I'll be honest, I'm not having a very good time. I don't know what's wrong with me, I feel... lethargic, lazy, disinterested. I know that this journal thing was maybe supposed to be fun things but... I don't know, I just wanted to write. 

Its not anyone's fault, no ones making me bored... I just think there's something wrong with me. 

Your hug last night was amazing though, thank you for being there for me, when I needed you. It's nice to be weak with someone, to not have to show strength all the time and to rely on someone else. 

((ahh. yeah i understand. well you could make him a singer, but not like the actual idol? like instead of him being Zion T, the idol, hes Zion T, the newly discovered lounge singer bc of his style of music? and then him get more and more famous))

(expiato is still growing, but its a new dsmp basically)

(udon is active, x rp is active. serenity is fairly active and accepts au/semi au/oc and general. uh... checkmate is getting bigger again. cheongguk apartments accepts au/semi and general)

because it is sweet i suppose