#yellowtenna

Yellowtenna Notes:

“Can’t see THIS one going wrong!” Yeah fucking right.

The Addisons all pursue Tenna in hopes to becoming Big Shots like Spamton was, but Yellow’s the most overzealous about it. 

Funny thing, Tenna doesn’t know Spamton’s secret, and he’s irrelevant/due to being adopted, so this idea that began from Yellow and trickled down to the other Ads is fruitless. I think Blue’s the first to call it quits, still freshly traumatized from the whole phone garbage noise thing and smart enough to know how shit of an idea it was with hindsight. Pink and Orange soon follow. The Addisons are like petty highschoolers to me they are SO quick to ditch each other and haven’t got a lick of emotional maturity. I think they all now how bad of an idea it is to leave Yellow to their own devices, Blue’s the most vocal about it, but they’re all too self-centered and Blue eventually succumbs to the peer pressure.

So that just leaves Yellow! Yellow: the Addison who resembles the most like Spamton, and will not let Tenna forget that! They start dressing like Spamton, red suit and all, start acting all high and mighty too, much to their friends’ annoyance. Yellow doesn’t know that Spamton and Tenna had such a personal relationship, so everything they do to copy Spamton’s image is purely coincidental and subconscious, “I’m better than Spamton and I could replace him”, at best.

Intentional on Yellow’s part or not, Tenna knows he’s being manipulated, but I think he would let himself indulge in this situationship as much as he could because he does, admittedly, miss Spamton. Their relationship is strictly business, and whatever platonic, romantic, or sexual feelings stem from it are only from Tenna’s side. There’s no love from Yellow’s part to conceal what this is really all about.

Tenna’s smaller around Yellow, not by much, but enough to be noticeable. Yellow goes up to Tenna’s torso. 

It gets worse before it gets better; Yellow feels like he’s being led on because Tenna isn’t giving them the benefits they thought they would have, and Tenna’s too selfish (or fearful?) to tell them ‘no’.

They do break off eventually though, through Yellow’s own will. Their time together was in the grand scheme of things, brief. Yellow gets out of it peeved at worst, Tenna is also left unscathed, but can’t help himself from having that lingering sense of dread and the fear of abandonment once more.