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đ§đ˝ / AS A CHILD ( !! )
childhood was lonely.
accordingly, she was a lonely kid. most of her time was spent being shuttled between miscellaneous lessons her parents more or less forced her into and she didnât mind muchâif it made umma and appa happy, then sheâd do it. her older siblings were cycling the same sort of schedule and maybe it was deliberate, maybe it was just unfortunate luck, but itâs likelier than not that they were all really lonely, and itâs a shame they couldnât find solace in each other.
(but thatâs the past, and thereâs no use dwelling on it.)
that being said, maybe it was the lack of attention or something along those lines, but yuulâs also always been a forward person, even in adolescence. very much so the type to befriend the old ladies selling bungeobbang on the streets during the winter and the garbage men at five in the morning, sometimes she just wanted to hear someone say âhelloâ back. as a kid, she might have cried more, might have averted more gazes, done a better job with deference.
other than the fact that sheâs realized now that her life is her life and sheâs free to live it the way she wants to live it, nothing much has changed.Â










