"Youâre right, love is the best thing we do, Mike. And if itâs the best thing we do, then it shouldnât hurt like this. It shouldnât feel like... like, everyoneâs been keeping secrets from me, and trying to hide things from me that could make me really happy. I appreciate that you respected my relationship with Sam, but you didnât do a very good job. Now I feel like I donât trust either of you, and -- I donât think I can stay here anymore. I got an internship, overseas. Iâd be gone for six months, and maybe when I get back, if you still want a chef, maybe we could start over then. But right now I just need to get away from all of this before I lose faith in love completely.â