a tentative sketch for the lovers from a mighty nein tarot set? my heart hurts

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a tentative sketch for the lovers from a mighty nein tarot set? my heart hurts

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jester: this is my girlfriend beau and our girlfriend yasha and her wife zuala. and my other girlfriend calianna and beauâs other girlfriends keg and reani
@critrolefemslash week, day one: distant places & favorite ship
we know maybe two things about zuala but the second we heard about her i dedicated my life to her and yasha
Her name was Zuala...
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oh boy i just got into That Part of episode 46 yâall and unsurprisingly it made me cry
i just. imagine how long matt and ashley were waiting for her to be back so she could have that episode and it just. itâs probably the most dramatic thing since molly and you can see travis and marisha just silently go âoh, fuckâ when she mentions bringing zuala flowers
i think a lot about yasha in the dolorav tribe and i had this personal hc that she was human before and the stormlord took her as a kind of resurrected harbinger but moreso now i just feel like that zuala is the fallen part of her being an aasimar. it was against the tribe to marry her but yasha didnât lose her celestial purpose because she went against the skyspear, it was almost self-inflicted. she took a lifelong oath to her wife and in her eyes she failed it, and thatâs what would have felt like falling out of heavenâ living in a world zuala wasnât in.
and even moreso than anyone else in the nein, thereâs no catharsis sheâs looking for. i feel like thereâs an implied future of going back and killing skyspear/taking the title of champion in the name of the stormlord, but it wonât bring her wife back and sheâs still fallen. all the healing she does is hard work, and she has to simultaneously deal with the fact that the two people she loved the most died and being afraid that anyone else she loves will die because she couldnât save them, while the stormlord is telling her that she can only save the people she loved by being strong enough to stay
sheâs been with the party since nicodranas, and her leaving is an entirely separate thing from the fact that ashley canât be there often. she hasnât left since she did right after molly, and i think itâs really telling that storms arenât messages for her to leave anymore, theyâre telling her to stay. having ashley there for ep 46 is so powerful even from the first few minutes where sheâs just grumpy at breakfast and covering up that she was terrified they were gone, that they left her this time, that she failed the people she loves again. itâs the first time sheâs ever been openly angry with the group, much as sheâs pretty broody, because all her anger comes from fear and pain.
and iâm not one to speculate about character relationships, but i would bet that all of what the others attributed to hesitation and being a disaster lesbian was 100% fear of getting too attached. her whole time with the nein, ever since she met molly, has just been seeing places more beautiful than she ever imagined where each thing is more colorful than the last and i can just imagine her trying to soak up all of it through her notebook and her flowers because zuala canât see it and she wants more than anything to show it to her. thereâs this enormous guilt in enjoying herself, which makes it really easy to just be the muscle for the circus, to not engage, to leave and go off killing some things for her god every time she feels like sheâs getting too close to the party, but after molly dies she needs to stay, for herself so she doesnât lose herself again and for everyone else, and the stormlord stops calling for her.
i wouldnât be surprised if she never gets called away again, and it almost seems like the last time wasnât so much an âi have a task for youâ and more of the stormlord allowing her to just grieve alone for the one she lost one last time before she has to start trying to break the cycle, because she has a family now, and she needs to be there to protect them, but she also needs to be there for them to help her.
and iâm not to the incubus/succubus fight yet but oh man do i know about the really quiet âiâm sorryâ and i just. i love yasha so much. none of her healing is alone and sheâs never going to replace zuala or molly but she has people to share their memory with and people who make sure sheâs not holding their funerals alone anymore.

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Rating: T+ Relationship: Yasha/Zuala Wordcount: 5.3k Additional Notes: Written for Day 3 of @critrolefemslash Week: Moonlight! Warnings for implications of canon-typical violence and brief character injury.
Yasha regards love much the way people do natural disasters: with fear, inevitability, and distance. She could have never prepared for Zuala.