#yeeah..

started feeling like shit again so. nobody look at me while i do loser shit to keep myself sane

Work tomorrow from 11am until 8pm. Oh joy.

Look at us now. Barely talking, not even a hello. I got one hug. That's it, and you said you missed hugging me. If you missed all that so bad, why'd you walk away? Why did you make everything you said all lies. You even told people that you were going to marry me someday. And that's what really made me believe it would be always and forever. But no, I was wrong. Good things never last forever. I really wish we lasted longer, lasted forever. Because I miss that. I miss you. Being next to you everyday, seeing you, still trying to make an effort talking to you is what's killing me. I just don't know how to stop. I want to stop all this, but I am so used to you being in my life, I don't want it to end. But I guess our friendship is ending now, me telling you that I still have feelings for you just ruined everything. & Yaknow, you're so hard to read. I can't tell whether or not you like me as a friend. You're confusing. But goodbye. I just wish I was still that girl you fell in love with. That girl you actually cared about.