#yeah well..

I am that person who thinks a lot about their Muse, taking every scene apart if they can to understand their thinking so.. I roleplay Ten for several months now and let me tell you that he feels so fucking wrong in the end. In the beginning you get the 'mask'. Ten's usual behaviour, his jumping around and running. His pretending. Well no offense, but get the speech right and everyone can write that... but if you go deeper..inside his head.. you have to understand.  the man who regrets... you know that's not quite right. He mourns, he feels guilty, he thinks he doesn't have the right to 'get over it', he shatters over the lost lives and the sacrifice he brought... BUT and it's a big but

TEN DOESN'T THINK THAT BURNING GALLIFREY WAS WRONG!!

The Master asked him that. The Master pointed out the things the Doctor hated about what he did, he blamed him for that genocide (and probably burned it into his skin and mind in the Year, but well that's a headcanon) and he still didn't say he shouldn't have done that. He knows it was right. 

Oooh and another thing. This quote: "Never cruel, never cowardly, never give up, never give in."  Excuse me but neither Nine nor Ten nor Eleven kept that. Nine constantly called himself a coward.  Ten did all of those things. He was cruel when he thought it was the right thing to do, he certainly was a coward ( this episode was set in the time he was avoiding the four-knock-prophecy so theeere), and give in? I mean..everyone does that. He gave in several occasions... for Rose...and the Year.. one long year of suffering for the human race just so he doesn't have to kill the Master.. heeello.  And don't get me started on Eleven. Eleven is cruel even when he doesn't need to be. The whole thing with the Silence (colonel Run away), he's even cruel to his companions, because some things went beyond 'rude'. 

The problem is that the whole picture of the Doctor in there is wrong. It's like putting frosting over a burned cake. Like ignoring everything those characters went through just to set up a new plot line. Just to make them look like the hero. Ten would never just decide.."ooh let's save Gallifrey and hope they don't ever start a bloody Time War again, I really think they had learned their lesson....of course their hunger for power isn't there anymore, although it was their main drive since the Dark Ages.... we could have tea and some banana cookies.. Yaaay"

*disgusted groan*

He thought they were insane. The Doctor left in the first place because he hated the entire society, hated how arrogant that whole race was (even without all being Time Lords..) and how he was treated. They thought they were watching over the galaxy, over time itself, and he KNEW how powerful and ignorant it had made them. 

Basically it felt like stripping Ten of his deepest believes, making him a homesick child who screams and runs to his mommy, ignoring that she stands in a circle of fire and is holding a knife behind her back (yeah that was a metaphor... just slightly a reference to Planet of Fire shhh)