#yeyeyeeee

yall my blog aint for drama so lets stay that way alright. lets just look at the neon lights theme on my blog and chill the fuck down. lets listen to some crush and call it a day. my blog doesnt rlly have drama and i want to keep it that way. i havent got any negativity and i’d like to keep it that way yes thanks. IF YOU DONT LIKE MY SHIT JUST STAY AWAY FROM MY SHIT

Honestly so grateful I got help for my mental health when I did, bc had I gone thru everything in this last year and a half without proper care for myself (therapy, exercising, self-care) I definitively would have spiraled downward and been clinically depressed As it is now, I'm NOT clinically depressed, even if I have inclinations towards anxiety and depression. I work out regularly, no longer stress eat, am far more outgoing and self confident than I have been than ever before and even with depressive episodes (of which there have only been two!! And the most recent one was incredibly quick on the turn around) I'm continuing to improve and I'm breaking new ground every day There's still more to do, but when I look back and see where I was, and see others and how I could've ended up I end up feeling really proud and lucky to have supportive family, friends and real fucking backbone when it comes down to not settling and staying in a dark place out of fear and denial

i had a walk with the family (i jogged a little) and all my stress for college is gone!

ok but also i’d be really into blackgoldenvibe

pssssst if we're mutuals we should totally talk on skype and i can welcome you to meme hell