#yippppppeeeeee

shiva, essentially, detached me from my old practice in order for me to rebuild it from the ground up.

for a while, i have been thinking that my practice is waaayyyy too cluttered and all over the place. i love me some chaos, but there was no order to balance out the chaos that was my spiritual practice. for years, i would mope about how things were just.. not it for me. i never did it out loud, but i very much did internally, and even on a soul level. i was so unsatisfied with my practice because of its lack of consistency and results, because i was putting my energy everywhere and not to the things i resonated/clicked with.