In a world of âcannot beâsâ (we were meant to be) - V
WTSILY #1 - Prince Taehyung au
Y/N grunted as she sliced through the head of the dummy with her sword, the head falling to the mat with a thud. She moved her right arm at lightning speed, executing sharp and precise movements; her blade slicing through the air swiftly.
It was 2 a.m. and the palace was quiet apart from the sound of knightsâ iron footsteps echoing through the brick walls every now and then as they made their nightly rounds. The training room was empty as well, as it should be at this time, considering it was not the time for combat training but sleep.
But Y/N had been bothered all night, unable to close her eyes and find rest; feeling a bubbling frustration deep within her.  She thought perhaps it may have something to do with the ball earlier that eveningâŠ
The moment the thought surfaced, she shook her head and let out a growl before slicing through the dummy once more, removing its right arm.
Fighting and training had always made her feel better, which was the probably why she had found herself going to the armoury and training hall in the middle of the night; hoping to cheer herself up. Being one of the kingdomâs top trainers and the only child of the kingdomâs General, Y/N had been born to fight. She had learned how to wield a sword before she could learn to read. She rode horse back when she was only three and mastered the art of jiu-jitsu and archery at age ten. Combat was something she had been trained to do from when she was very young and it had always been something she was justâŠgood at.
However recently, Y/N began to wonder what it would have been like to be trained as a proper lady instead of a fighter. What it would be like if she were to become like those girls in pretty dresses? Attending royal balls and dancing withâŠ
Y/Nâs shoulders slumped at the thought of familiar brown eyes, causing her to be off balance and losing her stance instantly. She stood there in the middle of the room, staring down at her hand gripping the sharp blade and wondered if it was ever too late toâ
âWhen they said you slept with a sword at your side, I had thought they were only kidding. I can see now that they were not.â
Y/N jumped at the sound of a deep voice, turning around swiftly with her sword pointed towards the intruder. The first lesson her father ever taught her was to never let your guard down, and she couldnât believe she had let herself be deaf to the steps of her current visitor.
However, Y/Nâs gaze softened and she relaxed the moment she realized who had walked in.
âSorry, I did not mean to frighten you.â Prince Taehyung stood tall by the entryway with his hands up in surrender, wearing only a white ruffled shirt and dark trousers. His handsome face was a mask of curiosity; dark hair slightly tousled, and feet laced in boots which made Y/N wonder where he had gone to at this time.
âYour highness!â Y/N immediately bowed and lowered her sword. âForgive me, I did notââ
âWhat are you doing up so late, Y/N?â
Y/N snapped up at his words, eyes wide and mouth slightly agape. It wasnât the first time the prince had addressed her so casually. In fact, he had called her by her name every chance he got, but Y/N never got used to it. And she wasnât sure why she lets him do it, considering they werenât exactly âfriendsâ or in the same tier of the hierarchy to be addressed as such. He was royalty and Y/N, although had an important role in the kingdom and lived within the premises of the royal villa, was but a mere commoner.
A chortle echoed through the room, snapping her from her thoughts, and Y/N realized that the melodious sound came from the prince himself.
âIs Y/N not your name?â He smiled, amused. âYou look a littleâŠshocked.â
âOh. No, I just⊠Iâm sorry, your graceââ
âTaehyung,â he sighed. âI told you, you can just call me Taehyung. If you wonât call me that outside, then perhaps you can oblige my request to address me informally when itâs justâŠus.â
Y/N felt herself a little breathless at his words, unsure why the mere sound of âjust asâ made her feel a little woozy.
âAs you wish, yourââ she paused when the prince gave her a sharp look. âTaehyung.â
The princeâTaehyung smiled then, that adorable grin (although Y/N wouldnât admit it out loud) that literally lit up the whole kingdom. Saying his name without the honorifics was still quite foreign to Y/Nâs tongue and yet it also felt familiarâŠand she felt an undeniable longing to say it once more.
Taehyung, she thought. Taehyung.
âSo⊠what are you doing up?â He asked, taking a step further into the room.
âOh⊠I⊠well⊠I just couldnât sleep.â She said and Y/N wanted to reprimand herself for stuttering so much. Taehyung must think she was an illiterate.
If he did, he didnât show it and merely shrugged. âSame. I actually left to go out riding.â
âAt this hour, sire?â Y/N exclaimed. âButâŠTae! You canât just waltz out of the palace without guards! You couldâve been mobbed out there; kidnapped orâare you⊠laughing?â Y/N looked at the prince incredulously, seeing a bright smile on his face. His eyes sparkled against the moonlight that shone through the large windows across the room and Y/N averted her gaze, the sight a little too much for her. âThis is no laughing matter, Taeââ
âYou called me Tae,â he interrupted, grinning. Y/N stopped, realizing that she had accidentally called him that and immediately blushed. Â
âNoâŠnoâŠâ Taehyung waved his hand. âI uh,â he cleared his throat, looking away. âLiked it.â
Y/N was speechless at his words and she wasnât sure if her eyes were playing tricks on her but there was a slight blush coloring his cheeks.
They were silent for a while; just standing there, unsure how to continue the conversation.  When the awkward silence got a little too much, Y/N turned from him and cleared her throat. âArenât you tired though? That was some ball this eveningâŠâ
Earlier this evening, a grand ball had ensued in celebration of crown Prince Namjoonâs, Taehyungâs older brother, engagement to the princess of the Far-eastern seas. It was a fitting arrangement as the future king had already been acquainted with the princess from back when they were very young and the two of them had grown fond of one another through the years.
Rumors say they might even be in love. Y/N hoped they were, for her mother always told her marriage was a bond between two people who loved each other more than they love themselves. It was the union of two peopleâan eternal promise. Y/N couldnât comprehend how anyone could just arrange marriages or how anyone could marry someone and not be in love with them.
At the thought, she hoped Taehyung gets to marry for love. It was least likely with him being a prince, but perhaps not being heir to the throne may give him little more freedom to choose.
Taehyung rubbed at his nape, âYeah, it was. Iâm happy for my brother⊠Princess Mari seems wonderful. I do not know her that well but Joonie hyung often spoke of her. He likes her very much and is very glad with the arrangement.â
Y/N smiled at that, nodding as she placed the sword back into its casing. âThatâs great to hear.â
âI didnât see you there, though. Iâm fairly sure the whole kingdom was invited.â
Y/N paused at his statement, unsure if she should laugh that he had to ask, or feel surprisedâgratefulâthat he had noticed her absence.
âOh well, you know. BallsâŠpartiesâŠâ she chuckled breathlessly. âTheyâre not really my placeâŠâ
This time, Y/N frowned, remembering why she had been upset in the first placeâŠ
For in an alternate world where titles and bloodlines didnât matter, Y/N would have openly admitted her feelings for the young prince standing beside her. Admit to how seeing his smile made her day just a little better after a hard day of training; admit to how his mere presence, standing tall beside his older brother by the throne, takes her breath away⊠and admit to how his very being inspired her to become the loyal subject that she is to their little kingdom. And that she would gladly lay her life on the line if it meant protecting their beautiful prince.
The prince who cared deeply for his people; the prince who happily dined and laughed with serfs in the serverâs kitchenâŠ
The prince who had stolen her heart from the very first day they had met; way back when they were only eight when she had taught him how to ride horseback.
Y/N looked at him, eyes casting downwards to his boots, seeing them stained with mud. She wondered if he even recalled that she was the one who had taught him how to ride.
âBalls are not a place for girls like me,â she murmured, turning from him to fix the weaponry on the table. She remembered the way Taehyung danced with those girls at the balls, how each of them looked fitting in his arms. They were the most gorgeous women she had ever seen in her life and it was like a cold, hard slap in the face being faced with the reality that a man like Taehyung, a man of royalty, could never be with someone like her. A handsome prince had always been meant to be with a beautiful princessâŠ
And Y/N was no princess. An honourable knight perhaps, but that simply wasnât enough. Â Y/N couldnât bear to see it and fled the ball before she could even begin to enjoy the festivities.
âGirls like what exactly?â Taehyungâs voice sounded closer but Y/N ignored it; busying herself with wiping the array of knives on the table.
âBeautiful girls,â she answered simply, thinking that was the best description for them. A pregnant silence hung over the room and Y/N sighed, thinking how even Taehyung agreed with her.
âI think youâre beautiful.â
It was barely a whisper but in this empty hall where every sound seemed to be suspended into the air, words echoing and bouncing through the walls, Taehyung might as well have shouted in her ear.
Y/N turned and was surprised to find him so close, only a couple of steps away from her. Taehyungâs expression was serious, gaze intent on hers. She wanted turn from him but he had her locked in place, unable to look away.
Before she could speak, Taehyung was already stepping back and she wasnât sure if that was a good or bad thing.
âThanks you for your company, Y/N. I quite enjoyed it.â He said and bowed towards her. Y/N wanted to tell him that she barely did anything but before she could, Taehyung stopped by the hallâs entrance and looked back at her.
âOh. And I hope youâll attend the next ball. Save me a dance, yes?â Y/N was rendered speechless and Taehyung smirked, adding. âOr do I have to give a personal invitation?â
Y/N wanted to say no, he didnât have to; but Taehyung was already walking towards her once more and before she could stop him, he had knelt down in front of her.
âYour highness!â She exclaimed as she watched him get down on one knee. But her protests died on her lips the moment he looked up at her with those beautiful eyes, rendering her immobile.
âMiss Y/FN. Would you do me the honor of attending the winter ball andâŠaccompanying me through the evening?â
Y/Nâs mouth hung open, the answer stuck on her throat. Taehyung, however looked absolutely serious.
Accompanying him meant being on his arm andâŠThe mere thought made Y/N dizzy. Taehyung seemed adamant at getting her to speak up and so he reached out and held her hand.
Y/N tried to ignore how warm his large hand felt around hers. Right then she knew, if she had one wish, she would have wished that he never let go.
The door to the training room suddenly opened revealing Jimin, one of the palace guards and one Y/N considered a friend among the royal guards. The moment he saw the situation in front of him, his eyes widened and he bowed immediately.
âYour highness! I did not know you were here. My sincerest apologies⊠I did not intend to intrude on this intimate moment.â
Intimate?! Y/N thought incredulously then realized the current position they were in: with Taehyung down on one knee and holding her hand like he was professing his love to her. She tugged on her hand to remove it from his hold, but Taehyung only tightened his grip, looking at her sharply (like he was saying, not so fast).
âNo itâs quite alright, Jimin. Actually⊠come in, I need your help.â
âHow can I be of service, your grace?â
âY/N here is about to give me an answer,â Taehyung told nonchalantly. âAnd I need a witness.â
Jimin scrunched his eyebrows at the weird request then looked at Y/N for some enlightenment. She gave him a helpless look.
âYour highnessââ she started.
âTaehyung,â the prince corrected immediately and Y/N huffed, his hold on her unyielding.
âTâTaehyung, IâŠI am honoured by your invitation butâŠâ Y/N paused when she saw the way his face fell; like a kicked puppy. He looked up at her, frowning, eyes shining with disappointment that was hard to ignore and Y/N suddenly couldnât find the courage to decline.
âOâokay,â she blurted and Taehyungâs face lit up like a Christmas tree.
âYouâll also dance with me, right?â
Y/N glanced over at Jimin who simply looked amused by the whole thing. She was about to say no when Taehyung added, âThe winter ball is also my birthday, just putting it out thereâŠâ
Y/N blinked at him, wanting to say that she knew it was. She just couldnât wrap her head around the fact that the princeâalso the love of her lifeâwas asking her to dance at a ballâŠ
âPlease Y/N?â he pouted, staring at her intently and Y/N just had about enough; feeling like her heart would combust any moment if he kept looking at her like that.
âAlright! Okay, Iâll dance with you. Can you justâŠstop looking at me like that?â Y/N huffed, earning a chuckle from the prince. She expected him to let go now, but he didnât. Instead, Taehyung brought her hand to his lips and kissed it. Y/N hoped she didnât look as red as she felt then.
âIâm looking forward to it, Y/N.â He stood up and bowed to her once more. âHave a good night.â
Taehyung left swiftly right after, leaving Y/N with a racing heart and flushed cheeks. She wasnât sure if what happened really happened or something she had conjured on her mind. She pinched her arm and winced. She was definitely not dreaming.
âWell, that was interesting.â
Y/N jumped, forgetting that she wasnât alone. âWhat?â
Jimin chuckled, âI didnât know you and the prince wereâŠclose.â
âDidnât seem like it,â he teased. âPrince Taehyung wouldnât just personally invite anyone to his birthday ball. Let alone ask to accompany himâŠâ
âWhat are you saying, then?â Y/N prodded, her heart drumming against her ribcage.
âI think you already know exactly what Iâm saying.â Jimin winked before turning on his heel, leaving Y/N with hope flaring like an open fire in her chest.
I think this will be a cute au to continue someday... keke~ <3 What do you guys think?Â
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