#yeji fluff

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Some days you regret quitting your stable office job to become a writer. 

You’re barely making ends meet with the near zero income, and you’re forced to take on copywriting and other freelance jobs to scrape enough moolah to continue living in a dingy apartment in the not-so-fancy side of town. 

Some days though, it's not too bad.

Being an unwilling audience to raccoons tap dancing on the roof every night sucks, but it feels like the karmic balance of the world has swung ever so slightly in your favour when you’re kicking it back on a lazy weekday afternoon, crushing a couple cans of beer with your best friend and roommate. 

“Cheers to your success, buddy!” Ryujin hollers as she slams her can onto yours with perhaps a bit more force than was necessary.

She’s the other reason why you’re able to afford rent. Though her own financial condition is precarious given her daytime job as a barista and her nighttime hobby as a drummer in a rock band. 

“It’s really not a big deal, but thanks anyways,” you mutter wryly.

Why were you two having an impromptu drinking session? You just released your first novel, and Ryujin insisted on celebrating the milestone even as you played it down. Your best friend has taken on the role of cheerleader, hyping you up after every completed chapter and promising to take you out after finishing the whole book. 

“You have to stop putting yourself down like that,” she nags, shaking her head as she tosses another can in your general direction. “The novel’s going to do great!”

You can only shake your head at her optimism. It was a rushed job, and you’re certain the editor greenlit the final copy just to get it off his docket. Desperate for further validation, you had posted snippets of the unfinished novel online under a pseudonym. The rush of comments were mixed. About what you should have expected, but the lack of clear affirmation still keeps you up at night.

The alcohol and vibes bring you into an introspective mood. It’s times like these when you think back to why you decided to take the plunge and chase after your childhood ambition – parents, colleagues, friends be damned! 

Well, you made an exception for Ryujin, who’s three cans down and poking your shoulder while squinting hard at your face.

“C’mon,” she whines. 

“No,” you reply, taking a swig of beer. Ryujin lets out a weary sigh (girl does a sick Chewbacca impression) and pokes your shoulder again.

“You never tell anyone.”

“There’s,” you pause to gulp down some more beer, “a reason for that.”

“But you tell me everything!”

That gets you thinking. 

She’s right. The two of you have been friends since freshman year in college. You’ve supported her through her lesbian awakening and become a staunch ally. She’s nursed you through countless heartbreaks. The shared trauma was instrumental in forging an ironclad bond – two losers grasping at each other to stay afloat. So there’s very little the two of you don’t share with each other.

Which becomes a sore point for Ryujin when, on one fine day, seemingly out of nowhere, you announced very loudly in the living room that you tendered your resignation from your dead-end job at the tax office. 

And then you declared that you will become, and she quotes, “The greatest writer since Frank Herbert.”

To say that it took her by surprise would be an understatement. Sure, you dabbled in some writing competitions back in the day and you loved to read, but your life trajectory afterwards was firmly arcing towards death by corporate. 

There was a lot of screaming and shouting and shoving that day, and then a lot of crying and hugging and stuff like “bros for life” and “fucking hell yeah let’s follow our dreams” type shit as the night wore on.

But still no explanation as to why you did it. Taking on the mantle of a struggling artist isn’t for shits and giggles. Ryujin would know, since she’s treading a similar path. You know her reason: she’s been banging on pots and pans since she was a baby, and the obsession with percussive instruments had only grown from then on. For Ryujin, joining a rock band was less about wanting to make it big (though she wouldn’t mind if some groupies slid into her DMs) and more about staying sane in this mad, mad world.

So she pokes and prods and whines some more.

“Fine, I’ll tell you!”

Ryujin stops her tantrum and stares at you. “I didn’t think you’d actually fold, heh.”

You look away for a moment. “Just…just don’t laugh, okay?”

“Scout’s honour,” she replied, slamming a fist on her chest.

***

You think you’re underwater, but you’re not. The air is thick like jelly, making every movement slow and cumbersome. The sound of a horn blares in the distance and you swear you can see the sound waves ripple from the idling train. You check the soles of your shoes for scuff marks and find none, which is odd. You swear you’ve been walking for hours to get to the station. But then again, you don’t remember arriving here in the first place.

There’s a girl standing to your right. Her features ebb and flow like everything else in this aquatic-but-not space. But some things stay fixed in place – the short black hair and the cat-like slant of her eyes. She looks straight ahead, and you feel strings tightening around your heart as she turns to stare at you.

“It’s now or never, right?” You drag the words out of your mouth despite the pain in your chest. 

“Yeah,” the girl replies. Her voice is smooth like velvet, quelling some of your discomfort.

“I’m scared.”

An easy smile spreads across her face. “That’s okay. Let’s be scared together.” She reaches out a hand and you grasp it. 

The two of you step into the waiting train.

And then you wake up.

***

“So, was she hot?”

Ryujin yelps as you land a solid punch on her arm. Not her dominant arm, because you’re not an asshole. But definitely on the side with the freshly-inked sleeve.

“Get serious, I’m baring my soul here!”

She lets out a cackle and dodges some more punches.

“Okay, okay, I’ll stop,” Ryujin chuckles as she raises her hands in surrender. “So, if I’m getting this right, you dreamt about some hottie.” She shields her arm pre-emptively. 

“And this inspired you to—”

“Yep, to become a writer.” You nod as you purse your lips, waiting for the inevitable reaction.

“I think that’s pretty fucking cool.”

“Yeah I know it's dumb— wait, did you say it’s cool?”

“Hell yeah, dude! I think,” she pauses to collect her thoughts, “dreams are important. Gives us a purpose in life, you know?”

For a second, you almost reach over to hug your best friend.

“And who’s going to say no to a dreamy baddie?” You fling the now-empty can of beer at Ryujin’s general direction. But she swats it out of the air mid-flight. Stupid drummer reflexes. 

"Anyways, enough pre-gaming." Ryujin stands, tossing the empty cans into the cooler. "Why don't we hit the bar and get this party started for real?"

“You know I don’t do crowds,” you mutter as you help Ryujin clean up.

She nudges you with an elbow. “Just for tonight. And who knows, maybe we can find you a real girl to obsess over?”

***

Which came first: the chicken or the egg?

You find yourself seriously considering the riddle thanks to the rather loud couple initiating the discussion right beside you. Oh, and because you’d rather be anywhere else than this bar.

Once again, you wish you didn’t take Ryujin up on going out tonight, but your best friend was quite persuasive, dragging you via headlock over to this fine establishment. It’s not even a quiet and chill bar, but one of those ‘bars’ with an open dance floor heaving with a sea of bodies no thanks to the DJ currently nodding their head while playing some tunes to fit the theme for this evening. 

Mambo Night. God, as if you can’t feel any older.

There you are, leaning over the bar table proper, gin and tonic in hand. Wincing every now and again as an overbearing guy (way to perpetuate the stereotype, buddy) bulldozes his way through his answer (egg), leaving his date silent and sporting a thin-lipped smile that seems to slip down her face with every word.

Not that discussing the question would ever amount to anything useful. You bet you could argue either side and come out on top. You stir the tiny plastic stick in your cocktail glass round and round. The chicken and egg question is ultimately a circular question – the egg has to be laid by a chicken. Sure. But the chicken has to come from an egg, right?

And just like neither the chicken nor the egg truly comes ‘first’, you’ve found joy in putting your all in the rather circuitous writing journey, rather than focusing on the destination. At least that’s what you kept telling yourself as your editor hounded you over deadlines on an almost daily basis for a year. 

And look where that got you.

It’s definitely not the way you envisioned yourself celebrating finishing your first novel, but you try to put a positive spin on things. You learned to find peace and happiness in the act of writing itself, so the fucking amazing win – as Ryujin eloquently puts it – doesn’t really feel like such a big deal in your mind. 

Speaking of your best friend. Out of the corner of your eye, you spot Ryujin, ever the party animal, throwing back what her mother had given her with a group of women who seem inebriated enough for the night’s proceedings. A couple of the women are even giving her some cheeky slaps on her behind. Now there’s someone having fun. Ryujin arches her back teasingly and throws a wink in your direction. You reply with a half-hearted wave of your drink.

A light buzz starts forming in your head, and you’re pretty sure the couple beside you are starting to get as tipsy as you are, if their floaty voices and slurred vowels are any indication. And the girl is now taking the upper hand in the debate – thank fuck – with a frankly inspired point about a possible ancestor to chickens, rendering the guy speechless.

You give yourself a mental pat on the back for predicting the outcome of the conversation. The couple disappears into the dance floor, and your eyes follow them until you turn your head to—

See her.

Wait, her?!

The redhead with the thin waist and wide hips is pretty, swaying along to the beat of Rick Astley’s ‘Together Forever’. But she’s not the one that has your soul in a death grip.

It’s the girl right behind the redhead, grinding on her ass. 

Black hair, tousled and messy, though each strand looking like they were placed just right by some unseen stylist. Bright red lips curled into a smirk, tongue blepping out as she focuses on gyrating in time with her dance partner.

Those eyes. Shaped like a cat’s, and they flick to train onto yours. Like a chicken hunting an egg.

…which came first again?

***

“Ryujin, Ryu, oh god, fucking fuck—”

Slap. “You need to chill out.”

“But Ryu, how the fuh,” you stumble over yourself as words continue to pour out of your mouth, “how the fuck is the egg coming before the chick—”

Another slap. Harder this time, your best friend winding up for the second one like prime Nic Cage in that one indie movie. You almost fall over the chair, that slap bringing you to your senses, though you swear your ear is now ringing to the tune of Mozart’s Requiem in D minor. 

You remember scrambling over to find Ryujin, flailing arms knocking over the bodies on the dance floor as you sought your best friend to tell her about the girl. Then you realised that it was probably a bad idea to tell Ryujin that you saw someone who you only ever knew from your dreams. She would have laughed in your face and told you to stop drinking. 

Because it’s not possible, right? Dreams are based on our own experiences – what we’ve seen, what we’ve heard, what we’ve done, and what’s been done to us. There is no way that this person can share the exact same face and—

Ryujin raises her arm again and the threat of a third slap derails your train of thought. So you take in a couple of deep breaths and nod as Ryujin mentions something about heading outside to cool off. 

But surely the gods are playing a cosmic prank on you, because as you get halfway up from the chair, she emerges out of thin air and grasps your shoulder gently.

“Everything okay?” Wow, even her voice is the same velvet rushing into your ears, making you shiver. She gives you a once-over, a look of concern etched on her face. Right, she did see you have a mental breakdown in the middle of a fucking bar. What a wonderful way to be introduced to the literal girl of your dreams.

“Yeji?! What are you doing here?” Ryujin stares right past you as her face lights up with recognition.

Dream girl – Yeji, because of course she has a name – looks up and her face brightens. Ryujin pulls her into a big hug. You squint at them both, wondering whether this is all an elaborate prank by your roommate. Probably not, but you wouldn’t put it past her.

“I was just dancing with Yuna earlier, it’s her birthday,” dream girl – Yeji, you remind yourself again – answers, slightly out of breath as she extricates herself from Ryujin’s bear grip. Your best friend must have sensed the confusion in your look because she turns Yeji to face you and smiles brightly.

“Yeji, meet my bestie! Bestie, meet Yeji. She’s the lead guitar player in our band.” You give your best attempt at a friendly smile and grab her outstretched hand. Honestly, you’re still reeling at the fact that Ryujin and your dream girl know each other. 

So when calloused fingers wrap around yours, it takes all of your willpower to not melt into a puddle in that very spot. Then you realise you’ve been holding onto her hand for way too long, so you hastily let go. On her part, Yeji keeps staring at you with a weird look in her eyes as you blush deeply.

“Can you, like, make sure my friend doesn’t die?” Ryujin asks, pushing you towards Yeji. “I’m gonna head back to the dance floor.” She spares you a final glance. “Don’t worry, you’re in good hands!” 

So much for being a best friend, you think to yourself, as Ryujin skips happily back to the gaggle of women who cheer at her return.

“You don’t have to go outside with me. I just need some fresh air,” you mutter, unable to quite meet Yeji’s gaze. 

“That’s alright. I think I need some fresh air too.” Yeji smiles at you, and you swear you will do anything to keep that smile on her face.

***

If only you realised sooner that Yeji’s idea of fresh air is pinning you to the wall of the alleyway beside the bar and sucking all the breath from your lungs.

You’re learning a lot about someone who, until this very night, only existed in your dreams. For one, she’s a very good kisser. She nibbles on your lower lip and flicks her tongue teasingly inside your mouth. You don’t even have the presence of mind to kiss back because one of her hands digs into your scalp, the pleasing burn doing unholy things to your sanity as the other hand presses on your stomach.

She rolls her hips, the friction on your crotch making you moan into her mouth. Yeji pulls away from the kiss, a thin string of saliva linking your lips to hers.

“Do you—,” you let out another moan as Yeji’s hand lowers to cup your painfully tight bulge. “Do you do this to everyone you meet?”

She considers the question for a moment, before leaning forward to whisper into your ear. “Only the cute ones.”

You want to push her off, to ask if this is all real, if she is real. But another embarrassing moan escapes your lips as Yeji tightens her grip on your scalp. And all rational thought flees. 

“My place?” You nod.

***

There are a few stereotypes about musicians and their houses, and Yeji ticks all the boxes. Warm lighting, band posters blu-tacked onto the walls, a turntable with a slowly spinning vinyl crooning some HONNE. Of course, you only notice these details after the deed was done.

As much as Yeji is in a rush to pull down your pants and slurp the soul out of your balls like a slushie through a straw, you need to take some control of the rapidly escalating situation before you go insane. With all the willpower you can muster, you push an amused Yeji onto the bed and proceed to pull her skirt off — not an easy feat given they clung to her thighs like a second skin.

Those strong, rough fingers dig again into your scalp as you flatten your tongue against her clothed core and lick slowly. It isn’t like you to take your time when eating a girl out. But then again this isn’t just any girl. You were determined to show Yeji a good time, and an aching jaw is a sacrifice you’re willing to make to make it happen.

You pull the soaked fabric to the side, but you pause to look up for approval. Yeji’s eyes shone with eagerness – as good a green light as any. She slaps a palm to her mouth to muffle a moan as you settle into an unrelenting pace, alternating between licking and sucking her slick faster than she can handle. 

Whimpering at the taste of her arousal, you grind your hips downwards to get any sort of friction to relieve the effect it has on your erection. But there's nothing but soft sheets beneath you – hardly an ideal surface. So you remain untouched and painfully throbbing.

She keeps pulling and moaning and you decide to finish her off. Your fingers slip inside rather easily as you curl them upwards and continuously hit a spot that seems to agree with her. You can tell by the way she squeezes your head between her slim thighs – gosh, those muscles are to die for.

You suck strongly at her clit and that has her bucking upwards while squirting all over your face. Her climax lasts for a bit and you gently lap your tongue against her as she rides it out, hips shaking and thighs clenching. 

It takes you a while to stretch out the kinks that had formed in your neck while you ate Yeji out, but it was so worth the view in front of you. Splayed out over the bed, chest heaving, arms covering her face, legs spread open in an M-shape, thigh-high stockings rounding off the heavenly vision.

A flash of pride surges through you as you realise – yeah, you did that.

Yeji peeks from between her arms and lets out an airy laugh. “Do you do that to every girl you meet?”

“Only the cute ones,” you wink as you wipe her release from your chin. She gives you an odd look before laughing again.

“You’re making a very good first impression.” And with that, she pulls off her mesh top and unbuckles her bra.

For the second time that day, you find yourself pinned by Yeji – this time against a headboard instead of a mossy brick wall in an alleyway. She kisses you with urgency, and this time you respond in kind, keeping her flush against you with one arm around her back.

Yeji pulls away briefly as her hands undo your belt and you help by lifting your hips up, kicking off your pants. She dives back in with an open-mouthed kiss and you meet her pace, your lips slotting into hers. She pulls away again as she leans to the side, ripping open the cupboard beside the bed and fishing out a condom. 

You shamelessly stroke yourself to full hardness as you ogle her taut abs, admiring the product of undoubted self-discipline and hard work. She rips open the packaging with her teeth and rolls the condom expertly down your length, humming in satisfaction at the way you twitch in her hands. 

Wanting to distract from how responsive you are to her touch, and definitely not wanting to finish so quickly inside her, you settle your fingers against her core, rubbing tight circles over her clit. Yeji slaps your hands away, or she tries to, but you got that dawg in you (as your best friend would put it) and it wants to show your dream girl an amazing time in bed.

“I’m more than ready,” she huffs, but it falls on deaf ears. 

“Just a little longer.” You slip your fingers inside her once again, and she quickly rides your hand, face pressed into the crook of your neck as you curl your fingers rhythmically. When she starts to press her thighs together, you pull your fingers away and lift her hips down onto your swollen member.

You can’t help but observe the way she bites her lip to stifle a moan as she stretches around you. Her arms wrap around your neck as she sinks deeper. And while it feels so, so good for you, you’re worried about hurting her, so you rub her back and whisper quiet comfort into her ear.

As if reading your mind, Yeji rests her chin on your shoulder and whispers, “M’fine, just go slow, please?” Of course you’ll go as slow as she wants to. So you wait for a couple of beats before slowly rocking your hips. 

Shallow thrusts, slow enough to not cause pain but just enough to make the pleasure mount. By the small gasps into your ear, it seems to be working. It’s so tender, so different from the fiery kisses earlier, but no less pleasurable and exciting for you.

It’s also unreal. It’s like Yeji has walked out of the train station dreamscape and right into your life in the most insane way possible. And now she’s slamming her hips down while you meet her with upwards thrusts. 

“This…this is real, right?” Her hips slow for a moment, head cocked to the side as she raises a hand to cup your cheek. She clocks the desperation in your voice and smiles gently to ease your mind.

“So—,” Yeji grunts as she picks up the pace, “so fucking real, writer boy.” You gasp at the nickname, and gasp again as her hips settle on a brutal rhythm, her words temporarily forgotten. 

You tighten your hold on her hips to thrust harder, intent on chasing your own pleasure. She grinds down in reply, twisting her hips, her face a study in focus as her tongue bleps out in the same adorable way as it did on the dance floor earlier.

Then it’s finally your turn to break, thighs shaking as you spill into her at the same time as she clenches hard around you, flooding your crotch with more release.

***

“Can we talk about it?” 

“...”

Yeji doesn’t quite meet your eyes, electing to run a hand over one of the many band posters that cover the walls of her living room. Her fingers trail over the Arctic Monkeys, detouring downwards to UFO, before grazing against Dire Straits. 

“Yeji…”

More silence.

“...please?” 

She finally turns to look at you with a sigh. The tightness in your chest just won’t go away, and you desperately need some answers from the person who just blurted out something she couldn’t have known. 

The post-nut clarity has transformed the initial shock of meeting Yeji and the high of sex into a devastating crash. You feel like you’re back in that dreamscape from long ago, thrust into deep waters and sinking helplessly toward the bottom.

Her voice pulls you out of your reverie. “W-would you believe me if I told you that I’ve been crushing on you for a while now?”

“What?!” You try to keep the incredulity from your voice. 

“Let me explain,” she sighs shakily as she sits cross-legged on the other end of the sofa in the living room. The two of you had hastily donned some oversized t-shirts and shorts from Yeji’s wardrobe after the abrupt end to the bedroom tryst. 

To call it awkward would be an understatement, the two of you barely able to look at one another until you broke the ice. And you sure as hell are not planning on leaving until you get some answers.

So Yeji spills the beans. For some reason, Ryujin had appointed herself as your unofficial publicist, yapping to her bandmates about you and your novel. She even shared some draft chapters, the very ones she swore up and down to keep a secret. That little shit. 

“And, umm, please don’t judge me too hard for this…” You raise an eyebrow at her. If what she says next tops the previous stuff, your heart rate might go into the quadruple digits.

“I’ve been writing my own stuff. Songs, I mean. For a while now,” she admits while staring a hole into the Dire Straits poster. 

“The band thing with Ryujin is great, but we only ever perform covers. It’s a safe and fun thing to do, and I’ve been telling myself that’s all I’ll ever amount to – that I’m not good enough to branch out solo and play my own songs. That it’s stupid to even try.”

You keep quiet, because her insecurities sound painfully familiar to yours. You remember a time when you would doubt your writing skills, hell, your ability to string together letters into coherent words and sentences that others would want to read. A nagging voice in your head, always making you second-guess yourself.

Dream Yeji was the one who dispelled that voice. Dream Yeji held your hand, expressed her own fears, and believed in you anyways. Dream Yeji spurred you to start on your first novel. And now, the real Yeji is pouring her heart out to you.

“Then Ryujin showed me your drafts. And I had to read more, so I found some snippets you posted online a while back,” she mutters as her voice trails towards the end. “Loved those.” 

She even read the shitty snippets. The ones you uploaded during a moment of weakness when you craved external validation. You feel like crawling under a rock and dying from shame, but Yeji powers on.

“I’ve been – God, this sounds so parasocial – I’ve been lowkey obsessed with you, the idea of you. This guy who had the guts to do what I’ve been too scared to do.” 

Her eyes now shining, she scoots closer to you and her words now hold a hint of pleading. “Don’t you get it? You’re someone who quit the safe thing and went all in on your dreams. And I thought, who the fuck does that?”

She swallows, her voice now quivering as she speaks faster. “And then I thought, I want to do that too. So yeah. And then you were right there, in the bar, and Ryujin said your name and—”

“You decided to invite him over to your apartment to fuck his brains out,” you tease gently, and that seems to have eased her mind. Yeji giggles softly, and you feel the tension in your chest slowly release.

“Yeah, that. God, I’m crazy, aren’t I?” She dabs her eyes with the hem of her tee. 

You inch closer, laying a hand over hers. “Umm, I have an even crazier story to tell you.”

So you tell her about the dream you had a long time ago. About the train station. About the girl who was the spitting image of her and how she smiled at you with radiant eyes pressed into cute crescents as she stepped into the train with you. 

And most importantly, about the words she said to you.

The two of you are now sitting face to face. Yeji’s fingers intertwined in yours as she leans forward, drinking in your every word.

“I think about it. Every time. What you— I mean, what the dream version of you said to me.” You squeeze her hand gently. “She was scared too, but she chose to move forward. And I thought that if she believes in me, then maybe I can believe in me too.”

“Wow, dream me was a badass. ‘Let’s be scared together’? Now I wanna meet her too,” she jokes.

“You have no idea. Real you is pretty badass too.”

“Back at you. So happy you turned out to be cute,” she giggles, squeezing your cheek gently. 

“Hah, I got lucky. I knew you were cute even before I met you!” 

Yeji pouts. “Touché. But now I know you’re really good in bed.” That got you blushing hard.

The two of you sit in your shared feelings for a while, appreciating the comfortable silence that settles over the living room. Yeji then stretches her limbs, yawning as she checks the time on her phone. “So what now, writer boy?”

“I don’t know.” You pause, looking down at your hands. “Chicken or egg?”

“Excuse me?” Yeji blinks.

“You know, that chicken or egg question. Which came first?” You look up expectantly.

“Chicken. Because I love me some fried chicken and soju,” Yeji replies, patting her rumbling belly. 

“Now you’re making me hungry.”

“Good.” She puts in an order for some food on her phone. “While we wait, I want to learn more about my mysterious writer crush, and you can learn more about your dream girl.”

“Deal.”

"Twenty more seconds," Hana, the instructor, said in that serene-yet-sadistic tone that all Pilates teachers seemed to master. "Keep that core engaged, Yeji-ssi."

Yeji was shaking. Her arms trembled as she held plank position on the reformer, sweat dripping down her temples. Every muscle in her body screamed. But it wasn't just the workout - though Hana was indeed a certified demon in Lululemon. No, Yeji was sore in places Pilates didn't target.

Her hips ached. Her thighs burned. There was a pleasant soreness between her legs that had nothing to do with inner-thigh work and everything to do with the three rounds of increasingly athletic sex she'd had with Minho before class.

"Time," Hana announced. "Beautiful work, ladies. Hit the sauna, hydrate, and I'll see you both next session."

Yeji collapsed onto the reformer with zero grace. Beside her, Karina dismounted her machine with the effortless poise of someone who hadn't been thoroughly railed that morning. She looked perfect - hair in a sleek ponytail, skin glowing, sports bra and leggings hugging curves that seemed to defy physics.

"You okay?" Karina asked, offering Yeji a hand up.

"Fine," Yeji grunted, accepting the help. "Just... worked hard this morning."

"Pilates is brutal," Karina agreed, though her tone suggested she didn't quite believe that was the full story.

They grabbed their towels and water bottles, heading toward the spa area. The sauna was private, reserved for their session. Cedar-lined walls, soft lighting, and the dry heat that made everything feel both relaxing and slightly hallucinogenic. Yeji wrapped herself in a towel and settled onto the upper bench with a groan of relief.

Karina sat across from her, studying her friend with those sharp, knowing eyes.

"So," Karina said after a moment of comfortable silence. "Did your trainee friend visit?"

Yeji's head snapped up. "What?"

"Minho," Karina clarified, smiling slightly. "You mentioned he might be coming down to Jeju. I'm guessing he's here, based on the way you're moving."

"I'm moving normally," Yeji protested.

"You literally groaned sitting down," Karina pointed out. "And you've been glowing since we started. That's not a Pilates glow, Yeji-ya. That's an 'I got thoroughly fucked' glow. I know the difference."

Yeji opened her mouth to deny it, then sighed. There was no point lying to Karina. They'd been friends long enough - leaders of competing groups who understood each other's pressures in ways their own members couldn't. They'd shared secrets, struggles, and more than a few wild nights over the years.

"Yeah," Yeji admitted. "He's here. Staying at our villa for a few days."

Karina's eyebrows rose. "You invited him? To vacation? With your members?"

"Is that weird?"

"Yeji." Karina leaned forward, elbows on her knees. "You never invite guys on vacation. You barely introduce guys to the group. You keep your fun completely separate from your work life. It's like... your number one rule."

"Minho's different," Yeji said quietly.

"How different?" Karina pressed. "You've been fucking him for what, five years? But I've never seen you look like this when you talk about him."

"Like what?"

"Like he matters," Karina said softly. "Not just as a good lay. Like he actually matters to you."

Yeji was silent for a long moment, the heat of the sauna pressing down on her like a physical weight. She felt exposed in a way that had nothing to do with the towel.

"He does matter," she finally admitted. "He's... the only person who saw me at my worst and didn't judge me. Back during training, when I was falling apart, convinced I'd fail - he was there. Helped me. Not because he wanted something." She paused. "Because he cared."

"And now?"

"And now I don't know what we are," Yeji confessed. "We say friends. We're not. We say casual. It's not. I invited him because I wanted him here. Vacation without him felt wrong." Her voice dropped. "I'm terrified of what that means."

Karina waited, sensing there was more.

Yeji stared at the cedar wall, the heat making everything feel both too real and slightly dreamlike. "You want to know something fucked up? During the world tour - six months, twenty-seven cities - I didn't hook up with anyone else. Not once."

Karina's eyebrows rose. "That's not fucked up, that's called being busy -"

"No, Rina, you don't understand." Yeji's voice dropped. "I didn't want to. Thought about it and felt sick. Actually revolted." She laughed bitterly. "You know me. You know what I was like before. Ryu and I were unstoppable - we'd share guys at award show afterparties, rate their performances over breakfast, drag each other to every industry party like it was our religion. I'd fuck a hot backup dancer in a hotel stairwell between shows. Wouldn't think twice." Her voice softened. "But on this tour? Couldn't even imagine letting someone else touch me. The idea made my skin crawl. And I couldn't tell Ryujin why, because I didn't understand it myself."

Karina stared at her. "Wait. You? Hwang Yeji? The same Hwang Yeji who used to leave award show afterparties with a different idol every time?"

"I know."

"The Hwang Yeji who had that thing with the Enhypen guys after KCON and then showed up to Music Bank the next day like nothing happened?"

"I know."

"What the fuck happened to you?"

Yeji was quiet for a moment. "There was this party. In Busan, before the tour. A yacht thing - industry people, you know the kind. I brought him. As my date." She paused, letting that sink in. "He met my members."

Karina's eyes widened. She knew enough about Yeji's compartmentalization to understand what that meant. "You introduced him to the girls?"

"Not... intentionally. They ambushed us. And afterward..." Yeji trailed off, something complicated passing over her face. "Something shifted that night. I can't explain it. But after that, the thought of anyone else touching me felt wrong. Like a betrayal. Even though we'd never said we were exclusive. Even though I had no right to feel that way."

"Yeji..."

"It got worse." She pulled her knees up to her chest, making herself smaller. "On the tour, I couldn't even get myself off properly. Hotel room, 3 AM, exhausted but wired after a show - nothing worked unless I thought about him. And even then." She stared at the wall. "Not enough. I'd finish and feel emptier than before."

Karina was quiet for a long moment, processing this. When she spoke, her voice was gentle. "How many sleepless nights?"

"I stopped counting after the first month." Yeji laughed bitterly. "I'd lie there staring at the ceiling, body aching, mind racing, and the only thing I wanted was to call him. Not even for sexy time - just to hear his voice. To feel like I existed to someone outside of 'ITZY's leader.'"

"Did you call him?"

"A few times. Late. He always answered." Yeji's voice softened at the memory. "He'd talk to me about nothing - his day, some drama he was watching, random thoughts about music production. And I'd fall asleep to the sound of his voice like some lovesick teenager."

Karina studied her friend's face - the vulnerability there, the exhaustion that had nothing to do with Pilates. "You know what this sounds like, right?"

"Don't say it."

"Accidental monogamy." Karina said it anyway, the words landing like stones in still water. "Your body chose him before your brain caught up. Six months of your system rejecting anyone who wasn't Minho."

Yeji flinched. "That makes it sound like I'm-"

"In love?" Karina offered. "Committed? His, whether you've admitted it or not?"

"I don't do that," Yeji said, but her voice wavered. "I don't belong to anyone."

"And yet here we are." Karina gestured around them - at Jeju, at the resort, at the situation. "You could have vacationed anywhere. You could have invited anyone. But you invited the one person your body spent six months refusing to let you forget." She paused, letting that sink in. "Why him? Why here? Why now?"

Yeji was silent for a long moment. When she finally spoke, her voice was barely above a whisper. "Because I couldn't take it anymore. The wanting. The missing." She swallowed. "Told myself it was just physical. That I needed to fuck him out of my system. But then he got here and I..." She trailed off.

"And you realized you just wanted him here," Karina finished. "Not to fuck him out of your system. Just... to be near him."

Yeji nodded, not trusting her voice.

Karina absorbed this, her expression thoughtful. Then she smiled - a genuine, warm smile that transformed her usually cool features. "You're falling for him. Or you've already fallen and you're just now admitting it."

"I can't afford to fall," Yeji said firmly. "Attachments are -"

"Weakness, I know," Karina interrupted. "You say that a lot. But Yeji, you literally glowed when you talked about him just now. Your whole face changed. That's not weakness. That's human."

Before Yeji could respond, Karina's expression shifted - turning darker. More tired. Now that Yeji was really looking, she could see the faint puffiness around her friend's eyes. The kind that came from crying yourself to sleep and hoping eight hours would fix it.

"Rina," Yeji said softly. "I heard you were with Ryujin last night. What happened?"

Karina laughed, but it came out hollow. "I almost didn't come to Pilates this morning, you know. I was going to cancel. Stay in bed. Wallow." She met Yeji's eyes. "But I wanted to see you. Needed to, maybe. You're the only person who actually gets it."

"Gets what?"

"Being lonely at the top." Karina sighed, leaning her head back against the cedar wall. "You know those Yonsei guys Ryu and I met at the rave last night?"

Yeji nodded. The Aewol Beach Club on Jeju's north coast had a reputation - it was where young, beautiful, rich people went to party and fuck away from prying eyes. Idols, actors, athletes, third-gen chaebols. It was like the Olympic Village of K-entertainment, everyone young and hot and horny.

"Ryujin had the time of her life," Karina continued. "She always does. And I..." She trailed off, jaw tightening.

Yeji waited.

"I walked back to the villa feeling like the most pathetic person on the island," Karina said quietly. "Five guys, Yeji. Five. And not a single one of them could..." She shook her head, not finishing the sentence. "I asked Ryujin what was wrong with me. Out loud. Like some desperate teenager." She laughed bitterly. "Karina. AI goddess. Begging for answers on a beach at 1 AM."

"It's been like this since Jae-wook," she continued quietly.

The rawness in her voice made Yeji's chest ache. This wasn't the polished leader the world saw. This was Jimin - exhausted, lonely, trying to hold herself together.

"You think something's wrong with you," Yeji said, understanding.

"I'm starting to wonder," Karina admitted. "Maybe I'm too high-maintenance. Too demanding. Maybe my expectations are impossible."

"Or maybe you just haven't found the right person yet," Yeji offered.

Karina looked at her friend, then smirked. "You mean someone like your Minho?"

Yeji stiffened immediately. "He's not -"

"Relax, I'm not making a move," Karina laughed. "But seriously, Yeji. If he's as good as you're implying, and he makes you feel like that - maybe I should be taking notes."

"He is good," Yeji said, unable to help the slight bragging tone that crept into her voice. "He's... really, really good."

"Good how? Like technically skilled or emotionally present or...?"

"Both," Yeji admitted. "He's patient. Attentive. He actually cares about my pleasure, not just his own. And the emotional side..." She trailed off, feeling vulnerable. "He sees me. All of me. Not just the leader or the idol. Just... me."

Karina watched her friend's face transform as she spoke - the softness, the affection, the barely suppressed longing. It was so different from Yeji's usual controlled demeanor.

"You need to figure out what this is," Karina said gently. "Before it eats you alive."

"I don't know how," Yeji confessed.

"Start small," Karina suggested. "You invited him here - that's already huge. Spend time with him today. Not just sex. Actually be with him. Go to the beach, take photos, hold his hand."

"Hold his hand?" Yeji looked horrified. "That's... that's relationship territory."

"Exactly," Karina said. "Test the waters. See how it feels. If it feels wrong, you'll know this is just physical. If it feels right..." She shrugged. "Then maybe it's time to stop pretending this is casual."

Yeji bit her lip, considering. It was terrifying. But also... tempting.

"I could try," she said slowly.

"Good," Karina smiled. "Take him to the beach this afternoon. Do the cute couple thing. Figure your shit out. You owe it to yourself - and to him."

"What about you?" Yeji asked.

Karina laughed, though it was tinged with bitterness. "I'll survive. Maybe I'll finally lower my standards and settle for someone mediocre. Or become a nun. Both seem equally likely at this point."

"Don't be dramatic."

"I'm sexually frustrated and watching my best friend fall in love," Karina said. "I'm allowed to be dramatic."

They sat in silence for a moment, the heat wrapping around them.

Then Yeji spoke, her voice hesitant. "What if... what if you met him?"

Karina blinked. "What?"

"Minho," Yeji clarified, the words coming out in a rush before she could overthink them. "What if you met him? Not as a hookup - I mean, unless..." She paused, surprised by her own suggestion. "You're not one of my members. You're my friend. You're safe. And maybe we could... help each other out?"

Karina stared at her incredulously. "Are you seriously offering to share him?"

"I don't know!" Yeji said, flustered. "Maybe? The idea of you with him should bother me more than it does. But you need someone competent and I..." She trailed off. "I trust you. And maybe it would be good for me to see if I can handle sharing him without losing my mind."

"That's either very enlightened or completely insane," Karina observed.

"Probably both," Yeji admitted.

Karina considered it, her expression thoughtful. "If you're serious... bring him by my villa tonight. After your beach date. The girls are going out - Giselle ran into some guy from her TIS days at the hotel bar, apparently he's a cinematographer for HYBE now and she wants to 'network.'" Karina made air quotes. "Winter's only going because Ningning promised her unlimited samgyupsal at that place in Seogwipo. They won't be back until late. We could have dinner, I could meet him properly, and..." She raised an eyebrow. "We'll see where the night goes."

"Okay," Yeji agreed, her heart pounding. "Okay, yeah. Tonight."

"But first," Karina said firmly, "go spend the afternoon with him. Hold his hand. Talk to him. Figure out your feelings. Because if you're going to share him with me, I need to know you're doing it for the right reasons - not because you're scared of what he means to you."

Yeji nodded slowly. "You're right. I'll... I'll take him to the beach."

"Good." Karina stood up, stretching languidly. "Now let's get out of here before we melt. And Yeji?"

"Yeah?"

"For what it's worth, I think he'd be an idiot not to be in love with you too."

***

[PRESENT - AESPA'S VILLA, EVENING] [MINHO'S POV - FIRST PERSON]

I stood in Karina's villa, feeling like I'd stepped into an alternate dimension. The layout was identical to ours, but the atmosphere was completely different - dimmer, more intimate, with expensive candles burning and smooth R&B floating through hidden speakers. It felt like walking onto the set of a music video for a song about seduction.

Yeji had pulled her hair up as we walked over - a quick, practiced motion, twisting the salt-stiffened strands into her signature high ponytail. Beach goddess to put-together Yeji in three seconds flat. Some things were muscle memory.

And standing in front of me, like a vision designed to short-circuit every male brain cell, was Yu Jimin. Karina. aespa's leader and Korea's AI-human hybrid goddess made flesh.

The silk robe she wore was a deep emerald green, held closed by a thin sash that looked like it would come undone with the slightest tug. It hung off one shoulder, revealing the elegant line of her collarbone and a tantalizing hint of what lay beneath. Her hair was down, falling in dark waves past her shoulders, and her face - god, her face was almost unfair. High cheekbones, a small nose, lips that looked perpetually swollen and kissable, and eyes that saw right through you.

But it was her body that made my mouth go dry. Even through the silk, I could see the curves - the impossible ratio of tiny waist to wide hips. And her chest... Jesus Christ. Her breasts were massive, straining against the fabric, the kind of proportions that defied reality. I knew from countless photo shoots and fan cams that she was stacked, but seeing her in person, up close, with only thin silk between her and nakedness - it was overwhelming.

"You must be Minho," she said, her voice warm and welcoming - nothing like the ice queen image Dispatch loved to push. She smiled - genuine and kind - and offered her hand. "Yeji talks about you. A lot."

She tried to wink. Her mouth fell open.

It was the most humanizing thing I'd ever seen a celebrity do - this goddess with the AI-perfect face, attempting a simple wink and failing spectacularly. Her lips formed a little 'o' of concentration, one eye scrunching closed while the other stayed stubbornly half-open.

"Still can't do it, huh," Yeji observed dryly.

"Shut up," Karina laughed, dropping the attempt. "It's a medical condition."

"It's really not."

I found myself grinning. "The face that launched a thousand AI comparisons, defeated by basic motor function."

Karina's eyes widened - loss for words. Then delighted. "Oh, he's funny. You didn't mention he was funny."

"He has his moments," Yeji allowed.

"Anyway," I managed, finally shaking her hand. "All good things, I hope." Her fingers were soft, delicate, but her grip was firm.

"The best things," she assured me, eyes still bright with amusement from my comment.

I felt Yeji squeeze my hand - oh right, we were still holding hands. That realization hit me again. We'd walked here hand-in-hand like an actual couple. And Karina had noticed.

"Come in, sit," Karina urged, leading us into the living area. "I ordered dinner. I figured you two probably worked up an appetite on the beach."

The moment we entered, I smelled it - garlic, butter, something rich and meaty hitting the back of my throat, making my mouth water instantly. Not the complex layered scents of Korean food, but something more direct. Primal. Western decadence.

The dining table looked like it had been styled for a Michelin guide photoshoot.

Two massive ribeye steaks dominated the center - each one had to be at least 400 grams, maybe more. They were perfectly seared, the exterior crusted dark brown and caramelized, char marks from a screaming-hot grill creating a crosshatch pattern. But the center - you could see it from the side where they'd been cut to test doneness - was a deep, blushing pink. Medium-rare. The marbling was insane, white fat threaded through the meat like lace, and herb butter was melting over the top in slow, golden rivulets, pooling on the plate beneath.

Fresh pasta - not the dried shit, actual fresh tagliatelle - was piled high in a wide ceramic bowl, each ribbon of pasta slick with what looked like a brown butter sauce. And on top, shaved so thin they were almost translucent, were slices of black truffle. Not truffle oil. Actual fucking truffle. The scent was earthy, pungent, almost overwhelming. Shavings of Parmigiano-Reggiano were scattered over it like snow.

A burrata salad sat beside it on a slate board - the cheese was obscene, the outer shell still holding its shape but clearly about to burst, already weeping cream from a small tear in the side. It was surrounded by heirloom tomatoes in every color - red, yellow, deep purple - sliced thick and drizzled with olive oil so green it looked like it had been pressed that morning. Fresh basil leaves, flaky sea salt, cracked black pepper, and a drizzle of what might have been aged balsamic, thick and syrupy.

Roasted vegetables on another platter - asparagus spears as thick as my thumb, charred at the tips, sitting in a pool of lemon-herb butter. Baby carrots still with their green tops attached, roasted until caramelized. Fingerling potatoes crispy and golden, split open to reveal fluffy white interiors, sprinkled with rosemary and coarse salt.

A bread basket held what looked like fresh sourdough - a rustic loaf with a crackling crust, already torn open to reveal an airy, hole-filled crumb. Compound butter sat beside it, flecked with herbs and garlic.

And the wine. Dark bottle, label in French, the kind of wine that didn't need to announce itself because the price did the talking. Karina had already opened it to let it breathe - the bottle sat there, three glasses waiting, the wine inside so dark it was almost black.

"This is incredible," I said honestly as we sat down, and I meant it. The whole spread probably cost more than a week's salary. Maybe two.

"I figured you deserved a proper date-night finish," Karina said, pouring the wine. She caught my expression and laughed. "Oh, Yeji didn't tell you? I'm the one who suggested the whole beach date thing. The hand-holding too. She was terrified you'd freak out."

"I didn't freak out," I said, looking at Yeji. "I liked it."

Yeji blushed - actually blushed - and took a long sip of her wine. "It was... nice," she admitted quietly.

"It was adorable," Karina corrected. "Now eat. I want to hear everything."

The meal was delicious, and the wine loosened us all up. The conversation flowed easily - Karina asking about my work, my history with Yeji, what it was like watching the industry from the outside. I asked about aespa, about the pressures of being a leader, about how she handled the insane beauty standards.

"Plastic surgery rumors never stop," Karina said with a shrug, cutting into her steak. "People can't believe this is natural." She gestured to her chest without a hint of self-consciousness. "But it is. Just genetics. My mom is the same way."

"It must be frustrating," Yeji said. "The constant speculation."

"It's exhausting," Karina admitted. "Everyone wants to either worship you or tear you down. There's no middle ground when you look like this." She said it matter-of-factly, without arrogance - just stating reality.

I couldn't help but steal glances at her throughout the meal. The way the silk clung to her curves. The hint of cleavage visible at the open collar. The graceful way she moved, every gesture deliberate and elegant. She caught me looking more than once and smiled, amused rather than offended.

"So," Karina said eventually, refilling our glasses. "What did you two end up doing on the beach? Besides the obvious."

Yeji nearly choked on her wine. "The obvious?"

"Oh please." Karina's laugh was warm, delighted. "You told me you blew him on the beach. I suggested the date - didn't expect you to get that romantic."

"I -" Yeji's face went crimson. "That's not - we did, but - it wasn't -"

"Yeji-ya, relax." Karina waved her hand, grinning. "I think it's sweet. You hate giving head. The fact that you do it for him? Says something."

"How do you know she hates it?" I asked, curious.

"Because she's told me," Karina said. "Multiple times. She finds it boring, says it makes her jaw hurt, doesn't understand why guys love it so much. But apparently for you, she makes an exception."

I looked at Yeji, who was staring intently at her plate. "You didn't have to," I said softly.

"I wanted to," she mumbled. "It's different. With you. It's... I don't know. Means something."

The admission hung in the air, heavy with implication.

Karina watched the exchange with an expression I couldn't quite read - something between fondness and melancholy. Then she drained her glass and set it down with a decisive click.

"You two are disgusting." Her voice was fond, almost wistful. "In the best way."

"Jealous?" Yeji teased, recovering her composure.

"Extremely." Karina laughed, but there was an edge to it. She refilled her wine glass, took a long sip, and leaned back in her chair. "You want to know something pathetic? Last night I let five guys fuck me at a villa party. Yonsei boys - tall, athletic, objectively hot. You know how many of them made me cum?"

I nearly choked on my wine.

"Zero," Karina continued, unfazed by my reaction. "Not a single one. They'd last maybe twenty, thirty seconds inside me before finishing. One guy literally came while he was still putting it in. And they'd all act so proud of themselves afterward, like fucking Karina was some achievement they'd unlocked." She swirled her wine, staring into it. "Meanwhile Ryujin was in the next room having the time of her life with my rejects."

"That's..." I searched for words. "Frustrating."

"It's humiliating." Quieter now. "I'm supposed to be this untouchable goddess, right? Can't find a single guy who can actually... They're either too starstruck to function or they're trying to add me to their list. None of them care if I actually enjoy it."

She looked up at me directly, and I saw something vulnerable beneath the polished surface - a real person behind the AI-perfect facade.

"It's been like this since my ex," she admitted. "He was the only one who could handle me. Who wasn't intimidated. Who actually took charge and made me feel good. But that relationship was impossible - both of us public figures, the pressure, the hiding." She shrugged, but the gesture was too casual to be genuine. "Now I guess I'm stuck measuring everyone against him and they all fall short."

The silence that followed was heavy. Yeji reached across the table and squeezed Karina's hand briefly - a gesture of feminine solidarity that excluded me entirely, and rightfully so.

Karina smiled at her friend, then turned back to me with a look that was half-challenge, half-curiosity.

"So." Her tone shifted, playful again. "How's your sex life? Because from what Yeji's told me, watching you two just now..." She gestured at the space between us. "Starting to think she's been holding out on just how good you are."

I nearly spat out my wine. "Um. What?"

"You heard me. Your sex life." Karina's laugh was low and warm, the kind of sound that came from her chest rather than her throat - sophisticated amusement mixed with genuine affection. Not the practiced idol giggle but something real, knowing, the laugh of someone who saw through people's defenses and found it endearing rather than annoying. "I'm serious. Yeji was telling me about her solo debut plans earlier, and it made me wonder - how do you balance this with everything else? The secrecy, the scheduling, the pressure?"

"It's good," I said carefully, acutely aware of Karina's cleavage in my peripheral vision and the way her lips curved into a knowing smile. "We make it work."

"Just good?"

"Well, we certainly do it a lot," Yeji said with a laugh, clearly trying to ease the tension. "Like, a lot. Especially today."

"Three times today," Karina observed. "You had Yeji dying during Pilates, you know that?"

"Four times," I corrected. "The last one happened at -" I stopped, realizing what I'd just admitted.

Karina's smile widened. "Oh? Something happened before I answered the door?"

"The beach blowjob," Yeji clarified, saving me. "That was the fourth."

"Ah." Karina leaned back in her chair, studying us both. "So you're physically compatible. That's obvious. But are you emotionally compatible? Because from where I'm sitting, you two look like a couple that's too stubborn to admit what they are."

"We're complicated," Yeji said, her default answer.

"You're scared," Karina countered gently. "Both of you. Scared of defining it, scared of what happens if you admit it's more than casual." She paused, studying us both with that penetrating gaze. "Look. You two are cute together. Really cute. And I've been sitting here all night watching you hold hands and blush and do this entire dance around what's obvious to everyone but you."

She set her wine glass down with deliberate care. "But I'm tipsy, I'm full, and I've been waiting since this morning for Yeji to bring you here. And I haven't had good sex in months." Her eyes met mine directly. "So here's what's going to happen. I'm going to help you see what you're too stubborn to admit. And you -" she gestured between us, "- are going to help me with my problem. Everyone wins."

The air left the room.

Karina stood up from the table, the silk robe swishing around her legs. She didn't rush - didn't need to. Just moved with that effortless rhythm, hips swaying slightly, a hint of a smile playing at her lips like she was enjoying a private joke. She walked over to where I sat with the easy confidence of someone who'd never been told no in her life and didn't plan to start hearing it now.

She took my hand and placed it on her waist, over the silk. I felt the curve of her hip, the warmth of her skin beneath the thin fabric. My heart hammered in my chest.

"Like Yeji promised," Karina whispered, her face inches from mine, eyes dark with want, "you're going to help a friend out."

I looked at Yeji. She was standing now too, her face a mixture of nervousness and determination. She walked over and took my other hand, squeezing it.

"Couch." Yeji's voice steady despite the tremor in her fingers. "Now."

We moved as a unit - this surreal trio - toward the massive L-shaped sectional. The lighting seemed to dim further, or maybe that was just my vision tunneling. The music seemed louder, the bass thrumming through my chest.

Karina turned to face Yeji first. "May I?" she asked, surprisingly polite given the situation.

Yeji nodded, her throat working as she swallowed.

Karina leaned in and kissed her.

It was slow, exploratory - tongues meeting, lips sliding together in a dance that looked practiced. Karina's hands framed Yeji's face, tilting it up, while Yeji's hands found Karina's waist, pulling her closer.

I watched, transfixed, barely breathing. The visual contrast was stunning - Yeji, all sharp angles and lean muscle, fierce even in vulnerability. Karina, all soft curves and abundant femininity, elegant even in lust. They kissed like longtime lovers, comfortable and assured.

Karina's hand slid down to the zipper of Yeji's sundress, tugging it down. The dress fell to Yeji's waist, revealing that she hadn't bothered with a bra going out to the beach. Her perky, athletic breasts were on full display, nipples already hard.

They broke apart, both breathing heavily. Karina reached for the sash of her robe and pulled. It fell open.

My breath caught.

She was completely naked underneath. And she was... perfect. Her breasts were enormous - easily D-cup, maybe bigger - with small, pale areolas and nipples that stood erect. Her waist was impossibly small, flaring out to wide, childbearing hips. Her stomach was soft but flat. And between her legs was a perfectly groomed pussy, smooth and inviting.

She let the robe fall off her shoulders entirely, standing there in all her glory like a fertility goddess come to life.

"Holy fuck," I breathed.

Karina smiled - that sophisticated, knowing smile - and turned her attention to me. She knelt between my legs with the grace of royalty deigning to lower herself. Her hands reached for my waistband.

"Let's see if Yeji's been bragging or telling the truth," she purred, pulling my shorts down my legs with deliberate slowness. There was something about the contrast - the elegance of her movements juxtaposed with the raw hunger in her eyes. She moved like a woman of her status, but she was pulling my shorts down like a cock-hungry whore desperate for her next meal.

"Yes..." Karina groaned as my boxer briefs came into view, the fabric already tented obscenely. She kept those gorgeous, AI-perfect eyes locked on mine as she leaned forward and kissed my shaft through the fabric. The heat of her breath seared through the cotton. "Yeji really wasn't lying."

She placed her fingers in the waistband, kissing lower, trailing her lips toward where my tip strained against the fabric. Then, with a theatrical flourish, she yanked my underwear down, freeing my rock-hard cock. It sprang up and slapped against my stomach, fully erect and leaking precum.

Yeji huffed lightly in quiet surprise beside me - she'd seen me hard countless times, but maybe not quite this hard, this quickly. Karina smiled at the reaction and reached over, pulling Yeji in for another kiss.

I watched, mesmerized, as they made out right next to my exposed cock. Yeji moaned into Karina's mouth, melting under her friend's lips and tongue. Yeji's perky, firm tits were completely pancaked by Karina's much, much bigger ones - the visual was insane, this clash of body types, both perfect in entirely different ways. Karina's curves overpowered Yeji's athletic frame as their tongues, lips, and sweet, tender skin connected.

I fought every urge to just start jacking off at the sight of two of Korea's most beautiful women passionately making out inches from my cock.

Karina broke the kiss and immediately placed her thick, plump lips back on my shaft. She sucked me into her mouth with enthusiasm, bobbing her head and using extra spit to make it really sloppy. Wet, obscene sounds filled the room as she worked me over with the kind of enthusiasm that suggested genuine hunger rather than performance.

Yeji giggled at the sight of Karina's messy fellating, reaching underneath her friend to cup those swinging, pendulous tits, weighing them in her hands. "Fuck, you're so much bigger than me," Yeji observed with a mixture of envy and admiration.

"Genetics," Karina mumbled around my cock, then pulled off with a wet pop. "You like that, babe?"

It took me a second to realize she was talking to me. "Fuck yes," I groaned.

"No, I meant Yeji." That wicked grin, stroking me. "Does it turn you on? Watching me suck your boyfriend's dick?"

"He's not my boyfriend," Yeji said automatically, but her voice was breathy, her pupils blown wide.

"Sure he's not," Karina teased, then looked up at me. "She called you 'babe' today, by the way. That's new."

"It just slipped out," Yeji protested weakly.

"Babe," Karina repeated mockingly, then swallowed my cock again, taking me deeper, her throat relaxing around me.

They continued to tease each other between kisses and touches - little comments about preferences, about past hookups, about sensitive spots and favorite positions. "You always liked it rougher," Karina murmured to Yeji while stroking my shaft. "Still sensitive there?" Yeji replied, pinching Karina's nipple and making her gasp.

Karina pulled off my cock again, her lips swollen and slick. "Come here," she commanded, spreading her legs wide and leaning back against the couch cushions. The silk robe pooled beneath her like a dark green halo. "Show me what you can do."

She opened herself completely, shameless and inviting.

I slid off the couch, positioning myself between her thick, soft thighs. The R&B still pulsed through hidden speakers - something slow and heavy, all bass and want - and I let it set the pace.

The view was incredible. Her pussy was perfect. Smooth, waxed completely bare, pink and glistening with arousal. The scent was different from what I was used to - richer, muskier, less floral than Yeji's, less fresh than Yuna's, more mature than Ryujin's earthy tang.

I suppose Karina expected me to dive in. To rush. To prove myself the way every guy before me had tried and failed. I could see it in the slight tension in her thighs, the way her jaw set - bracing for disappointment she'd learned to expect.

Instead, I let the song breathe.

I ran my hands slowly up her calves, feeling the smooth skin, the toned muscle beneath. Over her knees. Settling on her inner thighs, thumbs rubbing gentle circles that matched the lazy beat. I kissed the inside of her thigh - let my lips linger there, felt goosebumps rise in the wake of my breath - inhaling her scent, letting anticipation build.

"Oh," Karina breathed, surprised. Her thighs relaxed a fraction, tension she didn't know she was holding starting to melt.

I moved closer, letting my breath ghost over her pussy without touching it yet. Her hips shifted, seeking contact - that desperate, involuntary movement I recognized. I kissed her other thigh. Licked a long, slow stripe up her slit without applying real pressure.

"Minho..." she whimpered.

I felt Yeji shift beside us. She'd moved - settled behind Karina's head, letting Karina's shoulders rest against her lap. From there, Yeji could see everything: my mouth hovering over her friend's pussy, Karina's chest rising and falling, that perfect face starting to lose its composure.

"He's good at this," Yeji murmured, running her fingers through Karina's hair. Possessive. Grounding. "Just let him."

I finally - finally - sealed my lips over her clit and sucked gently, swirling my tongue around the sensitive bud. Her back arched off the couch, pressing her shoulders harder into Yeji's thighs, her hands flying to my hair.

The worship. The patience. The attention to her pleasure above my own. Yeji knew this. She’d taught me, in a way, what it meant to truly take your time with someone. I treated Karina's pussy like something worth savoring - not a goal to reach as quickly as possible.

I alternated between broad, flat strokes of my tongue and focused attention on her clit - reading her body, adjusting pressure, letting her responses guide me. I slipped two fingers inside her. She was tight, wet, clenching around me immediately, and I curled them with deliberate care, searching for that spot.

Karina's whole body shuddered. "Oh god." Her voice cracked. "That's... fuck, that's so different..."

Above her, Yeji was watching my technique with dark, knowing eyes. She knew exactly what I was doing - had felt it herself countless times. Her hands moved to Karina's breasts, cupping them, thumbs brushing over the nipples with the kind of knowing touch that came from understanding another woman's body.

"He found it, didn't he?" Yeji murmured against Karina's ear, claiming her reaction. "I can always tell when he hits the spot."

Karina could only whimper in response, her thighs beginning to tremble against my cheeks.

I kept going. Added a third finger. Curled them to press against that sensitive ridge inside her while my tongue circled her clit in a rhythm that matched the bass still thrumming through the room - slow, heavy, inevitable. I adjusted based on her breathing, her sounds, the way her legs tensed and relaxed.

"Don't stop," she begged, her voice losing its polished edge, becoming raw and desperate. The ice queen melting completely. "Please, please don't stop..."

Yeji's hand found my shoulder, squeezing - grounding me, connecting us even in this moment with someone else.

Karina's hips bucked erratically. Her inner walls started to flutter and clench around my fingers - that telltale ripple that meant she was close, actually close, maybe for the first time in longer than she wanted to admit. "I'm - oh fuck, I'm -"

Yeji leaned down and kissed her, swallowing the sound that came next.

Karina came with her mouth pressed against Yeji's, the scream muffled into something intimate and shared. Her whole body convulsed, thighs clamping around my head so hard I thought she might crack my skull, her back arching off the couch. I felt the orgasm in my fingers - her walls gripping rhythmically, pulling at me, wave after wave. Her skin was flushed, hot to the touch everywhere. She shook for what felt like forever, and I kept my mouth gentle on her clit, easing her through it rather than overstimulating.

When she finally went limp, Yeji pulled back from the kiss, brushing hair from Karina's damp forehead. There was something almost tender in the gesture - protective.

Karina's eyes were glassy, unfocused. Her chest heaved. A tear leaked from the corner of one eye, and she didn't bother wiping it away.

"Holy shit," she whispered. "I just... I haven't cum from being eaten out in... ever. Maybe ever."

"Really?" I asked, genuinely surprised.

"Everyone's always in such a rush." Her voice was shaky, cracked open. "They want to get to the main event. They grab at you like they're testing fruit at a market. You just..." She looked at me with something like wonder. "You took your time. You actually cared if I enjoyed it."

"Of course I cared," I said simply.

Karina laughed - a surprised, delighted sound, warm from her chest - and reached for me, pulling me up for a kiss. She could taste herself on my lips and didn't seem to care. Yeji watched us kiss, her hand still in Karina's hair, possessive even in this.

Karina broke the kiss first. She pulled back just far enough to look at me, and something in her face had softened - the usual haughty edge muted, her eyes wider, less guarded. Post-orgasm and glowing, cheeks flushed, hair wrecked, the goddess caught off-balance by her own body.

She pressed a hand flat against my chest and pushed me backward, gentle but insistent, until I was half-sitting against the arm of the couch, legs stretched out. Her eyes dropped to my cock, hard and slick with her wetness from going down on her, standing stiff against my stomach.

Her gaze dropped to my cock, lingered there. Her lips parted. Then she looked back at me and something resolute settled into her expression.

"Let me try something." Her voice came out husky, cracked from the orgasm. "Stay still."

She wrapped her hand around my shaft, testing the weight of it, her thumb dragging through the slickness. The same way she'd studied Yeji's reactions earlier, she watched my face now as her grip tightened, loosened, found a pressure that made my breath catch.

Then she gathered those massive tits in both hands and looked up at me.

"Guys always ask for this." Her voice dropped, went quiet in a way that tightened my chest. "Like it's something they're owed. A trophy thing. They see the tits and it's all they can think about." She swallowed. "I've never actually wanted to."

She didn't finish explaining, didn’t need to. She leaned forward, positioned me between her breasts, and pressed them together around my cock.

They were impossibly soft. Pillowy warmth enveloped me completely, my shaft disappearing between pale, flawless skin. The sheer volume of her staggered me - full, heavy D-cups swallowing me whole, the slight friction of skin on skin as she moved, tentative at first, figuring out the pressure, the angle. Her small pale-pink nipples were tight beads brushing against my lower stomach with each stroke.

She started slow. Uncertain. This wasn't something she did casually, and it showed in the way she adjusted, recalibrated - squeezed tighter, then eased off, searching for the rhythm that matched my breathing. Pre-cum and the residual slickness from her from her lips created a wet channel between her breasts, each stroke getting smoother, warmer, the friction building into something thick and devastating.

I let out a groan I didn't plan.

Karina's eyes snapped to my face. She watched me the way she'd watched Yeji earlier - hunting for the smallest shifts in my jaw, my breathing, the way my hands gripped the couch cushion. She found an angle that made me hiss and locked it in, repeating the motion with deliberate precision.

Then she spit between her tits.

Without warning. She just gathered saliva and let it fall into the channel she'd made, the added slickness turning the friction obscene. Wet sounds filled the room, mixing with the bass still throbbing from the speakers. Messy and deliberate in a way that made my cock throb - raw and unpolished, a woman doing exactly what she wanted.

"Fuck," I breathed.

The head of my cock started peeking out from between her breasts on each upstroke - flushed and swollen, pushing through the soft vice of her cleavage. She dipped her head and caught it with her tongue, tentative at first, a flick across the tip tasting pre-cum. Then again with more confidence, swirling around the head each time it emerged, her lips closing over it with increasing hunger.

The dual sensation nearly killed me. Soft, heavy pressure squeezing my shaft from both sides while her wet mouth worked the head - alternating, overlapping, two completely different textures fighting for dominance. Her tongue lapped at the slit, her breasts compressed around the base, and I felt myself pulse hard enough that she must have felt it between her tits.

My hand found her hair, fingers threading through dark strands. With Yeji I'd grab her ponytail like a handle, yank her head back - with Karina my touch stayed gentle, reverent. My thumb traced her cheekbone as she took me deeper on the next pass, her lips stretched around me, breasts still working the lower half.

"You don't have to -" I started.

She cut me off by sinking down another inch and looking up at me with her mouth full, those dark eyes finding mine with an openness I hadn't seen before - softer, searching, asking something she'd never put into words.

I cupped her jaw. Let my thumb brush the corner of her lips where they stretched around me.

"Perfect," I breathed.

Karina made a sound - a low, satisfied hum that vibrated through my cock and straight up my spine. The flush spread down her chest, her thighs pressed together, new wetness forming between them. She was getting off on this.

From beside us, Yeji exhaled through her nose - small and controlled, the sound she made when she was waiting for something to finish.

I glanced over. She watched us with dark, evaluative eyes, studying Karina's technique the way she studied choreo. One hand had drifted to her own thigh, fingers pressing into the skin. Her hips shifted, once.

Her gaze caught on my hand in Karina's hair and her jaw tightened for a single beat. Then she relaxed, the tension draining from her shoulders.

Yeji leaned in closer, watching from a better angle - my cock disappearing into that soft, wet channel of Karina's cleavage, Karina's mouth catching the head on each pass. Then her hand slid to Karina's back, settling between her shoulder blades, steadying her rhythm.

"Tighter," Yeji said. She reached around and cupped one of Karina's breasts herself, pressing it more firmly against my cock, adjusting the pressure with her own hand. "Like this."

Karina's eyes widened at the contact - Yeji's smaller hand against her much larger breast, warm fingers molding the flesh tighter around me. But she didn't pull away. She adjusted, following Yeji's lead, and the increased compression made me groan out loud.

The combined sensation was overwhelming. Karina's breasts squeezing me while her mouth worked the head, Yeji's hand adjusting pressure in real time - three-body collaboration that had my breathing splintering into something unrecognizable. My hips started moving on their own, thrusting up into the channel they'd created, the wet sounds getting louder, sloppier, each stroke ending with Karina's tongue catching the tip before her breasts swallowed me again.

Karina moaned around my cock - a genuine, throaty sound that buzzed through the head and made my vision blur. She was dripping between her thighs, arousal renewed from the act of giving, from my reactions, from Yeji's hands on her body. I could see the slickness on her inner thighs catching the dim light.

My hand tightened in her hair. Still not rough. But losing control, fingers curling reflexively against her scalp, hips bucking harder.

"I'm -" The word came out wrecked, barely formed. "I'm close, I'm -"

Yeji moved fast.

Her hand wrapped around the base of my cock in a firm grip that stilled everything - pulled me back from between Karina's breasts in one decisive motion. The sudden absence of all that warmth and softness hit like cold water. Karina blinked, mouth wet and swollen, a thin thread of saliva connecting her lower lip to the head of my cock before it broke.

"Not yet." Steel wrapped in silk. The leader voice.

Yeji didn't let go. Her grip stayed firm, controlled, a tactical decision made and executed before anyone could argue.

Karina looked at Yeji. Yeji looked back. Karina's eyes widened, then softened with understanding. Her lips curved into a small, knowing smile - recognition of something she'd probably seen coming from the moment she'd first put her mouth on me.

She sat back, wiping her lips with the back of her hand, and yielded the space with the kind of grace that made me understand why people called her a goddess; because she knew when to step back and let someone else burn.

Yeji's grip on my cock shifted - became a guide, a leash. Before I could catch my breath she was already moving, releasing me only long enough to swing herself onto her knees on the couch, sundress bunched up around her waist, panties yanked to the side by her own hand. She looked back at me over her shoulder, eyes dark with something that wasn't quite jealousy but wasn't quite not jealousy either.

She arched her back, presenting that perfect, toned ass. That familiar, beloved pussy already swollen and dripping. Demanding without words.

I lined myself up and thrust inside her in one smooth, hard stroke. No teasing this time. All the way in.

"Ah!" Yeji screamed, her head thrown back, every muscle in her back going taut. "Minho!"

This was different. Rawer. More primal. With Karina I'd been worship and patience; with Yeji I was possession and claiming. This was reminding both of us - all three of us - that despite sharing this moment, despite inviting someone else in, we belonged to each other in a way that transcended definition.

It was the fourth time inside her today, and somehow it felt just as electric as the first. The wet heat. The perfect grip. The way she pushed back against me, meeting every thrust like she couldn't get enough.

We'd fucked so many times we knew each other's bodies instinctively. I knew exactly how deep to go, exactly what angle hit the spot that made her whole body lock up - her asshole clenching tight, that little ring of muscle pulsing visible around nothing, her pussy gripping my shaft so hard I felt every ripple. I knew exactly how much pain to mix with the pleasure.

My hands found her hips - those sharp hip bones jutting out beneath smooth skin, narrow waist flaring into that powerful shelf of an ass. I gripped hard, thumbs pressing into the dimples at the base of her spine, fingers digging into firm muscle and bone. Her body was all angles and definition under my palms - a compact powerhouse, every line of her athletic frame testament to years of discipline. I used the grip to pull her back onto me, controlling the rhythm, feeling her abs flex and release beneath my touch with each thrust.

"Harder," Yeji demanded, her voice rough, stripped of everything but raw need. "Pull my hair. Make me yours."

Complying, I grabbed her ponytail - her one vanity, the sleek high ponytail she wore like a crown - and wrapped it around my fist. Pulled hard. Her back arched deeper, head tilting back, throat exposed, her toes curling against the couch cushions as the pressure changed the angle inside her.

"Yes!" she cried. "Just like that, fuck, just like that!"

This was raw, vicious, and beautiful - the kind of fucking that came from knowing how to wreck each other, where to push and when to pull, which angles made her whole body surrender and which pressure points turned her into something feral and unguarded.

Beside us, Karina had propped herself up against the arm of the couch, still catching her breath. Her hand had drifted back between her legs - sensual, savoring, matching the rhythm I was setting with Yeji.

"God," she breathed, watching my cock disappear into Yeji over and over. "You two..."

The sentence hung unfinished.

I caught the look on her face - hunger, yes, but something else flickering behind it. Then Yeji clenched around me and the thought evaporated.

"MINHO!" Yeji screamed my name, raw and desperate, like I was the only thing in the world that mattered.

"Harder," she begged, and I obliged, slamming into her with enough force to make the couch creak. "Yes, yes, yes - I'm gonna -"

She came screaming - loud enough to affirm every rumor, every comment Chaeryeong had made about her volume. Her whole body seized up, clenching around me so hard it almost hurt, her voice raw and unrestrained.

I held her through it, slowing my thrusts but not stopping, letting her ride out every wave.

When she finally went limp, collapsing forward onto the cushions, I gently pulled out. I was still rock hard - nowhere near close despite having cum multiple times today. My stamina had limits, and apparently I'd found them.

A soft voice cut through my panting. "Don't forget about me."

I looked over. Karina was sitting up now, her hand still between her legs. She slowly removed her fingers from her pussy, watching me. They were coated in clear, slick fluid - so wet it was dripping down her wrist. She brought them to her lips and sucked them clean, maintaining eye contact the whole time.

"Look what you two did to me," she gasped, spreading her legs wider. Her pussy was visibly swollen, flushed pink, slick with arousal. The R&B was still playing, bass humming through the room like a second heartbeat.

She spread her legs wider and leaned back against the arm of the couch, that hint of a smile playing at her lips again. "So." The word hung in the air, unhurried, certain. "You going to keep me waiting?"

Hunger burned in her eyes, but transformed from desperate frustration into something confident and certain. She'd seen what I could do with my mouth, felt it work magic on her earlier, watched me make Yeji come undone - and now she wanted more.

"Come here," she said, voice dropping lower, smoother. "Give it to me."

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Author's Note

Did you like the food porn? I spent way too long researching what an obscenely expensive private dinner would look like, and now I'm hungry and poor just from writing it. The truffle shavings were a choice.

The key thing about that dinner though: Karina didn't order it for herself.

This chapter introduces the real Karina - and she's nothing like the woman we saw in Chapter 7, stumbling back from the Yonsei villa at 1 AM, cum-soaked and humiliated, asking Ryujin what was wrong with her. That was Karina at her lowest: the goddess who discovered her pedestal was a prison, surrounded by men who wanted to fuck Karina but couldn't see Jimin.

This Karina is different. This is the woman beneath the AI-perfect facade - goofy, warm, kind to her bones. The one who can't wink to save her life. The one who teases her friends relentlessly because affection is easier to show through humor than vulnerability.

And this is what I need you to understand about that dinner:

Karina orchestrated Yeji and Minho's entire beach date. She suggested the hand-holding. She pushed Yeji to test her feelings. And then she pulled out all the stops - the steaks, the fresh pasta, the truffle, the wine that costs more than rent - to give a couple who can't admit what they are the perfect date-night finish.

She did this while still carrying the weight of Chapter 7. Still lonely, still frustrated, and still measuring every man against an ex she can't forget. She could have wallowed or canceled Pilates and stayed in bed. Instead, she showed up for her friend.

That's Karina's real beauty to me. Not the curves or the face that launched a thousand AI comparisons - though yes, those are there too. It's the selfless generosity she hides behind ice because the world taught her vulnerability was dangerous. She gives and gives in a world full of takers, and she does it without expecting anything in return.

Her arc in this story is basically Shrek - stay with me here!

Shrek is trapped by how the world sees him - a monster, scary, unapproachable. He builds walls (literally, in a swamp) because every interaction has taught him he'll be rejected for what he is rather than who he is. But underneath all that armor is someone desperate for connection, for someone to see past the surface.

Karina is the inverse of that. She's trapped by beauty instead of ugliness, but the prison is the same. Everyone wants to worship her or tear her down, but no one wants to know her. So she builds her own walls - the ice queen persona, the haughty deflection, the careful distance - because being seen as a goddess is safer than being seen as human and found wanting.

What she needs isn't someone who can "handle" her physically (though that helps). She needs someone who treats her like a person first, who sees the goofy, clumsy, warm girl beneath the flawless exterior and doesn't flinch.

The threesome isn't her reward for being hot. It's her reward for being kind - for loving Yeji enough to put her friend's happiness above her own loneliness. She earned this moment not through seduction but through selflessness, the same way she earns everything that matters: by giving more than she takes.