#yappidge

never understood the idea that we and the universe are seperate entities. are we not part of it. are we not made of it. is it not beautiful

just redid like my whole oc lore disregard everything ive ever said abt pye or the brazier or newton /hj

if u ever see me mess up anatomy super bad i promise it's not cus i dont know anatomy it's cus i dont care about the limits of the body #warpingfleshtomywill

is there a name for something that would be body horror under a different lens but is like. kind of positive. like yes you are an unnatural eldritch tangle of sinew and teeth but that's ok because maybe this is a metaphor for something and you're allowed to be alien and strange and hurt and have a life worth living at the same time. we love you even if you never go back to being something palatably human

infrastructure is so boring these days we dont even have amorphous flesh crawling through the pipes. cant even ask for advice from the meat sludge roosting in the stairwell. cant remember the last time i heard a hundred tiny nails scuttling through the crawlspace or woke up to ichor seeping from the fridge. what even are we doing guys 😭

youll go to the doctors like sometimes im in so much pain that i want to throw up and i get near monthly bouts of suicidal ideation and im so tired all the time and i feel really sick and they'll be like. oh no! can you still have babies? it's really important to me you can still have babies. and you'll be like hi so im not even an adult yet. and they'll be like can you have babies? do you want the medication that lets you have babies? and you'll be like no. i want to not be incapacitated by pain nausea and distress. and they'll be like i can write up a prescription for the baby having pill :) so you can have babies :) and then they'll say okay bye and send you on your way still in agony then you'll become murderous

i NEED to draw fiddler porphy SO BAD theyve been infesting ny brain for seven million thousand years

what are the biological implications of lyle vomiting development fluid bro that cant be good for him