#yarrow yapping

image text description: discord messages from yarrow (myself/op) "i think im getting back into houseki no kuni and does anyone else think spamton and phos are kinda similar........... hello hnk fans... anyone out there.." forwarded message from yarrow "fuuuuck spamton is kinda phos core. addispam starting off as an ambitious low level gem, mocked or just plain pitied by his peers. desiring change, desiring a bigger and better body. getting it and thriving, only for it to go horribly wrong, go back, go back, who was it that he used to be? he can't ever go back to it. he's become the very thing he feared" "yappa yappa yappa does this mean i can make a diamond tenna..... powerful and dazzling but ultimately insecure and fragile i'll think more about exact fitting gem types later...."

image text description: more discord messages "itd be cool to imagine more of the rest of the gems as addisons.. i will wait for resident spampink enjoyer phantom to wake up and tell me if cinnaphos also gives spampink vibes" "maybe tenna is a lunarian........... or lightners are lunarians....... i dont have the brain for big aus.... i am just here to spout nonsense" "benefactor ventricosus........ kickstarting spamton's ship of theseus..... #mybullshit"

image text description: photograph of handwritten notes - "Spamton is a low level gem regarded as good for nothing. He wants to be more than this! There has to be more! He feels invisible until his opportunity to finally do something new. Suddenly, people are noticing him. They... like him? They love him, even. For once, he feels seen and useful and like he has a purpose. He loses part of his crystal from an accident, and in replacing his parts he turns out... better? He's stronger, less fragile. It's addicting. He could have been living like this the whole time? It fuels a destructive cycle of destroying himself to replace it with something bigger, better, until he's lost the reason why he's doing it in the first place. Hey, where did everyone go?" below the notes is an sketch of addispam laying in a field, imitating the starting scene of hnk