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Sometimes while I'm meditating, i end up wondering if anyone is taking me seriously. I mean i haven't shown much yet but i have so much I've created, and i am just now starting to reveal it all. But I wonder if the little things i have done along the way have affected others in any way. Thats legit if i have, those kind of things is what fuel this dream of mine. I feel my self slipping away slowly into the artist that will create this dream. I am changing and it feels strange.

To know even who i was back then when i started this didn't see this coming. Didn't see all these connections that have been made and how things will tie in together. How things will develop so much more than expected. I am excited. i feel as if that dream is a puzzle with 1,000,000 pieces. (Yes...1,000,000) and one piece was misplaced, and i finally found that one little piece to fit that spot perfect and I've slowly placed it into its place and now this dream is complete. 

Now i expect most people to instantly connect music with my dream... and thats ok to assume. But honestly its more than music to me. I use music now as my voice, its my way of communicating. I utilize it as a weapon to be heard and to spread a message. But i also happen to make good music so you can enjoy it as well. Not saying I don't enjoy it or anything, its just not All to me. I love the art and creation of it, and how detailed you can be with it. From the metronome tic, to adding the melody from the midi and then laying down the vocals finally after messing around with everything. I love the process to because it leads to the completion which is so satisfying lol. But with all that said, All One has became my focus and it will be more than what you think, Its becoming others focus as well which is cool... lol thats suppose to happen. But I guess you can just say All One is the dream. and its more than music. So i'll let you imagine how i feel about all one. 

It even took me a while to realize it but now i do. Now i know who i need to be to create this dream. I know the steps i need to take to get there. I know the dedication i need to finally complete this story of mine. I look at this past leaders in history, like Mandela, Ghandi, and Dr King Jr of course that had a dream, and they're dream impacted the world. Recently, read on Steve Jobs and the same goes there. He had a vision, and made it happen no matter what. (not starting an apple debate, just saying lol). But looking at them all made me realize my dream is possible. With the rest of my existence I'm going to plant a seed in this world that will grow. My gift to this world i guess.

I know most will not get where I'm coming from yet, but its all good you will develop soon. But for those few who do get me, know how serious i am about this now. And for those who support me anyway it goes, Thanks! I need you more than ever now. But anyways, These are my thoughts of the night for those who always wonder whats on this insomniacs mind lo. I am doing these more often because it may sometime inspire or help. (it won't always be in a form of a rant lol) So stay tuned! #salute

and as always gmgvic 

Song of the night: Brain- By Banks