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1. Seek God and you will find him. This year make me closer to him. In Psalm 34:18 “The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and he save those who are crushed in spirit.” I been in a on and off relationship, opening to your friends is a cycle already and they will always say that we will be still back together. Until a day come when i no longer want to release this feelings to anyone because i will just receive a same reaction. But the feelings get heavier so I asked Him. I asked God. He will surely never leaves you. 

2. When emotion runs high, logic runs low. I’m that type of person that will always battle with my brain and heart, in the end of the day, the heart get what it’s want and i made so many bad decision for having a weak heart. 

3. Cutting people off is necessary when they no longer good for you. There are people who i consider as friend but as we get older, we will somehow realize who are real and not, this year i cut off many people who is just a parasite for me not helping me in my well being.

4. Loving so hard isn’t a bad thing. 2017 didn’t change my point of view in love. Chase him/her. Beg for him/her. As long as you will be happy. As long as this person feel the same and value you the same. As long as this person isn’t destroying you. As long as it will be all worth it. But if you already did for so many times, Stop and start loving yourself, You don’t deserve that kind of Love. 

5. Getting out of your comfort zone is necessary. Being scared. Being pressured and other stuff is just an excuse for not growing as a person. Do anything you want, Do whatever is good for you. This year i may say i did for joining my new family which is ministry and getting a fit life with pound!

6. Invest only on people who invest on you. Stop putting so much effort on people who don’t appreciate you. Your time and energy is important.

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since day one until now, he never leaves me nor forsake me.

all 2017 struggles made me closer to him!

have a blessed 2018 everyone!1!1!