#yeeeepppppp

he’s shocked when you envelop your fingers in his mouth completely, your tongue encasing them. he wanted nothing more than to jump you right there as you pulled them back out and licked your lips like you’d just finished dessert. but it was nothing compared to when you started licking up the length of his neck. his eyes fell shut as a repeated chant of ‘fuck’ tumbled from the back of his throat, adams apple bobbing under your tongue while you slurped yourself up. it was the most erotic sensation he’d ever felt, and if he wasn’t fighting so hard to hold out to fuck you into the mattress, he was sure he’d be cumming in his pants right there.

once you pulled back, he stared at you incrediously, wondering just how he got so lucky to have you as his own, even if it was just for tonight. he’d let you have him as long as you wanted him, he decided, nuzzling back down and littering your mouth, cheeks, forehead, and nose with wet kisses as he helped you shove his waistband down, tugging his boxers with them until his cock sprung up, slapping him in the stomach.

he shivered as precum painted his abdomen, leaking from the neglect he’d put himself through. unable to take it anymore, he wrapped his large hand around yours, guiding it down to his throbbing cock and wrapping it around the base.

do you- do you see what you did to me, bunny? i got so hard for you that i’m leaking for you...i n-need you so bad...

his hand leaves yours there, hips jutting into it twice, desperate for friction.

are you gonna, uh, be okay? if i, ah, if i...

he’s blushing, suddenly shy.

if i fuck you? -tadashi

god, the simple question makes my eyes roll- i squeeze them shut to ground me a little.

i don’t say anything yet, instead focusing on the pretty cock sitting heavy in my hand. almost like i’m in a trance- i ignore his whimpers when i squeeze tight, letting go to dip my fingers in my cunt- taking all the slick there and spreading it all over his pretty, pretty dick. he’s red, angry, and yes- still leaking precum absolutely everywhere. i don’t know if i do it to tease- or with the want to feel him up- but i make sure to keep a tight hold, making a ring with my thumb and index finger, tugging on his jumping cock all the way up- pressing a thumb to his slit, wanting to see his reaction.

i look at him with big- wide eyes- not looking like someone who was basically torturing him. knowing that it’s going to feel so so good sitting deep and tight.

promise me you’ll cum real hard inside, okay? i want everything you have, want you to destroy this pussy.

“What are you?” Loki asked, again. “And who made you? There is no one in Asgard as gifted with seiðr as I am.”

“Indeed there is not,” it agreed. Loki narrowed his eyes.

“But your magic doesn’t feel Vanir or Alfish. That’s why I noticed it, because it…” Loki stopped. His door only opened to two people – himself and Thor. His knives were spelled so he was the only one who could use seiðcraft on them. There is no one in Asgard as gifted as I am. Indeed there is not. His heart started to thud in a different way and he looked back at its face, the nightmare reflection of his own with everything filed away but hate.

It spread its hands and bared its teeth. “Don’t you recognize me? Come now. I’m disappointed.”

No, Loki thought, that’s not what I am, but the detail. The magic that felt like his. Just like his.

So my senior year I met this kid right. He was always really attractive to me. I knew I'd develop some type of crush on him. We were in the same senior project class and we had plugs in common. That's how we first started talking. He sold me a pair of 1 inch plugs. We went on txting and what not. Turned out to be like everyday. Class was awkward at times. I always got butterflies which made me a nervous wreck. We'd start to hang out more and more. But then one day this girl in my class noticed us and asked me what was going on. I really thought it was none of her business so i said we're just friends, which was true. Then this has never happened to me before but she was basically warning me that he fucks girls over. And of course i was blinded by a teenage crush and actually had hope back then. So of course I blew it off. I did confront him about it not to late after it happened but i blew it off like nothing. So all the lovey dovey stuff was great. I honestly was really happy. But then summer came along. Fights started happening, bad problems started happening. And back then anger was uncontrollable. I'd get pissed off at anything. I said mean things etc. And that all took a toll on us cos days went by when i wouldn't see him, i felt things change. So I was still trying to hold on to us since we were still a couple but you see he was living with his friend at the time for some reason o.O well anyways a shit load of people just stopped by that place. Smoking and what not. But I never had any trust issues till the day I found out he fucked some dirty ass dark girl that lived there at the moment. I was just like THE FUCK. GROSS DUDE. EW. And then hearing what happened through her own words made me fucking gag. Taking advantage of a girl is fucking pathetic. Well of course he'd deny it even though his friends straight up told me yeah something happened, and even the girl said she felt bad cos she knew i was his gf. Well i forever did not trust this kid from that day on. But my dumb ass loved him too much to stick around. We weren't borken up yet. There was never a talk about a break up. Things did start changing, drastically. I would never see him. I started school in August after the summer was over. The suddenly the wonderful internet shown light upon me. I wondered why he is so busy lately. Well there was another girl! And at the time i was perfectly fine with him, i thought nothing was wrong, and i had no internet at the time but thank goodness i used it at school or else i would have looked like an idiot for even longer. I got so pissed he started talking and seeing another person. I ended things there. September, October, and November were really rough months. We were still txting and he would deny talking to this girl. Which I still LOL so badly about cos come one dude really? Why deny it the whole world knows. Well anyways. I was such a dumb ass back then i still kept talking to him, yeah we'd have sex, i felt used but i still wanted it. Anyways. I was kinda feeling bad cos we were fucking while he was still talking to her. Hmm w.e though. And then I find out that he fucked some other girl out of the blue. Not just fucked her but almost got her pregnant. Like wtf? And then after everything i tried to fix things with him because my little heart loved him so much. Well things did get better. We got back together. But the blissfullness ended quiet quickly. Problems started happening again because of me though. But I've changed and i don't get angry or upset at pointless things anymore. Well it was getting awful and i started fucking up cos i couldn't take the pressure anymore and the heart ache that was coming from this so i would always just break up with him. Yes, i felt bad. But i had so much betrayal built up in me for what this kid has done that sometimes i would lash out and feel hopeless because of what has been done to me. Well things ended and sweared to fix things for real this time and take things seriously. But he found it as the time to take advantage and get back at me for being mean to him. I was actually trying to change myself and change us while he was just trying to get back at me and lash out at me in any moment he was able too. He changed into something else. Kind of ironic because it seemed as if the roles changed. I was the one trying and he was the one fueling the fire to bad fights. Well that girl he left me for still I don't like. And long story short he is her friend again. Or what he said was "you piss me off so i'm going to piss you off" well cool dude. great to know you'd pick a friendship with a girl that back stabbed me and other people to just get what she wants over trying to fix things with me. And that's where it has ended.

But overall you guys can see how fucked up this relationship was right?

Silly love, it made me stay for far too long.

I still love him, after every thing he has done behind my back and how many times he has lied to me I still love him. Jeez. 

But everything is over now. I'm in the hate phase now. I need to hate a person first to stop thinking about them. He was a huge part of my life though so I will take a while to re cover from this. Unfortunately I did screw myself over because I am afraid to trust and love now. 

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