#yappint

Thinking about sitting on the couch, and my little one suddenly coming up to me and being super snuggly and clingy and I go, “Oh, someone’s feeling really little, isn’t she?” She’d nod, and I’d get up and take her to our room, and get her changed into a soft, fluffy diapie and a onesie (and maybe me too, if she’s especially clingy, and/or I don’t wanna stop snuggling for anything :3) and we’d head back to the couch. I’d turn on a show or a movie for us, maybe get some snacks and drinks beforehand, and we’d just snuggle together watching.

It’s… annoying, being transfem. Because, I wanna be a mother to my little. And part of that is nursing. It’s so intimate and warm and safe and loving and I want that. But, I don’t even have breasts. So by all accounts, I’ll never be able to do that for her.

Does anyone think it’s weird for caregivers to want to wear diapers? Like, not even when regressed, necessarily.