Â
"I'm just so excited Y/N-ah." He grins at you and pulls you in for a kiss. You melt into him as he pulls you tight against him. When you are with him all your worries fly away. That's one reason why you married him.Â
"Y/N?" He looks at you. "Are we going to tell people now? I have the best way to surprise the other members." He has this devilish grin on his face and an evil glean in his eyes.Â
"Min Yoongi what are you planning?" You ask him with a chuckle. He loves to screw with his members because they all know not to mess with him.Â
"I'm going to scare them first and then we'll surprise them. I'm going to act like something is really wrong with you and they all need to come with me to help. I'll act all distraught and then when they see you we'll yell surprise about the baby." Yoongi explains to you. You just shake your head and laugh at him. "That's good, but they may hate you after that." You tease.Â
"Nah they won't. Especially if they want to see the baby." He jokes.
 ~3 months later~
Yoongi and the boys finally had a little break where you could have the surprise party. Luckily it wasnât hard to hid your growing bump since all the boys had been busy. But now was the best time to tell the new uncles. Yoongi was at the studio getting them around while you were you were waiting inside the house with blue and pink balloons thrown around.Â
You hear Yoongi come up to the door sounding frantic. "I-i don't know what is wrong... I just need help." He swings the door open and all of the member's faces flicker from worry to concern to confusion as they take in the balloons and you standing there, smiling at them.Â
"What...?" Namjoon trails out, clearly confused. Taehyung and Jungkook kick at a balloon.Â
"Um hyung she seems fine." Jimin states also confused.Â
Yoongi goes over to you and places a hand on your little bump. You both just beam at the boys. Jin is the first to get it. "Wait... are you?" He quirks up an eyebrow.
"Yes, I am." You excitedly tell them.Â
Now the others understand.
 There are shouts of, "Oh my goodness!"Â
"Does hyung even like kids?"Â
"Are you for real?!"
 And a loud J-Hope, "So does that mean we are going to be uncles!?" You nod at him. "We want all six of you to be the uncles to our child, if you chose to be..."Â
All six of them nod their head vigorously. "Of course we want to be!" Jimin yells out. Out of all the boys he is the one who is most drawn to babies and small kids.Â
You smile and throw your arms open. The members all rush to have a big group hug with you. Yoongi stands there awkwardly until Taehyung pulls him into it.Â
After the hug the boys stay around for a little while before going back to the studio to work. You show them the first ultrasound and they gush over the picture. Looking up, you see Yoongi watching you with an expression of pure love. You feel the tips of your ears turn red and you start to blush like a schoolgirl falling in love again.Â
~Delivery time~
You hold your stomach and waddle around the room.Â
"She's stubborn just like her daddy." You huff out at Yoongi who is currently freaking out in the corner. "If it's anyone who should be freaking out it should be me." You think to yourself.Â
Yoongi tries to look calm and collected. "Um correction, I think she got that from both of us." He tries to joke.Â
He gets up and walks over to you on shaky legs. Kissing your belly first, he gives you a peck before putting some loose hair behind your ear.Â
"You are beautiful jagiya and you can do this." He gives you an encouraging smile. You smile back at him.Â
He continues to bring light to your world even when you feel like you are dying. Another contraction starts and you feel the urge to push. You were so glad you had someone to go through this with you.
"Y-yoongi..." You grip his arm and grab your belly. He helps you back into your hospital bed as the contraction stops. "They are getting closer together, go get the doctor please." You ask him, breathing heavily.Â
He gives you a long look of concern then lets go of you to find the doctor. You let out a deep breath and rub your belly.Â
"Work with me here honey... mommy and daddy want to meet you. I promise it's nice out here..." You mumble to your daughter.Â
Soon Yoongi comes back with the doctor and she checks how far along you are.Â
"Well Y/N looks like she's ready to come out. Are you ready to push?" The doctor asks. You just nod and Yoongi is instantly at your side holding your hand.Â
The doctor pings the nurses and they come streaming in, gloves and gowns donned. They help get you all adjusted and ready to push as the doctor gets her gloves and gown on too. She faces you and asks again, "Ready to push at the next contraction?" You nod and brace yourself. Soon the next contraction comes and you push hard.Â
Yoongi is next to you watching you then watching the doctor and back and forth. He is sweating profusely and is mumbling a lot.Â
"You're doing good baby. You're doing really good. Keep breathing. She's almost here..." You keep pushing until you hear your daughter take her first breath and show off her lung capacity.Â
"It's a girl!" The doctor cheers to you both. She passes your daughter off to the nurses to run the tests and clean her up. You look up at Yoongi as he smiles like a mad man at you.Â
"You did it jagiya. She's here." He tells you as he pushes the sweaty hair off your face and kisses your forehead.Â
You collapse back on the bed, exhausted. "We, we did it..." You trail off, exhausted. Then a warm object is placed on your chest.Â
It's your daughter, all wrapped in pink and scrubbed clean. You look down at her precious sleeping face. She looks like an angel. Using one finger, you gently push back her blanket to get a better look at her face.
Her tiny hand reaches out and grips onto your finger. In that moment, your heart melts and is stolen once again. You feel something wet drip onto your shoulder and you look up at Yoongi. He is quickly wiping his eyes and acting like he didn't just shed a few tears. You motion for him to come closer. He moves his head down to yours and you surprise him with a kiss.Â
"I love you. So much." You tell him.
 "I love you too. More than the whole world." He responds back and gives your daughter a kiss on the forehead. "So what is her official name?" He asks you.Â
For weeks you two were bouncing names off each other. And finally you decided on one. "Min Ji Young." You say while looking at your daughter.Â
Yoongi leans down near you two. "It's perfect. Just like her."Â
You can tell she has already stolen his heart too. You chuckle and give Ji Young another kiss.Â
After you get moved back into your hospital room from the OR, it didnât take long for the room to be filled with noise.
It was the other members coming in to see you and Ji Young. They all looked so nervous yet excited. Some went over to Yoongi to congratulate him. "You did it hyung! You're a father!" Jungkook says while clapping him on the back. Yoongi sheepishly looks at the guys.Â
Jimin, Taehyung, and J-hope automatically came to the side of the bed to see Ji Young. "Wah.... she's so tiny..." Taehyung whispers. Jimin just looks at her in awe. J-hope carefully touches her little fist. Jin and Yoongi were talking and you see Namjoon just standing there, looking happy yet nervous.
 "Namjoonie, come here." You gesture to him. He walks up to the bed with Jungkook behind him. "Yeah Y/N?" He asks.Â
"Do you want to hold Ji Young? She needs to meet each of her uncles." You tell him with a smile.Â
He at first looks scared. "B-but I don't want to drop her..." The "Destruction Monster" says.
 "It's alright, I trust you. You won't drop her." You tell him. You sit up and carefully hand Ji Young to Namjoon and help him with positioning her. Namjoon grins at you and looks down at Ji Young. "Hi Ji Young...It's your Uncle Namjoon." He talks to her in a quiet voice.Â
He gently touches her face and then her little fist which is curled up near her face. That little fist opens up and grips onto his finger, completely encircling it.Â
She opens up her eyes for a split second to look at him before closing them again. A little smile curls the corners of her mouth.
 Your heart melts even more than before and you can see Namjoonâs does too.
A few days later, you and Ji Young are released from the hospital. Yoongi takes some time off of being in the studio to be able to take you two home.Â
"Are you sure you're able to be here honey?" You ask him.Â
"Y/N, even if I wasn't supposed to I would sneak out. Besides the members would cover for me. You and Ji Young are more important to me than my music." He tells you very matter-a-factly.Â
Your breath hitches a bit and you smother your face into Ji Young's blanket as your eyes water. Your hormones are still out of wack and Yoongi is the type to just say sweet meaningful things without actually meaning to say them. But when he talked especially about his music. That was his life. His whole purpose for existing.Â
 "Thank you jagiya..." You tell him.
 "Of course." He says back and leans down to kiss the top of your head. Soon your little family reaches your home. You both get Ji Young situated in her new room while you hug Yoongi and watch her sleep in her crib with her little gloved hands curled up to her face. He puts his arms around your waist and leans into you as you lean into his chest. "I love our little family, nae sarang." He whispers to you. You nod your head. "Me too." You whisper back.
Months later, your maternity leave is over and you have to go back to work. Your parents live overseas and Yoomgi's parents live far away from Seoul so there isnât the help from your parents. But you both don't really want to spend the money to put Ji Young in a daycare so Yoongi decides to take her to work with him, which worries you.Â
"It will be fine Y/N. Bang-nim loves babies and if I'm recording or busy, the members can watch her or the manager. You've met them all, you know they are all good nice people. And you know you can't take her with you to work." He tells you.
 "I know, I know. I-i just don't like not having her around..." You explain, the worry very clear in your voice. Yoongi wraps his arms around you.Â
"You worry too much yeobo. It will all work out. Just have a good day at work and I'll update you every hour on how we're doing. Does that work?" He lifts up his head to look down at you in the eyes. You lift your head up to meet his eyes.Â
"I guess... I'm just going to miss her so much..." You lean down to give Ji Young a kiss while she sleeps in her car seat.Â
"I know you will Y/N-ah and she will miss you too but her beautiful momma has to go be a powerful women. You can't leave the company by itself for too long." Yoongi reminds you.
 Your makeup company, Crave Cosmetics, is a rising company in the Korean beauty industry. It is practically your baby too and was still in its early developing stage. "Okay... okay..." You nod, agreeing with your husband.
 He wishes you to have a good day and then gives you a kiss. He deepens the kiss into something more, pushing up against you and moves his hands down your back. You pull back from him laughing. He has an evil gleam to his eyes. âPossibly baby number 2 soon?â He jokes.
"You devil." You tease and give him a quick peck.
 Yoongi laughs at your comment and walks you to your car. After you leave for work, Yoongi takes Ji Young with him to the studio.Â
"Alright princess, time to go to work and see your uncles." He tells his sleeping daughter. At the studio all the other members are already there getting things around.Â
"Hyung!" Yoongi hears someone yell.Â
"Jimin-ah! Ji Young is sleeping!" Yoongi sternly whispers to Jimin. Jimin throws his hands over his mouth.Â
"Oops. Sorry hyung..." He sheeply grins at Yoongi. "Sorry Ji Young." He whispers in turn to the covered car seat Yoongi is carrying.Â
The other members notice Yoongi's presence.Â
"Oh, you brought Ji Young today?" Namjoon asks Yoongi. He nods.Â
"Yeah, Y/N-ah has to go back to work today so I brought her." Yoongi tells Namjoon.
 Namjoon pulls up her cover and smiles at the sleepy Ji Young. He has grown fond of her even if he isn't a super big baby person. After all the members fawn over her, Yoongi puts her in the small spare recording room where it is quiet. He puts the diaper bag that he was shouldering down too.
 "Ji Young, daddy will be in the next room in case you need anything." He leans down and whispers into the car seat. Ji Young yawns and opens her big deep black eyes before going back to sleep. Yoongi smiles and strokes his daughter's fluffy hair. He looks at her lovingly for a few more seconds before standing up and turning towards the door.Â
5 of the members are there watching him.Â
Yoongi can feel his ears turning red. "What?" He snaps at them. They all laugh and smile at him.Â
"It's different to see you being a dad without Noona being around." Taehyung tells you.
 "You're showing affection." Jungkook points out. Yoongi's face grows redder.Â
"Yeah yeah yeah now get out so she can sleep." He shoos them out.Â
After a couple hours Yoongi hears Ji Young crying. He drops everything and goes into the spare room. She's thrown off her blanket and is kicking around in the car seat.Â
"Hey my little princess..." He tries to soothe her.Â
Picking her up, he tries to calm her down. "Are you hungry?" He asks out loud.Â
Grabbing an extra bottle from the diaper bag, he gives Ji Young the bottle and she eagerly sucks it down. Yoongi just chuckles and pats her back while walking around with her. He ventures out into the studio, now that she is being quiet. His manager and some of the other BigHit staff are out there. They coo and gush over Ji Young. He can see her preening in the attention.Â
Yoongi chuckles. "Huh you like being center stage I see." He says to her. Ji Young turns to his voice and looks up at him and gives him a small smile around her bottle.Â
Going back into the spare room, Yoongi sets Ji Young back in her car seat. As he puts her down she starts to cry again. So he picks her back up and then tries again. But same thing, she cries when he sets her down.
 "Ji Young, daddy has to go back to work..." He softly tells her. After more crying, he ends up stopping trying to put her down. So Yoongi walks around the spare room, bouncing her up and down to calm her down.
 "What's wrong princess?" He rubs her back and continues bouncing her. The crying still doesn't stop. Suddenly Yoongi has an idea.Â
In the spare room there happens to be a piano. Luckily, he brought the baby carrier to strap Ji Young to his chest in case he needed it for some reason. Once he gets her situated in that, it leaves both his hands free.Â
He sits down at the piano and starts to play softly and gently. He begins playing the intro to "I Need U" over and over and then transitions into the instrumental verson of it. Ji Young slowly stops crying and listens to her daddy playing. She is fascinated by the movement of his hands and the noise of the piano.Â
Yoongi then starts to softly hum the lyrics to "I Need U". The rumbling of his humming in his chest and the music lulls Ji Young back to sleep, her little eyelids growing heavy until she grows slack in the baby carrier up against her daddy's chest. Seeing she finally fell back asleep, he slowly and carefully gets up and unstraps Ji Young to put her back in the car seat.Â
Once he's successful, he tiptoes out of the spare room and right into his members. Jungkook tries to hide his phone but Yoongi already saw.Â
"Were you videoing me!?" He struggles to keep his voice down. Jungkook just shrugs at him. J-hope pipes up. "It was just so cute hyung and we had to send it to Y/N." J-hope tells Yoongi.Â
Yoongi just scratches his neck, growing warm again. "I probably should let her know how everything is going..." He trails off trying to act like he wasn't just being cute.Â
At work your phone dings. Picking it up you swipe to unlock it.Â
It's a text from Jungkook. Clicking the message open you see it's a video of Yoongi.
 "Oh goodness what is he doing now."Â
Knowing Jungkook it could be many things. The video starts out kind of far away until Jungkook zooms in. It looks like Yoongi is playing the piano. But there's something on his chest. Looking closer you can see it's Ji Young in the baby carrier. Her little head bobs back and forth against her father's chest. You hear the piano version of "I Need U" streaming out of your phone microphone.Â
 Curling your hand under your chin, you prop your head up on your fist, watching the video play. Your mouth pulls up into a small smile.Â
Your husband always looks so handsome and elegant while playing the piano. Every once in a while he looks down at your daughter. You see him breathing like he's singing.
 "What is he...?" You ask yourself. "Oh..." You suddenly remember. You've seen him do this before. "He's humming to her. Awwww..." You gush at your husband.Â
You can see your daughter's eyes close and her head bob against his chest as she falls asleep. After seeing she's asleep, Yoongi carefully gets up and puts her back into the car seat. Then the video ends when he stands back up.Â
Your heart swells with love at how sweet your husband is to his daughter. Watching your husband reminds you of how you two met.
 You met Yoongi before he was a trainee when he was just Min Yoongi and not Suga of BTS. You both went to high school together. During your junior year, you two started dating. You continued to date until your parents told you, you and them had to suddenly move back to the states because your grandmother was dying and someone had to take over her estate. Regretfully you had to break up with Yoongi because you weren't sure if you'd ever be able to come back to Korea.Â
You both were crushed.Â
You tried to keep in contact with him but the time difference made it difficult. A couple years passed and you got your business degree in America but you wanted to return to South Korea since it was more of your home than America.Â
Ever since you were little, you planned on starting your makeup company in Korea. You still had that dream and plan, so you told your parents. They were torn because they were still needed in the states but you felt the need to return to South Korea.
 Not only did it feel like home but also your first love was still there, whom you hadn't forgotten about. So when you were 22, you left the states and went back to South Korea.Â
Before you left you reached out to Yoongi to tell him you were coming back, hoping he still cared for you. When you got to the airport in Seoul, there was Yoongi, a few years older and impossibly handsomer, holding a bouquet of flowers and a sign with your name on it.Â
You dropped your bags and ran to him, throwing your arms around him. He squeezed you tight. "I'm not dreaming right?" He asked you burying his head into where your shoulder and neck meet. You shook your head. "This is real." You told him.Â
He kissed your forehead. "I never stopped loving you. I knew you'd come back to me." He kissed you right then and there in the airport, without a care in the world. You two immediately started dating again and picked off where you left like things had never changed. Within a month Yoongi proposed to you and you two were married within a year. Your parents flew in from America to celebrate with you two. It was the happiest time of your life.Â
You will never forget one line of Yoongi's vows, "I knew you were the love of my life and that I was going to marry you when I couldn't live without you for those 3 years. So I vowed that if you ever returned to me I would make you mine."Â
Those words to this day still make your heart flutter. By the time you came back to South Korea, Yoongi was in the midst of becoming an idol so everything was hush hush but you didn't care since you had him. Nowadays things are fine. He talks about you sometimes on interviews but everyone is Korea is pretty good about your privacy of being married to an idol.Â
"Ah...um..Mrs.Min-nim?" A voice pulls you back from your reminiscing. It's your assistant Ha Re.Â
"Yes Ha Re?" You ask her.
 "You're needed for a meeting." She tells you. You pull yourself from your phone and go to the meeting.
 Back at Big Hit, Yoongi is getting ready for a small exclusive fan sign. It's a small enough fan sign that taking Ji Young will be alright. This would be her first public appearance with her daddy that is documented by someone other than her momma.Â
Yoongi sits in the chair while the makeup noonas style his hair and do his makeup. He has Ji Young's car seat at his feet and is gently rocking it with one foot. She continues to sleep while the dressing room is a whirl wind of people.Â
"You really are like me Ji Young, you can sleep through anything." He tells her, watching her little self sleep soundly. "Hopefully at the fan meeting it won't be too loud for you."Â
Yoongi's manager and some of the noonas asked him if he wanted them to look after Ji Young while he was at the meeting but he told them no he didnât to burden them. Secretly, it was because he didn't want her to leave his sight.
 "All done." The noona told him while tapping his shoulder to indicate he could stand up now. He bowed and thanked her. Picking up Ji Young's car seat, he went to where his members were waiting to go out onto the stage. Jimin looked at Ji Young sleeping and then back up at Yoongi.Â
"Hyung are you sure it's a good idea to bring her out there? We don't want anything to happen to her..." Namjoon seemed really worried about Ji Young.Â
Yoongi put his arm around Namjoon. "Namjoon don't worry. I will keep her safe and it's only a small fan meet." He just nodded and looked down at Ji Young again.Â
Soon their manager told them it was time for the fan meeting to start. They filed out and Yoongi heard a mass "AW" fill the auditorium where the meeting was being held. He gently sat Ji Young behind him while he stepped in front of her to be in line with his members while they did their introduction. He added something else to his today.
 After he bowed to the crowd and said his name, he took a step back to show the ARMYs the car seat, sweeping his arm out to gesture to her. "And today with me I have my daughter Ji Young since her mom had to work today so she came with daddy to work. She's sleeping right now but hopefully she will wake up to meet you all." Yoongi said with a big grin.Â
There were some screams and cheers before someone sushed them. Yoongi chuckled and addressed the ARMYs again. "Don't worry Ji Young is a good sleeper. Much like her daddy." He adds a wink at the end. This makes the ARMYs go wild.Â
They seem to love âDaddyâ Yoongi so much more now that he became a dad. The members then took their seats and the staff started to let the ARMYs come up to the table to meet the boys. Yoongi put Ji Young behind him and waited for his turn with the ARMYs.Â
For a while Ji Young slept and didn't make a peep until it was near the end. She started to cry but there were still more ARMYs for Yoongi to meet. Instead of having his manager help, Yoongi just picked Ji Young up from her car seat and held her in one folded arm while balancing her bottle in her mouth. The other arm he had free to write on the ARMYs album and to be able to touch them.Â
He showed Ji Young again to the ARMYs and they fawned over her. Every once in a while she'd open her eyes and look around. One time she gripped onto Yoongi's thumb on his free hand and refused to let go. It was an interesting thing to watch while Yoongi tried to pay attention to the ARMY but also get his hand free in the process to write. "Ji Young, you've got to let go of daddy..." He gently scolded her. The ARMY just laughed and cooed about how cute Ji Young was.Â
Mercifully, Ji Young was quiet rest of the time Yoongi held her during the fan meeting. When the members stood up to wave and bow goodbye, Yoongi still held Ji Young and bowed goodbye. With his free hand he waved goodbye to the ARMYs then he picked up Ji Young's arm and made her wave goodbye to them too. This made the ARMYs squeal. He laughed at the ARMYs reactions and looked down at Ji Young. "Wah~ They love you Ji Young."Â
He held her in front of his face, careful to prop her head up and keep it steady. Smiling at her, she gave him a small smile back. Yoongi almost dropped her. "Yah! Guys! Ji Young smiled at me!" He chased after his members to tell them.Â
Soon Ji Young was back asleep and it was time for the next part of Yoongi's day, a photo shoot for the upcoming album. While Yoongi waited for his turn he would rock Ji Young as the other members took their individual pictures. Then it was Yoongi's turn.Â
He picked up Ji Young's carseat and carried it to where the photographer was. He set her down close enough to him but far enough away so she wasn't in the way. "Please please don't cry Ji Young." He slightly prayed.Â
The first few minutes the shoot went well until Yoongi saw her car seat shake and then a blanket go flying off. He groaned. "Ohhhh crap..." He muttered under his breath. He couldn't leave now because he was in the middle of the shoot and Ji Young couldn't cause an issue or else he wouldn't be able to bring her to work anymore. He was torn between ignoring her and letting her get tired or to go pick her up.Â
Before he could choose Jin came over and scooped her up. He looked at Yoongi, "Don't worry Yoongi-ah I'll take care of her. You just work hard." He gave Yoongi a grin and whisked Ji Young off into the dressing room. Yoongi sagged in relief now that she was being taken care of.
 In the dressing room Jin was checking Ji Young for if she needed a diaper change. "Nope." He shook his head. "Are you hungry?" He asked her.Â
Reaching for her bottle, he held it up to her mouth. She just kept crying. "Hmm... you aren't hungry either." He put the bottle back. "Maybe you were just bored. I know daddy hasn't been able to play with you much today." Jin talked to Ji Young. "How about we play then?" He asks in a cute voice.Â
Jin grabs Ji Young's play mat and rolls it out. After putting toys on different spots on it, he carefully puts Ji Young on it. "There we go! Now we can play." He grins at her and shakes a lion shaped rattle. Ji Young looks up at her uncle and gargles at him while trying to grab at the toy. He gives the toy to her and she immediately puts it in her mouth, teething on it.Â
Pulling out his phone, he takes pictures of his "niece". He sends some of the pictures to you. The other members notice that Ji Young is up so they come sit down at her mat. J-hope reaches out and tickles her belly, causing her to giggle. Namjoon just sits back and watches Ji Young with all the members. Jimin takes pictures of Ji Young and finds another toy in her diaper bag. Jungkook and Taehyung play with a toy for a bit before giving it to Ji Young. She rolls over on her stomach and then rolls back.
 Taehyung reaches out and rubs her back while she drools all over as sheâs chewing on the new toy. Soon Yoongi's shoot is done and he walks back to the dressing room. Seeing the sight of all of his members fawning over his daughter makes him chuckle still. He walks up behind Namjoon and sits down in the group. Ji Young sees her daddy and tries to get to him by scooching herself across the plastic mat. Yoongi just laughs and scoops her up, propping her up in his lap. The boys find snacks in her diaper bag and take turns feeding her.Â
She loves her food as she tries to take fist fulls of the snacks handed to her. "Yah! Ji Young-ah!" Yoongi scolds. "One at a time." The other members chuckle.Â
"Hyung, it sounds like you're yelling at us." Jungkook tells him while laughing. Yoongi just smiles and tries to kick at Jungkook.Â
Finally the day ends and it is time for Yoongi and Ji Young to go home. You are stuck at work for a little bit longer so Yoongi gets home first. It's dark out by the time you pull into your driveway and step into the house. "Yoongi-ah?" You call out to him. You look in your guys bedroom.
 Not there.
 You look in the living room.
 Not there either.
 "Hmm... it is late. Maybe he is putting Ji Young down for bed." You wonder out loud. Making your way upstairs you hear noise floating out from Ji Young's nursery. You peek inside.Â
Yoongi is rocking Ji Young, who is crying and fusing. "Ji Young?" Yoongi whispers to your daughter. "Do you want to hear the new song Daddy had been working on?" He asks her gently. He then starts to quietly rap and sing his part in the song.Â
"Take my hand right now
Ireon naega mitgiji anha
Sogeuroman sucheon beoneun deo malhaesseossdeon geu mal
Geudaeneun nal tteonaji ma
You got the best of me
You got the best of me
Kkuminji hyeonsirinjineun ttakhi jungyochi anhji
Geujeo niga nae gyeote issdaneun ge Thanks.â
(So take my hand right now
I canât believe myself
Words I said thousands of times only to myself
Donât leave me
You got the best of me
You got the best of me
Whether this is a dream or reality, itâs not important
Just the fact that youâre by my side
Thanks)
When he was done, he looked down at Ji Young, who's head is resting on his shoulder while the rest of her little body is splayed out on Yoongi's chest.
 "It's called 'Best of Me' because you and your momma bring out the best in me..." He rubs her back and kisses the top of her head.
 Your heart melts once again for like the fifty millionth time today. First the video, then Jin's pictures and now Yoongi's confession. You swear he tries to kill you somedays.Â
He leans back in the rocking chair and closes his eyes while still rocking Ji Young. You take this as your cue so you tiptoe into the nursery and up to your little family. Leaning over, you kiss Yoongi's forehead. He cracks an eye open and sees you. His face splits into a smile.Â
"Hello yeobo." His voice is deep with sleepiness.
 "Hello jagiya." You respond back. "Is she sleeping?" You ask him.Â
He shifts ever so slightly to check her. He nods his head. Carefully standing up, Yoongi puts her in her bassinet and leans over to give her a kiss. You follow suit and brush some of her hair out of her face before giving her a kiss.
 "Goodnight my world." You follow Yoongi out of the nursery and click the light off. Shutting the door quietly, he wraps you up in his arms. Burying his head into your neck, he murmurs. "I missed you so much today Y/N."Â
You play with his hair. "I missed you too my jagiya."
 He kisses your forehead. "I can't believe what you do for Ji Young." He tells you. Your heart melts once again for now the fifty millionth and one time.Â
"Awww Yoongiiii..." He picks his head up and looks at you while you get on your tiotoes. You surprise him with a peck on the nose. He smiles and kisses you full on the lips.
 "I love you more than you will ever know Y/N-ah..." he whispers against your lips. Those words create a smile and you whisper back, "As I love you more than you will ever know Yoongi-ah."
Notes: This short scenario is loosely based off of Epik Highâs MVÂ âSpoiler.â Ever since I saw this MV four years ago I have wanted to write a short story based off of what happens and finally my brain has helped me find the words to express what I would like to say. Credit to BigHit for this picture of Yoongi during Wings era.Â
Memories that were meant to stay buried came to life as Yoongi drove to his music studio. It seemed like every building that he drove by reminded him of you. The ghost of your smile haunted him as he caught a glimpse of the bright ice cream parlor that he would frequent with you. The beautiful sound of your carefree laughter made his heart skip a beat when he passed by your favorite food stand. And goosebumps prickled his skin as he thought of the touch of your hand when he drove by one of your favorite stores. There was one single thought that prevailed throughout his mind. He should have done better.Â
He shouldnât have brushed you away when all you wanted to do was be close to him. He shouldnât have left you behind to take those countless calls that could have been dealt with at another time. He should have put you first. He shouldnât have let you walk away. It was hubristic to think that you would back into his arms.Â
The darkness of dusk descended on him as he put his car to a full stop at the red stoplight. His fingers were tightly gripping the steering wheel as he let his head hit hit the steering wheel. Yoongi felt stupid. How could he let his life get in the way of the person he loved most?
Pull yourself together, he told himself. Yoongi lifted his head and sighed. He watched as strangers made their way across the long crosswalk, taping his forefinger against the steering wheel as he waited for his turn.Â
His gaze became focused and was painted with surprise as the familiar wave of your hair passed by among the strangers. His body didnât give him a choice as he felt the corner of his lips tug upward. But as quickly as that smile came, it disappeared when Yoongi saw your arm wrapped another manâs arm. He swore that he could hear your laugh as you walked with what he assumed to be your new boyfriend. You looked so happy.
Although Yoongi wanted to look into your eyes, he hoped and prayed that you wouldnât look at him. He didnât want to see the smile that he loved to turn into a frown of disappointment, but unfortunately the fates were not on his side. As soon as you saw him, sadness and regret filled your expression. For a moment, Yoongi wondered if you missed him as much as he missed you, but none of that mattered as you turned to look at your boyfriend and continued to walk away from Yoongi.Â
After you looked away from him, Yoongi felt tears well up in his eyes. It was the end of a story that he wished he could have kept forever.Â
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Hi! my name is Xion but you call me Nimji ,either one doesnât matter :) I'm open to feedback on my writing because I'm fairly new to this and this is my first yoongi fluff :) . I hope you enjoy ! if you have any request let me know!!
Yoongi x The Reader
WARNING:..kinda fluffy and its short
âWhat are you doing Yoongi?â I say groggy and dazed âyou know the studio closes at 11 oâclock and if your professor catches you here after closing- âI rub my eye from tiredness and realize heâs tuning me outâŠagain and heâs acting like hermit in this damn dark room âYOONGI!â. âcome hereâ his words were soft from annoyance. âSit downâ I walk towards him, we battle with our eyes and after a few minutes I wave my white flag, I finally sit down and spin in the swivel chair with wandering thoughts.â You know, youâre never down here with me when Iâm producing...â he pulls my chair towards him and my legs rest between his. âAnd...?â âand....I want you to see what I do, arenât curious as to why Iâm passionate about it?â Heâs teasing me, that smirk on his face says it all. âI mean, yeah, yes âhe lays his hands on my exposed thighs and leans in âWell, let me show you (Y/N)â that gummy smile, I canât resist it. As he pulls me to the computer screen he starts showing me his music applications and how to use the keyboard. His head over my shoulder and his hand on my mine navigating the mouse, I look at him explaining. My eyes are focused on his mouth, but I couldnât hear him. All I could hear was my heartbeat thumping so loudly. All I could think about was how amazing this man is to me and how lucky I am to have him.
â...So, this is how you sample, and you can add this drum to give depth...(Y/N)?â
âHuh?â
âYou werenât paying attention, were you?â
âitâs not that, itâs just-â
âJust what?â
Silence. I look away, so I donât have to face my emotions.
âHmmm you were thinking about me, werenât you?â I canât admit it, I wonât.
âWell, I-I think about you everydayâ
You could hear a pin drop
Yoongi....
He turns my chair around and pushes my hair back. The computer light reflects in his eyes and they gleam. He leans in slowly and kisses me softly on my forehead and rubs my head.I look up to face him and he gives me a reassuring look â Okay~ its time for you to go back to the dorm, youâre tired and you have a test in the morning, right?â âBut-â I utter.
So I started this tumblr thinking I would post nothing and now Iâve posted three things in the last 24 hours, what was meant to be a one shot now has three parts lol. I didnât think the second part was good enough so Iâm hoping this part is x
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The doorbell rings an hour too early, but no one stands at the door when you open it... weird. Until you glance down to see the white box wrapped in purple ribbon. Taking it into your apartment you unwrap the bow and open the box, gasping at the beautiful black dress inside with a little note attached âwear me tonight?â
The butterflies in your stomach caused you to giggle, you try to settle your nerves as you get ready for your first date with the seven men that ruled your heart.
Youâre finished getting ready far too early and now you pace the apartment in anticipation, what if it all goes wrong? What if they decide this was all a mistake? What would you do then, to dangle this hope in front of you and take it away would crush you.
Your nerves get the better of you, and the little butterflies turn into stinging bees, causing you to clutch your stomach in pain. Maybe you should call it off before you ruin it all.
In your negative headspace you donât hear the light knocks on the door, 15 minutes too early to be the boys, but your ears catch the soft murmur of Taeâs voice on the other side of the door.
âFlower?â He calls for you. You hear more voices in the background, as Jimin and Jungkook start to speak.
âMaybe sheâs still getting ready?â Jungkook mumbled, his own nerves getting to him as he nibbles on his bottom lip in habit.
âAngel?â Jimin says louder than the other two, knocking on the door loudly, but youâre frozen in place. You want to do this, the universe knows you do but the doubt that clouds over you is suffocating you as you breathe. Why would they possibly want this?
âAngel, Jungkookâs going to knock down the door if you donât open up!â Jimin calls in loudly, voice clear as bells ringing through your apartment, and you wince hoping your neighbours are out.
âYouâre worrying us pretty flower,â Tae chimes in after him.
Would it be the worst thing if they broke down the door? You could always bill them for it and hide underneath the bed...
âBunny?â Itâs Jungkookâs voice that makes you move, you always had a soft spot for the maknae, he was younger than you and you felt very protective over him. âNoona, are you there?â He only ever called you formally when he felt vulnerable or insecure and your heart breaks a little for being the cause of it.
You open the door with downcast eyes, the excitement gone as the cloud that looms over you swallows you whole.
The boys share a look, Jungkook stepping forward to bring your face into his soft hands. You look up at his doe eyes, swimming with stars inside, and he offers you a reassuring smile. Jimin wolf whistles next to him and you cover your burning cheeks with your own palms.
âHyung!â Jungkook tells him off for teasing you.
âCouldnât help it,â Jimin laughs before taking your hands and tearing them away from your face. âWhatâs got my sinful angel looking so sad?â
He bends down until his eyes are level with yours, and you look away hesitantly, hoping he doesnât see through you.
âYou look beautiful flower,â Taehyung smiles as he brings out the bouquet he hid behind him.
âThank you,â you say quietly, feeling awkward at the compliment. Jimin tuts in front of you.
âI asked you a question Y/n, whatâs wrong?â
Itâs your turn to nibble your lips self consciously, before Tae presses his thumb against them to stop you. You try not to look at him, you know how well he can read you, and youâre not proven wrong when he hums in thought.
âI think my good girl is having some bad thoughts,â he says in his signature timbre. Eyes narrowing as you shuffle uncomfortably.
âNaughty thoughts?â Jimin smirks teasingly.
âHyung,â Jungkook sighs at his older friendâs antics, but even Tae laughs a little, boxy grin on show.
âLetâs talk business Y/n,â Jimin continues, as you frown at him in confusion. What did he mean by that? âWe are business men after all,â he says as if itâs the most obvious fact on earth.
âWe know how to strike a deal that benefits both parties, so letâs make a deal.â His hands are still clutching yours as he steps closer to you, not letting you step back from his new intimidating stare.
âCome to dinner with an open heart, and let us show you how much we want you,â he whispers against your lips and you stop breathing. âWeâve been waiting for this for a very long time angel, and my patience is running out.â
Youâre forced to swallow nothing as his eyes penetrate through yours, trying to lean back to get some room to breathe, but thatâs not what Jimin wants. He wants you to drown in them until you give in.
The car ride did nothing to calm your nerves, you leg bounced so much that Tae put a big palm over it to steady you but it had the complete opposite effect as you felt the heat from his hand travel through your skin.
When you arrived, Jimin opened the door like a gentleman before grabbing a hand and pulling you out a little impatiently, a cheeky apology leaving his lips as he didnât let you break eye contact with him. He literally would not let you live tonight it seemed.
Youâd visited the mansion before, for official business of course, but tonight it looked a little more intimidating than usual. You felt a palm on your back as Jungkook walked beside you, smiling softly at you, crinkling his nose in excitement. That eased you a little and you reflected his smile back at him.
Namjoon and Hobi stood at the enterance waiting to greet you, you offer them a small smile and they grin in return.
âWow sunshine,â Hobi looks you up and down, the dress hugged you in all the right places and he reminded himself to thank Tae later for picking it out.
He takes you from Jungkook with an arm around your waist, and leaves a small peck on your lips unexpectedly. Your heart rate skyrockets to the moon, you feel his warmth breath as he sighs, rubbing his nose softly against yours, eyes closed in content.
âSorry sunshine, couldnât resist,â he chuckles softy. Namjoon clearing his throat breaks you out of the spell Hobi cast you under and you step away a little embarrassed, you can hear Jimin coo and you hope your ears havenât turned red.
Ever the gentleman, Namjoon takes your hand in his before bowing down to kiss it. He turns it over so your palm faces the sky before pacing another kiss on your wrist. He hums as if contemplating a difficult equation, before pulling you closer and kissing your arm before the juncture of your elbow. When he looks up at you, you feel your breath hitch in your throat. You definitely werenât going to survive tonight going by the predatory look in your gentle bossâ eyes. He moves closer still, before placing his lips on the exposed skin of your collar bone, lingering there longer than he had before, humming contently. The next kiss is on your throat and you find the hand heâs not holding grab onto him to ground your self. You can feel the smirk against your skin, and it makes you shudder in anticipation through the warmth that envelops you.
He still hasnât kissed your lips yet, you think. So when he pulls away slightly you act before you realise what youâve done. Itâs Namjoonâs turn to freeze as your lips move against his, the pillows of your lips so soft he thought he was imagining it, until you pull away with a soft moan and he nearly growls.
âWhen youâre done, thereâs dinner on the table getting cold,â Yoongi scoffs from the door. Youâre pretty sure you could contest hell for how hot your cheeks are burning, and the cool night air does nothing to cool them, not with Yoongi looking at you with his feline eyes.
âIs kitten done playing with her new toys?â He teases and you choke on air, causing Jimin to laugh into the air and Jungkook to rub your back soothingly. Yoongiâs gummy grin shows itself at your reaction, he could hardly talk with the way he always played with you.
âYa Yoongi, if you kill my beautiful girl before she even tastes my food I wonât be happy,â Jin yells from inside.
Yoongi rolls his eyes but holds out his hand for you, an unfamiliar softness in his eyes, one that was always there when he looked at you, but made sure you never saw until now. You couldnât help the smile as you walked up to him, never annoyed for too long, not when he made this warmth spread across your chest. When you take his hand he looks at you like every star is held inside your eyes, soft smile gracing his features. He was never a fan of stargazing until now, he hated any form of eye contact but with you he could hold your gaze forever.
He places a kiss on your cheek first, looking at you to make sure you were okay. He might tease you until you felt your soul burn but he always made sure you were okay. He tucks in a loose stand of hair the wind decided to blow out of place, before looking at your lips, leaning in to rid the space between you both. You felt a fire ignite as his lips met yours, Yoongi was a closed book most of the time but he always silently told you what he was thinking. You could feel everything he wanted to say in the way his mouth moved slowly against yours, and it took your breath away.
âYoongi stop hogging her!â Jin came through the door, wiping his hands on a kitchen towel, no real anger behind his words. Yoongi groans as he pulls away, looking at you with a peaceful smile.
Softly he pushes you towards Jin, who wraps his arms around you expectedly.
âHi princess,â he said unexpectedly, making you giggle. That one was new, and he loved the reaction it got out of you, biting swollen lips to stop yourself grinning.
âHi handsome,â you blush as you try to flirt back, if they made you feel all fuzzy inside you could try to do it back right? You hear laughter behind you as Jinâs ears burn bright red and he stutters a little. You take the chance to kiss his perfect pillow lips and he swears he can feel steam leave his ears with how hot heâs feeling. Maybe he should call you dangerous girl instead.
âDinners ready,â he says in a small voice, letting you go in a daze and walking through the house. Itâs your turn to chuckle now.
âTold you she was having naughty thoughts,â you hear Jimin say to Tae, rolling your eyes at him as they walk past. As you move to follow them a hand on yours holds you back.
You look at Jungkook with confusion, his eyes are on the ground as he shuffles from foot to foot, waiting for his Hyungs to move into the next room.
He clears his throat before pouting, âNoona youâre really mean,â he whispers, and your heart beats with worry.
âKookie?â You question, running a thumb across his cheek, as your palm held his face to look at yours. His cute pout contrasts the darkness in his narrowing eyes.
âI didnât get a kiss Bunny,â he grumbles. You have to bite the inside of your cheeks to stop grinning at his behaviour but he can see what youâre trying to do, pout turning stern as his arms wrap around you, lifting you into the air.
âKookie,â you squeal in surprise, but itâs his turn to grin. âJungkook put me down!â
He shakes his head, âneed a kiss first Noona.â
You sigh in faux annoyance, this demanding boy really was something else. You take his face in your palms, leaning down to kiss him. He drinks you in fervently, feeling your heat against his mouth. Your last doubts dissipate as the maknae grips your skin tighter, fighting with himself to pull away. He looks at you with hunger in his eyes, but as you smile at him, eyes full of love, he decides to smile back. He could wait a little longer to devour you, his eyebrows wiggle at the thought, making you giggle again, the sound music to his ears, calming his own heart down.
He starts walking towards where the others are waiting, still holding you in his grasp as if you weighed nothing.
âKookie, I can walk,â you donât know why youâre a giggling mess but it definitely has something to do with the man holding you. He hums dissaprovingly against your skin, nipping at your collar bone causing you to gasp. He was starving for you, a little taste wouldnât hurt.
âWhy do you need to walk Bunny?â He murmured against you, nuzzling his face into the crook of your neck, enjoying how warm your skin was getting at his actions.
You both enter the dining room, where six other men lovingly await. Their eyes and smiles on you, and you wondered why you ever doubted anything in the first place.
You thought this is what you wanted, but now itâs here you realise you couldnât have been more wrong.
Yoongiâs smile falters, he feels awkward now on one knee with the ring glistening in his hands. The silence that fills the room is making him hot, you hadnât answered yet.
âY/n...â he tries, he wants to think youâre just shocked but the solemn expression youâre wearing is telling him something else; you donât want to marry him.
âNo,â itâs a whisper but itâs firm from your lips, you canât pretend otherwise. An epiphany is unlocked the moment he asked the question and it came down on you like a tonne of bricks. You donât want to marry Yoongi.
âI canât marry you,â youâre holding back a sob, itâs not fair if you cry right now even though the look on his face is heart breaking, you need to explain why it would be the worst thing for you both.
âYoongi, I havenât seen you for a month,â you dig your nails into your palms to will the words out. âWe live together and I havenât seen you in a month!â
He scoffs, âweâre both busy, you work during the day, I have to go to the studio at night, I know we havenât been at our best but I thought this would fix it.â
Itâs your turn to scoff as he finally gets up off the floor from his knees.
âYou thought getting engaged would fix our work schedule?â You donât mean to say it mockingly, you genuinely want to know what the hell he was thinking.
âNo thatâs not what I mean Y/n, you know that,â heâs getting exasperated, an argument was the last thing he thought would happen. âI thought this would make us more settled, I thought this was what you wanted.â
âI thought it was too,â youâre honest with him, you need to be. âBut I donât want this to be the rest of my life, you love your job Yoongi I would never ask you to change that but Iâve worked too hard to get to where I am and I donât want to compromise.â
âWeâre passionate people Y/n, thereâs nothing wrong with that.â
âPassionate for work Yoongi not in our relationship! Weâve been together for so long, weâve hit a wall and itâs not going to be fixed with a shiny ring,â you canât help the tears escape as you confess, âI donât think we can fix this at all.â
He looks like youâve slapped him, heâs so still while he lets the words sink in. He lets out a humourless laugh as he turns away from you, fingers combing his hair back before resting by his side. He doesnât think he can look at you without wanting to cry.
âYoongi I love you, a lot,â you keep pushing yourself, itâd be too easy to fall back into this routine but you canât live like this anymore. Dinners alone, in bed alone, no one to talk to in this big empty house. You remember the days when it was working, youâd come home before Yoongi had to head out, heâd already have dinner made for you, sitting with you for five minutes just to hear about your day. In the same way you woke up a little earlier than you had to to greet him when he came home, make sure he ate, he always forgot to feed himself. But those little moments were long gone, you both didnât put in any effort anymore.
âBut weâre in this relationship because itâs safe and weâre both too scared to end it,â he does look at you when you say that, he wants to disagree with you, but inside he knows youâre right.
âI canât imagine my life without you Y/n,â he admits. âYouâve been in it for too long I canât remember what it was like before you.â
âThat doesnât mean weâre right for each other.â
You can see a cloud of insecurities form behind his eyes, youâve known each other too long to not notice the signs. Yoongi might pretend to be stone faced but inside you know how soft he is, how hard he finds it to be vulnerable. You donât blame him for trying to hold on to the last remaining shred of your relationship, you know how long it takes him to open up to someone, and you worry about him but you canât let it hold you back. You close the distance between you both one last time, hands on his shoulders to turn him to face you.
âYou are a brilliant man Yoongi, youâre clever, youâre passionate, youâre kind,â you say sincerely.
But not enough to be with, he wants to say, he doesnât have to, you can hear it in the way he hangs his head.
âYouâre so loving,â you donât mean to cry, but you canât imagine your life without him either. You remember rare days off together in front of the tv where heâd massage your feet without you asking because he knows youâve been standing all week. The way heâd pull your head into his lap to work the headaches and tension away. You both joked his magic fingers could cure anything, you wish it was still the same, but any time off you both had now was spent with friends, you didnât even check when the other was free anymore. You didnât want to spend time together like you had in the past, so when did it start to feel like a chore?
âYouâre the best man I know, and it kills me that we have to end this, but we do.â
He nods pitifully, eyes glistening in the light of the room, he tries to avoid eye contact with you. The act confirms to you this is over, Yoongi hates eye contact but you were the only exception to the rule, heâs pushing you out to keep himself safe. You already miss his gummy smile, the way he teases you with his sarcasm, the way he looks at you with love, but you havenât had those moments in so long, of course you miss them, they were already over. Thereâs a pit in your stomach as you realise, youâll never see any of those things again.
âI really do love you,â you wipe away the tears from his face that fall. âBut it isnât enough anymore.â