#xamnesiac

"I'm too old to start again." Eva admitted in between sour breaths. While acceptance of her loss was already there, she could still not find it in her to betray two people she loved more than anyone in this world. It was a reality she held onto, and no matter the kind of people she meets and the eyes that would gaze into hers, no one looked at her the way Hideyoshi did and no one respected her as much as George did. She loved her men, she loved them too much that she did unforgivable things, but those were the kind of stories you wouldn't tell a stranger. "Ah, am I bothering you? Sorry, I just have a lot in mind lately. Please don't think about it too much."

♚ — Soft mewing.