I keep remembering the fact I used to hallucinate Xornoth (I am deeply obsessed) and all he would do is look over my shoulder as I drew him, a lik funfact is that I mentioned this to a friend but never made it clear if he spoke (he did in a voice that I feared deeply bc that is not how I ever imagined them soinding, why did he sound like that OMH, I cannot get that voice out of my head) and all he did was say “no”… fucking “no” as I drew them. They are deeply disrespectful, I SHOULDVE sued while I had the chance
I also STILL hallucinate the Minecraft skin of Xornoth as a demon standing in the corner of my room during the night when I WASNT sleeping, ANOYHER thing i mentioned to my friend, he sometimes appears, just standing there
Idk what’s going on tbh, why has he come for me, Im so scared is it my time Xornoth
(IVE also hallucinated in the past when I was a kid, EXEPT it was more severe and a lot uh.. lets just say I went to therapy bc I almost killed my self from it, i was deeply disturbed and terrified, I still have memories of it in which all are extremely bad and things I wish never happened to me, like seriously why was I chosen out of everyone to see such things. I hate life… Im better tho, now all I hallucinate is Xornoth, I don’t want him here anymore, GET OUT OF MY HEAD GET OUT OF MY HEAD GET OUT OF MY HEAD-)
