#wva rambles

I'm probably gonna sound like a horrible person for this but I genuinely hate videos about Gaza and ICE that start with guilt tripping and aggressiveness.

It's genuinely upsetting when they start off their videos by calling you a bad/horrible person for not watching their videos or just purely say bad things will happen if you don't watch till the end or interact with them.

I know it's for interaction and people in those situations are tired and it's annoying that people don't notice them, but it feels so horrible for people who are easily guilted or folded by aggressiveness. I end up watching them but just end up uncomfortable throughout the entire video.

I feel for those people suffering and I've watched videos that explain what they go through, people with names and everything but I watch them because they ask nicely. Those stories stick to my mind which continues to make me hate their respective aggressors.

I just wish they'd just spread the awareness without being overly aggressive about it. I always end up feeling horrible for not doing something after watching them.

I do hope the people of Gaza and Palestine are freed and children don't continue to be killed. I also hope for those who are afraid, targeted and captured by ICE to live normally again. And not just these situations, people who are not living comfortably, those in the LGBTQIA+ community, women, children, and victims in general.

• Loves collecting pins and keychains.

• Loves puzzles, problem solving and building toys like lego.

• Would take random personality quizzes out of boredom.

• Will walk around the kids or toy section in case he finds a toy that is related to All Might or just toys he likes.

• Cusses but when he does it around new people, it absolutely surprises them.

• Talks to himself about how mean someone was or things he's noticed like he's filming.

• Talks and gets mad at himself in third person. (Probably canon already)

• He would rub his scars sometimes just to feel random rough, smooth, or indented spots on his skin.

• Likes window shopping till he finds something he actually likes and debates for 5 minutes whether to get it or not.

• Scares people with how quiet he approaches.

• He would cringe at his old drawings and analysis, getting mad at his younger self for phrasing things horribly and then fixing it himself like grading papers.

• He keeps things that he likes but he would need to replace, like old wallets and certain stationary and keep them in a certain box in his room.

• The moment something traumatizing or scary happens on a specific clothing he's worn, he will never wear it again in fear if he does, something bad will happen again. (He's never worn his t-shirt shirt again after the Shigaraki incident)

I am not normal about him. I am feral and being aroace at the same time gives me no limits.

I was doing a quiz (not a school quiz) to learn a bit more Japanese and it was about Japanese words.

When it popped up "utsukushii" and I had to answer what it meant, my Pinterest notified me some Izuku fanart 😭😭.

My phone knows shit right there. Insane. My Pinterest answered it for me. THEY ARE NOT WRONG.

Utsukushii means beautiful btw.

I couldn't screenshot it because I was appalled and laughing. So here's a poorly edited version instead.

This one was on a birthday artwork I made for myself lol

And this one was after seeing a challenge in Pinterest to draw your comfort character in a certain clothing.

I hated his hair and eyes so much because I don't get it. His hair wouldn't shade properly, the body and colors weren't in my favor, it was just annoying. It's the first time I've actually drawn a man since I've mostly drawn women before. Anatomy for men also pissed me off so I used a base for it.

I genuinely hated drawing him because I couldn't do it right. He wouldn't look like I wanted. I even wanted to give up on the second drawing because of it. It was difficult and so different from my other artworks that just worked, but this one just wasn't.

Consistency, studying, and experimenting really do help. You don't need to be consistently good. It can be good, then bad, then great. Advantage of drawing your favorites means you stare at them a lot 🫶🫶.

I still suck at it but I can obviously tell how different I draw Izuku now compared to my first attempts since I'm not copying a picture anymore but just going with what I've learned from drawing him and doing what's easiest for me.

For example, I love Izuku. He's not close friends with Bakugo in my head. To me, he's closer to Todoroki. Then TogaOcha, they have a well built relationship instead of the just good moment in the final season.

I love them but I wouldn't want them to be canon or force people to think as such. I just like seeing them together because I really hate the lack of potential between the two. They also have a special place in my heart for always making me cry.

Like no, love isn't always romance. There are so many different kinds of love and it comes in so many different forms and is expressed in different ways.

Wanting to be loved can also be just wanting to find someone to connect with. Finding someone who understands you, would go through all the ups and downs, would accept you for who you are, help you be the better version of yourself, give you the chance you want people to give you, and more.

"I'd rather allow myself to fall and stand up than continue to stay standing when I can't."

A little reminder that it's okay to be left behind, it's okay to stop, and it's alright to let yourself rest and breathe.