#yctl

Which character do you think this line refers to? (˵ ͡~ಎ ͡°˵)ᕗ

Now that the remastered versions of Chapter 1 and 2 of YCTL are complete, I'll be returning to Chapter 31! I feel... content leaving the remaster at its current stage for awhile. It was never meant to absorb my entire focus. I just got carried away I guess as I really enjoyed revising for some reason, aha! (˵✧≖ل͜≖˵)

Before I can completely tackle that beast of a chapter though ( exaggeration ), I will be going away for the next two weeks. I'm not going overseas or anything, just out of town, so I'll still be active and will be taking my laptop with me - I'm just uncertain if I'll be able to progress much. I'll try my best, but progress might be slow until I return - just wanted to forewarn!

After Chapter 31 is complete and out in the world, I believe I may start production of an R18 Short Story for Yusuke's birthday. I wished to do one this year, but ran out of time and didn't really have a concrete concept. It may be too early to begin, I dunno, as it ultimately depends on how long C31 takes, but I do really want to have one ready and waiting as not only is it fun, my brain has also been "YCTL, YCTL!" ever since I returned, and I'd like to spice it up abit with some... spice. ᕙ(⌐■ ͜ʖ■)ᕗ

Only the future knows for certain, so we'll just have to await till then, I guess!

( His birthday is also really close to P3R's release, so... I'ma peace out when that releases like I did with FFXVI LMAO ¯_(σ ε σ)_/¯ Sorry... Only other game I'll do that for next year is Metaphor and Dawntrail [ Maybe Unicorn Overlord??}, so some reassurance, I guess? )

I will also ensure to complete that alteration/addition post for C1 Remaster, I promise! It's just whenever I sat down to do so, my brain would nag me with the notion I could just be working on C2, so... I caved. If I can't work on C31 while away, I'll do that instead so there's at least some productivity!

Anyway, that's all I wanted to say/update! Thanks for all of your support over the years, and I hope to continue bringing you joy with my work! ❤️💙❤️💙

A canon short story for my fanfiction; You Cure The Light. :)

Disclaimer: This short story has no spoilers for YCTL in it, so it can be enjoyed with or as a standalone piece.

Spoiler-free video by clef heima below. 

                                 Sea-Kissed Melody

Yusuke’s footsteps echoed in a lone corridor, one familiar and often ventured to bask in bonds forged. Treading its various passages, the Servants’ quarter was a place of respite, where residents of the mansion could shed their outer shells and embrace their true selves. In spite of the locale’s name, those who inhabited its many rooms were not perceived as mere housekeepers but instead valued citizens of a shrouded kingdom. All was a pretence, from their uniforms to their rigid words of lordship, and whilst a hierarchy of power was still established, it wasn’t quite alike the visage they perpetuated. Such was one of the kingdom’s many defences against public scrutiny, and while at first Yusuke too had fallen for the mirage, he now knew the truth of this place and the souls which reside within.

With his returned art supplies in hand, he made his way back towards the main floor, having just exchanged warm farewells with Furiaye moments prior. For she had asked to borrow a few of his artistic reserves in order to craft a birthday gift for her twin sister - a charm painted with every fibre of her affection. He was heartened to aid in her wishes, not only because he holds all those here near and dear but also because he cherished when one employed creativity as an expression of love.

As his lips curled at the imagination of Fialy’s endeared smile, he perceived and stilled at the sound of a distant melody, one which resonated akin to the press of piano keys. The tune lasted but a singular moment, as if it were accidental instead of purposed. Confused by such, he thought to concede on its existence, only for it to resume and tickle his ears once more. Wholly intrigued, he began to follow the disjointed sounds, careful to listen for every note. After a few minutes, he found himself lulled towards the entertainment room, a space where any and all could unwind after a hard day’s work.

The fragmented melody now reverberant, he swallowed his slight hesitation and peeked within, only for his eyes to widen in witness. Akira, his beloved partner, stood over a familiar ivory piano, his delicate fingers pressing against its sleek keys at periodic intervals, as if he were appraising them. Tantalised by both his actions and presence, the navy-haired man made his approach - a gentle call on his tongue,

“Akira…?”

His lover swerved around with such startled haste his hand smacked against the keys and evoked a harsh dissonance. His crimson eyes then stared, unnerved, until a sense of calm glowed within, and a sigh of relief fell from his fair lips.

“Ah, Y-Yusuke… What brings you down here?”

His voice, whilst somewhat abashed, brimmed with adored warmth, an affection which ignited Yusuke’s heart every time.

Ignoring the flutter of his chest, the navy-haired man countered, “I could ask you the very same.” He then tilted his head towards the piano, a huff of amusement escaping him. “Although, I suppose the answer itself lies before me. Since when did you slip away for these private sessions?”

“I-I don’t, nor was this my original purpose…” With his lips now pressed together, the raven-haired man averted his gaze momentarily, towards the candles which illuminated the room, and began to awkwardly rub his nape. “I came down here to deliver and cheer Ann with some sweets, given it’s that time of the month for her, but then I… grew distracted on my way back upstairs.”

“Well, aren’t you quite the gentleman.” A charmed smirk flickered upon Yusuke’s countenance. “My own purpose isn’t of equal nobility, for I merely sought to regain some lent supplies.” Brandishing his collection as evidence, he stepped closer, towards the piano and glided his hand over its frame as he approached. “If I recall correctly, you have a history with this piano, yes?”

“M-Mm…” Akira moaned in answer, his eyes shifting to and fro the musical instrument and his love. “My father utilised it to teach me how to play, but I fear all his efforts were for naught thanks to my own neglect.” He then gave a sheepish chuckle. “I doubt I could even play a beginner’s melody now…”

“Hm… Why don’t you put such to the test?” With yet another step, Yusuke closed the small distance between the two, provoking a slight blush upon his partner's cheeks. “After all, I would love to both see and hear you engage in one of your beloved childhood memories.” 

“...I’m unsure. I may end up a nuisance and disturb those around us.”

“I am unconvinced they’d even be able to hear you through these thick walls, let alone perceive your efforts in such a negative light.” As an attempt of reassurance, the navy-haired man caressed his hand over his beloved’s resting upon the piano. “I have been intrigued by your musical talents ever since you first uttered them, and whilst I do not wish to push you beyond your comforts, I would truly be honoured to witness you play.”

Akira’s gaze diverted to their encircled hands, staring at them until a deeper scarlet took hold of his visage, and a soft huff eluded his lips.

“Alright… I suppose it couldn’t hurt to at least try.”

With such words of assent, he flashed an encouraged smile before he manoeuvred to take up residence upon the piano stool and began to stretch his fingers. He then gently pressed a few keys, seemingly to test and revitalise his memory. As he did so, Yusuke watched him with keen ardour, awaiting and anticipating an awe-inspiring performance.

*music*

A brief silence then commenced, one where their eyes met and held until a calming melody swayed and sprung to life. It began a slow, drifting tune, one which soothed the senses akin to a lullaby before it swelled into further bliss. Its gentle harmony evoked imagery of loving tides, of being swept into a tranquil embrace and its promise of untold refuge. Boundless, its tale of loss and love overflowed, echoed with sufferance and prevail, until it coalesced into reborn hope, into undying reassurance of the morrow.

Without realise, Yusuke had shut his eyes, fallen adrift amidst the song's beautiful euphony. Only once it slowed to a rejoiceful close did he reopen his tender gaze, observing Akira withdraw his fingers from the piano’s magnificence.

Too awestruck to speak, he could only gape at his beloved in pure adoration, so much so it fostered Akira’s abashment.

“S-Satisfied…?” The raven-haired man weakly murmured, his cheeks puffed and flushed by the unabating stare.

Realising his intensity, Yusuke endeavoured to recompose and instead erupted with ardent cheer, “Such feeble words couldn’t even begin to describe the emotions welling within me!” He clamoured, his eyes sparkling akin to stars. “That was beyond phenomenal, my love! The melody, the swell of harmonious notes and the vast tale unveiled in each…! Ah, you have truly blessed me! I thought I understood the full potential of music, but you have bestowed me with the realisation there is still much to learn!”

Surprised yet heartened by his profound praise, Akira sheepishly scratched his cheek and chuckled, “I messed up a few of the first notes, but I’m glad to hear you enjoyed it nevertheless.” His lips then curled with utmost reverence. “Such adulation coming from someone as talented as you is truly an honour, so thank you.”

Confounded, the navy-haired man tilted his head. “But… I have no talents in the world of music.”

“I don’t believe that matters. Music or art, you’ve faced the hardships of creativity for far longer than I have, thus your words hold more weight to me.”

“...Strange perspective, but alright.” Huffing in amusement, Yusuke placed his supplies down and inched to attend his lover’s side. “That song you played… May I ask what’s its name and where you learnt of its brilliance?”

“It’s name…? I’ll leave it up to your imagination,” Akira teased, a playful smirk upon his visage. “My father taught me it, but I am actually unaware of its origin. Perhaps it’s from some far away fantastical world, one which gives life to ours.”

“Hmph, now you’re just being needlessly cryptic…”

“As is my apparent wont,” The raven-haired man giggled, unyielding on his jokester ways. He then gestured towards the piano. “Would you be interested in trying your hand at music? I can attempt to teach you if you wish.”

“Weren’t you undeservingly doubting your abilities moments prior…? How do you suddenly have the confidence to teach?”

“What can I say? A minor, or rather considerable praise from you is enough to ignite my heart.”

Unconvinced yet fascinated, Yusuke gave a nod of assent. “Alright then.”

With his smirk remaining, Akira vacated his seat and implored Yusuke to take the reins. The moment the navy-haired man did so, rested down upon the stool, he felt his partner encroach and press against him from behind. His lover’s fingers then slipped under his own and guided them towards the piano keys - each touch far more sensual than the last.

Flustered by such, Yusuke sensed his cheeks warm as his desire for further intimacy began to swell. He attempted to dismiss, to focus on the lesson at hand, but with a single glance upwards he met his lover’s fond gaze. They stared at one another, brimming and unwavering with adoration until an amused huff escaped Akira, and he inclined to brush their lips together, ever so tantalising. Wholly captivated, Yusuke shifted to further their connection, their tongues gently interlacing as soft moans filled in the stead of music.

With warmed breath, they departed momentarily, exchanging affectionate blinks and words,

“Sorry, I couldn’t help myself… You’re far too cute…” Akira chuckled, his fingers brushing against a scarlet cheek. “Shall we resume your lesson?”

“I would love to, but…” Yusuke narrowed his eyes, rubbing his nose against Akira’s as his fingers equally stroked his nape. “I believe I would love your continued touch more…”

“If that is your wish, then…”

Hello, my lovely readers! It’s been quite some time since I last uploaded any of my writing. I apologise for how long it’s been since chapter 30 of YCTL, but I come bearing both some good news and ‘bad’. 

Firstly, the bad: I think this may be obvious due to the CWO, but there will be no chapter this month. My mental break lasted much longer than I anticipated, but I think it was very much overdue, and whilst I wish I could’ve been revitalized quicker, I believe it was for the best.

The second ‘bad’ point: is I plan to go on another short hiatus, but it’s for more... joyful reasons this time. A game I have eagerly anticipated since the development team behind it was announced is releasing very soon and I want to allow myself this one selfish wish to enjoy it to the fullest potential. Some of the people behind it are a huge reason I found my voice as a creator and I yearn for nothing more than to go on this new adventure with them without any regrets on my mind. So I’ll be on a hiatus and less active until I have completed it.

The GOOD news however!: 

is that I wrote a YCTL short story to release just before I depart! I originally was planning one based on P5S ( BEST GAME! ), but the scenario I came up with was too short and I couldn’t think of ways to expand it organically.

This YCTL short story is a scenario I wanted to include in the actual storyline, and whilst I still probably can with some alterations to it, I decided it wouldn’t hurt as a short story in case I’m unable to fit in it. In my mind, it takes place after the manor arc, but it's not contingent on anything beyond Yusuke and Akira’s dating status, so it can take place in multiple spots of the ‘timeline’. I also do want to apologise in advance if the end section seems a bit rushed, I, uh... ran out of time and really wanted to at least do something as an apology for my delays and further delays... I might edit it in the future when it’s not bordering on midnight and my hiatus start time.

This short story is also a bit of a love letter to a song ( and game ) very near and dear to my heart. I legitimately likely would not have returned to writing if it wasn’t for my experience with Endwalker, so I’ve linked a spoil-free video related to it. All of this will make more sense once you actually see what the scenario is about, so without further ado...

https://www.tumblr.com/elnierah/720743722523017216/sea-kissed-melody?source=share

The remaster of YCTL Chapter 2 is complete~! (づ◕ᗜ◕)づ

The original ( reworked ) version of this chapter was quite an... eyesore for me, not going to lie. I always regretted or cringed over certain aspects whenever I'd go back and fact check, so I am beyond satisfied to finally be able to fix it! The earliest chapters of YCTL were written when I still wasn't quite certain what direction I wished to take the rework - if I wanted to just embellish what existed or actually rewrite. Future ( current ) me is firmly in the 'rewrite' camp, but this was definitely a relic of that past conflict, one I am happy to finally correct. ヽ( ͡⎚ヮ ͡⎚)ﾉ

I have made slight edits to Chapter 3 and Chapter 4 in order to reflect the remaster additions, but there is a chance I missed some, so please forgive me for that. 🙏 This work has so many words, it's impossible for one person to scan/comb through them all!

Quick note: I have also decided to maintain announcement posts of these remastered chapters because it honestly doesn't hurt to do so. You can ignore if not interested, or click frantically if you are~!

(˵ ͡~ ³ ͡°˵)/

I do have a few more things to say, but this post is growing too long and is squarely focused on C2, so I'll make another! Thank you~!

I have finally finished the draft of YCTL Chapter 2 Remaster edition, aha...! (⏓ヮ⏓)

This will probably be the last time I make a post like this, but here is a word count comparison of the old version and the new! ( Old then New )

Hiya, my lovely readers!

You may or may not have noticed that I’ve been rather... absent these last two months, to which I believe an explanation is in order. The first reason was a mental health break, which I already divulged and resumed from, then FFXVI’s release and now - an interstate friend of mine has come down to stay with me as both a heartfelt surprise and vacation. They will be staying with me for a month and a half ( so until mid August ). They’ve been here for a few weeks now, which has been lovely, but it’s also put me into a situation where I cannot really work on my writing projects without being rude. We haven’t seen each other since the pandemic, and excusing myself to go write on my computer when we have so much to catch up on is just... not ideal nor fair to them. They’re also much more extroverted than me, so all my free time is spent exploring or partaking in activities with them. I also picked up a few more shifts at work, but that is unrelated and happened before their arrival. In order words, the long absent has been due to a bunch of IRL matters colliding at once. 

Anyway, the gist of things is; I’ll try my best to work when they’re occupied with their own matters or asleep, but I haven’t managed to at all these past weeks so there’s no promises or guarantees I will be able to amidst their stay.

I myself have been itching to write, given how long it’s been since I last did, and I’m reeling with ideas after, and for FFXVI, but I’m also aware this opportunity with them won’t last forever so I’m going to make the most of it while I can! 

(/˵ ͡~ ͜つ ͡°˵)/