ππ'π ππππ ππππ πππ? / michael jackson x black fem
πΌ we roll deep, by conscious daughters
word got around that michael got into a fight and didn't lose, everybody's treating him a tad different now and it's scary. but nothing terrifies him more than what you might think of him.
β you're heavily inspired by the black panther party, use of the n-word, takes place at an HBCU, shared study session, lotzzz of yearning. β
"Apparently he beat dem' guys to a pulp... oop, there he go shut up. shut up!"
Michael walked into first period without a single worry, at first. But eventually multiple pairs of eyes caught his attention, so invasive looking that he had to look elsewhere.
They lingered without his permission.
Michael chewed on his bottom lip and found his assigned seat near the front of the class, you glanced his way as his seating partner and watched him sit down in a stiff manner.
Michael never gathered this much attention from so many strangers before, unless it was from girls or volunteering at a fundraiser. They used to treat him like anybody else.. now he felt suffocated. why's that?
Someone tapped him from behind and michael jerked lightly before looking back.
"is it true?" a black boy grinned at him, chewing obnoxiously at some Wrigley gum.
"what do you mean." Michael softly inquired.
"the fight? did that happen for real!" he nudged michael and the boy was only more perplexed.
"what fight? Who told you that.." the boy chuckled and leaned back into his seat.
"I see you tryna protect that prince image you got, but I knew it, knew you had that dog in you.." Michael squinted his eyes and then scoffed.
"whatever man.." he turned around in his seat and met your eyes. You looked observant yet amused.
"have you heard about that too?" the afro that crowns your head places something intimidating behind your slow nod.
"it's starting to circulate." he looks troubled.
".. whatever they're saying it's not true." he then digs around in his backpack for a notebook and a pencil.
You place your chin in your hand, resuming a sketch you'd been doodling on while the teacher was gone.
"..." Michael looks your way, hoping that you heard him.
"you don't believe it.. right." your brows gently furrow as you look his way.
"Well, I think-" unfortunately your history teacher arrived and michael was left anxious without a response back.
As time passed and first period became second and third, Michael heard the whispers fester. The stares multiplied and a few jocks nudged him with pride like they knew him.
He went to his dorm that day and shed off his jacket to tackle each homework assignment his teachers gave him. Thomas, his roommate, arrived a bit later and threw out a joke to lift the stale air.
"wassup bad boy?" Michael rubbed at his eyes.
"... why does everybody.." He sighed, not even caring to correct him. Thomas laughed and cradled a basketball on his hip as he met michael at a small desk.
"watchu tight about?" Michael huffed, gaze flitting between a textbook and the words he was writing down.
"the foolish rumors goin' around. I ain't fight nobody." Thomas didn't quite believe michael but he sighed anyway.
"Yeah aight." He tossed the basketball in the air for a moment and michael kissed his teeth.
"Can you back up some? You smell dirty.." Thomas chuckled.
"Why I oughta put my nuts right-" Michael didn't wanna hear one more word.
"ugh, what a schmuk! Back up! Go!" He covered his nose and Thomas finally stepped back with laugh. After a few playful insults were thrown the sweaty boy dissapeared in the bathroom and Michael could finally breathe. With a fan blowing.
He pondered on how the speculations came, unless someone happened to be in his hometown... in that specific apartment complex where his old friend jacked him up.. if they happened to hear how the two shouted at eachother and shoved...
No, no, no. That's crazy. And even then the rumors would be a lie. Michael didn't physically beat anybody.
The stressed young man held his head with a long sigh, quickly scribbling down something until the lead tip of his pencil broke.
"Damnit.." he went for his sharpener with agitation and by the sixth flick of the wrist, he'd somewhat calmed.
He didn't want his college life to be tainted like this, he wanted to learn new things, get more friends, get into all sorts of clubs. Now everybody's painting him out to be, as Thomas stated, a bad boy.
Now, he may have participated in being a decoy to help his friends rob somebody back home. But he couldn't even do that right. They intiated him too late because they knew Michael had a heart.
After all the manipulating Michael told the innocent older man, who couldn't even speak english, to run as far as he could. Ruining the shakedown.
The friend that jacked him up beforehand to was livid, but Michael stood on what he did. It was only right.
As the memories came to a close, Michael spent a little more time working and stopped around ten o' clock to take a shower after Thomas and get ready for bed.
The next day he got through his usual morning routine and looked forward to seeing you in first period, because truth be told, everyone might be talking for the sake of it but you're the only one not entertaining a thing.
You're down to earth, kind, and absolutely gorgeous. He used to be so nervous talking to you early in the semester, still is, only difference being he can form coherent sentences instead of talking under his breath.
Your oaky skin, mature fashion and barrett you wear when it can fit above your hairstyles. Reminds of him of an activist, but your voice is smooth and rich like a known model.
He wishes he could hear you talk for hours, with your eyes forever on him no matter how much it burned. Thing is, it hurt real good.
"Alright class, you know there's a test tomorrow so I need you all to study for that. Or at least soak up what's going to be showed in this filmβ"
Michael played with a ballpoint pen in his hand and waited for the lights to dim as a black and film projected onto the screen.
He was focused but your presence beside him remained embedded in his mind, your sweet perfume, the soft crackling of a wrapper-
Wait.
Michael hesitantly glanced to his side and saw you sneak a chocolate past your lips, eyes still glued to the board until they drifted down and then to the right. Which was where Michael was.
Your eyes met when he couldn't look away fast enough.
".. Want one?" Michael raised his brows.
"Allergic?" You asked this time, breif confusion coming over your face.
"N-no, I'm not allergic.." he whispered back and you dug in your small pocketbook for another chocolate. Offering it under his desk in a manner that was sneaky and amusing.
Michael gently took it, allowing your fingers to brush for a moment before you took your hand back.
"Thank you..." he whispered and you faintly smiled.
"Mhm."
When lunch time came around he found acquaintances to sit by but there was nobody he could really have a conservation with, Thomas preferred sitting with his basketball team.
As he ate a spoonful of mash potatoes Michael looked across the cafeteria and saw you sitting with your usual group, and boy, did you guys look cool.
Most of your friends wore black and leather just like you and some wore colorful dashiki's and kente cloth hats. He found himself getting warm in the face as he admired you and the way you spoke with passion.
"Hey mikey?" Michael looked away from you to find three girls before him, they were popular so a few people got to stealing glances.
"Hey ladies" he offered a polite smile and they gushed quietly.
"You look so lonely here, wanna sit with us?" The leader of the small clique placed a hand on his shoulder.
"Um.." Michael buffered a bit, "is that really okay with you guys?" The girls instantly assured him and a smile grew on his face.
"Okay then," he gathered his tray and the girls instantly came by his sides like bodyguards. It was no secret that the other popular boys were jealous of his influence which is why most reveled in the rumors.
But unfortunately, the girls didn't care about it. In fact they were even more attracted.
"Look at em go, thirsty asses.." Jeremy, a shooting guard for the schools basket ball team, grumbled.
"He always had that charm about him," Everybody at the basketball table turned to Thomas and instantly shoved and cracked down on him.
"Nigga shut up, we see dat!" Thomas raised his hands high.
"Don't get mad at the messenger! And if you wanna take some notes just say-" A few teammates placed him in a headlock.
Jeremy looked toward the team Captain, Logan.
"Watchu thinkin' bout?" Logan stared at Michael from across the lunchroom for a moment, then he shrugged. Nobody knows that Logan is secretly gay.
"Nothin..." Jeremy squinted his eyes and then leaned over the table to talk to the teams manager, Rasheeda. Apparently she saw Michael in her auntie's apartment complex during winter break.
"You sure you saw Mike back in indiana?" She sucked her teeth.
"I done told yall this a thousand times, I ain't got shit to lie about.." she went back to eating a bag of chips. Jeremy rolled his eyes and looked at Michael laughing into his hands at the hot girl table.
"They really not phased, think we should twist up the narrative?" Logan gave Jeremy a singular side glance.
"So you wanna be a gossip girl now." Jeremy scrunched his nose.
"Ion give a damn about none of dat, look he pushing all up on Kennedy!" He gestured towards the spectacle like an outraged coach.
"Nah, Kennedy pushing all up on him. We been told you to get that but you always fuckin it up." Jeremy was instantly on the defensive.
"Watchu mean! I got her flowers, candy, showed her my car-"
"She don't care about none of that flashiness, you need to start treating her like the hours you spend venting to me onna court-" Jeremy smacked Logan's shoulder, hand flying at his neck.
"Aight, cool. Cut it." Logan chuckled and looked elsewhere.
Michael was more than entertained and satisfied with his friends. But in the girls' perspective he was a shared boyfriend who hadn't quite popped the question yet.
"Sooo mikey," he buzzed with the nickname.
"You single?" Michael blushed and looked at all the anticipating eyes staring back.
"I- yeah." Kennedy preened and thought of another question.
"So hypothetically, if you were to take me out onna date, what would you do?" Michael swallowed heavily and rubbed his palms on his pants.
"Uhh, um well.. that depends on what you like?"
By the time lunch ended, Michael knew so much more information on girls that he'd never known before. He was on his way to fourth block when he bumped into Jeremy on the way.
Something about the way his shoulder ached made him think it wasn't so accidental.
"Sorry man." Michael fixed his bookbag strap over his shoulder and looked Jeremy up and down.
"No it was my fault.." Jeremy smirked and was about let Michael turn around when he threw out a question.
"You and Kennedy talkin?" Michael furrowed his brows and shook his head innocently.
"No she's just my friend.." Jeremy nodded slowly and then patted the shoulder he bumped into. Michael grit his teeth, eyes squinting after the new ache.
"Oh okay! Let it just be that playboy~"
Michael raised his brow, "you gotta crush on her or somethin?" Jeremy face dropped.
"Yeah, I do. So keep ya distance?" He pointed and Michael began smirking.
"I already like somebody, so we not in no competition man." Jeremy worked his jaw.
"Ok then, what yall was chattin' bout at that table?" Michael looked at a clock nearby and knew he couldn't talk long.
"if this'll stop you from pressin' me like this in the future.." Jeremy raised his brows and hands.
"You got my word. I promise." Michael stuck his toungue in his cheek and repeated himself.
"We ain't in no competition." Jeremy narrowed his eyes at Michael, but the other was serious. It started to feel like something deeper than envy. Like solidarity.
"None." Michael then dropped some advice on the boy.
Fourth period became a time to relax since Michael was ahead on his work, but after he finished all his classes, he had to visit the library to study for that history test.
By some stroke of luck, you happened to be there and his heart skipped beats like a melody of thunder and lightning.
He slowly walked wherever his feet lead him and stared on, per usual you felt the weight of him. Your eyes met across the library and Michael surpressed the urge to flinch and run.
Instead, he lifted his big hand up and waved at you. Small and shy.
"Hey.." he mouthed and you waved back with a tender smile.
He took that as an opportunity to come over and start conversation as he held a few books to his fleece quarter zip.
"You studying?" He softly inquired and you nodded.
"Yeah, it's actually for that history test tomorrow." Michael's lips parted.
"Oh.. I.. I was going to do the exact same!" You glanced toward an empty seat and straightened up.
"You can sit here if you'd like." Michael instantly pulled out the chair from across and dropped his things a little too hard. He glanced at you in the midst, ".. sorry" you laughed to yourself.
Michael got settled and not by sticking his nose in a book like he should've been. Instead he's staring at every feature on your face, smiling behind his knuckles.
Your eyebrows pinch in comprehension at a textbook.
You're just so so so lovely.
".. Do you wanna study together?" You ask and finally look up from your book, the way michael had his face all propped up comes collapsing.
"Oh-" his elbow hits the table, prompting a frustrated hiss.
"Are you.." you smile and he rubs the bone with a soft chuckle.
"Yeah, yeah I'm fine. And that'd be awesome- if.. if we could study together." You pull out the seat near you and wait, he almost scrambled but michael managed to calmy stand up and join the space beside you.
"Michael right?" He blinks your way.
"Yeah, we're-" you chuckle.
"just messing with you, we literally sit next to each other in class.." he sighs in relief.
"Exactly, yeah." He folds his hands in his lap.
"You know..."
"First we'll..." you both look at one another, a heavy awkwardness seeping into your bones.
"Sorry you go ahead" he scratches his neck and you oppose.
"No please, you first.." Danggit, he was going to say something so sappy. Now he has no choice but to admit it.
"I was gonna say, you're the only person around here that's... closest to a friend to me." A smile begins to grow on your face.
"Oh." michael swallowed to that, then he panicked.
"wait, are we not....." you laughed unexpectedly, maybe a tad too loud. With a few manicured fingers near your mouth you whispered your next few words.
"Nah I guess we are. I mean.." you blink. "We can be."
Michael begins smiling, "shoot, we already are at this point." you settle for that and wave your hand to end the pondering.
"Great.. cause I think you're really cool." His eyes anchored you as you subtly swallowed. This is the part where you're supposed to throw a compliment back, real quick!
"Thanks, I find you very intelligent." Wait, did that sound conceited?
Apparently Michael's body thought different. he inhaled through his nose and breifly raised his shoulders. Looking.. happy.
"I appreciate that.." You found yourself suppressing a giggle and returned to your book before you got swept in his intense stare.
"No problem, so..." you covered your ridiculously grinning mouth.
"Our vocabulary." Michael nodded beside you, thrilled to be taught anything you'd introduce.










