#yeahmypantsripped

As I sat down to put on some makeup today before work (I don't do mine in a mirror, I am more comfortable doing mine on the floor from four years of having to do it anywhere being in colorguard/winterguard) and I felt something weird..and then I could see my thigh...where my pants material is supposed to be...it is really time for me to get back on this weight loss deal again. I can't afford to buy more pants, and I'm not using my long saved up pile of gift cards to buy bigger pants.... I really need to do it this time..